xc 🫶🏼

[xtomanythoughtsx]

0:37 am thoughts: I never thought that meeting old classmates from graduation is so hurtful. Made me realize how much I hated all of them for excluding me, laughing at me and that I never made any real friends this time. Maybe I hated being in that school in general..

But also made me realize that being for myself, my bf and my family is way more valuable than keeping up contact with guys I never really liked.

Thinking about an reunion party with them is probably hell on earth for my mental health.

[xtomanythoughtsx]

has anybody recognized, that Mili is in a relationship w a girl that is/ was working at BVB? This is a goddamn FanFiction! 😂

[xtomanythoughtsx]

isn‘t it crazy how fast things can change ur feelings,behavior and make you feel the happiest person ‘round this globe?

[lolshr]

why the fuck is everybody the same

[neckarinselstrand]

my team: *plays bad*

me: *shuts off tv*

me: I don’t wanna hear anything about football anymore

also me: opens tumblr

[borussia-xoxo]

Well ain’t that accurate.

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[n-n-e-b-u-l-a-a]

Seriously thank you.

[hisvulcanboyfriend]

Please reblog. I love every single one of you. You’re not alone.

[neun-und-zwanzig]

*silently repeating to myself* “I care about Milli but I survived the "crush phase”

Bvb TV : Matchday magazine with Maximilian Philipp (who was so funny and relaxed and confident look at this little shit how do you dare)

Me: I’M LOST. TAKE MY HEART MILLI IT IS OFFICIALLY YOURS.

[xtomanythoughtsx]

This.

Is.

So.

Me.

[maximillis]

milli’s not even in training today 😔

[xtomanythoughtsx]

Well not panicking but probably the rumors will be proven soon and he will leave in winter...

[xtomanythoughtsx]

I wish teens / young adults would read more news and be concerned about political issues, environmental destruction, third world countries and their own future than hanging around on Instagram and worrying about their “imperfect” bodies, striving for being an influencer and living in a goddamn fake world.

[stylishjunkdrawer]

has this been done yet

[zykova]

Gentlemen, it has been a privilege reblogging with you tonight.

[emswift]

ho ho holy shit it’s december first (1st)

[athenastudying-deactivated20220]

how the fuck is it december this week 

[holyfootie]

when your blog mainly consists of shading and calling women a bunch of names just because they’re related to footballers somehow & you make horrible assumptions about these women and judge their bodies and what they do

you are getting extra BLOCKED

& stop worrying about people you don’t even fucking know in order to fulfill your the idea you created about some footballer that you ALSO don’t really know

[julesbrandt10]

I have to reblog this.

I might be one of the eldest one in this footballers blog circle and I couldn’t understand how people could judge things or other people that THEY DON’T KNOW.

Some things are meant to be private and let’s not build assumptions based on the things that WE DON’T KNOW FOR SURE.

I appreciate all the football imagine writers although imagines are not really my cup of tea, but at least they keep the fiction, fictions.

I lose my respect if you start to go full witch hunting to certain people, especially the footballers’ wags, friends, and family, in order to fulfil your curiousity on some footballers. Let them live their lives and stop worrying things that they’ve done as long as they don’t cause any harm or worse, derail their careers.

[fcbavern-deactivated20221231]

Julian Brandt?? nah what a jerk what a— [trips] [hundreds of thousands of photos of Ju spill out of my jacket] w-what a fuckign asshole i these arent mine im just [gathering them up frantically] listen i just listen shit [thousands of pictures of Ju scatter across the floor] shit fcuk im holding them for a friend just LISTEN

[xtomanythoughtsx]

literally, I’m crying.

[fcbavern-deactivated20221231]

To know that Julian failed his first drivers test gives me joy bc I failed my first one too lmao 😂😂

[xtomanythoughtsx]

SAAAAAAAME! Had the same thoughts while watching it😂

I’m crying😂

[madtimer]

xtomanythoughtsx 在一則貼文中提到你 “Just a little statement.”

