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damn ... men are crazy like how do you even move on that fast? we.just.broke.up.
how?
damn ... men are crazy like how do you even move on that fast? we.just.broke.up.
how?
Wonderfools || park seonghwa || series? one-shot? mini-series
| genre: slice of life. superntural!seonghwa. supernatural!reader | mentions: ahm not much probably trying to kill seonghwa BUT ON THE PURPOSE OF READER'S NOT SO GOOD CONFRONTATION!
words: 585
Seeing the figure step into the greenhouse, my intrusive thoughts moved faster than my conscience ever could. With a slight flick of my hand, the entire structure began to tremble violently. Every nerve in my body screamed at me to stop—to speak like a normal person, to confront them like a normal person—but I needed to know. I needed to prove the theory that had haunted me ever since I noticed the similarities in his actions to the boy I knew twelve years ago.
Sweat gathered along my forehead, trailing down my temples and neck as my jaw clenched painfully tight. The greenhouse groaned under the pressure before collapsing inward like a crushed soda can. Panicked screams erupted from inside, sharp and desperate, while shards of glass and rusted metal crashed together in a deafening roar. And still, I pushed harder. The walls caved, the foundation buckled, and soon even the screams disappeared beneath the destruction.
A minute later, I slowly stepped toward the ruins.
My breathing was uneven as I lifted an arm, sweeping the debris aside with a violent motion. Twisted metal and shattered wood flew across the field, crashing several feet away while I searched desperately for the person trapped beneath the wreckage. Again and again, I cleared the rubble away, confusion tightening across my face when all I found was junk—rotted beams, broken pots, scraps from the abandoned greenhouse.
“What—”
My movements halted as I spun around the wreckage, eyes darting across the area. There was nothing. No body. No trace. Just piles of ruined debris staring back at me.
A chill crawled up my spine.
Where did he go?
I swallowed hard, my thoughts spiraling. I never meant to erase him completely—though proving my suspicions had always been the goal. Ever since I began noticing the familiar habits, the same mannerisms, the same look in his eyes, I couldn’t stop believing he was connected to the boy from twelve years ago.
Lost in my thoughts, I failed to notice the shadow approaching from behind.A hand suddenly landed on my shoulder. I jolted violently, instinct taking over before reason could catch up. My arm shot outward and a blast of force hurled the person across the air, sending them crashing several meters away into the rice field below.
“Oh— OH!”
Panic surged through me instantly. Without thinking, I stumbled backward away from the figure I had just sent flying, my heartbeat pounding violently against my ribs. Before I could even take another step, another body suddenly slammed into me, tackling me straight to the ground.
“Ack—!”
A painful grunt escaped my lips as my back hit the dirt. I shot an irritated look upward, only to catch a glimpse of the person quickly lifting the injured man into their arms before rushing off toward the house.
Silence followed after the chaos.
I let out a shaky breath, squeezing my eyes shut as regret settled heavily in my chest. My hands curled against the soil beneath me. I could’ve seriously hurt someone.
All because of a theory. Because of a suspicion I couldn’t let go of. Yet even as guilt clawed at me, another part of my mind refused to back down. The way they moved, the timing, the disappearance beneath the rubble—it only fueled the thoughts I had buried for years.
Maybe I wasn’t entirely wrong.
Maybe they truly were connected to the organization. Maybe… they were one of the children who escaped the laboratory fire all those years ago.
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Wonderfools || park seonghwa || series? one-shot? mini-series
| genre: slice of life. superntural!seonghwa. supernatural!reader | mentions: ahm not much probably trying to kill seonghwa BUT ON THE PURPOSE OF READER'S NOT SO GOOD CONFRONTATION!
words: 585
Seeing the figure step into the greenhouse, my intrusive thoughts moved faster than my conscience ever could. With a slight flick of my hand, the entire structure began to tremble violently. Every nerve in my body screamed at me to stop—to speak like a normal person, to confront them like a normal person—but I needed to know. I needed to prove the theory that had haunted me ever since I noticed the similarities in his actions to the boy I knew twelve years ago.
Sweat gathered along my forehead, trailing down my temples and neck as my jaw clenched painfully tight. The greenhouse groaned under the pressure before collapsing inward like a crushed soda can. Panicked screams erupted from inside, sharp and desperate, while shards of glass and rusted metal crashed together in a deafening roar. And still, I pushed harder. The walls caved, the foundation buckled, and soon even the screams disappeared beneath the destruction.
A minute later, I slowly stepped toward the ruins.
My breathing was uneven as I lifted an arm, sweeping the debris aside with a violent motion. Twisted metal and shattered wood flew across the field, crashing several feet away while I searched desperately for the person trapped beneath the wreckage. Again and again, I cleared the rubble away, confusion tightening across my face when all I found was junk—rotted beams, broken pots, scraps from the abandoned greenhouse.
“What—”
My movements halted as I spun around the wreckage, eyes darting across the area. There was nothing. No body. No trace. Just piles of ruined debris staring back at me.
A chill crawled up my spine.
Where did he go?
I swallowed hard, my thoughts spiraling. I never meant to erase him completely—though proving my suspicions had always been the goal. Ever since I began noticing the familiar habits, the same mannerisms, the same look in his eyes, I couldn’t stop believing he was connected to the boy from twelve years ago.
Lost in my thoughts, I failed to notice the shadow approaching from behind.A hand suddenly landed on my shoulder. I jolted violently, instinct taking over before reason could catch up. My arm shot outward and a blast of force hurled the person across the air, sending them crashing several meters away into the rice field below.
“Oh— OH!”
Panic surged through me instantly. Without thinking, I stumbled backward away from the figure I had just sent flying, my heartbeat pounding violently against my ribs. Before I could even take another step, another body suddenly slammed into me, tackling me straight to the ground.
“Ack—!”
A painful grunt escaped my lips as my back hit the dirt. I shot an irritated look upward, only to catch a glimpse of the person quickly lifting the injured man into their arms before rushing off toward the house.
Silence followed after the chaos.
I let out a shaky breath, squeezing my eyes shut as regret settled heavily in my chest. My hands curled against the soil beneath me. I could’ve seriously hurt someone.
All because of a theory. Because of a suspicion I couldn’t let go of. Yet even as guilt clawed at me, another part of my mind refused to back down. The way they moved, the timing, the disappearance beneath the rubble—it only fueled the thoughts I had buried for years.
Maybe I wasn’t entirely wrong.
Maybe they truly were connected to the organization. Maybe… they were one of the children who escaped the laboratory fire all those years ago.
oh how i miss writing here 😭
OMYGAHD?!!!!! I— HOLD ON WAIT!! I JUST ROSE FROM THE DEAD HOLYYYYYYYYY
Y/N helps her father run a small adoption-based cat café where life moves at a gentle pace. She’s shy, a little invisible to the world, and perfectly content with it—until a soft-spoken customer named Yeon starts showing up for lattes and quiet mornings with the cats. He’s kind, thoughtful… and clearly hiding something. When she begins to fall for him, she doesn’t realize she’s falling for Kang Yeosang of ATEEZ.
Pairing: Kang Yeosang × Reader ( Y/N )
Genre: Slow-burn romance · slice of life · soft fluff · a touch of angst
Tropes: strangers to lovers · hidden identity / idol × non-idol · small town warmth · found comfort · mutual pining · cat café magic
Featuring: the rest of ATEEZ as supportive ( and chaotic ) matchmakers – especially Wooyoung, San, and Yunho
Masterlist
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
This is Part 1 — Part 2 & 3 coming soon
The bell above the café door didn’t ring at six in the morning.
It only did that when customers came in; at six, it was just Y/N and her father, the smell of coffee grounds blooming in hot water, and the soft chorus of meows from the back room asking, very politely, to be fed.
Outside, the street was still half asleep. It was a narrow side street tucked between a laundromat and a stationery store, the kind of place people only found if they were looking for it. That was one of the reasons her dad had been able to rent it — it wasn’t fancy, it wasn’t in a high-traffic area, and it needed work when they first got it. But he’d looked at the crooked windows and the uneven floorboards like they were a puzzle he was excited to solve.
Now, “Moonlight Café” looked nothing like the dull, dusty space it had been. Her dad had painted the walls a warm cream, strung fairy lights around the beams, and insisted on building the adoption wall himself — a big wooden board, sanded and stained, covered with tiny Polaroids of cats and people holding them, smiling. A little handwritten caption sat under each:
“Mochi found his human!” “Tiger went to a home with kids!” “Sundae, 9 years old, got adopted!!”
Y/N loved that wall. On rainy days, she’d stand there and reread the notes like they were letters from friends.
She tied her hair up into a messy low bun — a practical one, not the cute kind she’d seen in college hallways — and rolled the sleeves of her oversized hoodie to her elbows. It was the thick light-blue one with faint coffee stains on the cuffs; it was soft and roomy and hid her curves in a way that made her feel comfortable, not ashamed. Oversized hoodie, black leggings, fuzzy socks inside sneakers. Not a single part of it would have passed an Instagram check, but then again, she didn’t have Instagram.
She pushed through the swinging door into the back room, where the cats were. Immediately, a chorus rose.
“Good morning,” she murmured, her voice soft in the dim light. “I know, I know. Breakfast.”
There were six cats currently staying at Moonlight — three from the partnered shelter on the outskirts of the city, two siblings dropped off by a family that couldn’t keep them, and one old gentleman named Mr. Bean, whose adoption card had tiny hearts drawn on it because her dad insisted older cats needed more marketing.
They all had their own little corner. The café wasn’t big, so instead of cages, there were built-in cubbies and high shelves and a glass wall that separated the cat lounge from the customer tables. The cats could roam in the lounge and come up to the glass to peer at people; at certain hours, supervised customers could come in to interact with them.
Y/N scooped out the food, humming quietly. She was studying to become a vet — or at least that was the plan. It was a slow plan, since she didn’t like leaving her dad alone here too often, and sometimes she picked up extra shifts at the café instead of attending lectures if he looked especially tired. But she was enrolled, taking the introductory courses, absorbing everything about animal anatomy and behavior. She loved it. She loved how animals said everything without words.
“Dad?” she called, peeking her head back into the main area. “Should I start the drip?”
Her father was already behind the counter, polishing mugs like there was going to be a mug inspection. He was a tall man, a little round in the middle, gray peppering his hair. He always wore the same café apron and the same warm smile.
“Already started it,” he said, nodding toward the coffee machine. “We’ll have real people in about two hours.”
She smiled. “We’re real people.”
“We don’t tip,” he said, waving a hand. “Real people tip.”
She laughed quietly and went back to the cats. When they were all fed, she cleaned the litter boxes, wiped surfaces, and checked the adoption cards. Each cat had a small bio printed on cute paper and tucked into a wooden stand:
Name: Boksoo
Age: 2 years
Personality: Shy at first, loves quiet people, likes feather toys
Notes: Was rescued from construction site. Might need patient adopter.
She lingered on Boksoo’s card. He was a white-and-orange boy with wary eyes. He’d only arrived last week, still nervous, still unsure about people. But he liked watching from a safe distance. Kind of like her, she thought. Kind of like a lot of people who came in here.
“Y/N,” her dad called. “You have class today?”
“Afternoon,” she said, coming out and washing her hands in the sink behind the counter. “Anatomy. Lab.”
“Ooh.” He made a face. “Organs.”
“Dad.” She laughed. “I want to be a vet.”
“Right, right. Organs are beautiful.” He shuddered theatrically. “You’ll be in by three?”
“If it’s quiet, yeah.”
“It’ll be quiet,” he said, shrugging. “It’s Tuesday.”
Tuesdays were slow. People came on weekends or Fridays when they needed stress relief. Tuesdays were for regulars, for people who liked to sit by the big front window with a laptop, for students who needed cat therapy between exams.
She liked Tuesdays.
By seven-thirty, the café was ready. Lights on, tables wiped, pastry cabinet filled with that morning’s delivery from the bakery down the street — croissants, cinnamon rolls, a few savory buns. Their own oven didn’t do much more than heat things, but her dad always arranged the pastries like they were works of art.
He also redid the chalkboard by the register. Today it said:
“Drink coffee, pet cats, save lives 💛 Adoption day this Sunday!”
Y/N checked it, then tilted her head. “You put a heart again.”
Her dad looked offended. “It’s cute.”
“It’s cheesy.”
“Café is cheesy.”
She shook her head, smiling, and went to wipe down the glass partition in the cat area. From the outside, customers could see the cats climbing scratching posts, lazing on cushions, or staring out the window like philosophers. People loved taking photos there. Sometimes they asked if the café had an Instagram tag; Y/N always pointed them to the flyer — her dad had a basic account for the café, but she didn’t run it. One of the shelter volunteers updated it every few days.
She never felt an urge to make her own. It wasn’t that she hated social media — she just didn’t see where she would fit in. She was… average. Quiet. A chubby girl who liked baggy clothes, cats, and reading lecture notes in between making lattes. She’d been invisible enough in school that no one tagged her in anything anyway. It had been simpler to stay that way.
At eight, the bell finally rang.
Their first customer was Mrs. Park, who came every Tuesday at eight-oh-five and ordered green tea and sat in the same corner and knitted. Y/N greeted her by name, made her tea, and watched with growing affection as Mrs. Park placed a tiny knitted hat next to the tip jar.
“For the new cats,” she said. “You can take pictures.”
“Thank you,” Y/N said, beaming. “Boksoo will look cute in this.”
“Boksoo?” Mrs. Park’s eyes lit up. “A new one?”
Y/N nodded and gestured toward the glass. “He’s shy. But he likes watching.”
“Oh, I like shy ones,” Mrs. Park said, settling in. “They’re the most loyal.”
It was warm, these conversations. This café was full of pockets of kindness — knitted cat hats, people bringing in old blankets, volunteers calling to say they could drop off another rescue. They didn’t make much money, but Y/N had never felt poor here. The café had enough. She and her dad had enough.
At eight-thirty, a pair of students came in, chattering too loudly for the hour. Y/N smiled, took their orders, and watched them giggle over the cats with phones out. She envied them a little — not their looks, not their clothes, but the way they seemed effortlessly connected to everything. They knew what was trending, what was funny, what was being posted. They lived in a world she only heard about second-hand, in snippets.
She didn’t mind. Her bubble was small, but it was soft.
It was around nine-fifteen when he came in.
The bell chimed again, and Y/N looked up automatically, wiping her hands on her apron. She expected another regular, maybe the office worker who always took a latte to go. Instead, a tall boy stepped in — not tall like a giant, but tall in a neat, proportioned way. He wore a black cap pulled low and a simple beige jacket over a dark shirt. A camera bag crossed his chest. When he pushed the door closed behind him, he did it gently, as if careful not to let the bell clang too loudly.
First-time customer, she thought.
He looked around slowly, eyes taking in the fairy lights, the adoption wall, the cats staring back through the glass. His face was very calm. Not expressionless — just quiet. He had sharp eyes, but they weren’t cold. Observant. That was the word.
She’d seen faces like his in passing — on bus stop ads, on banners hanging on buildings, on the covers of albums at the music store she sometimes passed — but she never lingered enough to connect them. Besides, she wasn’t expecting anyone famous to walk into this café on this street on a Tuesday morning.
So she gave him the smile she gave all new customers. The small, shy one that didn’t show all her teeth.
“Good morning,” she said. “Welcome.”
He walked up to the counter, eyes flicking to the menu and then back to her. Up close, she noticed more details — he had smooth skin, a small mole near his eye, lips that looked naturally downturned but softened when he smiled, which he was doing now, politely.
“Good morning,” he echoed. His voice was soft, with that slight Busan softness to it. “Is it okay to… sit first?”
“Of course,” she said. “You can order whenever. The cats are available in the lounge at ten if you want to go in.”
He nodded, eyes drifting to the glass again. One of the kittens — Dallae — was pawing at the glass, meowing with her squeaky voice.
He seemed to melt very slightly.
“Okay,” he said, a small smile appearing. “I’ll sit.”
“Window seats are free,” she said, gesturing. “Best light.”
He looked almost surprised she said that, then amused. “That’s good,” he said, patting his camera bag. “I like light.”
He went to the table by the front window — the one angled so you could see both the street and the cats. He put his bag down carefully, took off his cap, and placed it on the chair. His hair was dark and slightly fluffy, falling across his forehead. He adjusted it absentmindedly, like he was used to making sure it laid correctly.
Y/N turned back to the counter, pretending she didn’t notice. New customers came in all the time. Handsome people came in all the time. That didn’t mean anything.
But she did catch her dad’s eyes flicking over, curious.
“New?” he murmured.
“Yeah,” she said under her breath. “Looks like a student.”
Her dad squinted, then shrugged. “At least he’s not loud.”
She bit back a smile. That was high praise from her dad.
Five minutes later, the boy came back to the counter.
“Can I get… an oat latte?” he asked, eyes on the menu and then on her. “Medium.”
“Sure.” She punched it in. “Any syrup?”
He thought for a second. “Vanilla?”
“Got it.” She wrote his order down, then asked, “Name?”
He hesitated. It was the slightest pause — not even a full second, just a small catch. Then he said, “Yeon.”
Not his real name, she registered. Or maybe just a nickname. Lots of customers gave fake names if they didn’t want their real one called out. She didn’t care. She just nodded.
“Okay, Yeon. You can sit, I’ll bring it.”
He smiled again — that small, grateful curve. “Thank you.”
She made the latte carefully, steaming the oat milk until it was just the right microfoam. She poured it so the surface was smooth, then added a tiny cat face in the foam. Not a fancy barista art cat — just a simple one, two ears, a face. Her dad had taught her because “people who come to see cats like seeing cats everywhere.”
When she carried it over to his table, he was looking through his camera bag. There was a small notebook beside him, the kind people used for sketches or notes. His phone lay face down.
“Here you go,” she said, setting the latte down. “Oat vanilla.”
He looked up — and his eyes widened a fraction when he saw the cat in the foam.
“Oh,” he said, a quiet, genuine sound. “That’s… cute.”
