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i hope you know i love you

hyyunjinn

walks with minsung

parkbaekssi

Friendly reminder that you're awesome and such an adorable cutie! ;;u;; Also, Baekyeol/Kaisoo are my OTPs to the max. I'd love to be your friend /shies away/ unless you don't want to be friends with me, haha. It's all cool! Also, just wondering if you have AFF?? Or do you post fics?? Any hella good recommendations? (I'm sorry pls ignore me you must have a billion asks already oopS) ;;; (p.s. I love your blog and the level-headedness of your replies!)

BaekYeol/KaiSoo fic Recommendations

(Read my reply to your message below the fanfic recs! :D) Before I start recommending stuff I’m going to answer you first with a no. No, I do not post fanfics lol. I want to, but after I write a chapter or two I lose all motivation to write any more. So basically, writing fanfics isn’t my forte lol.

Okay, so since you’re a BaekYeol/KaiSoo shipper, I’m guessing you already know the classics. In case you missed some, I’m just going to list them down again (since all the classics are breathtaking) ^^

[Legend: +Chaptered; -One-shot; ^Two/Three-Shot]

BaekYeol/KaiSoo classics:

^“Anterograde Tomorrow” -changdictator [KaiSoo; angst]

^“10080″ -EXObubz [BaekYeol; angst]

^“Arbitrage” -fumerie [KaiSoo; Street Race AU]

+“Baby’s Breath” -jindeul [BaekYeol; angst]

-“Absolute Chanyeol” -leadernim [BaekYeol; angst]

+“Then Came You” -YoungWoo17 [BaekYeol; fluff] <–my favorite! <3

+“Shine Like Stars” -jumpthisship [KaiSoo; fluff; Summer Camp AU]

+“Paper Mâché” -PurplePluto [KaiSoo; drama]

+“The 27th of October” -nestine [BaekYeol; angst]

The links I provided for “Anterograde Tomorrow” and “Absolute Chanyeol” is not where it’s originally posted. The original links of those stories are not accessible as of now, so the links I provided are where you can read them ^^ (i hope I won’t get sued for this or sumthing lol) and to read fics by: “jumpthisship”, you need to create a livejournal acc and join her community (she accepts anyone so don’t be lazy!) :D

Oh and, if I forgot any other classics, don’t hesitate to tell me. My mind got a little rusty since I accidentally deleted everything I wrote to answer this ask T__T

Since the fics I listed above are classics, I’m not going to give my opinions abt them. Instead, I’m just going to go on and list my personal favorites. So I’m sorry if some of these might not be of your liking, since they are my faves after all lol. But imo, the fics I’m going to be listing down are all worth the read, so here I go~

Personal Favorites <3 (From lowest to highest. Meaning, the last fic in this list is the best for me)

+“Sweetheart, It’s Our Secret!” -Bubbl3s321 [KaiSoo; romance]

-CEO SOO IS DA BOMB. Lel, I mean…the Kyungsoo who fans cal “Satansoo” is def CEO DO in this fic xD I love how he’s all strict and all here even though he’s squishy af xD And I also love the slightly stupid Jongin here lel, but I just love tsundere Kyungsoo here xD Oh but beware, there’s also melodrama in here so it’s not just all giggles and that.

-“Playing Dangerous” -kei17 [BaekYeol; smut]

-This is just me, and my love for well-written smut. I hate reading smuts that seem…forced or unreal, or just anything cringe worthy actually (how the hell am I one to talk I’m young af). But anyways! Haha, policeman Yeol is hot af so…hehe if you’re searching for smut then read this xD

+“Let Me Explain” -eyowaddupkrees [BaekYeol; fluff]

-THIS IS SO FLUFFY!!!! GAHH BAEK IS SO FCKING CUTE. KYUNGSOO, JONGIN AND CHANYEOL IS SO FCKING FUNNY AND EVERYTHING’S JUST FCKIN’. Loljk no. But really, this fic is extremely fluffy and heart fluttering <3 hihi it’s just squeal and giggle worthy bc Baek is so demn cute. Ugh, there’s no reason to not read this! >u<

+“Go away (but move closer)” -RucaBabyotic [KaiSoo; romance]

-This fic has one of the simplest plots ever. But what can I say, simplicity is beauty. Such a simple story being told in expressive words and sentences, and the way Jongin and Kyungsoo’s relationship progress is just…wow. A very good read :)

