LINKIN PARK MEME. Ā Rest in peace, Chester Bennington. Your talent and wonderful personality gave so many people so much hope during their darkest of times, and you will be forever missed.
Why does it feel like night today?
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia is all I got left.
I know what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head.
Itās like Iām paranoid lookinā over my back.
Itās like a whirlwind inside of my head.
Itās like I canāt stop what Iām hearing within.
Your paranoiaās probably worse.
I donāt know what set me off first.
I cannot take this anymore.
I find bliss in ignorance.
I need a little room to breathe.
Iām one step closer to the edge.
I wish I could find a way to disappear.
Shut up when Iām talking to you.
You canāt run the race.
You love the way I look at you.
You like to think youāre never wrong.
You live with what youāve learned.
You have to act like youāre someone.
You want someone to hurt like you.
These wounds they will not heal.
Thereās something inside me that pulls beneath the surface.
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending.
Iāve felt this way before.
It doesnāt even matter how hard you try.
Time is a valuable thing.
I wasted it all just to watch you go.
I kept everything inside.
Even though I tried, it all fell apart.
I tried so hard and got so far.
In the end? It doesnāt even matter.
I had to fall to lose it all.
Youāre acting like I was part of your property.
Things arenāt the way they were before.
You wouldnāt even recognise me anymore.
Iāve put my trust in you.
I just wish I didnāt feel.
I take back all the things I said.
Iād give it all away just to have somewhere to go.
Iād give it all away just to have someone to come home to.
Memories consume like an opening wound.
You all assume Iām safe here.
I donāt want to be the one.
I donāt know whatās worth fighting for.
I donāt know why I instigate and say what I donāt mean.
I donāt know how I got this way.
I know itās not alright.
Iāll never fight again.
Iām tired of being what you want me to be.
I donāt know what youāre expecting of me.
Iām under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I canāt feel you there.
All I want is to be more like me and be less like you.
Canāt you see that youāre smothering me?
Everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you.
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.
No one would listen because no one else cared.
What am I leaving when Iām done here?
Forget the wrong that Iāve done.
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Iām strong on the surface.
Iāve never been perfect.
Iāve never been perfect, but neither have you.
Sometimes solutions arenāt so simple.
Sometimes goodbyeās the only way.
The sun will set for you.
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings arenāt so simple.
Iāve drawn regret from the truth.
Let mercy come and wash away what Iāve done.
Let go of what Iāve done.
Iām forgiving what Iāve done.
All I could think was I need a way to dig through the damage.
I see you takinā advantage.
I found another reason to do this.
I wanna find a way to rattle you.
Darkness turned to light.