She flushed, just a little. Her cheeks always warmed too easily. Being a bit chubby meant her face held onto blush like it was its job. “We do that sometimes,” she said, clearing her throat. “Since it’s a cat café.”
He nodded like that made sense, eyes still on the latte. “Thank you… Y/N.”
She blinked. “How did you…?”
He pointed, sheepish, to her apron. Her name tag: “Y/N 🐾”
“Oh.” She laughed softly. “Right. You’re welcome.”
She went back to the counter, feeling… not flustered, exactly. Just aware. Aware that he’d noticed her name, aware that he’d looked at the foam like it meant something, aware that he didn’t act entitled or bored or distracted. He was present. Present in a way she didn’t see often.
“Nice boy?” her dad murmured, washing a tray.
Y/N glanced back. The boy — Yeon — had his camera out, but he wasn’t taking selfies or pictures of his drink for social media. He was taking photos through the glass, angled to capture Boksoo peeking out from behind a cat tree. He moved slowly, careful not to startle the cat.
“Yeah,” Y/N said. “He’s… quiet.”
“Good,” her dad said. “Cats like quiet.”
“So do you.”
“Exactly.”
The morning went on. A couple more customers came in; a delivery guy dropped off milk. Y/N wiped tables, refilled the water station, and checked once on the cats. She noticed, on her way back, that Mr. Bean was sprawled right where the camera boy could take a perfect photo. She wondered if he planned it.
Around ten, the small sign on the cat lounge flipped to “VISITORS ALLOWED — PLEASE SANITIZE HANDS.” Y/N went to the front to explain the rules to the two students who wanted to go in, then glanced at the boy by the window.
“Yeon-ssi?” she called gently. “If you want to go in, you can.”
He stood up quickly, almost like he’d been waiting for permission. “Really?”
“Mm.” She handed him a pair of disposable slippers. “Just sanitize and be gentle. Boksoo is shy.”
He looked toward the white-and-orange cat. “Boksoo?”
She pointed. “That one. He’s new.”
“Okay,” he said, voice softer as if already adjusting. “I’ll be careful.”
She watched from the counter as he went inside. There was always a way to tell who was good with animals — not from what they said, but how they moved. He crouched down low, didn’t reach out immediately, let the cats come to him. He scratched under chins instead of grabbing. He let Dallae climb his knee and smiled so softly when she did.
Boksoo, true to form, stayed on the high shelf.
But the boy didn’t push. He just sat on the floor beside the shelf, back to the wall, camera bag beside him, and talked in a low voice to whichever cat was listening.
Y/N found herself watching more than she should. She wiped a clean counter twice. She rearranged the pastry cabinet for no reason.
He has a nice face, she caught herself thinking. Not in a dramatic, heart-pounding way. Just in a way that was pleasant to look at. Gentle and symmetrical and quiet. He reminded her a bit of sunlight through the window — not blinding, just there.
She shook her head at herself and went to stack cups.
Around eleven, right before she had to leave for university, the café got its mini rush — office workers on early lunch, a couple tourists who’d found them on a blog, a mom with her kid who wanted to see the cats. Y/N and her dad worked in silent rhythm, him on drinks, her on serving and clearing.
When she finally had a pause, she saw the boy had come out of the cat lounge and was back at his table with his notebook open. He was drawing. Or maybe writing. He paused, looked toward the cats, smiled, and returned to the page.
He stayed a long time for a first-timer. Most people came for an hour. He was still there at eleven-thirty, finishing the last of his latte, when Y/N went to the back to grab her school bag.
She changed quickly — she kept her jeans and hoodie on, just tucked her hair a bit neater and grabbed her worn-out backpack. When she came out, her dad was wiping the counter.
“You going?” he asked.
“Yeah,” she said. “I’ll be back by four?”
“Take your time. If it gets busy, I’ll call Minji.”
Minji was a high schooler who sometimes helped. Y/N nodded.
She went to the boy’s table before leaving. She didn’t usually do that, but he still had his empty cup there and she had to clear it. That was all. Totally normal.
“Was everything okay?” she asked, picking up the cup.
He looked up, eyes crinkling. “Yes. It was very nice.”
“I’m glad.” She hesitated. Then, because she always did this for regulars, she said, “We’re having an adoption day on Sunday. If you… wanted to come again. The shelters bring more cats.”
His eyes flickered, like the word “adoption” meant something to him. “Really?”
“Mm. Some older ones, too.”
He nodded slowly. “I like older ones.”
She smiled. “Me too.”
He blinked, then looked at her more closely — not in a rude, scanning way, but with curiosity. “You work here every day?”
“Most days,” she said. “My dad owns it.”
“Oh.” He glanced toward the counter, where her father was exchanging jokes with Mrs. Park. “That’s nice.”
“It is,” she said, soft pride in her voice. “We’re small, but… it’s good.”
“It feels good,” he agreed, and when he said it, she believed him. “I’ll come again.”
Her heart did a small, unexpected dip. That was nice. People said that sometimes, but sometimes they didn’t mean it. He sounded like he meant it.
“Okay,” she said, trying not to sound too pleased. “See you.”
She took his cup back to the counter, washed it, and slung her backpack over her shoulder.
“I’m going!” she called to her dad.
“Study hard!” he called back. “Don’t fall asleep in intestines!”
“Dad,” she groaned, face burning, but she was laughing.
When she pushed open the door to leave, the boy — Yeon — glanced up from his notebook. She gave him a small nod. He lifted his hand in a little wave, that same quiet smile on his lips.
Outside, the air was brisk. She tucked her chin into her hoodie and started toward the bus stop, her mind already half on the day’s lecture, half on the café she’d return to.
She didn’t spare him another thought until she sat on the bus and stared out the window, watching the street slide by.
Then, without meaning to, she pictured him again — crouched on the café floor, camera forgotten, talking softly to Boksoo like he had all the time in the world.
What a gentle person, she thought.
She didn’t know his real name. She didn’t know that other people paid money to scream it. She didn’t know he’d been on stages, on posters, on music shows. She didn’t know he’d chosen her dad’s quiet cat café because he was tired of being looked at.
To her, he was just the boy by the window who liked cats and oat vanilla lattes.
And for now, that was all he needed to be.
The world had been too loud lately.
Even at night, when their dorm lights were off and the city outside the windows dulled to a low hum, Yeosang could still feel the static of noise pressed against his chest — a hum that came from too many cameras, too many eyes, too many shouts that weren’t meant for the person he actually was.
He loved performing. He loved ATEEZ — their energy, their bond, the way Hongjoong’s voice grounded him when the world spun too fast. But the last few months had felt like sprinting with no finish line in sight. Promotions, variety shows, fan signs, practice, interviews. Laughter for the cameras. Smiles that sometimes didn’t quite reach his eyes when he caught himself wondering if anyone could tell the difference.
He sat on the dorm balcony that morning, hoodie pulled up, a cup of green tea cooling between his palms. The others were asleep, except Hongjoong, whose muffled voice drifted from the studio down the hall.
A small white cat stretched lazily on the balcony of the neighboring building, sunlight glinting off its fur. Yeosang smiled at the sight. Cats always calmed him — something about their quietness, their refusal to perform for anyone. They only gave affection when they wanted to.
Maybe that’s why he’d always liked them more than people.
He glanced down at his phone. Notifications flickered nonstop — messages, mentions, tags. He’d muted most apps months ago, but the flood still found its way through. A fan edit had gone viral overnight — a slow-motion clip of him smiling at a music show, captioned “Yeosang’s smile heals nations.” Thousands of comments underneath.
He appreciated the love. He really did. But sometimes he wondered who they were loving.
He turned the phone face-down.
The tea had gone cold. He stood up, stretched, and decided he needed air. Not the kind of air filled with billboards and crowds — real air. Something quiet.
A memory surfaced — Seonghwa showing him photos from a café he’d visited on his day off. Cats, soft lighting, hand-drawn chalkboard signs. “It’s a shelter partnership place,” Seonghwa had said. “You’d like it. It’s peaceful. They help with adoptions too.”
Peaceful. That sounded like oxygen.
He showered, dressed down — beige jacket, cap, mask — and left a note on the counter:
Went for a walk. Don’t worry.
Outside, the sky was a bright, washed-out blue. Seoul was still waking up, though the streets were already filling with commuters. Yeosang kept his head down as he walked, hands tucked into his jacket pockets. The mask helped — most people didn’t look twice if you blended in.
He took the subway two stops south, then wandered until the crowds thinned. That’s how he liked exploring — following quiet, not maps. The city had pockets of silence if you looked carefully enough: side streets with hanging laundry, small parks behind convenience stores, and, apparently, a cat café tucked between a laundromat and a stationery shop.
The sign above the door read Moonlight Café in soft cursive, the letters slightly faded. Beneath it, a chalkboard with paw prints drawn around the edges read:
“Drink coffee, pet cats, save lives 💛 Adoption day this Sunday!”
Yeosang stood outside for a moment, listening. Inside, he could faintly hear the low hiss of the espresso machine and the gentle chime of a bell. No music, no chatter — just that.
He exhaled slowly.
When he pushed the door open, warmth met him like a soft wave.
The air smelled of coffee and clean wood, with a hint of something floral — maybe the fabric softener used on the café blankets. The space was small but cozy, sunlight spilling through wide windows onto the wooden floor. Cats lounged behind a glass partition, tails flicking lazily. There were only a few customers: an older woman knitting, two students chatting quietly.
And behind the counter, a girl with her hair tied loosely back, sleeves rolled to her elbows, was arranging cups.
Yeosang froze for a heartbeat — not because she was stunning in the flashy, camera-ready way he usually saw, but because she looked… real.
Her hoodie was soft and oversized, a little worn at the cuffs. A few loose strands of hair had escaped her bun, brushing her cheeks as she moved. Her eyes focused intently on what she was doing, and when she smiled at the older woman — small, genuine, a little shy — it reached all the way to the corners of her face.
She didn’t look up at him immediately. And when she finally did, there was no flicker of recognition. No widened eyes. No whisper to her friend. Just that same polite, gentle smile.
“Good morning,” she said softly.
Her voice sounded like the café — warm and quiet, the kind you lean toward to hear better.
He found himself nodding before he remembered he had to say something. “Good morning,” he echoed.
He hadn’t realized how tense his shoulders had been until they loosened.
Usually, when someone looked at him, he felt the weight of expectation — the flash of realization followed by either excitement or hesitation. Sometimes people were kind about it, sometimes they weren’t, but it always changed the air.
Here, nothing changed.
She turned slightly, gesturing toward the menu board behind her. “You can sit first, if you like. I’ll take your order when you’re ready.”
Her tone was matter-of-fact, not dismissive — the way someone spoke when they were used to giving small kindnesses all day long.
He nodded again. “Okay. Thank you.”
He found a seat by the window, the one with the best light. It overlooked the cat area and the quiet street outside. He set his bag down carefully, took off his cap, and inhaled. The sun caught dust motes in the air, making them shimmer like floating glitter.
For the first time in a while, he didn’t feel watched.
He reached into his bag for his camera — a compact mirrorless model he carried everywhere. Photography had started as a way to document their tours, but lately it had become something else: proof that there was still beauty in small things.
He snapped a photo of the sunlight on the floor, another of a gray cat yawning behind the glass. The shutter sound was soft enough that no one looked up.
He didn’t take a picture of the girl. That felt too much like stealing. But he did watch her sometimes — the way she wiped the counter with deliberate motions, how she tucked a stray hair behind her ear, how she bent down to talk to the cats through the glass, her expression softening into something tender.
Cute, he thought, surprised at himself. She’s… cute.
Not in the way fans called idols cute — not the curated, picture-perfect kind. But the kind that happened naturally, like sunlight catching dust in the air.
When she brought him his latte later — oat milk, vanilla, because that’s what sounded comforting — he saw the tiny cat face drawn into the foam and felt a sudden, inexplicable tug in his chest.
Her cheeks pinked when he smiled and said it was cute. He noticed the faint blush spreading under her skin and thought, don’t stare, you’ll make her uncomfortable. But it was hard not to.
He wanted to memorize the way that small moment felt — the warmth of the mug in his hands, the low hum of the espresso machine, the sound of cats padding across wooden floors.
For a few precious minutes, there was no noise.
Just him. And a girl who didn’t know his name.
The latte cooled between his hands, the tiny cat face in the foam slowly dissolving into tan swirls. It made him oddly sad to watch it fade, like time erasing something small but kind.
He took a sip. The vanilla wasn’t too sweet; it tasted like calm.
Across the glass wall, the cats were stretching, rolling, curling into sunlight. He could name the postures from memory—he’d read enough articles about cat behavior during sleepless nights—but seeing it up close felt different. There was a rhythm to them: eat, nap, play, repeat. A rhythm that had nothing to do with schedules or cameras.
He lifted his camera and began to take photos: a paw batting at a feather toy, a tail flicking against a cushion, the old tabby with ist eyes half-closed. Each click was a heartbeat, small proof that this kind of peace existed.
When the girl— Y/N, her nametag said —walked past, he lowered the camera quickly. She was carrying a tray of mugs to a side table, humming under her breath. The tune was quiet, off-key in a charming way. She stopped beside the glass, tapped gently, and whispered something to a white-and-orange cat perched high on a shelf.
Boksoo, he remembered her saying earlier.
The cat didn’t move at first. Then, slowly, it blinked at her and leaned forward until ist nose almost touched the glass. She smiled, a little triumphant. Yeosang caught the expression through his lens before he realized he’d lifted the camera again.
Click.
He froze.
He hadn’t meant to take a picture of her. But the way her smile softened, the way the morning light caught the fine strands of hair at her temple—it had looked like something worth keeping. A moment that would disappear if he didn’t hold it still.
He lowered the camera, guilt prickling, and reviewed the shot. It wasn’t framed like a portrait; it was more about the glass, the cat, her hand halfway lifted. Still, he felt oddly protective of it, as if showing it to anyone would make the moment less his.
He turned the camera off and sat back. Outside, a delivery truck rumbled past, shaking the window slightly. The world went on, loud and busy, just a pane of glass away.
Inside, the café was a cocoon.
It had been so long since he’d sat anywhere without being looked at. Even with the mask and cap, people sometimes recognized him—fans whispering in restaurants, someone sneaking a photo at the gym. It wasn’t their fault; he understood the curiosity. But it made every public place feel like a stage.
Here, the stage lights were off.
He could just be a man drinking coffee.
He leaned his elbows on the table, watching Y/N wipe the counter again. She didn’t move with the sharp precision of someone performing; she moved like someone careful not to break the small world around her. Each gesture deliberate, unhurried.
When she laughed softly at something her father said, Yeosang felt a tug of warmth and envy at once. He missed that kind of laughter—the unguarded kind that came without thinking about who might record it.
He wondered what it would be like to come here without hiding behind a nickname. To tell her his real name, not “Yeon.” To say, I’m Yeosang. I sing, I dance, but I don’t want to talk about that today. I just want to ask how Boksoo’s doing.
He pictured it, then pushed the thought away. She didn’t need to know. Knowing would change everything—the quiet, the small smiles, the soft blush when he’d complimented the latte art. It would turn into politeness, or distance, or worse, awe.
He didn’t want awe. He wanted to be normal.
The doorbell chimed as two new customers came in. He watched Y/N greet them with that same gentle tone. One of the cats meowed loudly, and she bent down to reassure it, her hair falling forward. The sight made something in his chest unclench.
When she straightened, their eyes met briefly through the glass. She smiled—shy, polite—and he found himself returning it before he could stop.
She turned away quickly, cheeks pink again.
Cute, he thought for the second time that morning, and this time he let himself linger on it. Not the kind of cute that made you want to chase someone; the kind that made you want to sit beside them quietly until the world made sense again.
He finished his drink and stayed another half hour, alternating between sketching in his notebook and watching the cats. He wrote down small things he noticed—the way sunlight warmed the wooden floor, the rhythm of the espresso machine, the smell of vanilla in the air. Details he could hold onto later, when the dorm was loud again.
When he finally left, the girl was at the counter writing something on a slip of paper. She looked up as he passed.
“Thank you for coming,” she said softly. “Have a good day.”
“You too,” he said, and meant it.
Outside, the city felt louder than before. But he carried a pocket of quiet with him—the sound of cats, the warmth of foam, the color of her blush.
By the time Yeosang reached the company van stop, the city had shaken off its calm.
The noise came in waves—honking taxis, snippets of pop songs leaking from cafés, people calling to one another over the rush of traffic.
He pulled his cap a little lower and let the hum swallow him.
The peace from Moonlight Café clung to him like the faint smell of vanilla.
He kept replaying pieces of the morning: the way sunlight spilled across the wooden floor, the quiet scratch of Y/N’s pen, the tiny sound she made when the kitten had climbed her sleeve.
For once, he hadn’t felt like he was being watched; he’d just been there.
That, more than anything, had felt new.
By late afternoon, he was back at the company building.
Ateez’s practice room was already full of noise: the bass from Mingi’s speaker rattled the mirrors, San and Wooyoung were arguing over choreography, and Jongho sat on the floor stretching with the focus of someone preparing for battle.
Yeosang slipped inside quietly, set his camera bag down, and began to warm up.
San spotted him first.
“There you are!” San jogged over, hair sticking to his forehead.
“Where’d you disappear this morning? Manager-hyung said you went on a solo adventure.”
Yeosang shrugged, rolling his shoulders. “I just needed some air.”
Wooyoung, who never missed a chance to tease, leaned against the wall. “Air? Or a date?”
“Date?” Mingi echoed from the corner, grinning. “Hyung, you’ve been acting mysterious lately.”
Yeosang gave them a flat look that made San laugh harder. “It wasn’t a date,” he said. “I went to a café.”
“Café,” Wooyoung repeated, suspiciously drawn out. “We have coffee here.”
“Not like that one.”
That got Seonghwa’s attention. He paused mid–stretch. “Which café?”
Yeosang hesitated. “It’s small. A cat café. On a side street near the station.”
“Oh!” Seonghwa smiled in recognition. “Moonlight Café?”
Yeosang blinked.