+“You’re Mine, Not Hers” -EXOverdose_ [BaekYeol; smut]

-Again this is just me, and my love for well-written smuts hahaha. This fic has made me go whoo~ in more times than I could remember. But maybe it’s just bc I have a thing for dominance and submissiveness in smuts? Idk shame me now hahaha. Again, if you’re in search of good smut fics, read this XD

-“Obvious!” -eyowaddupkrees [BaekYeol; humor]

-I just read this actually hahaha. And I found it funny bc I can seriously imagine Baekhyun and Chanyeol acting like this. And then Jongin, Kyungsoo and the rest are just there getting completely annoyed bc of them. Just…very funny hahaha, read it for laughs, come on. Lift up your mood! ^o^

“The Letter” -EXObubz [BaekYeol; romance]

-This is long, so after reading it…It’s a damn rollercoaster of emotions. You’d feel all giggly, then you’d feel sad, then you’d feel giggly, then you’d feel all hot, then you’d feel all frustrated af. For a ride of different feels, read this fic!

^“Where The Seas Stay The Same” -YoungWoo17 [BaekYeol; romance]

-Well, it’s….love. wtf? No, I mean…you’ll feel what the characters are going through. Like, you’ll get immersed into their world. Another ride of feels with a dramatic start and a splendid finish. A very good read :)

+“With You” -jjokkomi [KaiSoo; slice of life]

-This gives an outlook on life. Well maybe it’s bc it’s based on a vid, but still. This fic was as great as the vid it was based on. This fic is going to teach you to not judge anything by basing solely on it’s outer appearance and what other people claim to “know” about it. This is a great read not just for it’s feels, but for it’s moral lesson :)

-“Crank The Bass” -EXObubz [BaekYeol; smut]

-Lol, this is me and my love for well-written smut. I mean, who wouldn’t love to see tsundere Baek getting pwned and…well, you know what I mean haha. This is cute in it’s own way too!! (for me at least) And it has a sequel *Q* But I’m not going to post the link bc there’s only like…only 2 chapters and it’s still ongoing. And I wouldn’t wanna leave you guys hanging (although I’m pretty sure you’re going to be reading the sequel anyways).

+“Worth It” -jumpthisship [BaekYeol; fluff]

-This is awesome and awesome and awesome!!! GAHH, it’s literally a “Daily Lives of Highschool Boys” (this is an anime series which can kill you with laughter btw) minus the crack and with the characters falling in love with each other <3 This is super cute and adorbs! And it can also happen in the daily lives of some people so it’s very fun to read ^^

+“Knocked Up” -jjokkomi [KaiSoo; slice of life]

-mpreg! Okay, I’m still young and I know I shouldn’t be having good thoughts abt teen pregnancy, but I can’t help but find Kyungsoo’s pregnancy here as a cute thing. I’ve no plans for being a party goer (my parents would kill me first anyways lol) and I don’t want to be pregnant at such a young age…but I think. That teen moms are people who should be given an award. Not because they got knocked up at such a young age, but bc they chose to give life to somebody. They’re waay better than those teens who you think are good girls, but then you’re gonna find out sooner or later that they had an abortion, just bc they can’t face the responsibilities and consequences of their actions. This is another fic woth a good moral lesson. From the same author too, jjokkomi seems to be awesome at this genre xD

-“12.12.12″ -YoungWoo17 [KaiSoo; fluff]

-THIS IS SO CUTE AND CUTE AND ADORABLE. To the highest level!!! Crazy Kyungsoo is the cutest evurr!! OMG!! KYAAAAHHHH!!! I’m sorry, it’s just that I squealed too much for my own good while reading this fic. Hahaha, kei-senpai (I’m feeling giggly by addressing her that >u<) is amazeballs in fluff! <3

-“Always, No Matter How Many Times” -YoungWoo17 [BaekYeol; fluff]

-This is a little heartbreaking honestly. But overall it was beautiful <3 You’re going to fall in love with Baekhyun and Chanyeol’s relationship here, it’s just sooo…/sighs dreamily/. I swear kei-senpai takes my breath away with almost every fic she wrote.

