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A dreamer with an imagination wider than the universe. A little girl inside a girly body of a lady. I write, I read and I blog, blog and blog about thoughts that sometimes already seem futile but still find their place in my little labyrinth. I want to visit each boutique in Paris, bug the soldiers at Buckingham Palace in England, & get lost and find a handsome prince smiling, ready to help me find my way out of the buzzing streets of New York. My friends, Phineas and Ferb have also an icecream parlor in the moon and their icecream is my favorite. And Spongebob also offered me a day of touring around Bikini Bottom and a free lunch and dinner at Mr. Crab's Resto. I want to enter movies and go out whenever I want to. I want to have Barbie's magical paintbrush on her movie Rapunzel. And I want to dream and dream and blog about my dreams that are yet to come true only in dreams. You probably have an idea how confusing I can get sometimes so be prepared to enter a hazy ride where water not splashes but pixiedust of my untamed thoughts. Clear your eyeballs, and ready your pretty little head as you jump into my little forest and get to know the girl who kisses and hugs, Keisee. *winks&smiles*

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Somebody I Used To Know

It was somewhere in the middle of September of this year when the guy I least expected to have any romantic ties with crashed into my life. Well, I like already knew him since fourth grade when I took summer classes in his school and got to be closer with him when I transferred there in fifth grade. This guy’'s grandfather was actually a close friend of my parents and so is this guy'’s father. His grandpa would always play a magic trick on me and later on, I can still remember, there would be this cute, charming little boy who would call him outside our house. Years passed and we graduated and we entered different highschools. On our first year as freshmen, he was like always calling me. Mind you, I was really all flattered and butterflies were on a tumultuous rage inside my stomach. I can’t quite remember how it all stopped. Maybe because we got busy with our highschool lives. Good thing was that after those frequently-calling-times stopped, he still managed to find time to communicate with me several months later. Then same thing would happen again. We got busy, communication stopped, get in touch again several months after and it was a cycle. There was a time then that revelation of our feelings actually happened. Only to find out, amidst those we-got-busy-communication-stopped-times, he found someone closer to him and well, you know what happened with them— the usual you’re-close-to-me-we-are-perfect-be-my-girlfriend thing. But after so many years of on-and-off flirting, our time really came. But I dont know. It all ended fast just how it all quickly started. But I guess someone took him BACK faster than you can say sabotage just like what Taylor Swift had said on one of her songs. I thought he was up for something serious but I soon realized he just gone madly inlove with having girlfriends and dropping them off like hot potatoes. I was greatly disappointed with him because the guy I knew then really changed. The guy whom I called with a nickname only known to his family is still a boy. No matter what, Im still happy we had been given a chance to find a beautiful thing within that short span of time of being together. And Im pretty sure I left him some memorable pieces of me he will always remember and will always miss. But however, I WILL NOT DO WHAT HE DID WITH HIS PAST GIRLFRIEND AND WHO KNOWS MAYBE BUNCHES OF EX-GIRLFRIENDS--— RECYCLE A LOVE WHICH HAS ALREADY BEEN ROTTEN. AND OH WELL, I DONT CARE HOW LONG THEY WERE TOGETHER. MAY IT BE FOR YEARS OR WHATEVER. WHAT’S IMPORTANT, I CAME FIRST, KNEW HIM FIRST AND STILL OWNED A SPECIAL PLACE IN HIS HEART THROUGH THOSE YEARS WE WERE APART BECAUSE HE ALWAYS SPENT TIME TO TRACK ME DOWN AND GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. HE WOULDNT DO IT IF I DIDNT MEAN SPECIAL TO HIM. I GUESS HE HAD A THING GOING ON WITH SOME GIRL AT THAT TIME BUT OH WELL, YOU KNOW, WHY FIND MY ASS AND GET IN TOUCH WITH ME IF IM REALLY NOTHING? WELL, A PENNY FOR A THOUGHT. xoxo