“I went there once,” Seonghwa said, voice softening. “They work with shelters. It’s nice, isn’t it?”
The others looked between them, curiosity bright in their eyes.
“Hyung found his peaceful place,” San said dramatically. “Watch, he’s going to adopt ten cats.”
Wooyoung gasped. “He’s going to bring one to the dorm. And then I’ll be its favorite.”
“No,” Hongjoong said from behind his laptop. “No animals in the dorm. The last time we tried to keep a fish, San—”
“It was an accident!” San protested.
Laughter filled the room, echoing off the walls. The chaos was familiar, comforting even, but Yeosang felt the volume press against his ribs again.
He smiled faintly, pretending to stretch.
“Was it crowded?” Seonghwa asked quietly once the noise dipped.
“Not really,” Yeosang said. “Just a few people. Peaceful.”
Seonghwa nodded. “Good. You looked tired lately.”
Yeosang didn’t deny it. There was no point. They all knew the exhaustion that came with the job—the blur of cameras, the endless cycle of “smile, wave, perform.”
Practice resumed. They danced for hours, sweat pooling at their necks, lungs burning. Between songs, Yeosang found himself thinking of Boksoo perched on the shelf, of Y/N’s soft laugh, of how still everything had been.
Every time he looked into the mirror, the reflection staring back wore a perfect expression, practiced and sharp.
He wondered if she would recognize that version of him—the one who belonged under stage lights—and decided he didn’t want her to.
By the time they stumbled back to the dorm, it was dark.
Dinner was take-out containers scattered across the kitchen table, everyone talking over each other.
Yeosang sat on the couch, legs stretched out, a cat video playing silently on his phone just for the comfort of movement.
He could hear Wooyoung recounting some ridiculous story, San laughing so hard he nearly choked, Jongho humming quietly as he cleaned up.
He loved them, every single one of them, but the noise seeped into his bones until he had to retreat.
In his room, he closed the door halfway and sat by the window.
The city lights blinked below, and for a long moment he just watched.
He turned his camera on and scrolled through the morning’s photos.
Click—Boksoo’s paw stretching mid-yawn.
Click—the sunlight tracing the rim of a mug.
And then the accidental shot: Y/N half-smiling at the cat through the glass, her hand hovering mid-air, her eyes soft.
He stared at it longer than the others.
It wasn’t perfect—slightly blurred, the reflection cutting across the frame—but something about it felt alive.
He thought of her name stitched on her apron: Y/N 🐾.
He whispered it once, quietly, as if saying it might break the photo’s spell.
He shouldn’t think about her.
He barely knew her.
But the world had felt still around her, and stillness was something he’d been chasing for months.
A knock on the door made him jump. Hongjoong leaned in, hair damp from a shower.
“You okay?”
“Yeah,” Yeosang said quickly, setting the camera aside. “Just tired.”
Hongjoong gave a small, knowing smile. “Tired, or thinking?”
Yeosang hesitated. “Both.”
The leader nodded once. “Rest then. We’ve got recordings tomorrow. Don’t lose yourself in the noise, okay?”
“Okay.”
When the door closed again, Yeosang lay back on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
The words echoed softly—don’t lose yourself in the noise.
He turned off the lights. Darkness settled, but inside his head there was a quiet place: wooden floors, the scent of coffee, cats padding by, and a girl whose smile had nothing to do with who he was supposed to be.
Before sleep took him, he decided one thing.
He would go back to Moonlight Café.
Not as Kang Yeosang of ATEEZ.
Just as the boy who liked cats—and the way she blushed when he smiled.
The rain had started sometime in the late afternoon — not loud, not stormy, just that steady, curtain-like drizzle that made the street outside blur into smudged lights and passing shadows. It turned the big front window of Moonlight Café into a soft painting and the whole place into a little island of warm yellow.
It was, in other words, the exact kind of weather where nobody came in an hour before closing.
Y/N didn’t mind. She actually liked evenings like this.
The overhead lights were dimmed, the fairy lights along the beam glowing softly. The cats were moving slower, too — rain always made them sleepy. Mr. Bean was loafed near the heater, the two sibling kittens were curled together in a donut bed, and Boksoo, still shy even after a week, had taken up residence on the high shelf again, eyes half-lidded as he watched everything from above like a small, dignified cloud.
Her dad had gone home early — his back had been bothering him all day, and she’d shooed him out at seven.
“I can close,” she’d said, already wiping the counter. “Go rest.”
“You sure?” he’d asked, eyes soft.
“Positive. It’s raining. No one’s coming.”
He’d kissed her hair, taken his umbrella, and left her the keys.
And now here she was: alone behind the counter, hoodie sleeves pushed up, a half-dried cloth in her hand, the sound of rain pattering outside mixing with the faint purring from the cat lounge.
She glanced at the clock. 8:07 p.m.
They closed at nine.
She could’ve put on music, but she didn’t. She liked the quiet. When the café was empty, she could hear the tiny things — the clink of the refrigerator, the soft snore of a cat, the squeak of her own shoes on the floor. It made her feel like the place was breathing with her.
She went to the adoption wall and pinned up the newest Polaroid — a young couple holding Luna, beaming. Y/N wrote under it in rounded handwriting:
“Luna went to her forever home — 10/11 💛”
She stepped back, hands on her hips, and smiled to herself. They really didn’t make much money, but this — this felt like wealth.
The bell above the door rang.
She jumped.
For a second, she blinked toward the entrance, startled — then relaxed when she saw who it was.
The beige jacket. The camera bag. The cap.
Yeon.
He pushed the door closed quickly to keep the rain out, shoulders dotted with droplets. He took off his cap as he stepped in, letting the warmth of the café settle over him. His hair was a little damp, flattened in that way that made it look softer.
“Hi,” he said, that same quiet voice.
Y/N couldn’t help the way her mouth tugged up. “Hi. You came in late.”
“I was nearby,” he said, glancing around with that observant look of his. “And it was raining. I thought… here would be warm.”
Something fluttered in her chest at that. He thought of here. He’d come back, just like he said he would.
“You’re right,” she said. “We are warm.” Then she wrinkled her nose at herself. “That sounded like a weird advertisement.”
He huffed a small laugh — more of an exhale, really, but it made his eyes crinkle. “A good one,” he said. “Are you still open?”
“For you? No.” She pretended to reach for the CLOSED sign, then shook her head. “I’m kidding. Yeah, we are. Want the usual?”
“Oat vanilla?” he asked, already unzipping his bag like he knew he’d stay.
She nodded. “Oat vanilla.”
He walked up to the counter, and because it was evening and empty and raining, she noticed more things about him than she had the first time. How his features seemed softer without daylight. How his voice always stayed low, like he didn’t want to disturb the mood of the place. How his eyes kept darting to the cats.
Also — and she had to admit this to herself now, since there was no one else around to call her delusional — he was… very attractive.
Not just regular attractive, either. Not the kind of cute where you said “aww what a nice boy.” No. This was the kind where, if she had been the kind of girl who used social media, she would’ve sent a photo to a friend with a “look at this man???” text.
He had that kind of face. Soft but sharp, clean lines, kind eyes. And he carried himself like someone used to being looked at — except not in a smug way. More in a “I’m used to it but also slightly tired of it” way.
She felt heat crawl up her neck at her own thoughts and quickly busied herself with the espresso machine.
“Slow today?” he asked, leaning on the counter with his forearms.
“Rain,” she said. “People like cats but not wet feet.”
He glanced down at his own still-damp shoes and smiled. “Fair.”
She made his drink without rushing — partly because she didn’t have to, partly because she liked the small quiet between them. He watched her work, not in a creepy way, just calmly. When she poured the oat milk and the foam settled, she tried to do the cat again. The ears came out a little lopsided.
She grimaced.
He tilted his head. “It’s cute.”
“You’re being nice,” she said, cheeks warming.
“I’m being honest.”
She set the drink down, trying not to meet his eyes too long. He always made her feel… seen. Which was strange, because she’d spent most of her life being the opposite of that. Not bullied. Just… background. The girl in the second row on picture day. The lab partner you forgot the name of. The café worker who remembered your order but whose face you didn’t really register.
He picked up the mug, inhaled, and sighed like he’d been holding his breath all day. “This place is really comfortable,” he said. “You and your dad… you made something nice.”
“Thanks,” she said, smiling despite herself. “We try.”
He turned, glanced at the cats. “They’re sleepy.”
“It’s bedtime soon,” she said. “We move them to the back rooms at eight-thirty so we can clean the lounge.”
“Do you need help?”
She blinked.
No customer had ever asked that.
She started to shake her head on instinct. “Oh, no, it’s okay. You’re a customer.”
He looked back at her, expression open. “I like cats.”
That… was a good point.
She hesitated, then shrugged, a little shy. “Okay. If you want. You can help take them to bed.”
His smile was small but genuine, like she’d just given him something personal.
She lifted the countertop gate and motioned for him to come through. He did, carefully, making sure not to bump anything. He smelled faintly of rain and something clean.
She opened the door to the cat lounge, flicking on the softer overhead light. “We move the older ones first,” she said. “Then the kittens, so they don’t get too wild.”
He nodded, listening intently like she was explaining choreography.
She scooped up Mr. Bean, who only grumbled a little, and handed him over. “Can you take him to the back room? The left cage — it’s open, there’s a blanket.”
He took the cat like he was taking something precious, one hand under the belly, one supporting. Mr. Bean sniffed him once, decided he was acceptable, and flopped.
“He likes you,” Y/N said, a little impressed.
“Animals usually do,” he said without bragging. “Maybe because I’m quiet.”
She watched him disappear through the back door with Mr. Bean and thought, not for the first time: he really didn’t act like most guys she’d met. There was no showing off, no unnecessary jokes, no staring. Just gentleness.
They worked together for ten minutes, moving the cats one by one. He handled them so carefully that she started giving him the ones that were more nervous. Boksoo took some coaxing, but when Yeon crouched near the shelf and just held out a hand, saying nothing, the cat eventually crept down and let himself be picked up.
Show-off, she thought fondly at the cat. Falling for him immediately.
When they finished, the lounge looked empty, the toys scattered like the aftermath of a tiny party. She grabbed the disinfectant and spray, ready to clean the floor.
“You can go sit,” she said, glancing at him. “I have to mop.”
“I can mop,” he said.
She snorted before she could stop herself. “You don’t have to.”
“I want to,” he said simply.
She studied him for a second. His eyes didn’t look like he was trying to impress her. They looked… earnest.
“Okay,” she said, handing him the mop. “But if my dad comes in and sees a customer working, he’s going to make you sign a contract.”
He laughed quietly. “I’ll be careful.”
They cleaned mostly in silence, but it wasn’t awkward. The rain outside filled the space where small talk would’ve gone. Every now and then she’d glance over and catch him looking around the café like he was memorizing it — the adoption wall, the jars of treats, the chalkboard with her dad’s cheesy heart.
When they were done, it was eight-forty-five. She flipped the OPEN sign to CLOSED and locked the door. The street outside was even emptier now, rain still falling.
He was standing near the counter, mug finished, bag on his shoulder.
“Thank you,” he said. “For letting me help.”
“Thank you,” she said back, meaning it. “You were good with them.”
He shrugged, a little bashful. “I like animals.”
“I can tell.” She hesitated, then added, “They liked you, too.”
He looked at her then — really looked — and her stomach did something a little silly. His eyes were warm, softer in the low light. It was so easy to forget he was… well, whatever he was outside of here. Handsome, clearly. Probably popular. He had that look. She just didn’t… know from where. Or with who. Or on what app.
“You’re going home now?” he asked.
“Yeah,” she said, wiping her hands on a towel and untying her apron. “We live like fifteen minutes away. I just have to turn off the lights in the back.”
“I can walk you,” he said, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
She blinked. “Oh, it’s okay. You don’t have to.”
“It’s late,” he said. “And raining.”
“I like rain.” She smiled, then, because she could hear her dad’s voice in her head warning about strangers, she added, “And no one’s going to bother me.”
He frowned very slightly. “You don’t know that.”
“I do,” she said, a little too quickly, and then realized she sounded defensive. She shrugged, looking away toward the window. “No one ever does. I’m not… the kind of person people bother.”
She hadn’t meant to say it like that — a bit flat, a bit honest — but it slipped out. The truth of having spent years being invisible. Of knowing exactly where she ranked on a street at night: not a target, not a magnet, just background.
She felt the silence that followed. Felt his eyes on her.
Before he could say anything — anything kind, anything that would make her have feelings, anything that would make her think about her body or her face or the way she hid in big clothes — she stepped back and grabbed her bag.
“Anyway,” she said lightly, forcing cheer into her voice. “Thank you for coming, Yeon. You can come again, obviously. We like people who mop.”
His mouth parted like he wanted to argue. Or tell her she was wrong. Or tell her she was worth walking home.
But she was already moving — turning off the back lights, checking the cash drawer, doing the closing routine she’d done a hundred times. She didn’t give him space to insist.
She came back to the front, keys in hand.
“Good night,” she said, soft again now that the moment had passed. “Get home safely.”
He looked at her for a heartbeat longer — that steady, observant look — but then he nodded.
“You too,” he said quietly. “Good night, Y/N.”
She unlocked the door, slipped out into the rain with her hood up, and pulled it closed behind her. She didn’t look back through the window — if she had, she might’ve seen him still standing there, watching her go, brows drawn like he was thinking about that one sentence she’d said.
No one would even try to do something to me.
She walked home under the soft rain, the café lights fading behind her, unaware that for the first time in a long time, someone had, in fact, noticed her enough to want to walk beside her.
The week after the rain felt like someone had turned up the city’s brightness and the volume of her life at the same time.
University swallowed her whole. Lab reports, partner projects, readings that never seemed to end. Her planner was a tangle of deadlines and half-checked boxes. She spent more time under fluorescent lights than sunlight, more time talking about cortisol levels in stressed animals than about anything human.
The café blurred into the background for a while. Her father texted little updates in the evenings —
Don’t worry about us. The cats miss you, though 🐾
Boksoo learned to open the treat jar. Send help.
She’d smile at her phone between classes and feel the tug of homesickness for that tiny, warm space: the smell of coffee, the hum of the espresso machine, the cats pressed against the glass. And him.
Yeon.
The name looped in her mind like a song she couldn’t stop humming.
It was ridiculous, she knew. They’d talked maybe twice. But sometimes, while her professor droned about behavioral reinforcement schedules, she’d catch herself remembering the sound of his laugh — quiet, low, like it came from somewhere gentle. Or the way he’d crouched to let Boksoo sniff his fingers. Or how he’d said “I’ll be careful,” as if cleaning the café floor were a sacred task.
She’d imagine him walking through the door again, camera over his shoulder, asking about the cats. And then she’d shake her head, press her pen to her notes, and remind herself that daydreams didn’t count toward grades.
By Thursday, the lack of sleep was catching up with her. Her project partner, Kyungsoo, noticed first.
“You’ve read the same paragraph three times,” he said, tapping the open page of their joint report with the blunt end of his pen.
“I’m processing,” she mumbled.
“You’re daydreaming,” he corrected, smiling. Kyungsoo wasn’t unkind — he was the quiet sort of classmate who always brought extra pens and remembered to hold doors. His dark hair fell into his eyes whenever he bent over his notebook. They’d been assigned together for a paper on stress indicators in domestic animals, and he carried most of the talking while she carried most of the data. It worked.
“I’m just tired,” she said, rubbing her temple.
“Maybe,” he said, tilting his head. “Or maybe you’re thinking about something nicer than cortisol graphs.”
Her ears warmed. “You sound like my dad.”
“That’s a no, then?”
She gave a noncommittal hum and changed the subject.
They worked until sunset, then decided to take a short break before finishing. The campus park was only a few blocks away — long paths lined with gingko trees, their leaves turning gold, benches dotted between lampposts that flickered on as the sky bruised purple.
They walked side by side, notebooks tucked under their arms. The air smelled of rain from earlier in the day and the faint sweetness of roasted chestnuts from a street cart nearby.
“You’ve been distracted lately,” Kyungsoo said after a while. His tone was casual, but his glance was sharp. “Someone on your mind?”
Y/N laughed under her breath. “That obvious?”
“Only because you keep smiling at nothing.”
She looked down at the path, scuffing a fallen leaf with her shoe. “Maybe there’s someone. But it’s nothing serious. Just… someone I met.”
“A guy,” he guessed.
She shrugged. “Sort of.”
He smiled. “Do you have a boyfriend?”
The question caught her off guard. She shook her head quickly. “No. Never.”
“Never wanted one?”
She hesitated. The truth was simple, but saying it out loud felt strange. “I don’t think I ever thought about it much. People always talked about relationships like it was the most important thing, but… I don’t know. I guess I never thought it was something meant for me.”
Kyungsoo’s brows furrowed. “Why not?”
She shrugged again, hugging her notebook tighter. “I’ve just always been… in the background, I guess. People don’t notice me like that. And it’s fine. I have school, the café, my dad, the cats. That’s enough.”
They walked a few more steps in silence. Then he said, softly, “I think it finds you when it wants to. Love, I mean. You don’t have to chase it.”
She gave him a small smile. “That’s a nice thought.”
“It’s true.”
A gust of wind pushed leaves across the path, and she stepped aside to avoid them — or thought she did — until her foot caught on something solid.
She stumbled forward with an ungraceful noise. “Ah—!”
Kyungsoo grabbed her elbow before she could fall. “Careful!”
She looked down. A backpack lay open across the path, half-unzipped, a camera strap peeking out. “Oh no,” she said, crouching quickly. “I think I kicked it.”
Before she could reach for it, a voice from the grass nearby laughed softly. “That’s mine.”
Her head turned toward the sound — and her breath caught.
There, sitting on the grass among a small group of young men, was Yeon.
For a second, she thought she was imagining him.
The light was different here — not the warm café yellow, but the cool, fading evening kind, where everything was edged in blue. He was sitting on the grass, one knee bent, one hand resting casually on it, and he looked… the same. Calm. Observant. Like the noise around him didn’t quite touch him.