-“Love or Something Like it” -YoungWoo17 [BaekYeol; fluff]

-$w4g93r Baek in the house yo! HAHAHA! Baek was so epic in this fic! This fcker is so funny and cute and just…hahaha fic. I swear, kei-senpai is too good at writing fanfics that it’s becoming scary. Lol whoo this is the 3rd of my favorites!! SO THIS IS A MUST READ ALREADY. Now on to the 2nd~

+“Long Distance Nerdship” -kaspian [KaiSoo; crack]

-Bc as you can see, I’m not that fond of angst. I have a weak heart I guess. I don’t cry that easily but once a fic has struck my heart, I get emotionally unstable for some days lol. SO HENCE, I LOVE THIS HILARIOUS AF FIC. This has got me rolling on my bed and holding my stomach bc of too much laughter xD Otaku KrisHo, awkward KaiSoo and just..HAHAHA THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST CRACK FICS EVER, SO JUST GO AND READ IT. IDC IF YOU’RE IN A BAD MOOD OR NOT, THIS WILL DEF MAKE YOUR MOOD A HUNDRED TIMES BETTER XD. Oh and, kaspian writes sooo many amazing KaiSoo fics. If you’re KaiSoo deprived then just go “here” then indulge yoursleves ^^ (almost everything’s rated so…read at your own risk? lol)

Aaaand the top 1 is….

+“Not Intended” -EXObubz [BaekYeol; romance, comedy]

-BECAUSE FARA (EXObubz) IS ABSOLUTELY LEGENDARY. NI Baek is my favorite Baek amongst all the fanfics I have ever read. Baekhyun’s personality in this fic is just so…LOL. Literally, LOL. He’s funny af, but there are also lots of other qualities abt him that you’re bound to love <3 And his relationship with Chanyeol in this book? OH GAWD WOW, it’s so cute and funny but just…READ IT NOW OMG. IF YOU HAVEN’T READ THIS THEN YOU’RE MISSING OUT ON LIFE. LOL. READ IT. OKAY? OKAY. And also the other characters in this fic is funny. Just everyone in this fic is hahaha. But what’s amazing is that you can still distinguish one character from the other based on their personalities, despite all of them being funny. So I guess the characters are different kinds of funny? Haha, maybe Kyungsoo is occasionally funny, Sehun is unintentionally funny, Kris is annoyingly funny, just read this and fall in love. Not just with the story, but also with it’s characters :”)

So that was my fanfic recs! Now on to my reply to your tearjerking wonderful message <3

I actually didn’t know how to respond to your message because…wow. I’m staring at my screen while thinking…whut? someone thinks I’m an adorable cutie? wtf? U for real?

Okay I’m sorry it’s just because…I’ve never read such flattering words in my life so I didn’t know how to properly react so hahaha sorry for my crappy reply. Just…THANK YOU SO MUCH OKAY? KNOW THAT I AM EXTREMELY GRATEFUL TO YOU BC OF YOUR KIND WORDS TT___TT

You’re ultimate OTP is BaekYeol/KaiSoo too? YESSSS!! OMG c’mere and let me hug you! (/TwT)/ /sends virtual hug/

Dafuq do you mean I might not want to be your friend? I’d be damned if I ever though of not befriending such a sweetheart like you ; A ; So yes, we’re friends now darling, go ahead and ask me all you want, I will never mind. I love answering questions <3 You actually read my answers? AND YOU EVEN THINK I’M LEVEL HEADED. well I’m not okay, I’m literally flailing around rn GAWD THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG YOU DON’T KNOW HOW HAPPY YOU MADE ME TTwTT

PS. Sorry if this was a little delayed, like I mentioned, I accidentally deleted everything I wrote so…just imagine the pain of having to rewrite everything above. Gahh, and there’s school too. So sorry darling, my answer also became a full-blown fanfic rec post.. I hope you’re fine with that XD

joninibear

hey. can u rec some of ur favorite kaisoo fics? Thx :D

Hello anon! Yes I can :) I have so many faves T__T sry this is late btw..

• Knocked Up (+ sequel: This Is Seventeen) (Highschool!au+mpreg. Basically, kaisoo has a crush on each other, they hook up at a party and dun dun dun Soo gets pregnant, and they need to deal with that. It’s absolutely fenomenal and jjokkomi is one of my favorite authors. ALSO the Soo character in this story is one of my favorite ever.)