…in.! @maximilian-philipp @flavenne @ madtimer @maximillis

Thank you for tagging me.

(I think this gonna be a long post)

And I wish I have a better way to start this.

I mean I know there’re always people who judge anything easily so I ignore those comments and luckily I don’t understand german so those words don’t really hurt my feelings but it’s sad that you guys and milli have to take that.

speak of the matchday magazine. what he said is a fair point for me - if the english subtitles are not misleading and I understand that correctly. everything he said is actually fine and I can’t see any arrogant on it.

if they do pay attention to him, they’ll know he’s quite talkative and relaxes with nobby! I don’t get the comment at all. also the Rolex?! man they need to have a life cos they criticize his Rolex and not see his knitting wear?! (last time I see him wear that was back to february at the home game against Freiburg) also he can spend his money the way he wants. not to mention the professional footballers are part of the business for the sponsors and media so what are the people even want him to do?

I guess that’s what I want to say now XDD

last, I know that might be hard for you but just ignore those comments (and don’t even try to talk back to them cos they already have the bias on him they may not even care how sweet the boy is XDD) thank you for sharing this with me 💝💝💝

[chipsyio]

??? what kind of comments were you all reading lmao, most are either positive or bitching about the video being 19:04 minutes long

[xtomanythoughtsx]

Seems that they were deleted, bc the reaction to some of them from others who also defended him were quite massive 😅

And the 19:04 comments lol xDD

[xtomanythoughtsx]

Just a little statement.

I don’t know if any of you already watched the Feiertagsmagazin of BVB for this game day. It’s with my cutiepie Maximilian Philipp and I read all the YouTube comments afterwards. So many of them say that Mili is too arrogant, needy for money (bc of his Rolex), seems like giving zero shit about everything and so on and on.

So I’m telling you what: Somebody being shy and calm isn’t a person of many and great words. He isn’t someone always joking around, being turned up and talkative. Please just understand that not every prof soccer player is a person wanting to stay in the middle of the world. His behavior has absolutely nothing to do with arrogance or disinterest, it’s just his character traits. He’s such a family and down to earth person, I absolutely could not imagine that someone is arrogant or just taking care of himself. Look, he lost his father with 17 years, had to be adult way too early and that’s something that influences young people. And I can imagine that his traits also came because of all these events. I know it from myself, so trust me.

And talking about the point with the Rolex: somebody earning that amount of money has any privileges. Driving an expensive car, having expensive watches, clothes etc. If somebody hasn’t understood yet, in this branch that’s quite normal. The person (for here it’s Mili) can be very down to earth and not ostentatious but also lives his luxury and that’s just human! Don’t tell me that if you were in his place you would be absolutely selfless and donate everything for example. Sure, they don’t have to „work“, like we understand it in common sense. But persons like Mili are also under high pressure and are physically required.

The general situation I hate here is, that people always judge others for their appearance. They don’t know people like Mili, don’t really analyse the character traits or behaviors, the just judge. And personally I think that’s not fair. Everybody should be given a chance to prove themself (and he did very often! In game situations as well in „private“ ones.)

Me personally, I think that Maximilian is a very calm, shy and nice guy, who just can’t show his true feelings or doesn’t want to. Knowing it from myself, I can relate to him very much. There was also a woman complaining that Mili doesn’t felt like taking a pic with her and immediately she called him arrogant. Just be aware, that everyone has a bad day and that he might not be the person who is given so much attention. Me personally I probably would never be so courageous to ask him for a pic if I met him on training pr especially in public places. Because I made myself a picture of him and respect his want for privacy. Even though he’s a total idol for me, I would never take the chance to ask him, because I’m freakin‘ shy.

Just to resume this: stop judging this boy! He saved the ass of this team very often and it’s not his fault that he is like he is. So please just shut the hell up if you don’t know people pr especially players! (Sorry for that!)

Just taggin‘ some blogs which care also bout Mili (and btw which I love <3) and maybe you’re interested in.! @maximilian-philipp @flavenne @madtimer @maximillis