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i’m not like other girls. i don’t die when i’m killed
I have to hold it all, until I die.
Rainer Maria Rilke, from The Book of Images; “The Last of his Line,”
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Ones, twice, trice—— tapping, tapping till she’s coax off shallow slumber; stirred into drowsy wakeness; tapping, tapping still, then scraping, then knock, knock, knocking, not stopping even when she whines, grumble quietly —— it never did dawn too quickly, how it had been dainty hands that found its way into her window, that it had been raining, that it had been too deep in the night to be awake, realized only when she draws away from the warmth of her sheets and see her.
Judith stares at her visitor, hazy gaze blurry without aid. Should she open her windows ? No—— NO , yet she saunters over unlatched its locks; cold air entering, a wild animal ? a girl ? a friend ? welcomed regardless. She’s a NUN; wasn’t she suppose to welcome anyone anyway.
❝ Want to come in ? ❞
CONTINUED FROM HERE.
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒 , but she decides to be gracious . She tires of her messes that she has to clean after rageful fits . Sometimes , when she sleeps enough , she remembers a time when she was tender and biddable as a pup . “ Naturally. ” Miàoyì waits not for actual permission , swinging herself through the window . Lands wetly on the old floors . She looks like a corpse freshly brought up by the rain : her dark hair sticking and swirling against her pallid skin , eyes bloodshot. No warm radiates. But she never shivers . “ It’s coming , can’t you smell ? ” Miàoyì closes the window . “ I’ll keep it out. Since you let me in . And because it’s a rude , little shit who shouldn’t have sniffed around when I was having a good dream . ” Perfectly time , a strange and watery warbling from outside tears through the rainy night . The room rattles , the glass crackles , and Miàoyì rolls her eyes . “ What about you ? A sleepy baby , ey ? ”
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《athousandarms,
* 𝚇𝚄𝙴𝙺𝙾𝚄 / THE DEMON..
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‘ 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐈 𝐁𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃? Quite frankly, I’m unimpressed. ’
“ 𝐀𝐒 𝐈𝐅 𝐈𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 to impress children of rotten - milk. I’ll eat you, if you keep talking. ”
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《 empyream,
❝I’ll remember.❞ Their guilt a storm, a serpent with barbed scales and acid tongue; it lives in them, still——eating itself for all eternity inside their guts, leaving them lightheaded and miserable. No matter how many times they’d been cut, burnt, flayed, not one of their condemners had thought to pry them apart and pull it from them. It would have been the least they could do, sentencing an innocent person to the gallows time and again; did ah’Jhyen truly not deserve even the most minimum of mercy for themself? Look, even now they are all smiles and mirth——laughing, honey-sweet, at the boldness which Miàoyì wears like a second skin. (where eternity has made them docile, it made her bold; ah’Jhyen could almost be envious of it all.) ❝And all my lives are not exactly the same, but… ah. How history loves to repeat itself.❞ Another peal of laughter, quieter than the last. (nothing about their life is funny, but it was better than crying, than tearing out one’s own hair.) ❝I try not to be the centerpiece of all these stories, but, it seems fate has a horrid sense of humor or an awful taste of who ought to be in charge.❞ Head lulls to the side, their stare warm like a lover’s. ❝Have you ever had an affair?❞
𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐖𝐋𝐒 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌, claims a spot close enough to knock her head gently against theirs. “ You think too much, ” she sighs, as if she knows what gruesome flashes dance through their mind. Sometimes, when she arrives late, she watches the injustice. She weeps. She remembers everything too. “ Disappointing but not surprising. The Han believed in cosmic cycles . . . We’re stuck, ehn ? ” The woman wraps her arms around them now, twists a golden lock of hair around her finger like a cat with string. “ Before you go this time, why not be a muse ? You always have those weepy, martyr eyes the Milanese love to paint. ” Rare for her to ever leave the east, but she trails along the old Silk Road to where the Romans once curled up like a wolf pack. They had been long gone. The empire traded for cities. The art is beautiful, she admits that much, keeping pictures folded in her ragged clothes, her hiding holes where she buries some treasure. “ No one will ever know the muse, even when her face beautifies the mansions. You would be safe. ”