• A Beast In Repose (A modern day version of Beauty and the Beast. Soo starts working as a housemaid/caretaker for Nini, who’s had an injury on his face that has lead him to never leave his house and become really cold. Soo is kinda scared of him tho, but not due to his face..)

• Paper Mâché (Highschool!au. Soo moves around a lot which leads him to become a loner. He’s instead found comfort in boxes that he likes to sit under. >>it’s a very cute part of the story<< And then Nini comes into the picture ^o^)

• Treacherous (College!au) Kaisoo has been silently crushing on each other, and one day they hook up and instantly fall for one another. The only problem is that Nini’s best friend is Yeol, who’s an open homophobe at school… so they need to keep it a secret)

• A Bloody Heir (Wolf!au. So Nini is a wolf and suddenly realizes that human Soo is his mate, although he tries hard to fight it he’s not doing such a good job xD VERY VERY VERY VERY GOOD FIC!!!! *claps violently* if you love possessive/protective!nini then THIS is the one for you T___T)

• Just Say (I Do) (A really cute one shot. Soo is a wedding planner and is currently planning baekyeol ‘s wedding ;) but they decide to ditch him (lol) and go on a long vacay instead (I love them lmao) so Nini, Yeol’s best man, has to step up and help Soo plan the wedding instead :——))

• With You (again, written by jjokkomi. Soo’s got a kid, and Nini ends up helping him babysit, and then romance and plot twist and cutie fluffy DOMESTIC stuff for 25K IM CRYING AT THIS POINT)

• Intoxicated (+ sequel: Thirsty) (Same author as Treacherous. Band/non!au. Soo’s drunk and comes home and decides to kiss Nini and Nini’s very VERY okay with that and then naughty stuff and yes :—-) it’s bomb)

• Nothing More Than Ordinary Life (there’s a bunch of side fics to this fyi) (Kitty!au. Nini finds a kitty hybrid, Soo, and takes him in. Nini is kinda struggling financially so he’s not sure if he can keep him, but he’s very reluctant to part with him tho… it’s very lovely and heartwarming)

I hope you’ll find smth you like~

do-itall

▲ Kaisoo Fanfic

Title: I Don’t Wanna Get Over You

Author: sun-gee

Pairing: kai/kyungsoo

Rating: r

Genre: angst, romance, smut, mystery, fluff, drama

Length: multi-chaptered (completed)

Warning: age gap

Description: (Kyungsoo )was walking back home at night when this stranger (Jongin) who has been stalking him secretly stopped in front of him blocking his way , he kissed Kyungsoo saying with tears in his eyes :“ I don’t wanna get over you ”Even though Kyungsoo doesn’t know him, he couldn’t forget the sincere tears on that stranger’s handsome face .. Kyungsoo was only 18 years old, His life was quiet and peaceful before ( Jongin ) turned it upside down .

Note: The story is full of ups and downs and is sweet to read

Thanks for the submission!

- Admin N

at1stsoo

You've Changed (A Kaisoo drabble)

“You’ve changed.”

He meant to be funny, but it comes out more acidic than he’d intended. Jongin licks his lips and tries to avoid eye contact, but he’s hyperaware of Kyungsoo’s stare.

Jongin shouldn’t be bitter. What did he expect after the break up, the fall out, of last year? Kyungsoo’s allowed to move on, right? To sneak out early and make breakfast for ‘Insungie-hyung’ now instead of him. To take time choosing thoughtful gifts for Woobin when they’re overseas instead of finding silly souvenirs that always made Jongin smile. To make time to meet Kwangsoo for drinks and talk about his struggles rather than stay in and help Jongin with lines for his drama. No, in reality, Kyungsoo is still an incredibly caring, considerate person. Kyungsoo hasn’t really changed.

He’s only changed toward him.

They’re moving onto the next game in the fanmeet, and as they cross the stage, Kyungsoo passes by. In a low whisper, he reminds Jongin.

“You’ve changed, too, you know.

You changed first.”

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ANGST FIC REC PT1

Title: Little Star Pairing(s): Taoris Summary: After they broke up, Tao finds out that he’s pregnant with Kris’ baby. Despite everything, he decides to give birth and raise his baby alone.

Title: Home (Is the Last Place I want to be) Pairing(s): Baekyeol Summary: Chanyeol is straight. Baekhyun is gay. They’re bestfriends and Chanyeol wants to keep it that way.

