Typically Me

Things happen for a reason, but make sure you have that reason.

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My goal this summer is to strengthen my walk with God and become a better version of myself. 

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Internship.

Everything I say on here seems to always be the sad feelings in my heart inside of the happy ones. I guess right now sadness is overpowering happy moments. Today was actually one of the best days I had in a while. I got to visit my internship and see all the kids that I got to work with for the last couple of months and this was probably the last time I will get to see them. But they make me so happy, just all the hugs and them saying how much they will miss me and how much they love me, truly is a great feeling. I feel like I did something important in my life. I helped these kids learn and hopefully they will remember me. Even though this should be a sad moment, to me it makes me happy because i didn't have a terrible time for my first internship, I had the best time. 

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You're leaving this summer and I don't want to say goodbye. I don't want you to leave with things unsaid and feelings not shared. We have spent the last year together off and on, but with you those times were great. I know we fought a lot, but the moments with you were so special. But I know whatever i say will not matter. I'm so proud that you want to do something in life meaningful but it sucks that you will be gone for so long. I'll miss all the times we have shared. I miss the cute things we said. But what i'll miss most is you. All of you. I truly hope you will think of me. 

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I really wish I could just forget and be that happy person I once was.

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Feelings suck.

I cry so much and for what? Have someone who I thought loved me ignore me and not give a crap. Why do I always get hurt? Why does my heart always get broken? This thing we all call "love" sucks and frankly I don't think it exists anymore. 

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Prom is the best high school experience you could have. It's the night to let go and just have fun