not so mousy hooper

she owns a scalpel and isn't afraid to use it. [independent and semi-selective dr molly hooper from bbc's Sherlock]

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I’m done here. I’m tired of feeling ignored whenever I come on here, leading to me not getting any replies done, leading to me feeling even more ignored and bad. I don’t know when I’ll be back. I just need time away from this fandom and the people involved in it. The whole superiority complex people have was something I thought I could ignore, but I can’t. Not anymore. Not when I know that I’ll never be wanted by anyone here. If anyone does want to keep in contact with me, I do have skype and kik so feel free to send them to me here. I’ll check in every now and then, but I’m not promising anything. The dash always makes me feel bad these days as there are people I don’t want to see and blocking doesn’t solve my problems. I might see you guys at some point. Bye.

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I’m done here. I’m tired of feeling ignored whenever I come on here, leading to me not getting any replies done, leading to me feeling even more ignored and bad. I don’t know when I’ll be back. I just need time away from this fandom and the people involved in it. The whole superiority complex people have was something I thought I could ignore, but I can’t. Not anymore. Not when I know that I’ll never be wanted by anyone here. If anyone does want to keep in contact with me, I do have skype and kik so feel free to send them to me here. I’ll check in every now and then, but I’m not promising anything. The dash always makes me feel bad these days as there are people I don’t want to see and blocking doesn’t solve my problems. I might see you guys at some point. Bye.

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I'm done here. I'm tired of feeling ignored whenever I come on here, leading to me not getting any replies done, leading to me feeling even more ignored and bad. I don't know when I'll be back. I just need time away from this fandom and the people involved in it. The whole superiority complex people have was something I thought I could ignore, but I can't. Not anymore. Not when I know that I'll never be wanted by anyone here. If anyone does want to keep in contact with me, I do have skype and kik so feel free to send them to me here. I'll check in every now and then, but I'm not promising anything. The dash always makes me feel bad these days as there are people I don't want to see and blocking doesn't solve my problems. I might see you guys at some point. Bye.

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"No offense, but, um, I'm not interested."

BONES {SENTENCE STARTERS}

❝ Oh. Of course. It doesn’t matter anyway. ❞

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Bones {Sentence Starters}

"Leave me out of it, I am not going."

"Fine. Then we're done here. Do you want to get some coffee?"

"I don't like people who think they're better than other people."

"No offense, but, um, I'm not interested."

"I just never figured you being in a relationship."

"Have you ever been charged with a felony?"

"You know, I'm glad we had that little chat about being nice to the locals."

"You're bad with people, okay? No use being offended by the fact."

"You don't need a gun. If anyone needs shooting, I'll do it."

"My most meaningful relationships are with dead people."

"I've noticed that very few people are scary once they've been poked in the eye."

"You know, I'm sorry for wrecking your weekend for nothing."

"How I feel doesn't matter. My job doesn't depend on it."

"Are you as cold and unfeeling as you seem?"

"You know, you picked a really odd time to have this conversation."

"When you say things like that, it's just to bug me, right?"

"Don't use your charm smile on me."

"I have been wanting to do that for years. You are so hot!"

"I thought you were told to stay away from him?"

"Yeah. So, um, you should be a little nicer to me, huh?"

"You thought you were protecting me. But you're the one who needs protecting."

"It hurts my shoulder when I break down the door."

"Or better still, you could forget the whole thing and come home."

"You do know how this is supposed to work, right?"

"If you keep living trying to protect yourself, nothing is ever going to touch you."

"I just... I feel like I want to kiss you."

"I'd say you were kidding, but, I don't think you know how to kid."

"I know when there's something wrong with you."

"If you had a pet pig, what would you name him?"

"Look, if anybody asks, the door was open."

"There's absolutely no reason for us to be discreet about our relationship anymore."

"He touched me with his creepy, serial killer hands."

"How long have you and _____ hated each other?"

"How are we friends? How is it possible? I mean we have nothing in common."

"Something's wrong, right? What can I do to help?"

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( Mary )

Mary reaches out for Molly and uses her to keep herself from leaning. Her jaw is clenched, teeth grinding together in frustration and pain.

  “Sebastian Moran happened.”

Molly froze at the name, remembering it from the past. A long time ago.

     ❝ Okay... It’s okay. I’ll get you sorted. ❞

Leading Mary into her flat, Molly took her directly to the sofa to allow her friend to sit down. The last thing she needed was Mary falling and hurting herself further.

     ❝ Sit down slowly. I’ve got you. ❞

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( Sherlock )

In the end, it didn’t matter why Molly had chosen to come to him, all that mattered was that she was had and she was out of the rain. “Go shower,” He said, instead of a cliche you’re welcome. “I’ll leave something dry outside the door.”

She truly didn’t need to thank him. If it hadn’t been her, if it was someone else (Mycroft or a stranger) he would have turned them away. His home wasn’t open at all hours for people to barge into. Yet, for Molly–and other, select few–he would welcome them, regardless of the hour.

Gathering a pair of his old pajamas, Sherlock set them outside the loo door. They wouldn’t fit Molly right, would be too big on her but, it was late and he wasn’t going to bother Mrs Hudson for something better suited when, his own clothing would work just fine for now. That done, he went into the kitchen to start tea.

The warm shower was a blessing for Molly, thawing out her body as she stood under the constant stream of water. She could almost feel her muscles relaxing in the water, relaxing herself the longer she stood in the warmth. After too long in the warmth, Molly forced herself to turn the water off, stepping carefully out of shower. This was still not the time to be making a fool of herself, especially after the entrance she had had not quite so long ago.

Dressed a few minutes later, the pyjamas hung off her thin frame, Sherlock’s shirt being almost able to wrap around herself twice if she put the effort into making it do so. Cold feet were the next of Molly’s problems, but she did not pull back on her own shoes, knowing they would do nothing in helping her warm up. She’d prefer cold feet to wet and cold feet.