There were three other guys with him, all around the same age, sprawled on the grass with take-out cups and a half-open bag of snacks between them. One of them was laughing loudly at something on his phone; another was tossing a crumpled wrapper into the bag like a basketball shot. They were dressed casually — hoodies, caps, one in a long coat — the kind of group you’d see in any park near campus.
But she barely registered them.
“Yeon?” she blurted before she could stop herself.
His eyes lifted to hers — and they softened in instant recognition.
“Y/N,” he said, like he was relieved. Like seeing her here, in a completely different part of the city, during a weeknight, was something good.
She felt Kyungsoo’s hand still on her elbow and straightened, flustered. “Sorry,” she said quickly, gesturing to the bag. “I didn’t see it.”
“It’s okay,” Yeon said, already reaching to pull the bag closer to him so it wouldn’t be in the way. “I left it in the path. My fault.”
One of the guys beside him glanced between them with obvious curiosity, but didn’t say anything. Another one smirked, not unkindly, just amused.
“Friend of yours?” Kyungsoo asked her quietly.
She nodded. “From the café.”
“Ah.” Kyungsoo’s eyes flicked to Yeon, taking him in — the good looks, the calm posture, the way he was watching Y/N like she was the person he was most interested in right now. Then, very subtly, Kyungsoo smiled.
“I should grab that coffee,” he said. “And finish up the notes at home.”
“You don’t have to—” Y/N started, but he was already taking a step back.
“I’ll send you the draft tonight,” he said, lifting his hand in a little wave. Then, to Yeon, with that polite student-to-stranger tone, “Nice to meet you.”
Yeon dipped his head. “You too.”
And just like that, Kyungsoo melted away into the path, leaving her standing there with her notebook in her arms like a confused extra who’d wandered into the wrong scene.
She turned back to Yeon, cheeks warming. “Um. Hi.”
He smiled — that same gentle, slow-growing one she’d seen at the café. “Hi.”
The rain from the earlier part of the day had left the grass damp, so he didn’t stand immediately — he wiped his hand on his pants first, then pushed himself up. The movement made the other guys go quiet for a moment, watching him. She could feel their attention, but it didn’t feel threatening. Just… curious.
“You’re not at the café,” he said, stating the obvious, but his tone was almost teasing.
She huffed a laugh. “I do leave sometimes.”
“I wasn’t sure,” he said, eyes crinkling. “You looked very… at home there.”
“I am,” she said, hugging her notebook. “But university got clingy this week.”
“Ah,” he said, like he understood that perfectly. “Busy?”
“Mm. Partner project.” She glanced in the direction Kyungsoo had gone. “That was my partner.”
“He seems nice.”
“He is.” She paused, then, because the thought had been sitting in her head for days, added, “I haven’t seen you at the café this week.”
His smile turned a little sheepish. “Schedules.”
Schedules. She didn’t know what kind of work needed “schedules” plural, but she guessed he was the kind of person who did photoshoots or freelance jobs. He always had his camera. Maybe he was a photographer. That would make sense with how he looked — artistic. Calm.
She was about to ask him if he’d taken any good photos lately when one of the guys on the grass called out, “Yeon-ah, we’re gonna head out in a bit.”
“Okay,” Yeon said over his shoulder, without taking his eyes off her.
That did something to her stomach.
“You were hanging out?” she asked.
“Just resting,” he said. “It was a nice day.”
“It was,” she agreed. “I didn’t see your bag. I’m sorry.”
He glanced at the spot where she’d tripped, then back at her feet. “You didn’t get hurt?”
“No. I’m sturdy.” The words were out before she could stop them, and she wanted to swallow them back. Sturdy. Great. Very cute.
But instead of laughing, he nodded like that was good. “That’s good.”
The breeze picked up, rustling the leaves above them. She became painfully aware of how she must look: hair a bit messy from the day, hoodie under her jacket, big tote bag with textbooks. Not glamorous. Not exciting. Just… her.
But he was still looking at her like he had in the café — like he was paying attention.
“Were you going home?” he asked.
“Yeah,” she said. “We were just taking a walk to clear our heads. I should… probably go and finish the project.”
He hesitated, then said, a bit quieter, “Will you be at the café again soon?”
She blinked. “You want to come?”
“I liked it,” he said simply. “I like… the way it feels there.” Then, after a heartbeat, “And your cats.”
She smiled, cheeks warming. “They’re not mine.”
“You act like they are.”
“I love them.” She shrugged. “So maybe a little.”
He smiled again — a quick, pleased thing — and shifted his bag higher on his shoulder. Behind him, his friends were standing now, stretching, gathering their things. One of them waved at her, friendly, and she bowed back automatically.
“Your friends,” she said. “I shouldn’t keep you.”
“They can go first,” he said, and turned to them. “I’ll come in a bit.”
There was some teasing from the guys — she could tell by the way one of them laughed and smacked his shoulder — but they started walking ahead toward the park exit, talking amongst themselves. They didn’t stray too far, though. They lingered, like they were giving him space but not abandoning him.
It made her wonder, for just a second, if Yeon was the kind of person people watched over. The thought made her weirdly warm.
When it was just the two of them within earshot again, she shifted her weight. “Um. I’m glad you came that evening,” she said. “To the café.”
“I’m glad you let me help,” he said.
“You were good with Boksoo.”
“He trusts me now,” he said, almost proudly. “I should come say hi again.”
“You should,” she said before she could overthink it. “I… missed seeing you there.”
The words slipped out so naturally she didn’t realize they were bold until she heard them. She clapped her mouth shut, eyes widening a fraction.
His expression changed — not dramatically, just a soft flicker of surprise and then something like warmth. “You did?”
“I mean—” She scrambled for casualness. “We don’t get many people who actually help mop.”
He laughed, low. “I see.”
“But also… yeah. It was nice.” She looked down at her notebook, tracing the corner. “Sometimes we get the same regulars and it’s just… the same. You were new.”
He was quiet for a moment. “You were new, too,” he said.
She looked up.
“I don’t go places where people don’t recognize me,” he said, then blinked, as if catching himself. “I mean— I don’t go places where people… notice me less. Your café is… quiet.”
She tilted her head. The wording was odd, but she didn’t press. Maybe he meant he was from a very tight social circle. Maybe he was from a neighborhood where everyone knew everyone. Maybe he was just shy.
“Well,” she said, “we’re always quiet.”
“I like that,” he said. “I’ll come again.”
She nodded. “Good.”
He glanced toward the park exit, where his friends were waiting. “I should go.”
“Me too.” She waved her notebook a little. “Cortisol awaits.”
That made him smile — a soft, puzzled smile, like he wanted to ask but was content to let it stay a mystery.
“Good night, Y/N,” he said.
“Good night, Yeon.”
She started walking toward the opposite path, heart beating faster than it had any reason to. Behind her, she heard one of the guys call out, “What took you so long?” and Yeon’s answer, too low to make out, half-laughing.
She didn’t look back.
But as she walked, she was suddenly very aware of something: the small, quiet world she’d always told herself was enough… was starting to feel like it had a new color in it. One that had walked into her dad’s café on a Tuesday morning, carried cats like they were precious, and smiled at her like she hadn’t been invisible at all.
By the time she reached her street, the sky had turned the colour of cold metal. The rain had stopped, but everything still smelled damp — wet pavement, leaves, and that faint sweetness that always came after autumn showers.
Her apartment sat above a tiny grocery shop; the neon sign buzzed faintly as she climbed the stairs. Inside, the place was small but tidy: a couch that had seen better days, a little desk crowded with textbooks, one window looking over the streetlight below. She kicked off her shoes and dropped her bag with a groan.
Her phone buzzed on the table.
Dad: Café survived the evening.
Boksoo missed his evening cuddle.
Don’t study too late. 💛
She smiled at the screen, thumbs moving before she could think:
Y/N: I won’t. Love you. Tell Boksoo I’ll visit tomorrow.
Then she let the phone fall beside her and lay back on the couch, staring at the ceiling fan spinning lazy circles.
Her mind kept replaying the park. The stumble, Kyungsoo’s startled grip on her elbow, the startled “Yeon?” leaving her mouth before she’d even realised it. His face lighting up when he’d said her name. The way he’d looked standing there in the fading light — no cap, no coffee cup, just a person, familiar in a different setting.
It was strange, seeing him among friends. He’d felt like part of her quiet little world at the café, someone who belonged to that space of steaming cups and sleepy cats. Out there, surrounded by laughter and chatter, he seemed… brighter. Like she was seeing a version of him she wasn’t supposed to see yet.
She turned onto her side and pulled one of the couch blankets over her legs. Her pulse still fluttered whenever she thought about how naturally he’d said “Good night, Y/N.” She’d replayed it twice already in her head, once slow and once fast, just to be sure she hadn’t imagined the softness in his tone.
She pressed her face into the pillow to muffle a laugh at herself. You’re hopeless, she thought.
On the coffee table, her open notebook stared back at her. She dragged it closer and flipped to a blank page. Instead of writing notes about animal stress indicators, she wrote a single sentence:
“Sometimes the calmest people carry the loudest worlds inside them.”
She looked at it for a long time. It felt true. Maybe for her. Maybe for him.
Her phone buzzed again — a photo from her dad. The café lights turned off, cats asleep in the back room. Underneath, he’d written:
See you tomorrow, kiddo. Moonlight Café is missing ist moon.
She laughed quietly, shaking her head. “Cheesy old man,” she murmured.
Still, she typed back:
I’ll open tomorrow morning.
As she set the phone down, she caught her reflection in the dark window — hoodie, messy hair, the faintest smile tugging at her mouth. She didn’t look extraordinary. She didn’t feel like the kind of girl people noticed in crowds. But for the first time in a long while, she didn’t feel invisible either.
Someone had looked at her like she was there.
Outside, a single cat darted across the street, tail high, vanishing into an alley. The sight made her heart ache in that small, warm way that good things do.
She switched off the lamp and let the darkness settle, the city hum sliding into the distance. Before sleep pulled her under, she thought of the café lights, the rain that had soaked his jacket, and the soft lilt of his voice when he’d said her name in the park.
Tomorrow, she decided drowsily, she’d go to the café early.
Just in case he came back.
The walk back from the park should have taken ten minutes. It took nearly half an hour because Wooyoung wouldn’t stop laughing.
“I still can’t believe it,” he said between wheezes. “You—Kang Yeosang, the man who can dodge fans in airports without blinking—triping over a poor girl with his own backpack just to talk to her. In public.”
“It was on the path,” Yeosang said evenly.
“Yeah, you put it there.”
San snorted. “He did not.”
Yunho looked up from his phone, his tone amused. “He might have. Subconsciously.”
Wooyoung groaned dramatically. “Hyung, don’t tell me you planned the whole meet-cute. What are you, a K-drama lead?”
Yeosang tugged his cap lower to hide the smile threatening at the corner of his mouth. “I didn’t plan anything. I was sitting.”
“You were sitting and glowing,” Wooyoung said. “She said your fake name like it was some romantic movie twist—‘Yeon?’—and you lit up like a streetlamp.”
San threw an arm around Yeosang’s shoulders. “So, tell us, what’s with the name anyway? ‘Yeon’? Sounds poetic.”
“It’s close enough to my real one that I’ll respond,” Yeosang said. “And people don’t Google it immediately.”
“That’s smart,” Yunho admitted. “But it’s also kinda cute. Like, ‘Yeon the mysterious guy from the cat café.’”
Wooyoung’s grin widened. “Cat café?! Oh, this gets better and better.”
“You already knew that,” Yeosang said.
“I knew you liked cats,” Wooyoung corrected. “I didn’t know you were meeting women while petting them.”
San gasped. “So she’s the cat-café girl you mentioned last week! The quiet one.”
Yeosang winced inwardly. He really shouldn’t have mentioned her that night after rehearsal. He’d only said something small—there’s a nice place with rescue cats, it’s peaceful—but Wooyoung remembered everything that could be used later for teasing.
“She works there,” Yeosang said carefully. “Her dad owns it.”
“And she’s cute,” San added, grinning. “Don’t lie, you said she’s cute.”
“I said she’s nice,” Yeosang corrected, which only made them laugh harder.
“Nice,” Wooyoung repeated, drawing the word out like a love confession. “Sure, sure.”
They turned down the street toward the dorm building. The city was louder here—traffic, neon, music leaking from open doors—but Yeosang barely heard it. His mind kept flicking back to the park, the moment she’d looked up after tripping, the tiny crease between her brows before her face had softened into recognition.
He hadn’t expected to see her outside the café, let alone hear his fake name in her voice. It had made something warm unfurl in his chest, the same feeling he used to get right before stepping on stage—nervous, alive, a little terrified.
“You’re smiling again,” Yunho said, watching him from the side.
Yeosang blinked. “Am I?”
“Uh-huh.” Yunho elbowed him lightly. “You weren’t smiling much lately. So whoever she is, good for her.”
Wooyoung pounced on that. “So it is a thing!”
“It’s not a thing,” Yeosang said, but his voice was too calm to sound convincing.
San hummed thoughtfully. “You know, if we meet her someday, I’m introducing myself as ‘Sannie from the dog café.’ Let’s see if she figures it out.”
“She won’t,” Yeosang said before he could stop himself. The others looked at him, amused.
“She doesn’t know who we are?” Wooyoung asked.
“She’s… not online much,” Yeosang said. “She didn’t recognise me.”
For once, none of them joked. Yunho nodded slowly. “That must have felt nice.”
Yeosang’s mouth curved. “It did.”
By the time they reached the dorm, Wooyoung had already rehearsed three different versions of the story in increasingly dramatic tones.
He flung the door open like he was announcing a scandal. “Guys! You will not believe what our Yeosang-ie did today.”
Inside, the living room was in ist usual post-schedule chaos. Mingi was on the floor, scrolling on his phone with one earbud in; Jongho sat at the table eating something that looked suspiciously like everyone’s leftovers; Seonghwa was folding laundry with terrifying precision; and Hongjoong, laptop balanced on his knees, looked up over his glasses.
“What happened?” Mingi asked, interest piqued immediately. “Did he buy a new camera? Did he get cast in a drama? Did he—”
“—get caught on a date,” Wooyoung finished, throwing himself onto the couch.
“It wasn’t a date,” Yeosang said, shutting the door behind him.
San followed, grinning. “But it looked like one.”
Jongho raised an eyebrow. “A date?”
“Not a date,” Yeosang repeated, calm but firm. He slipped off his shoes and set his bag down carefully, as if the neatness might save him from the impending teasing.
Hongjoong closed his laptop partway. “Explain.”
Wooyoung sat up, eyes sparkling. “So. We were in the park. Just resting. Minding our business. Our noble, silent visual over there—” he gestured dramatically at Yeosang “—has his bag in the path like a trap.”
“It was not a trap,” Yeosang said.
“And then,” Wooyoung continued, “this girl walks by. Pretty. Soft look. Kinda shy. And she trips over his bag.”
Mingi gasped like he was watching a drama. “Fate.”
“Right?” Wooyoung said, delighted.
Seonghwa looked at Yeosang with that polite, quiet curiosity of his. “Is it the girl from the café?”
Yeosang nodded once. “Yes.”
“Oh,” Seonghwa said, smile blooming. “The one you said didn’t recognise you.”
Jongho’s eyes widened. “There’s someone who doesn’t recognise us?”
“She doesn’t use social media much,” Yeosang said. “And the café is… small.”
“Lucky,” Mingi muttered. “I want that life.”
San plopped down on the armrest. “And she said his name,” he told the room, clearly pleased with his own storytelling role. “But here’s the best part.”
“The name,” Wooyoung said, clasping his hands. “Tell them.”
Jongho squinted. “What name?”
“Not ‘Yeosang,’” San said, grinning. “She called him—”
“—‘Yeon,’” Yunho finished, failing to hide his smile.
There was a beat of silence. Then Mingi burst out laughing, actually rolling to his side on the floor.
“‘Yeon’?” Jongho repeated, incredulous and delighted. “Hyung, what?”
“It’s close to my real name,” Yeosang said, folding his arms. He felt his ears heating, which annoyed him. “It’s easier.”
“It’s adorable,” Mingi said, wiping his eyes. “Hi, I’m Yeon. I drink oat vanilla lattes and save cats.”
Hongjoong chuckled, closing his laptop fully now. “Yeon, huh?”
“It works,” Yeosang said, trying to sound dignified.
“It does,” Seonghwa agreed, because Seonghwa was kind. “It suits you.”
“It’s very main-character-of-a-webtoon,” Mingi said.
“It’s mysterious,” San said.
“It’s cute,” Wooyoung said.
They were all smiling. No one was mocking him in a mean way — this was the kind of teasing that came from affection, from knowing him long enough to see when something actually mattered to him.
Hongjoong sat forward a little. “So. You met her again.”
“Yes.”
“How was it?”
Yeosang’s mind replayed the scene automatically: her surprised “Yeon?”, the way she’d crouched to check the bag even though she hadn’t kicked it hard, the way she’d looked a little flustered to see him in a different context. And that line — I missed seeing you there. He still wasn’t over that.
“It was… nice,” he said, which felt too small for what it had been.
Wooyoung made a face. “That’s all we get? ‘Nice’?”
“She said she missed him,” San said, traitorously.
All heads turned.
“She said what?” Mingi said.
“She said she missed seeing him at the café,” San said, delighted. “And then she got all shy.”
Jongho put his chopsticks down. “So she likes him.”
“Or at least she likes his face,” Mingi said.
“That’s a normal reaction,” Yunho murmured.
Hongjoong watched Yeosang carefully. “And you?” he asked quietly.
Yeosang met his eyes. With the others, he could deflect. With Hongjoong, it was harder. Their leader had a way of asking that slipped under your guard.
“I like talking to her,” Yeosang said. “It feels… quiet. Even when we’re talking. Like the noise is outside.”
Seonghwa’s expression softened. “You need places like that.”
“Exactly,” Yunho said. “You’ve been tense lately.”
“Not anymore,” Wooyoung said, sing-song. “He’s in loooove.”