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Commitment

Commitment is important because it is like the fuel which makes the wheels to success work. A relationship needs it, may it be with an object or a person. Without commitment to your job or to your marriage, do not expect it to bear any fruits of success. When you're not committed to something, either you just let its mediocre self be the way it is or you are always on the search for something else, for something you thought which is might be better and can give yourself more satisfaction. You are so not ready to settle with just one thing and focus with it. So how can you grasp success with that kind of perspective? As an AB Communications sophomore, I will never look for any other courses to transfer to because I can see myself as a media practitioner or a better communicator certain years from now. There are students who can't graduate because their choices of the course they'll take are too mercurial. They change minds every now and then and never sure of what they really want. Such students are not committed to their decisions most especially to their course of study. And I pledge not to be like them because most certainly I am not like them. I am not capricious and I don't want wasting my time to certain inconsistency. I want to be successful in my field so, therefore, I will be committed to whatever major or minor decisions I make regarding my course of study.

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What I Look For in a Friend

Friends are your sisters and brothers minus the blood relation thing. You share a lot of things may it be food, money, secrets or even problems. This reason, being open to friends, is also the same reason why I have to follow certain standards when choosing friends I want to open up with. I don’t necessarily follow any when making friends but I do follow them when choosing who to open up with. For me, anyone can be a friend but not everyone can be that good and true friend we all want to have. Given enough time to interact with each other, if I and the person get along well, I can consider the possibility of building a friendship with him/her. He/She does not necessarily need to be famous or rich or be with me all the time. For a good and true friend, I just want someone who understands, accepts me for who I am, does not judge me after seeing me at my worst, does not compete with my pride and most of all, never puts me down and backstabs me. On the other hand, what I look for in just a friend, it does not matter if we see each other not too often, as long as we get along well and s/he remembers to contact me every now and then, I consider him/her a friend already. For me, distance does not matter in friendship at all as long as friends find ways to get in touch with each other and do their own responsibility-- be a friend even from afar.

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This uploading thing is verrry late. I should have done this last, last week to avoid flooding your dash. Pardon me ;)

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MTV Shooting of La La Land — say hello to my cute tutu :)

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La La Land MTV shooting for our Photography subject last, last week.

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Hi. K.

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Happy trio :)

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This is a GIF I created with an app for my android phone. Hope it works

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(No E-prime)

On the 27th day of September 1994, my parents rejoiced a lot for my birth as their very first child. They named me Mary Christy Izza Joy B. Rebadomia but just preferred to call me K's or Joy-joy. They taught me a lot of values in life. These values molded me to what I become now. I currently study in the University of St. La Salle, taking up AB Communications. I love writing and talking but I got one problem, my low self-confidence. I believe that this course will help me get through all of my problems regarding confidence. College taught me that life comes in two ways-- easy and difficult. Like college, life has sometimes long, idle moments which everybody finds very easy. And also like college, life never stops there. It sure has difficult times too which pressure you a lot to the core that sometimes making you feel like breaking down. But like college again, life, if well driven, sure makes a very enjoying experience. Aside from school, I also set aside time for blogging. Fashion news and likewise stuff really get my attention. I feel so good being updated about the latest news around the fashion world. That fondness towards fashion leads me to blog about it. Sometimes I take photos of my outfit which I find nice and share it on my other blog. This fondness also affected most parts of my personality. I wanted to look plain no more. I now want to look more femme and pretty. And those wants sure made a lot of beautiful changes in me.

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Eventhough I've been already discharged from the hospital, I still feel a bit groggy and shaky. Maybe it's because of the medicines injected to me yesterday (3 hours before my dextrose was removed). I'm going to attend to my classes this afternoon not feeling all too well. My hands shake at times and my knees sometimes go wobbly. Thank God my vision is not blurry anymore. But my head.... Aaaaah! It feels so light like it is empty and I feel like Im floatin. I hope I did not get overdosed with all those drugs injected to me these past few days in the hospital. Well, I just hope that this will be gone tomorrow or better yet, later.

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