Title: Thread Pairing(s): Kaisoo Summary: Jongin gets threaded on his 20th Valentine’s Day. A red, thin, translucent line now connects him and his fated, tied around their fingers. The thread sways and tugs and pulls two hearts through the knots of destiny.

Title: Ain’t Nobody gonna love you (Like I do) Pairing(s): Kaisoo Summary: Kyungsoo should be happy. He should be smiling, but as he stares into the eyes of his ex-husband, he can’t bring himself to feel anything other than regret.

Title: The Worst Pairing(s): Taoris Summary: No matter how many times Kris would come home drunk telling Zitao that he doesn’t love him, the boy just can’t bring to heart to leave him. There’s something about Kris that is keeping him from ending their relationship. He loves Kris but he hates how he treats him. Zitao needs him but wants him. How and when is he going to stop this love-hate cycle he has with Kris?

Title: (How did we) end up here Pairing(s): Kaisoo Summary: Sometimes things happen and we try our hardest to find the reason why but we still can’t. Because some things just happen and it’s not our job to understand why.

Title: A distance apart Pairing(s): Baekyeol Summary: Long distance relationship is slowly breaking Baekhyun into pieces.

Title: Love is Pain; Pain is Love Pairing(s): Krisho Summary: Joonmyun has always been by Kris’ side, loyal and supportive. Kris knows that; uses that to his advantage in the pack. He bends the smaller over in more ways than one, until one day he strikes too hard.

Title: Bringing Back The Love We Had Pairing(s): Kaisoo Summary: Kyungsoo’s relationship with his boyfriend Jongin went downhill. Their relationship is sinking faster than what had happened to the Titanic. In order to save their relationship, he seeks help from his bestfriend’s boyfriend who is a therapist in this particular field. But if Jongin is not cooperating with him, what’ll happen with their realtionship? Will he be able to save it? Or will he fail?

Title: Shadow Pairing(s): Xiuhan Summary: The shy and reserved omega Minseok grew up under his brother Kyungsoo’s shadow despite being older. Often ignored, unappreciated, and overlooked, he had grown used to it all. So when the two omega wolves found themselves being stopped by Alpha Luhan and his pack for trespassing, he knew it wouldn’t be any different this time around.

Title: Late Like Thunder (and Heavy as the Rain) Pairing(s): Baekchen Summary: There were a lot of things Baekhyun liked about Jongdae. But it was Jongdae who had loved Baekhyun.

Title: Remedy Pairing(s): Baekhan, Layhan, Sebaek Summary: A look at three different relationships

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I feel like Jongin sometimes get nervous on stage, in front of larger crowds, or crowds he hasn’t preformed in front of befor. Even tho he is a performer. So to calm himself down he will touch/get closer to Kyungsoo.

queenjongin

No more sticky notes to remind him of the writer who lives next door. All the daisies are now withered. He needs to forget, he wants to forget.

Do Kyungsoo, 01:14AM 160401 (via queenjongin)

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[Kaisoo edits] Anterograde Tomorrow Polaroids

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Let's dream of a house in a green field

“I just- I wish I could hold your hand whenever I wanted to..” Jongin sighed. A sigh that was a little too sad. A little too broken.

“I know.”

The two boys were both lying down facing each other on Kyungsoo’s bed in their shared dorm room. Their noses bumped and the older boy opened his eyes. Kyungsoo watched as tears slowly rose in the younger boy’s eyes. But jongin didn’t blink, and the tears didn’t fall.

“I wish we didn’t have to hide this. I just want to be normal. I want to love you normal, hold you normal, kiss you normal.. I-” Jongin chuckled. It was bitter and broken. Just like them.

“Me too, jagi.” He whispered ever so softly, making Jongin blink and causing his tears to trickle down. A track of tears over the bridge of the bump on his nose. Another track from his other eye to his temple. Wetting the light blue pillow.

Kyungsoo kissed his eyelids. Softly.

"One day,“ Jongin started, his voice barely over a whisper, “we will build our own house. In a green field. And we will finally be free.” He buried his nose in Kyungsoo’s shoulder.

Kyungsoo exhaled loud and hard. And he felt as though he was exhaling his soul. “Of course. I love you.”

“I’m tired, but god, I love you too. I love you so much.” The younger replied against Kyungsoo’s shoulder.

“Go to sleep.”

“I will.”

“Dream of our house.”

“I already am.”