Yeosang rolled his eyes. “I’ve met her three times.”
“Love at three visits,” Mingi said. “I’ve seen dramas start with less.”
“It’s not like that,” Yeosang said, but he couldn’t stop the small smile that tugged at his mouth. “I just… don’t want it to change.”
“What to change?” Jongho asked.
“That she doesn’t know,” Yeosang said. The room quieted a little. “That she doesn’t… look at me like an idol. I don’t want to lose that.”
There it was — the real thing, the part under all the teasing.
Hongjoong nodded slowly. “Yeah. I get that.”
“We all do,” Seonghwa said.
Wooyoung, surprisingly, didn’t joke. “You can keep it like that for a while,” he said. “If it makes you happy.”
“It does,” Yeosang said before he could second-guess it.
“Then keep going as ‘Yeon,’” Mingi said, grinning again. “Live your double life.”
San pointed dramatically at him. “But if she comes to a concert one day and sees you onstage, I want to be there.”
“You won’t,” Yeosang said dryly. “You’ll be onstage.”
“Oh,” San said, deflating. “Right.”
Laughter rippled again. The mood lightened. Someone turned the TV on, and a variety show filled the room with chatter. Yunho went to make tea. Wooyoung started telling another exaggerated version of the park scene, doing impressions of Y/N’s surprise.
But even in the noise, Yeosang sat back against the couch and let the warmth of the room wash over him. They were teasing him — but they’d also just given him permission to like her.
And he did. More than he’d wanted to admit.
The dorm had gone quiet.
One by one, the others had disappeared into their rooms, laughter fading behind doors, leaving only the hum of the refrigerator and the soft ticking of the clock on the wall.
Yeosang sat at his desk, hair still damp from a shower, camera open beside his laptop. The light from the screen cast a pale glow over the photos he’d taken earlier that week: the cats at Moonlight Café, the sunlight on the floor, the rain streaking down the window.
And one photo — slightly out of focus — of Y/N smiling at Boksoo.
He hesitated, thumb hovering over the delete button. It wasn’t meant to be taken. It wasn’t posed, not even perfect. But it was real.
He saved it to a hidden folder instead.
For a while he just stared at it, elbows on the desk, chin resting on his hands. He knew he couldn’t pretend forever. “Yeon” was convenient; it let him breathe. But every time he walked into that café, every time she smiled at him without the weight of recognition, he felt both grateful and guilty.
Sooner or later, she’d find out. Maybe from a poster, a clip online, a friend’s comment. And when that day came, he didn’t know what would hurt more — the shock on her face or the change in her tone when she said his name.
He shut the laptop gently, leaned back in the chair, and let his thoughts drift toward the sound of her laugh in the rain.
He’d go tomorrow morning, he decided. Not to fix anything or confess anything. Just to see her again, in the soft light of the café before the day got loud.
He set an alarm, turned off the lamp, and whispered to the dark,
“Just one more day as Yeon.”
He woke early, the city still half asleep. He dressed simply — beige jacket, black cap, mask. It was barely eight when he slipped out of the dorm, the hallway lights humming faintly.
He didn’t notice the door across the hall crack open right after he left.
Wooyoung poked his head out, hair a disaster, eyes glinting with mischief. “He’s leaving.”
Within five minutes, the mission was assembled.
San, still chewing toast: “Where’s he going?”
Wooyoung: “To the cat café. Operation Follow Yeon is a go.”
Yunho, sighing but amused: “We’re really doing this?”
Mingi: “I need content for my mental health.”
Jongho, half asleep: “If we get caught, I’m blaming Wooyoung.”
They threw on hoodies, caps, masks — the not-very-convincing disguise of famous people trying to be normal — and followed at a distance.
The café sat on ist usual quiet corner, morning sun spilling through the window. Yeosang stopped outside for a moment, as he always did, reading the chalkboard even though he already knew what it said.
Inside, Y/N was wiping the counter, hair in a messy bun, soft hoodie sleeves pushed up. She hadn’t noticed him yet.
The bell chimed when he stepped in.
Her head lifted — and there it was again, that light in her face, small but unmistakable.
“Yeon,” she said, voice warm.
He smiled beneath the mask. “Good morning.”
“You’re early.”
“I missed the cats.”
“Sure,” she said, teasing, but her eyes softened. “You can say you missed the coffee too.”
“I missed the coffee,” he echoed obediently, and she laughed, that quiet laugh that made everything else fade for him.
The five figures outside ducked behind a car in synchronized chaos.
Wooyoung hissed, “Did you hear that? He said he missed the coffee. That’s code for her.”
“Shh,” San said, peeking over the car hood. “Look how she smiles at him.”
“She’s blushing,” Mingi whispered. “Oh, this is good.”
“Stop narrating,” Jongho muttered, though he was grinning. “You’ll get us caught.”
Inside, Yeosang leaned against the counter, watching as Y/N poured oat milk with steady hands.
“Rough morning?” she asked.
“Not yet,” he said. “But it’s early.”
She smiled, sliding the mug toward him. “Then you came to the right place.”
He sat at his usual spot by the window, the one where sunlight pooled across the table. Y/N went to check on the cats, her steps quiet. When she bent to pick up a stray toy, her hair fell forward; when she tucked it behind her ear, he caught himself smiling again.
Outside, Wooyoung sighed dramatically. “He’s gone. Completely gone.”
Yunho chuckled. “He’s always been the quiet one, but I’ve never seen him look that peaceful.”
San leaned closer to the window. “Look at her. She keeps glancing back.”
“She likes him too,” Mingi whispered. “This is mutual energy.”
Jongho smirked. “So what now, matchmakers? You gonna barge in and order lattes?”
Wooyoung grinned. “Tempting.”
Inside, Y/N returned to the counter just as Yeosang lifted his camera.
“Can I?” he asked softly.
She blinked. “Me?”
“Just your hands,” he said quickly. “Pouring the coffee. The light looks nice.”
She hesitated, then nodded, cheeks coloring. He took the photo — quiet click — and lowered the camera.
“It’s perfect,” he said.
“You didn’t even check.”
“I didn’t have to.”
Her laugh was small but real, and he thought — not for the first time — that he could live in that sound.
Outside, Wooyoung clutched his chest. “He’s flirting. Subtle, poetic flirting.”
“Leave him,” Yunho said, amused. “He’s finally happy.”
San smiled, leaning back against the car. “Yeah. Let him have this.”
They watched for another minute — Y/N handing Yeosang a cat treat to give to Boksoo, their fingers brushing briefly — before Wooyoung sighed and whispered, “Okay, mission complete. Let’s go before he sees us.” He turned and ran straight into a vase.
A faint thud sounded from outside the café, followed by what could only be a muffled argument.
Y/N looked up from where she was sorting the pastry display. “Did you hear that?”
Yeosang froze mid-sip. The colour drained from his face. He knew that sound. That was Wooyoung whisper-fighting.
“Uh,” he said carefully, “maybe just… wind?”
Another voice hissed, “Ow! You stepped on me!”
Y/N frowned. “That sounded like people.” She wiped her hands on a towel and moved toward the front door before he could stop her. “I’ll just check—”
“Wait—”
The bell jingled as she pulled the door open.
Five men straightened at once on the sidewalk, caught mid-squat behind the car. A guilty silence hung between them. One of them still had a paper cup in hand; another had his hoodie half over his face.
“Hi,” Y/N said slowly. “Can I… help you?”
Wooyoung, ever fearless, beamed. “Hi! We were, uh, just admiring the… exterior design! Very rustic!”
Mingi coughed into his sleeve. San gave an overly cheerful wave. “We love cats,” he said.
Yunho, who had the sense of a normal human, bowed slightly. “Sorry. We didn’t mean to disturb you.”
Jongho muttered, “We were just leaving,” and turned, but Wooyoung elbowed him back into place.
Y/N blinked, uncertain. Then she glanced over her shoulder at Yeosang, who looked like he might spontaneously combust. “Friends of yours?” she asked.
He set the mug down, resigned. “Unfortunately,” he said under his breath, and came to the door. “What are you doing here?”
“Morning stroll!” Wooyoung chirped. “Totally coincidental!”
Mingi nodded solemnly. “We were in the area.”
San added, “And now that we’re here, maybe we could get coffee?”
Y/N’s confusion softened into amusement. “Of course,” she said. “Come in. We have plenty.”
The group filed inside like schoolboys caught sneaking snacks. They took the table nearest the window, whispering furiously among themselves. Yeosang rubbed a hand over his face and followed them, murmuring, “Please behave.”
“I’m always behaved,” Wooyoung whispered back.
“You’re never behaved,” Jongho said.
Y/N hid a smile as she prepared six mugs. When she brought them over, she caught Yeosang’s apologetic glance and shook her head lightly. “It’s fine,” she whispered. “They seem… lively.”
“That’s one word,” he said, lips twitching.
At the table, Wooyoung leaned toward San. “You see that? She smiles at him like he’s the only person in the room.”
San grinned. “He looks at her the same way.”
Yunho took a sip of coffee, eyes kind. “I think we should let them be.”
Mingi nodded sagely. “After one more drink. For science.”
When they finally stood to leave, Y/N waved from behind the counter. “Come again,” she said politely. “Maybe without the spying next time.”
Wooyoung clutched his heart. “You knew!”
She laughed, the sound soft and surprised. “You weren’t exactly subtle.”
Even Yeosang laughed then — a quiet, genuine sound that made the others grin wider.
Outside, San slung an arm around Wooyoung’s shoulders. “Mission accomplished,” he said. “We confirmed it.”
“Confirmed what?” Mingi asked, feigning innocence.
“That he’s gone,” Wooyoung said. “Completely, hopelessly gone.”
Yunho smiled back through the café window where Y/N was teasing Yeosang about his noisy friends. “Yeah,” he said softly. “And honestly? It suits him.”
Inside, Yeosang was still shaking his head, but there was no hiding the faint smile tugging at his mouth as Y/N slid another cup of coffee toward him.
“Sorry about them,” he said.
“They seem fun,” she replied. “You don’t have to hide your friends next time.”
He looked at her then, really looked — her hair catching the morning light, the small curve of her lips.
“Maybe I won’t,” he said quietly.
The rest of the day at Moonlight Café went by in a blur of laughter, teasing, and a faint but constant sense that she’d just stumbled into a scene from a very strange dream.
When the five men left—laughing, waving, one of them promising to “come back for the pastries”—she stood by the counter for a full minute, blinking at the door after it closed.
Then she turned to Yeon, who was still sitting at his usual spot, mug half-empty and expression torn between apology and resignation.
“Your friends,” she said slowly, “are… very energetic.”
He exhaled through a small laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “That’s one word for them.”
“They all look like they stepped out of a fashion magazine.”
“That’s… another accurate observation.”
She narrowed her eyes a little. “Are they models?”
He almost choked on his coffee. “No. Definitely not.”
That definitely had sounded suspiciously defensive, but before she could push, he’d stood and thanked her for the coffee, promising to “come again soon.”
She’d spent the rest of the day replaying the scene in her mind.
Now it was two mornings later, and the café was slow again — just her, her dad in the back doing inventory, and the cats half asleep in puddles of sunlight.
She was wiping down the counter, trying to focus, but her mind kept drifting.
To Yeon’s friends, mostly.
They were too polished. Even under hoodies and caps, there was something about them — the way they carried themselves, the easy confidence, the kind of faces that didn’t quite blend in. And the one with the bright eyes and mischievous grin, the one who’d called himself Wooyoung — she could swear she’d seen him somewhere.
Maybe a commercial? Or an ad?
She frowned, leaning on the counter and tapping the cloth against her chin. “No, that’s silly,” she murmured. “I’d remember.”
Still, the image of San — the tall one with the soft smile and easy charm — kept tugging at her memory. There was something so familiar about him that it almost bothered her.
A bell jingled softly as someone entered, breaking her train of thought.
She looked up—and froze.
Yeon stood there, mask and all, but this time he wasn’t alone.
Behind him were two people she recognized immediately: the same two from the other day. Wooyoung, all bright grin and chaotic energy, and San, hands tucked in his pockets, eyes warm.
Her first coherent thought was: Oh no, it’s happening again.
Her second was: Okay, maybe I did stumble into a web drama.
“Good morning,” Yeon said, sounding almost sheepish.
She blinked at him, trying to gather her composure. “Hi. You brought friends again.”
“They wanted to see the cats,” he said quickly.
“We love cats,” Wooyoung added, grinning wide enough to sell the lie. “Big cat people. Huge cat people.”
San nodded solemnly. “Massive cat people.”
She raised a brow. “Right.”
Yeon gave her an apologetic look that made her want to laugh despite herself.
“Can we sit?” San asked politely.
“Of course.” She gestured toward the tables near the window, same as always. “Make yourselves comfortable. Do you want coffee?”
“Yes,” Wooyoung said immediately. “Something fancy. Something that says I’m sophisticated but approachable.”
“Right,” she said dryly. “So, a latte?”
“Exactly!” he said, looking delighted. “You get me.”
Yeon groaned quietly, resting his face in his hand. “Wooyoung, please.”
San chuckled, sitting beside him. “I’ll just have the same.”
Y/N nodded, scribbling their orders on a notepad she didn’t really need, mostly so she could hide the tiny smile threatening to appear.
When she turned to the machine, she heard Wooyoung whisper, “She’s so cute, I get why you like her.”
“I don’t—” Yeon started, but the sound of steam drowned his voice.
She pretended not to hear, cheeks warming anyway.
When she brought their drinks over, they were watching the cats in the play area. Boksoo was sitting near the glass, tail flicking lazily.
“He remembers you,” she told Yeon.
“I missed him,” Yeon said softly, crouching near the glass. Boksoo blinked, stood, and padded over, pressing his head against the partition.
“He really likes you,” she said.
“He’s a good judge of character,” Wooyoung said meaningfully, and San snorted into his cup.
She rolled her eyes, turning to the register. “You two are trouble, aren’t you?”
“Us?” Wooyoung looked scandalized. “We’re angels.”
“Sure,” she said. “Angels who were hiding behind cars.”
That made Yeon choke on his drink again. San and Wooyoung burst out laughing.
When the laughter faded, Y/N leaned her elbows on the counter, tilting her head slightly. “You know, I’m sure I’ve seen you somewhere,” she said, looking directly at San.
San blinked, mid-sip. “Me?”
“Yeah. You look really familiar.”
Yeon’s head snapped up so fast it was almost funny.
San’s smile froze. “Oh, uh—no, I don’t think so,” he said quickly.
“I swear,” she said. “Like… maybe an ad? Or something online? You just have one of those faces that’s hard to forget.”
Wooyoung was biting his lip, trying not to laugh.
San’s expression turned solemnly ridiculous. “I have a face everyone has.”
She blinked. “What?”
He nodded gravely, doubling down. “Yes. Very common face. I look like… everyone. It’s science.”
Wooyoung lost it first, snorting so hard that he had to hide behind his cup. Yeon had both hands over his face now, clearly dying inside.
Y/N blinked once, then laughed — an actual, helpless laugh that filled the small café. “That’s the worst excuse I’ve ever heard,” she said between giggles.
San put a hand to his chest in mock offense. “It’s true! People stop me all the time and say, ‘Hey, you look like that guy,’ and I say, ‘I am that guy,’ and they walk away confused.”
“Stop talking,” Yeon said quietly, though his voice was muffled by his own laughter.
Wooyoung wiped a tear from his eye. “Oh, this is gold. You’re terrible at lying.”
San gestured dramatically. “You told me to hide it!”
“Not like that!” Yeon said.
Y/N leaned on the counter, still smiling. “Okay, I won’t ask again. I’ll just assume you’re all secret agents or something.”
Wooyoung gasped. “Yes! Secret agents who love cats!”
“Wooyoung,” Yeon said, in a voice that was half warning, half plea.
She laughed again, shaking her head. “You’re all ridiculous.”
“Thank you,” San said brightly.
Yeon sighed, but the corner of his mouth betrayed him with a smile. He looked at her like he was memorizing how the light hit her face when she laughed.
She didn’t notice, but the other two did.
Wooyoung shot San a look that said, He’s gone again.
San nodded, taking another sip of coffee to hide his grin.
The morning drifted on like that — soft conversation, the clink of cups, the low hum of the espresso machine. Y/N found herself laughing more than she had all week.
Every time she glanced at Yeon, he seemed… lighter. Happy.
And maybe, just maybe, she didn’t mind the chaos his “friends” brought with him.
Still, as she watched them leave an hour later — Wooyoung waving dramatically from the sidewalk, San giving her a warm smile that made her squint in recognition again — the small flicker of suspicion in her chest grew a little.
They were hiding something.
She just didn’t know yet whether it was something that would change everything.
The café always felt a little emptier after Yeon left.
Y/N told herself that wasn’t true — that it was just the lull between customers, or the way the sunlight faded differently in the afternoon. But it was hard to ignore the tiny hollow in the air where his quiet voice usually fit.
She’d grown used to it without meaning to. The low murmur of him talking to her dad about coffee beans, the soft scrape of his camera lens cap, the polite way he said “thank you” like he really meant it.
And now that he wasn’t there, she kept catching herself listening for a voice that wasn’t coming.
It had been two days since Yeon and his friends had come by — Wooyoung with his constant chatter, San with his “very common face,” and Yeon trying desperately to keep the chaos contained.
Her dad had loved them.
“Those boys have good energy,” he’d said, chuckling as they left. “You should make friends your age more often.”
Y/N had just smiled and nodded, but later that night, she’d caught herself replaying every little detail — the way Yeon looked at her when he thought she wasn’t paying attention, the small, quiet moments between their laughter, the strange warmth that came from simply standing near him.
She’d tried to reason with herself.
Maybe it was just because he was kind. Maybe it was because he actually saw her when most people didn’t. Or maybe it was because he made her laugh in that soft, almost weightless way — like laughter that didn’t need to be loud to count.
But deep down, she knew what it really was.
She liked him.
Not in a silly, infatuated way. Not in a daydream she could laugh off later.
She liked him in the way her chest tightened when he smiled, and the way her hands remembered the warmth of the mug she’d made for him.