Outside of the bathroom, she made her way towards the source of noise, leaning delicately against the door frame to watch Sherlock from where she was standing.

     ❝ Thank you again... I know you didn’t have to let me in. ❞

She had not forgotten her reason for showing up on Sherlock’s doorstep at this hour, but she had little hope that he would. Yet she had known Sherlock long enough to not place any bets in hoping on anything like that at all. He was the most brilliant persons he had met, a genius, he would not forget the events of twenty minutes before unless he chose to.

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Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

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( Sherlock )

It didn’t take much effort to find where Molly had run off to; in fact he was certain she’d mentioned it to him, but couldn’t remember. The new acting registrar was happy to point the detective in anyway possible that led out his lab, and frankly all the better for Sherlock too, as he wouldn’t comply in his demands for body parts. Nor could he trust him with any of the works from his cases.

That’s how Sherlock found himself on a ride to Dorset, lithely slipping in apparently just as the little pathologist was out. He helped himself to leafing through her current work load; far less than London…and far more boring, apparently. That idea made him scowl. A sound at the door has him ducking behind a cabinet, at least until he can confirm it was whom he had been seeking. Taking the opportunity for dramatics when he appeared behind her, a wry grin tugging at his lips.

  ❝Looking for you. – Dorset over London, really?❞

     ❝ Yes, Dor- No, that’s not what you’re here for. ❞

Molly is quick to pull herself up in her tracks, stopping the tangent that she had been about to go off on. Now was not the time to allow Sherlock Holmes to distract her from the matters at hand.

      ❝ You’re not allowed in here... You weren’t even allowed at Barts, but they      don’t know you here. They’ll have you in the car park before you know it. ❞

She was not about to mention the little security this cottage hospital had compared to that of Barts, but he could already know that. He probably would, she thought. This was a small town, no more than 20,000 residents and only one murder in their history. There was no need for high security, it would only be guards constantly looking over those who had died of entirsuspicious deaths.

     ❝ If you want parts, then the answer is ‘no’. I don’t have anything to give you,      even if I wanted to give you anything. There’s no one you can take anything      from. Not here. ❞

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( Sister )

“…. Would you believe me if I told you I was heartbroken?”

❝ Are you?... Explain it to me. Why do you think you’re heart broken? ❞

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( Sister )

[ text: mouse ] it’s not something to worry about, baby. i just have somethings to figure out. [ text: mouse ] and when i do figure them out, i’ll either have good news or no news, so it’s really nothing to fret over. you focus on solving crimes. <3

[ text: Sister ] Yet I still always will worry about you. There’s nothing I can do to stop that. [ text: Sister ] I don’t solve crimes myself. I just examine the corpses.

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( John )

    the fact alone that sherlock fails at something as simple as     politeness is sad as it is, but being so bad that molly even     gives up on an apology is almost tragic. while he isn’t the     most charming himself, john knows how to be a gentleman,     and if it’s not that, at least how to be a decent human being.     which the younger man, in this aspect, is not. he won’t insist     on a matter of such little importance, though, so he only nods     and makes one last comment before moving on:

                 ❝ one day, he’ll learn.                                               so, do you have the file? ❞

Molly is glad for the topic change, not quite wanting to delve into the topic of Sherlock and what it was that he could so easily do to her. Perhaps it was not quite what he could do, but just the way that he was. It was a simple fact that she had to put up with, there was no real point in fighting Sherlock as she knew it would not make a difference to the way he was.

     ❝ Yes, I’ve got it. ❞

It was one Molly had been working on earlier that day, filled to the brim with her notes to be properly reported on when she would make it back to her computer.

     ❝ Was there something in particular that you were interested in? ❞

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Imagine Dragons Starters +

"I bet my life on you."

"I know I took that path that you would never want for me."

"I'm coming home to you."

"I know I let you down, didn't I?"

"Can nobody hear me?"

"I've got a lot that's on my mind."

"I'm ready for everything that I believed in the drift away."

"It's time to begin, isn't it?"

"I want no trouble."

"Maybe if I fall asleep, I won't breath right."

"Your eyes they shine so bright, I want to save their light."

"Can you hear it, too?"

"If I had all the world, I'd probably give it to myself."

"No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed."

"This is my kingdom come."

"There's you in everything i do."

"I'm bleeding out."

"I'm bleeding out for you."

"All my life I've been living in the fast lane."

"Oh everything's a mess."

"Leave me to dream."

"Now take it in, but don't look down."

"Been dreaming of this since a child."

"I'm on top of the world."

"I've traveled all this way for something."

"They say we're crazy."

"I won't fall asleep."

"I never said that I want this."

"Don't let 'em know we're coming."

"I love to be the underdog."

"I'm turning to a monster."

"Everything I touch isn't dark enough."

"I'm sorry for everything, no, everything I've done."

"My fault, is it my fault?"

"Just wanted to fit in."

"And if I seem dangerous, would you be scared?"

"This is it, the apocalypse."

"It's a revolution I suppose."

"I'm radioactive!"

"We are all living in a dream."

"But life ain't what it seems."

"I'm breathing in the chemicals."

"You don't have to hold your head up high."

"Who can you trust?"

"I'm gonna let you change my mind."

"I'm so sorry!"

"Am I out of luck?"

"It's not a picture perfect life."

"You never know the top till you get too low."

"You can't fight the friction!"

"You can't take the pressure!"

"Ease it off."

"Show me all your colors."

"We are the warriors that built this town."

"Open up your eyes, open up your mind."

"Here we are, don't turn away now."

"Your spirit never dies!"

"My age has never made me wise."

"There's nothing left to say now."