She liked the way his voice softened when he talked to the cats, and the way he always seemed both present and far away — like he lived half in another world but let her step into it when he was here.
She liked him, and the realization was both sweet and terrifying.
Because she knew nothing about him.
Nothing beyond his name — Yeon — and his quiet eyes and the fact that his friends looked like they belonged on the cover of something glossy.
The thought made her pause mid-wipe as she cleaned the counter.
His friends.
She’d seen San’s face before. She was sure of it. That smile, that confident but gentle way he moved. It wasn’t just that he looked familiar — it was that he looked known.
And Wooyoung — there was something about his voice, that playful lilt, the sparkle in his eyes.
She frowned, setting the cloth down, trying to trace the thread of memory. Maybe it was an ad? A YouTube clip? One of those trending reels she’d scrolled past on her phone before deleting social media months ago?
She shook her head, trying to let it go. Curiosity would only make her spiral.
Instead, she focused on the cats. Boksoo was perched near the counter, watching her with unblinking eyes.
“What?” she said softly, crouching to scratch behind his ears. “Do you know something I don’t?”
Boksoo blinked slowly, unimpressed.
She smiled, standing. “Didn’t think so.”
The café was quiet that afternoon. Her dad had gone out for supplies, leaving her in charge until closing. The air smelled like cinnamon and coffee, and the faint hum of traffic outside was steady and distant.
When the bell over the door jingled, she turned automatically with her usual smile.
But it wasn’t a customer — it was a gust of wind. The door hadn’t latched properly.
She went to fix it, tugging her jacket tighter as she stepped outside. The breeze had turned crisp, carrying the faint scent of roasted chestnuts from a vendor down the block. Across the street, someone was pinning up new posters on a bulletin board — bright colors, glossy photos, the kind of thing that made her feel instantly out of touch with whatever was trending now.
She’d always avoided those boards. Too loud, too crowded. But today, for no real reason, her gaze caught on one of them.
A large group shot — eight men, dressed sharply in black and gold, standing against a dark backdrop. The letters across the top read:
ATEEZ – NEW ALBUM OUT NOW
She almost looked away.
Almost.
Until her eyes landed on one face.
Her breath caught.
Right in the center — familiar eyes, sharp lines softened by the faintest smile. The same quiet gaze that had watched her pour coffee, that had crouched beside her to pet Boksoo, that had said “I missed the cats.”
Yeon.
Except he wasn’t Yeon. Not in the poster.
In big letters beneath the photo, it said:
Kang Yeosang – Visual, Vocalist, Dancer
She stared at it for a full five seconds, her brain scrambling to make sense of the letters.
Kang Yeosang.
Yeon.
It wasn’t even a clever lie — just shortened, hidden in plain sight.
And next to him — there they were. San. Wooyoung. The same smiles, the same posture. All of them dressed like stars, not the normal boys who’d drunk lattes and played with cats in her café.
Her hand came up to cover her mouth.
“Oh,” she whispered to no one.
It made sense now. The careful way he carried himself, the disguises, the way his friends had followed him, the constant half-apology in his smile.
He was famous. They all were.
She leaned closer to the poster, just to be sure, but the resemblance was undeniable. The same face. The same warm eyes. Only this time, surrounded by lights and cameras.
She stepped back slowly, the world tilting a little.
For a moment, she just stood there on the sidewalk, staring at the poster as people walked around her, their chatter blurring into noise.
Yeon. Yeosang. Idol. Fame.
The words tangled in her head, refusing to settle.
Then, faintly, she laughed — a small, disbelieving sound that the wind carried away.
Of course. Of course the first person she’d ever actually liked — really liked — turned out to be someone completely out of reach.
She pressed a hand over her heart, trying to still it.
It didn’t matter, she told herself. It couldn’t matter. He was who he was. And she was just Y/N — quiet, invisible, the girl who worked at her dad’s café and studied animals instead of people.
Still, as she went back inside, her fingers brushed her lips — a small, nervous habit — and she whispered to herself, half-scolding, half-soft:
“You really had to fall for a celebrity, didn’t you?”
Boksoo meowed from his shelf, unimpressed.
“Yeah,” she said, sighing as she locked the door behind her. “That’s what I thought too.”
Masterlist
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
This is Part 1 — Part 2 & 3 coming soon
🩵 Author’s Note:
I wanted to write something cute and fluffy (with just a sprinkle of angst) before diving head-first into the upcoming Yeosang Mafia AU.
This story is my cozy little breather—coffee, cats, quiet smiles, and the kind of slow-burn that makes your chest ache in the best way.
Thank you so much for reading and falling into this gentle world with me ☕🐾
I can’t wait to give you Part 2 and Part 3 soon!
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Pairing: Ateez San x GN!Reader
Genre: Comedy, fluff
Warning: Use of pet name; Babe
POV: you bring san out to lunch with your friends and they interrogate him while you're off using the bathroom
A/N: i hope you enjoy this silly little idea i came up with. lmk if you want me to make this for the rest of the members!
Ateez permanent taglist: @peachyplumsss @posseup @k0us3i @xuchiya
┊⋆ ˚✯✩. Songs to listen to while reading: ttyl by loossemble, stunner by ten, emergency by p1harmony .✩✯⋆ ˚ ┊
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roommate expenses revoked
Pairing: Roommate!Hongjoong, Roommate!Wooyoung + GN!Reader
Genre: Comedy, roommate slice of life
Warning: mentions of food and overall silliness
Summary: a sneak peak into your life with topaz 😂 from chaos, your elderly neighbor trying to be a wing woman to unhinged purchases
A/N: thank you so much for your request ave!!! i hope you enjoy this!
[peonies 3 year blogiversary event]
Requested by: @imnayeonjaem | Ateez permanent taglist: @peachyplumsss @posseup @k0us3i @xuchiya
┊⋆ ˚✯✩. Songs to listen to while reading: lifeline (reborn) by the rose + transparent arts, day 1 by honne, better and better by woodz .✩✯⋆ ˚ ┊
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MIMAGNETTIC PRESENTS : ────── ATEEZ MONTHLY DROP. ⡴⠞⠞⣿
IN OTHER WORDS : ATEEZ FIC REQS. editor's letter - i will drop one fic req list each month! may be for a group or idol specifically :))
- words in brackets indicate what the works contain but are not entirely based around it. usually. - i have only left reviews for fics that are MY personal favs, i do love each and every linked here, but they have a special place in my heart <3
SECTION I ) FOR ALL READERS TAKE DOWN by @koyagifs [ idol yeosang . angst ] ouu this was such a delight to read >.< im a suckerrr for angst and this was simply lovely! READY OR NOT by @vent-stink [ dad jongho series . angst . drama ] this series is an absolute insane rollercoaster of emotions. the first part was super depressing LOL but then i found hope :3 a really worthwhile read ! LET GO by @songmingisthighs [ ex bf idol yunho . angst . mention of death ] fav angst fic.. EVER this was sososos good??? and the ending is JUST WOW. like.. WOW u did NOTT let me feel any comfort ahahah but overall absolutely solid writing ! angst enjoyers must read :3 LOST SIGHT OF MY TREASURE by @vent-stink [ idol dad hongjoong . angst . fluffl ] LETTERS I DIDN'T SEND by @lcvejjoong [ seonghwa . angst . mention of death ] NEW WORLD by @dxnsangki [ pirate mingi . drama . angst . thriller ] THE HUNTER BECOMES THE HUNTED by @lilacmingi [ vampire hongjoong x vampire hunter reader . thriller ] GUERRILLA by @sorryimananti-romantic [ serial killer dr yunho . twisted morals . some trauma mentioned ] A WORLD IN YOUR COLOURS by @bvidzsoo [ daycare teacher yeosang . fluff . soulmates ] SECURE ME IN YOUR ARMS by @xuchiya [ armyman choi san . fluffl . angst ] WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH ? by @koyagifs [ wooyoung . hurt with comfort ] RUTHLESS DESIRE by @arilevenatz [ king san . yandere . dark themes ] FRAGILE by @liliesformingi [ mingi . soft . fluff ] MISTY by @liliesformingi [ wooyoung . soft . fluff ] NO YOU DUMBFUCK, ITS THE ELBOW by @eightmakesonebraincell [ ot8 ateez . crack . fluff ]
SECTION II ) ADULTS ONLY OUTLAW by @pirateprincessblog [ cowboy yunho . violence . alcohol . murder . attempted SA ] one of my fav yunho fics ever !! the story is sososo captivating and interesting :3 i also loved the way they met TT how cute, the plot twist really blows the air out of you here!! this fic is really amazing must read ! STOCKHOLM by @velvetmatz [ mainly yunho. ot8 mentioned. dark themes . thriller ] whenever i see an update for this fic series i actually combust into a big pile of glitter and confetti. this is i think possibly one of the most popular series rn AND FOR GOOD REASON !! its amazing amazing amazing !! i love every second of reading this and being at the edge of my seat
LEMON-AIDE by @starrdustshuas [ seonghwa boy next door . smut ]
SWEET PUNISHMENT by @stxrrywoo [ hongjoong . mentions of dubcon/cnc ] STICKY WEB by @k-hotchoisan [ spiderman yunho . smut ] ANGEL by @xesqz [ college bf mingi . smut ] BORROWED TIME by @wooyoungiewritings [ rich seonghwa . cheating ] YUNHO DRABBLE by @everyonewooeverywhere [ yunho . talks of cnc ] XMAS DINNER GOES WRONG by @hwallazia [ husband wooyoung . smut ]
JUST FRIENDS, RIGHT? by @gnabnahc--stuff [ best friend san . smut ]
SHOWER SEX by @lostwildestchild [ jongho . smut ]
BETWEEN THE BLINDS by @bananayuyu [coworker yeosang . smut ]
RUN by @maho6any [ mingi . predator play ]
DANCE PRACTICE by @missgraylock [ seonghwa . smut ( read warnings on this pls )]
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Ur Dumb Hoes’ Yeosang FIC REC
WARNING: MDNI 18+
Guide: Not Titled (N/T)
N/T by @hwanchaesong
Hard dom Yeosang by @holybibly
"R1 rider" by @xuchiya
Oops! By @littlefireball
Between the Blinds by @bananayuyu
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it's been a while, my loves!!
a month since I got hired, a month since I last updated. I wasn't really expecting my first work to really drive me to the max but it was all worth it. it felt like I was in a competition, everyday I had to work on something to help the entire office have a better image. lots of issues and stories surrounded me but I believe in the good side of each person.
and working at the athletics department had me closer to my buried sport— volleyball. 2017 since I last played and meeting one of the coaches that agreed to let me join their training made me happy.
I'm telling you all about what happen but never ... I mean never, did I once forget about you all, my loves. I keep thinking about how I missed interacting with you guys. How I miss writing and making you all smile.
I'll just need to rest a little, my boss actually giving me day-off after a month of working overtime was a wish come true 😭.
So, my loves, I'm (sorta) back, but yeah, stories will now be publishing soon.
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𝐇𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐲
💋 synopsis: Ateez men Going to work after a steamy night and finding you left them a little present
💋 parings: Ateez men x reader
💋 warnings: Lovebites/hickeys, mentions of sexual activity, (mentions of the word whore), silly shenanigans
💋 note: I’m so back baby
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Seonghwa
Hongjoong
Yunho
Yeosang
Sannie
Mingi
Wooyoung
Jongho
update on me and my works:
I just recently got a work like im legit an employee now, so that means my stories are ongoing but at a very, very slow pace. i'm actually working on the two requests sent to me a few months/weeks ago, and it's hella slow, I promise, loves, I really want to bring my laptop to work, but I cant— not with the sudden pressure od deadlines.
(I work at an athletics office)
unintentional us
pairing : colleague! yunho x fem! reader
synopsis : Starting a new job is nerve-wracking enough—showing up in the same outfit as your fellow new hire makes it unforgettable. He thinks it’s fate. You think it’s embarrassing. Either way, you can’t seem to escape his grin.
genre : slice of life, fluff, workplace rom-com, strangers to friends to maybe-lovers
warnings : fluff overload
author’s note : this is literally like yunho’s recent show i love his vibe so much 🥹💝
word count : 1.2k
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Your first day at the office starts with nerves so thick they could almost be measured in pounds.
You clutch your tote, adjust your cream sweater for the fifth time, and mentally rehearse how to introduce yourself without tripping over your own words.
Casual Fridays are every day here—jeans, sweaters, sneakers—but you still feel like the fashion police might be judging your choice of pale colors and soft fabrics.
You step into the open-plan office, bright and airy with plants dotting every corner and the faint hum of chatter and keyboards filling the space. You scan for the reception desk, where a friendly face greets you.
But then your eyes land on someone else: tall, slightly shy, and… oh no.
He’s wearing the exact same cream sweater. Sky blue jeans. White sneakers.
Your heart sinks.
The same golden-haired grin spreads across his face as he notices you. “Whoa,” he says, almost laughing. “We’re … matching.”
Your face heats up. “We don’t match,” you mutter.
“It’s… just a coincidence.”
But before you can escape further embarrassment, a senior colleague approaches with a teasing smirk. “Ah, the new hires! Or should I say… the matching set?”
You groan.
The boy, however, grins like he’s just won the lottery. “Guess it’s fate!” he says loudly, voice so warm and playful that even your flustered brain can’t help but crack a smile.
“Fate?” you echo, mortified.
“Yes! I mean, come on—we didn’t even plan this. This is perfect.” He winks, and your knees weaken in the most frustrating way.
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Orientation starts awkwardly.
You learn his name is Yunho, and you are shuffled into the same group for introductions and training exercises, which feels like a cruel joke from the universe.
You can’t help but notice how easily he chats with others, his golden-retriever energy spilling into every interaction.
Everyone laughs at his silly anecdotes and his tendency to exaggerate even the smallest achievements.
Meanwhile, you cling to your notepad, pretending to be calm while internally freaking out about your matching outfit. You notice him sneaking glances at you, always grinning, always mischievous, as if he’s daring you to complain.
At the first coffee break, he sidles up beside you.
“Hey,” he whispers conspiratorially. “Should we… make this official? Matching buddies for life?”
You blink. “I… what?”
“Matching buddies,” he repeats, grinning. “You know. We match. We stick together. It’s like teamwork.”
You can’t help it—you laugh, though it comes out a little awkward. “You really lean into this way too much.”
“Of course I do!” he whispers back, leaning in like it’s a grand secret. “It’s fate, remember?”
You roll your eyes, but your lips turned up a little.
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The day continues with shared trainings, computer setups, and endless introductions.
Every time you walk into a new room, you find him right there, same sweater, same energy, always grinning.
When someone points out your twinning in passing, Yunho strikes a mock heroic pose.
“We’re unstoppable!” he whispers, giving you an exaggerated thumbs-up before a laugh escapes him. You sighed but can’t hide the smile tugging at your lips.
Later, when you reach for the printer at the same time, his hand brushes yours, and he immediately lifts it in mock horror. “Oh no, we’re even syncing our movements!”
You’re flustered, but he’s entirely too gleeful, eyes sparkling with playful mischief. “Seriously,” he adds, “this is the best first day ever.”
Even during lunch, he manages to sneak in small playful moments—pushing your chair out like a gentleman, stealing the last fry from your plate before offering it back with a wink, nudging your arm when a joke lands in the team chat.
Everywhere you turn, he’s just… there, a little chaotic, a lot warm, impossible not to notice.
By the afternoon, the entire office seems to have caught on.
A colleague snaps a photo of you two standing side by side with coffee mugs in hand, captioned:
“Matching Set #1: New Hire Edition.”
You groan, burying your face in your hands.
Yunho? He laughs so loudly that a few senior staff peek over their monitors.
Then he leans in, whispering, “Don’t worry. You look amazing. We make a good team, don’t we?”
You blink. “I… I don’t know if I should be mortified or grateful.”
“Both!” he insists with a grin. “That’s the beauty of it.”
During the last meeting of the day, the teasing continues in the group chat. Someone sends a GIF of two cartoon characters wearing matching outfits.
Yunho quietly sends a thumbs-up emoji to you, and you feel the tiniest warmth in your chest.
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By the end of the day, most of the staff had gone home.
You and Yunho linger, finishing up setup tasks for tomorrow.
The office is quieter now, the harsh buzz of fluorescent lights replaced with the soft hum of computers.
He nudges your shoulder lightly as you reach for a stack of folders. “We survived day one,” he says, his grin softer now, playful but somehow comforting.
“You make it look too easy,” you admit, tugging your sweater sleeve nervously.
He laughs, a low, easy sound, then leans against the desk beside you. “I’m just… lucky to have a matching buddy. Makes this whole new-job thing less scary.”
His words hit differently when it’s just the two of you. Underneath the teasing, there’s a sincerity that makes your chest warm.
You glance at him, and he’s still smiling that wide, golden grin—like he’s entirely unaware of the effect he has on you.
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When the day finally ends, you grab your bag and head toward the elevator.
Yunho appears beside you, naturally in step. You notice the same stride, the same careful timing—it’s ridiculous, but it feels… right.
“You coming out for coffee later?” he asks casually, eyes sparkling with the same mischief from the morning.
You pause, smiling despite yourself. “I might.”
“Good,” he says, voice playful but full of warmth.
“And if we accidentally match again tomorrow, I’m taking it as a sign we’re meant to be.”
You roll your eyes, but your heart flutters. “We’ll see.”
Stepping out into the cool evening air, you can’t help but glance at him. His grin catches the light of the streetlamps, golden and bright, as he waves at you.
And for some reason, it doesn’t feel like a coincidence at all.
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Over the next week, the “matching” becomes a running joke between the two of you.
Coffee runs, shared lunches, minor office errands—all moments filled with laughter, teasing, and Yunho’s relentless golden retriever energy.
You notice how he notices little things about you.
The way you take your coffee, the pens you favor, the folders you always mix up.
He teases, yes, but there’s a quiet attentiveness there, a playful care that makes the office feel smaller, warmer.
By Friday, when someone comments again about the “matching duo,” you don’t feel embarrassed at all.
You glance at Yunho, and he winks.
“See?” he whispers. “Fate.”
You can’t help but laugh, shaking your head, but the warmth lingers.
Maybe it’s fate. Or maybe it’s just the perfect accidental start to a friendship… or something more.
And with Yunho’s grin beside you, you’re happy either way.
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© lcvejjoong, 2025
"the co-captain's muse" || kang yeosang || one-shot
| genre: fluff. slice of life. athlete!yeosang. IT-athletics!reader | mentions: visit in the office. yeosang being anxious. cameo of mingi; wooyoung, yunho, seonghwa!boss, hongjoong as the captain of the basketball team, and then jongho as the intern.
words: 7.2k
It was a Wednesday morning. You were halfway through your brunch, leg propped up, your arm resting over it as your eyes stayed glued to your phone, completely immersed in the latest episode of the drama you’d been following since it first aired, when suddenly, your screen froze with an incoming call. Right at the best part.
“What the hell?!” you muttered, snatching a napkin to wipe your hands before sitting up properly. The number flashing on your screen was unfamiliar; you don't remember giving your phone number randomly, though it could be a scammer, but something inside you tells you that it's not just any scam.
With a frown, you shifted near the balcony, where the signal was best, and answered on the third ring, pressing the phone to your ear.
“Hello?”
A woman’s voice came through after a brief pause. “Hi, good morning. This is from KQ University’s HR Department. I’m calling regarding your application form. You applied for an IT position, correct?”
Your eyes widened. Quickly glancing at your calendar—crowded with circles and markings from months of sending applications and attending interviews—you remembered. Yes. KQ University. You had submitted your resume three months ago when you’d heard about an opening.
Clearing your throat, you replied, “Yes, ma’am. I applied there three months ago.”
“Alright, that’s noted. Well, I’m calling because our Athletics Office is currently in need of an IT personnel. You’re one of the shortlisted candidates, and we’d like to ask if you’d be willing to work for that department instead?”
Your father’s voice suddenly echoed in your head, reminding you of the advice he had given about your first job. Nodding instinctively, you smacked your forehead at the realization she couldn’t see you. “Yes, I would accept that.”
“Good to know,” she continued. “One more thing—are you available today for an interview? Let’s say… at 2 p.m.?”
Your eyes darted to the clock. Almost noon. The commute to the university alone was roughly thirty minutes. Panic stirred—what if you were late? What if you showed up unprepared and made a terrible first impression?
You bit your lip. Every part of you wanted to ask for a reschedule because you will need to look for your ID and other requirements, plus what you would say in the interview. But another thought pushed back. This was a callback. That was already a good sign. They needed IT support urgently—another good sign. And maybe, just maybe, they were looking for someone exactly like you.
Sure, there was a chance you could mess it up. But wasn’t that always the case?
You shake your head no. This time, you weren’t going to let hesitation win. If the job was meant for you, it would be yours. And if not? Then something else would come. Maybe better.
You sucked in a deep breath. “Yes, ma’am, I’m available. I’ll be there at 2 p.m. Thank you!”
Out of the five candidates gathered that day, you were easily the most nervous. Each of them introduced themselves—graduates from different courses, armed with experience that clearly impressed the panel. Compared to them, you felt small. Just a recent graduate. Barely any real work history. Partial experience at best.
That was always where you lost your footing: experience versus potential.
When it was finally your turn, you entered the room and sat down in the chair in front of the interviewer. The interviewer’s eyes skimmed through your resume before the questions began. You answered as best as you could—with honesty, with integrity, with the kind of sincerity only someone hungry for their first chance could carry. Some of your answers earned nods, even a smile, and that made you breathe a little easier.
But still, doubt lingered. Was it enough?
When the interview ended, the interviewer stood, offering you a polite smile. You thanked them, bowing slightly before stepping aside to make room for the next candidate.
As you walked down the corridor, your chest loosened for the first time all day. It was a huge relief—like the biggest hurdle of applying for a job had just been cleared. Now, all that was left was the waiting.
It’s always the waiting game.
And here you were again, trapped in your own thoughts, overthinking every little detail of the interview, so much so that you didn’t even notice the group of athletes jogging your way for their warm-up. They dodged you one by one, calling out for you to move or get out of the way, but you were far too lost in your head to hear them.
Until the last teammate.
He was also not present in mind as he was declared the new co-captain of the team. He is nervous to say, he didn't know anything about being the co-captain, nor the principles of it.
Neither of you had time to react before you collided, your forehead knocking against his chin. The impact startled you, making your hand clutch at his shirt for balance as his arm steadied you by the upper back.
Blinking rapidly, you chuckle awkwardly. “I—I am so sorry, sir. I wasn’t looking where I was going.”
You tilted your head up to meet his eyes, and your breath was caught in your throat. For a second, the world tilted. He’s beautiful. Too beautiful. The kind of beauty that made you wonder if Aphrodite herself had carved him into existence or birthed him.
He chuckled, a deep, resonant sound that vibrated through your fingertips where they rested against his chest. You dropped your hand instantly, flustered, and he let his fall as well.
“That’s fine,” he said smoothly, lips curling into a smile, “but I wouldn’t mind bumping into you again.”
Your brain stuttered, your heart skipped, and all you could do was stare in confused silence. He nodded toward the corridor you had just come from. “You just came out of Boss Park’s office, right? Interview?”
You managed a small nod, adjusting your bag on your shoulder. “Yeah, I did.”
He grinned, giving you a playful salute before jogging backward and a step to the side. “Then I’ll see you around.” And just like that, he turned, sprinting to catch up with the rest of his team before disappearing around the corner.
You stayed rooted in place, replaying the moment over and over in your mind, still dizzy from the accidental intimacy. His words. His laugh. That adoring smile. And most of all, the tiny birthmark near his eye, like a constellation perfectly placed to ruin you forever.
“Good morning. This is KQ University HR. Congratulations! You have been hired as the new IT Assistant in the Athletics Department. Please visit our office to receive the list of requirements you need to submit. Thank you.”
That morning began with the kind of news that made your heart leap. You were half-awake when your phone buzzed, and the message glowed on the screen.
You didn’t even think twice. Throwing the blanket off of you as you jumped out of bed, bolted to your parents’ room, and dove straight onto their sleeping forms. Both of them jolted awake at your weight crashing down.
“What is it, dear?” your mom mumbled, voice groggy. Grinning so wide your cheeks hurt, you crushed them into a hug. “I got hired!”
Your parents erupted into cheers, pulling you close to them. Their joy made you laugh, the sound light and free. After weeks—months—of ghosted applications and endless waiting, this moment felt like you had finally won.
By the time you passed your requirements and started your first day, the nerves had been replaced with quiet pride. Your role was simple as an IT assistant in the Athletics Department. Data encoding. Student profiles. Nothing glamorous, nothing dramatic—just honest work.
But your office window had an unexpected perk: a full view of the university’s basketball court. Settling at your desk, fingers tapping at Excel, you heard the first squeak of sneakers against polished wood. Your eyes drifted to the wide glass window, catching the athletes running drills below.
“They will be here for training,” a voice piped up. It was Jongho, the marketing department intern, who had also been hired that same day as you. He leaned back in his chair, stretching. “So don’t be surprised if this whole place gets really noisy.”
You nodded, curious. “Will they also come here later for their last screening?”
Jongho nodded, already flipping through folders. “Yeah, expect more than a dozen to show up asking to update their details.”
You chuckled softly, already preparing your spreadsheet while Jongho organized expense reports for the team’s upcoming needs. And right on cue, heavy footsteps thundered down the hallway. The door swung open, half the team spilling into the office, their voices filling the space like a rushing tide.
You straightened in your seat, fingers ready on the keyboard. Jongho grabbed his pen. It was only your first day—but already, the rhythm of the athletics department was pulling you into its orbit.
One by one, the athletes came through until the last two members of the team walked in. That was when your stomach gave a tiny lurch—because one of them was the man you bumped into yesterday. He slid into the chair every player had used to double-check their details, casual and confident, like he belonged there. When you glanced at the screen, your heart skipped.
Kang Yeosang. Co-Captain.
Your pulse tapped out a nervous rhythm, but you forced your voice steady. “Are your details all good? No errors or anything that need fixing?”
Yeosang leaned closer to glance at the screen, and you swore your lungs forgot how to work. He smelled faintly of strong perfumes and something sharp—like mint. His gaze lingered a fraction longer than necessary before he nodded, that playful smirk tugging at his lips.
“Yep, it’s all good, ma’am.”
You hit save, fingers moving too fast on the keyboard, almost fumbling. He stood, and you watched from the corner of your eye as he joined his captain. Instead of leaving immediately, Yeosang leaned lazily against your senior’s desk, arms crossed, but his eyes? They kept flicking back to you—quick, subtle glances that made your ears heat.
And then, before walking out the door, he lifted two fingers to his forehead and gave you another salute.
“See you around.” The door shut, leaving you frozen in place until the weight of several eyes burned into your skin. Slowly, you peeked out from behind your monitor, only to find Jongho grinning at you like a cat who’d cornered its prey.
“Any… further details?” he asked, wiggling his brows in a teasing manner. You groaned, pouting as you chucked your plastic straw at him. “Don’t even start.” Jongho laughed under his breath, turning back to his work, but the teasing glint in his eyes told you this wouldn’t be the end of it.
And it wasn’t.
Always, there was some excuse. A missing clearance, a misplaced form, a detail he swore needed to be double-checked. And every time, Yeosang found his way into the office. What baffled you more wasn’t his persistence—it was that none of your seniors or co-workers seemed to mind. In fact, they encouraged it.
“Co-Captain’s just being responsible,” they’d say with suspiciously knowing smiles. Sometimes Jongho would nudge you when Yeosang walked in, murmuring, “Responsible, huh?”
You brushed it off, insisting it was just a coincidence. But then your boss noticed. Park Seonghwa was observant in a way that made it impossible to hide anything from him, not even Jongho trying to sneak out. It didn’t take long before he picked up on Yeosang’s habit of appearing at the most inconvenient times—midday, close to clock out, or even when no paperwork was pending.
So when Seonghwa caught the two of you in the hallway one afternoon—Yeosang leaning just a little too close while you clutched your clipboard—his lips curved into a knowing smirk. He didn’t interrupt, only flicked his eyes to his phone screen, scrolling through his calendar as if the universe had just given him the perfect opening.
Later that day, just as you were shutting down your computer, Seonghwa called you over. You walk towards his desk, adjusting your bag on your shoulder, "Yes, sir?"
“You’re clocking out already?” he asked, casual, but his smirk lingered.
“Yes, sir. Finished my tasks for today,” you replied politely. He hummed, pulling something out of his drawer before sliding a neatly printed paper across your desk. “Good. Then I have something for you." You took the paper and read the bold letter. It was not just a ticket, but along your name on an ID. A VIP ID. For the school's event. “Please join the staff for the team’s upcoming game. I’ll need you to document the event.”
Your eyes widened, finger pointing at you in disbelief. “Me? But… isn’t that usually handled by Sir Kim?”
“Oh, right.” His tone was deliberately light, too light. “Your senior took an absence for that day. So the opportunity falls to you.”
You didn’t miss the glint in his eye—the same one he wore when he’d caught Yeosang cornering you in conversation earlier. Though the offer is tempting, you remember you have other things to finish.
Lucky. That’s one word for it.
“And to be honest, the whole basketball team seems to be at ease that they have a nice side coach,” Seonghwa teased, leaning back in his chair. You shrug, not really making the whole thing big. “I was just there to double-check the new athletes.”
“But you gave them advice?”
You hesitated, remembering the way the players had asked for pointers. With your sports background, when you used to join games, small suggestions had slipped out naturally. “…Yeah, but it was nothing big.”
Seonghwa pointed at you with a knowing smile. “Small for you, maybe. But it made a big impact on them.”
His words lingered with you, even as your eyes drifted to the window. The team was making their last rounds of practice under the fading evening light, sneakers squeaking against the court floor.
Your thoughts were cut short by a last-minute call from the registrar, asking if you could retrieve some paperwork before heading home. You sighed, agreeing despite your body already begging for rest.
Seonghwa sighs, already planning to head home, “This is honestly torture. You can go home, I'll handle this..."
You shake your head, "No, no, sir. I got it." Without letting him reply, you place your bag back on your chair and you are out the door. Now here you were, arms stacked with heavy files, stopping every few steps to stop them from dropping. Tilting your head to peek past the mountain of papers, you didn’t notice the loose tile until your foot caught on it.
You stumbled. The files scattered like falling leaves, like your heart when you realize that this is the reality of working. And it is just three days in of you working. “Ah, shit,” you muttered, kneeling quickly to gather the pages one by one before they got stepped over or worse, flew off.
That’s when you heard the squeak of shoes, the quiet swish of a towel, and the clean scent of soap mixed with mint. A figure crouched beside you, strong hands stacking the papers neatly.
“Yeosang?” You blinked at him, surprised. His hair was damp, beads of water still clinging to his temple, the towel slung casually around his neck. His bag hung over one shoulder. He looked like he’d just stepped out of practice—and into your mess.
“Hey, I got this. You should go home and rest,” you insisted, trying to take the papers, but he just pulled them away from you.
He scoffed lightly. “Yeah, but shouldn’t you be out now? It’s 6:30. Way past office hours.”
You shook your head. “Part of my agreement with the boss. If work needs me, I stay.”
Yeosang sighed, but said nothing more. Instead, he gathered more papers than you managed; the stack balanced effortlessly in his hands. The two of you walked back to the office together, his quiet presence oddly grounding. Inside, you gestured to your cluttered desk. “You can just leave them there, thanks.”
Seonghwa must have already left by the time you returned with the paperwork. Seonghwa’s desk sat in the corner, his computer shut down, his lamp turned off. The only light came from the fluorescent glow above you, buzzing faintly in the silence.
He placed the stack carefully, noticing how your desk was already half-buried in similar files. You caught the reluctant look on his face, the way his eyes lingered like he wanted to argue.
Instead, he stood by the doorway, one hand on the frame. “What time will you be home?”
You glanced at the papers, then back at him. “…When I’ve finished at least half of these.” You knew it was unlikely, but sorting through them tonight meant an easier morning tomorrow.
Yeosang’s jaw flexed, as though holding back words, yet at the end, he nodded. “Fine. But please… rest.”
You gave him a tired smile. “I will.” The door clicked shut behind him, leaving the office quiet once more. Only the hum of the fluorescent lights kept you company as you sank into your chair.
But when the long hand struck the number, your head was already buried in the papers, sleep finally winning after you’d fought it for the past 2 hours. You told yourself you’d leave soon—everything was already sorted, after all.
“Just a power nap…” you mumbled, before drifting off.
Meanwhile, Yeosang was walking back across campus with two sets of dinner in one hand and drinks balanced in the other. As he neared your office door, he ran into Mang Lito, the school’s janitor. He was already working as the janitor in their department when Yeosang was still in grade school.
Now that Yeosang is nearing the end of his college years, Mang Lito couldn't help but feel emotional seeing his son in school all grown up. So Yeosang knows he won't be reported when Mang Lito is around.
“Oh, ijo, why are you still here?” Mang Lito asked, his accent thick but warm. Yeosang's eyes sparkle as he sees the man walking towards him. Yeosang lifted the takeout bag, smiling faintly. “Just… visiting someone.”
Mang Lito leaned sideways, catching a glimpse through the glass. There was a small gap in your office door, and your figure slumped over the desk. His eyes sparkled as he realized something, he wiggled his brows. “Aigoo, Yeosang-ah, you are now a man.”
“Ah, stop it, Mang Lito,” Yeosang groaned, cheeks warming as he hurried to open the door. “Get home safe.”
The janitor chuckled all the way down the hall, head shaking, leaving Yeosang to step into the quiet room. The only sounds were the hum of the air conditioner and your soft, steady snores.
He set the food down on the pantry table, shaking his head with a smile. 'She’s drooling, isn’t she?' Sure enough, a faint glimmer on your chin and the small pool on the table, confirmed it. A small laugh escaped him before he crouched beside you, brushing a hand gently over your hair.
“Hey, sleepyhead,” he whispered, voice warm. “Didn’t I tell you to go home?”
The sudden touch jolted you awake. In a panic, you swiped at your chin, trying to pretend nothing happened, but Yeosang was already laughing.
“Too late,” he teased, stepping back. “Already saw it. Come on, eat with me if you’re okay.”
You groaned, squeezing your eyes shut in embarrassment before grabbing a napkin to wipe your chin and the corner of your mouth, then using another to wipe your desk. As you got up, you caught your reflection in the mirror by the wall—hair mussed, cheeks flushed, and a little crease on your face from where you’d leaned on your arm.
When you walked into the pantry after washing up and making yourself look presentable, Yeosang had already set the table, unpacking the food he’d ordered with neat precision. Your eyes immediately skimmed over the food—still warm, smelling far too good to resist.
“Did you leave to buy food?” you asked, tilting your head.
Yeosang only shrugged, a sly smile tugging at his lips. “Maybe…”
You raised a brow, sliding into the chair opposite him. “Yeosang…” you dragged out his name suspiciously.
He leaned forward, resting his chin on one hand as the corners of his mouth quirked higher. “What? Is it a crime to feed someone who clearly forgets they’re human when they work?”
Rolling your eyes, you picked up the chopsticks, but your lips betrayed you with a faint smile. “You’re ridiculous.”
“And you’re stubborn,” he shot back, his tone softer this time, grabbing his own chopsticks and taking a bite. “So I had to make sure you’d actually eat.”
You froze mid-bite, eyes flickering up to meet his. He wasn’t teasing anymore. His gaze held yours just long enough to make your pulse quicken before he leaned back as if he hadn’t just disarmed you in one sentence.
The quiet stretched between you. The air smelled of grilled meat and mashed potatoes, the faint hum of the air conditioner the only background noise. You found yourself sneaking glances at him while chewing, the way his damp hair still clung slightly to his forehead, the way his broad shoulders relaxed now that he was off the court.
“Thanks,” you finally murmured, swallowing your food as you looked up at him. “For this. You didn’t have to.”
Yeosang looked up, chopsticks paused halfway. For a heartbeat, he just studied you, expression unreadable. Then, with that same easy smile, “I told you—I wouldn’t mind bumping into you again.”
Your breath caught in your throat, remembering the first time he said those words. You quickly looked down at your food, ears warming.
Yeosang chuckled under his breath, satisfied at your reaction, before reaching across the table to slide one of the drinks closer to you. “Eat more. You’ll need it if you’re going to survive this department.”
Four days later, the day of the big game finally arrived. You were tidying up your desk, dressed in a dry-fit shirt with the school’s logo on the chest and the word STAFF printed boldly across the back. Joggers and running shoes completed the look is comfortable, practical, and ready for the long day ahead.
A knock at the door made you glance up. Jongho leaned casually against the frame, dressed in the same uniform. His lips curved into a teasing grin, “Ready, Miss Muse?”
You let out a chuckle at the nickname, slinging your bag over your shoulder as you flicked off the lights. “Yes. And stop calling me that.”
Jongho only shrugged, though his smile betrayed him. “Can’t help it. The team’s already adopted it.”
When the two of you stepped off the elevator into the basement, the waiting vans and mini-buses were filled with noise. The moment the players spotted you, a chorus erupted, “It’s Miss Muse! Aye, we’re gonna win!”
Your jaw dropped as they rushed to surround you, chanting and circling like kids hyped on sugar. You could only laugh at their antics until the coach barked, “Yah, enough! Keep it up and none of you are stepping on that court!”
Instant silence. The players scattered in all directions, leaving you blinking in disbelief before bursting into laughter. From across the lot, Seonghwa stood with arms crossed and a knowing smile. “Told you they needed you here.”
Shaking your head, you joined your department as everyone began boarding the vans, the bus. Your cheeks already ached from smiling, “At least that gave them a little boost,” you muttered as you slid into the back seat.
Jongho plopped down beside you, scoffing. “A little? More like each of them just got handed a whole bucket of energy.”
You playfully smacked Jongho’s arm, lips tugging into a grin.
“Oh, stop it, will you? You’ve been teasing me since you got here.”
He only leaned back, smug as ever. “Get used to it. We’re both getting absorbed into this school anyway. Might as well become regulars on this thing.”
The two of you shared a laugh because, deep down, you knew he was probably right. Especially after Seonghwa, unable to hold his tongue, had already blurted out how well you and Jongho had been performing in the office. That little slip had practically stamped a green light over your stay.
By the time the vans pulled into the arena’s lot, your stomach twisted. Rows of buses and cars from other universities filled every corner, the atmosphere buzzing with competition. You weren’t even a player, but the nervous rush still hit you—like you were about to play too.
The team filed inside, and you followed to the back corridors until you reached your school’s designated locker room. Players immediately claimed their corners, stretching or resting in silence before warm-ups.
Your eyes caught on Yeosang almost instantly. Even back at the school basement earlier, you had noticed he was quieter than usual, withdrawn from the team’s laughter. Now, he sat off to the side, hunched slightly as he yanked at his shoelaces—pulling them a little too hard. You frowned, but before you could step closer, Mingi strolled by, leaning down to murmur something. Whatever it was made Yeosang pause, his shoulders easing as he loosened the laces again.
“Come on, let’s find our seats,” Jongho nudged gently, recognizing that the team needed their space.
You nodded, eyes still on Yeosang before you looked away, trailing him out of the room and into the hallway. A wave of cold air immediately wrapped around you, sharp enough to make you shiver. Then came the roar—the blaring music, the booming announcer’s voice, the dizzy sweep of spotlights flashing across the polished court. The arena pulsed with energy, every sound amplified, every light too bright.
Taking your seat just behind the players’ chairs, you let yourself breathe it in—the noise, the nerves, the anticipation of what was about to unfold.
The lights dimmed, and the arena erupted as both teams poured onto the court. The crowd’s cheers vibrated through the stands, banners waving, drums echoing, voices clashing. You stood, clapping as your school’s players jogged to their coach, who was already barking out assignments for the first quarter.
Your eyes, however, found Yeosang again. While the rest of the team huddled together, he lingered a step away, rolling his shoulders in quiet warm-ups, the isolation around him louder than the arena itself. Jongho, seated beside you, caught it too. He leaned close, his voice pitched low beneath the blare of the speakers, “Something happen?” His gaze flicked toward Yeosang.
You shook your head quickly. “No, nothing much. Aside from bringing me food and walking me home.”
Jongho raised a brow. “And did you actually talk after that?”
“We did,” you admitted, eyes tracing the crease of Yeosang’s brows as he stretched, “but today he seems… off.” The two of you exchanged a look, but before either could say more, the buzzer wailed and the referee tossed the ball into the air. The court came alive.
Hongjoong leapt first, tipping the ball into your team’s hands. The play was sharp and immediate—Hongjoong passed down to Mingi, who pivoted with practiced ease and nailed a clean three-pointer. The crowd roared. You were already on your feet, clapping and shouting, “Nice Mingi!”
Momentum shifted quick. The opposing team charged forward, cutting through defenders until they aimed straight for your hoop—but Yeosang was there. He surged upward, blocking the shot, though the ball ricocheted out of bounds.
You sucked in a breath, shoulders tight. Jongho did the same beside you, his exhale heavy, “Damn,” he muttered, leaning back, “Yeosang-hyung needs a little of your medicine.”
You shot him a glare. “Shut it, Jongho.”
Yeosang had always been the team’s reliable MVP, even before stepping up as co-captain. But he hadn’t been chosen just for his skill—his senior had entrusted him to be the voice that would rally the team, the drive that pushed them forward. And yet… tonight, every movement of his, carried the weight of doubt, like he feared he wasn’t enough to carry that role.
"Yeosang must be pressured to be the co-captain."
"What's their role anyway?" You ask, glancing at Jongho. He sighs, "I mean, I was once a co-captain too, so like we have to be always present, to take action for the team. It's similar to a captain. You get to be his right hand to help him out, but he ..." nodding at Yeosang. You took a quick look at him.
"... he must be pressured to think he can't be the good co-captain his senior saw in him."
The whistle blew for a quick timeout. You leaned forward instinctively as the boys came off the court, palms outstretched to meet their high-fives. Each one slapped your hand with sweat-slick determination before collapsing onto the bench. When Yeosang reached you, he offered only the faintest tap of his hand against yours before sitting, shoulders heavy.
The players panted hard, jerseys clinging to their skin, but their eyes burned with fire. The coach crouched low in front of them, voice steady, outlining the next strategy. Yet your gaze lingered on Yeosang—quiet, withdrawn, his towel loose in his lap.
You leaned back in your seat, rubbing your arms as another blast of the air conditioner swept across the stands. Goosebumps prickled your skin, looking at Jongho, who seem not be affected by the coldness of the arena, he sits perfectly fine.
Stuttering, "Aren't you cold?"
He only shrugs, "I'm used to this." Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Yeosang glance over his shoulder from the bench. For a moment, you thought he’d look away again—but instead, he stood, grabbing his jacket that was hanging on the bench, and handed it to you without a word.
Your eyes widened. You hesitated, then took it, clutching the warmth against yourself. The crowd erupted in playful cheers at the interaction, whistles and teasing shouts rippling through the arena. Jongho caught your eye with a squinty, knowing grin, which only made you bury your face deeper into Yeosang’s jacket to hide the heat in your cheeks.
The game surged on. Yeosang’s performance, however, seemed caught in the same storm of unluckiness—close shots slipping past the rim, passes stolen before reaching their mark. The scoreboard climbed higher and higher, the tension with it, until finally, in the last crucial minutes, the coach called him back onto the court.
"Go Yeosang!" You cheered. He took his place beside Kai. The ball moved fast, sneakers squealing against the polished floor. Then, in a swift turn, Yeosang caught the ball in his hands. You held your breath as he stepped back, lined the shot, and released—only to watch the ball bounce off the rim. His jaw clenched, frustration carved sharp across his face.
The referee’s whistle shrilled. Time out.
Yeosang stumbled to the bench, hunched over, chest heaving, sweat dripping down his jaw. You tightened your hold on his jacket, worry gnawing in your chest. From the clips you’d seen, Yeosang had always been a deadly outside shooter—confident, precise, the player everyone counted on. But tonight, something was wrong. Tonight, he looked like a man fighting ghosts no one else could see.
Hongjoong leaned closer, whispering something only Yeosang could hear. For a moment, Yeosang didn’t respond, his shoulders heavy, his eyes fixed on the court as if the ground itself mocked him. Then, without warning, he rose from the bench and strode toward the back exit of the arena.
The bench fell silent. The team exchanged startled looks. And you—still wrapped in his jacket—felt your heart jolt, torn between staying rooted in place or following after him.
A nudge from Jongho pulled you out of your thoughts. When you turned, he tilted his chin toward the tunnel where Yeosang had disappeared, his expression saying more than words ever could: go after him.
Your feet were moving before you even thought twice.
The back corridors were dim and quiet, the roar of the arena muffled into a distant hum. The air felt heavy, carrying the contrast between the adrenaline outside and the stillness in here. You searched until you found him—sitting in the lounge of your university’s assigned room, shoulders hunched, sweat still dripping down his temples.
You knocked lightly against the doorframe. “May I?”
He didn’t look at you right away, only nodded reluctantly. You crossed the room and sat beside him, close enough to feel the tension radiating off his frame.
“I’m sorry,” he finally muttered, voice rough, guilt weighing every syllable. Your brows furrowed. “Why are you apologizing?”
“I—” His hand gestured vaguely toward himself, then out toward the court, but the words stuck. You didn’t need him to finish—you already understood.
“I just... I don’t want to disappoint the whole team.”
Your chest tightened, shaking your head. “You’re not disappointing anyone, Yeosang.”
That made him turn to you. His eyes were glassy, shimmering with tears he tried to hold back. “You don’t get it. Out there, right now, recruiters from the NBA are watching. Anyone could get scouted tonight. And because I’m co-captain, the spotlight is on me. Every damn move I make is magnified, and instead of rising to it—I’m cracking under it.” His voice broke at the edges, frustration tangled with fear.
For the first time, you truly saw the weight he carried. The title of co-captain wasn’t just an honor—it was a burden, one he hadn’t asked for but couldn’t escape.
You met his gaze, steady and firm. “We’re never fully prepared for everything life throws at us, but we can be ready for anything. Maybe that’s what your senior wanted you to remember when he trusted you with that role.”
His breathing slowed. His eyes searched yours, as if your words were peeling back the storm inside him. The intensity softened, something vulnerable giving way to something new. Then, his gaze flickered—down to your lips, then back up to your eyes.
A smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Now I get why they call you the muse.”
The sudden shift in tone caught you off guard. Your stomach fluttered, but you forced a scoff, pushing up to your feet and tossing his jacket onto his lap.
"For a minute, I really thought it was because of me. You got pressured because new eyes were on you." Yeosang frowns at your words. He leaned back on his chair, but still maintaining eye contact with you, "I wouldn't do that."
“Yeah? Then get back out there and prove it or else...” His eyes widened in surprise at you, and that smirk grew into a full, radiant grin—the kind that lit his entire face.
Back in the benches, you sat down beside Jongho, who glanced at Yeosang standing tall among his teammates. Jongho’s eyes flickered between the two of you, suspicion quietly rising. “Something happened?” he asked, his tone low, almost probing.
You inhaled deeply, eyes never leaving Yeosang. He looked different now—focused, sharper than before, yet still carrying that heavy weight of expectation that threatened to drag him under. Your lips curved faintly, though your chest ached with the same nervousness you’d been holding all game.
“Just watch,” you whispered, voice steady despite the thundering of your heartbeat. Jongho blinked, confused, but he only nodded, leaning back as the buzzer signaled the final quarter. The tension in the gym was thick, almost suffocating.
On the court, it didn’t look promising at first. Yeosang’s first shot rimmed out again, and the groan of the crowd echoed like a warning bell. His next pass came a beat too late, letting the opponents intercept. Each missed chance seemed to weigh heavier, frustration written in the furrow of his brows and the way his jaw clenched tighter with every mistake.
Then came Hongjoong’s call, “Yeosang!” His voice cut through the noise as he pushed the ball his way. For a heartbeat, hope surged—only for the opponent to swoop in and steal it clean. Gasps erupted in the arena, but before despair could settle, Kai lunged forward, body colliding with the opponent’s as he nudged the ball free. A whistle followed, sharp and punishing. The ref’s hand shot up.
Foul.
The entire team groaned, watching their rival line up for a free throw. Yeosang was on the side, panting as he watched the opponent square their shoulders and seal their free throw, which earned them a point. When the last free throw was about to occur, Yeosang prepared himself as Mingi took the ball and passed it down to Kai.
The scoreboard glared harshly: the opponents were now ahead by five points. One wrong move and the game would slip away. Your stomach twisted with nerves, yet beneath the anxiety, you clung to one truth—you believed in these boys.
Then, across the court, Yeosang’s gaze flickered to where you sat. Even in the chaos of the game, his eyes found yours. Your breath hitched as you followed his every movement, heart racing with both fear and hope. With a sharp inhale, he turned back to the game, tuning out everything but the pounding in his chest.
In the next second, his instincts kicked in—Yeosang lunged forward, stealing the ball cleanly from the opponent’s hands. The crowd roared, the sound vibrating in his ears, but he kept his focus, tossing the ball to Mingi, who leapt forward and nailed a three-pointer. The score tightened.
The opposing team scrambled, but Hongjoong was already strategizing, determination carved across his face. He dribbled past his defender, searching for an opening. Kai was blocked. Mingi was too far. And then—he saw him.
“Yeo!” Hongjoong’s voice cut sharply through the noise. Yeosang raised his hand, eyes locked, and the ball was passed his way. Now, the weight of the game sat in his hands. He stopped just outside the three-point line, the arc that could decide everything.
If he made it, they’d win by one. If he missed, it was over.
Doubt pricked at him, his muscles taut with hesitation. But then—your voice. Your words from the locker room, echoing in his head like a steady rhythm.
'We aren’t always prepared for everything, but we’re always ready for anything.'
His chest steadied. His grip firmed. He exhaled. And with that, Yeosang released the ball.
The entire arena fell into collective silence, every eye following the perfect spin of the ball as it cut through the air. Time seemed to slow—until the ball swished cleanly through the hoop.
The buzzer blared, and in an instant, the arena erupted. White confetti burst from the rafters, raining down like a storm of triumph. The crowd’s roar was deafening—students on their feet, voices shaking the walls with chants of celebration.
Yeosang’s teammates swarmed him, clapping his back, pulling him into embraces, shouting his name with pride. He was no longer the boy crumbling under pressure—he was the co-captain, the MVP, the one who sealed their win.
You were already on your feet, hand on your lips, caught between pride and disbelief, clapping and yelling his name. The moment your eyes met, your breath caught. Heat rushed to your face as you remembered your words in the lounge and the way he looked at you right after.
Yeosang’s eyes didn’t wander. The cheers faded into the background when he started moving. Slowly at first, letting his teammates slap his shoulders and holler. But each step brought him closer — not to the bench, not to the coach.
To you.
You exhaled shakily, leaning on the rail that separated the court from the benches. Your heart was pounding harder than it should, but you couldn’t move, couldn’t look away. When he reached you, his height made it easy for him to bend down; his hand came up, steady and warm against the back of your head.
With a similar smirk he gave you the first time you both met, his eyes search for yours, "How about that, huh? I just won."
You rolled your eyes, but a smile was on your lips, "You? maybe we."
Yeosang chuckles, closing the gap between you both, "Maybe." And then— without hesitation, without fear of the crowd, without caring about the spotlight— he crashed his lips onto yours. The crowd erupted again, louder than before.
All you felt was him. The heat of his lips, the press of his palm gently on the back of your head, the way he tilted his head to kiss you deeper with the intensity he played with— fierce, unshakable, claiming.
The crowd went insane. Louder than the buzzer, louder than the music, louder than the announcer screaming his name. Still, for you, it was silence, just the pounding of your heartbeat and the warmth of Yeosang’s grin when he finally pulled back, his forehead pressed to yours, breathless from both the game and the kiss, he whispered with a cocky smile, “Guess I just needed my muse."
The buzzer rang, sealing the victory. Your school’s side of the arena was thunderous, fans spilling cheers into every corner. You were still catching your breath from the kiss when Yeosang finally tore himself away, flashing you one last grin, placing his jacket around you before jogging back to his team, who practically engulfed him with claps, shouts, and laughter.
Your heart was still hammering when you sat down again, clutching Yeosang’s jacket to your chest as though it could steady the wild storm inside you. Jongho plopped down beside you, blinking hard as if trying to process what he just saw. “Wait—hold on—” He pointed at you, then at Yeosang, then back at you again, his voice cracking louder than he intended.
“What the hell was that?!” You shrank in your seat, your face burning hotter than the stadium lights.
“Jongho—”
“No, no, don’t ‘Jongho’ me. I just watched Yeosang-hyung kiss you in front of the entire arena!” His hand flailed in the air for emphasis, drawing a few amused looks from fans nearby, “Do you realize people probably recorded that? We’re gonna be on TikTok in five minutes!”
“Shut up,” you hissed, smacking Jongho’s arm, though your lips betrayed you—curling into a wide smile as your eyes remained fixed on Yeosang. He was laughing now, caught in the whirlwind of his teammates’ joy as they swarmed him, ruffling his hair until it stuck out in every direction. Then, in one seamless motion, they hoisted him onto their shoulders, their voices booming as the crowd’s cheers thundered through the arena.
The panel stepped forward with the gleaming trophy, and when it was pressed into Yeosang’s hands, he froze for just a heartbeat—staring at the weight of victory glinting under the bright lights. Then, with a sudden burst of pride, he lifted it high above his head. The roar that followed shook the entire court.
You leaned back against the bench, your chest swelling with something unexplainable, something warm.
Guessed he just needed his muse.
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