“ --------- Yes. ” The woman is honest and shameless. But her nose wrinkles, as though remembering something small and bothersome and worth no accord. The reminder of an itch. “ It passes the time when they try to kill me, steal my secrets but it’s been three - hundred years since I’ve ‘ died ’. The children of man grow feebler every generation. But that’s not important. I am waiting for my true love to return. ” There she is : Yú the Beauty ! Her ruby - rich eyes shine and shimmer, bright and wet as pomegranate seeds. For a silver, a flash, she is young and full - faced ; the moon in rapture. She squeezes ah’Jhyen tighter. “ I hate humans, but he will be among them. So here I am, pretending and pretending . . . You can call me stupid. ”
《 yuediyin,
“ well of course not!! i feel that you think a bit too cynically; we work in teams for the very purpose of preventing the worse case from happening. can’t you have a bit of faith in me? surely, studying will help conversationally, but surely not when we have more pressing matters. ”
“ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃 ------ the planet has long become a pus-festering wound, and I am just waiting for it to die. And you are here, sipping tea with killers and demons . . . . t’sh, I suppose that’s what they ought to be doing to lull you so they can run rampant. I have no more faith in you than I did in humans two - thousand years ago. ”
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LET NOTHING HARBOR IN MY CHEST. MAY I RELEASE IN LOUD & CONTINUE TO CONJURE. MAY I HATE & HURT WITH ALL MY LOVE. MAY I FURY. MAY I BURN. MAY I BURN. MAY YOU SEE IT.
Kiki Nicole, from “A Lot To Be Mad About,” published in Recenter Press
empyream .
They made no remark in regards to humanity, nor allow their countenance to betray any one emotion. They could agree on the ignorance and hatred which seemed to readily brew, but then that saintly nature of theirs would compel them to forgive (and spin excuses) for the same people who’d martyred them—made an example of them by leaving them a weeping, bleeding mess upon the dirtied roads. These very same people who condemned them, thought them a witch, would always then gather their shining, godly blood into their hands and sell it to noblemen as gold. And still, still, ah’Jhyen does not hold them in contempt; still does not find it right to agree with their friend. ❝I never minded small houses, so long as they had windows to the outside.❞ (they make no mention of god; his blood and screams still too familiar——refusing to be forgotten.) ❝I hope you’ve been mindful of your own health as well?❞ It’s spoken in teasing, their eyes narrowing in a rare display of impish playfulness.
“ 𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 . . . I am the same, always. ” Beautiful and undying ------ the bitter envy of every wiseman who cursed the day she came. They had tried their whole lives to be good and righteous, looking down on women like wretched little pets. “ I cut my hair, ” she rubs the ends of her short bangs between her fingers. “ Do you like, ah ? A hunter came for my neck, and his knife was good and sharp. ” Not a terrible change. It makes her look younger. “ No stories for me ? Do you live the same life over and over again ? Eating, breathing, and dying in whatever shit - hole you happen last ? ” Miàoyì remains stretched across the floor, languid and sweet as a cat in sunlight. “ You should stay dead, ” she tut-tuts her tongue, not unkindly. Death is a sweet sort of sleep : one for which she’s made no secret of yearning. “ What’s the point of coming back ? ” There’s already an answer. Golden-haired and golden-hearted, quick to forgive. And she, of night and moon, can only shake her head and frown and fret over this one. That’s why she keeps coming back, sniffs about to find the latest body for which ah’Jhyen carries. “ Go out and have an affair ! ” Miàoyì laughs, a dry and disused sound. “ No one remembers after a hundred years. Usually. ”
kamishiwoe .
‘ 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒, to know that they hold sharp sharp teeth. I would come but my flesh is rotten and dull, you would likely die from consuming my body. ’
“ 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄 ? Dying , pickled things are delectable, and rotten fruit is always the sweetest. Stop this sheep-skinned nonsense, if you know the shape of our teeth. You eat these humans ? T’sh ! All for the better. ”
orgiri .
𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 . smile cracks in full , a crescent moon bathing in the darkness of her mouth , devouring lilies and snakes alike . they tumble in her prickled throat , sinking into blood as she leans close , closer ——— her breath mingling into that silk darkness of the consort ’ s hair . “ hush , now . ” a cooing sneer , as soft as twilight . “ perhaps she lingers around you because you are her favorite . squirm too much and i may lose her scent , and it will be your life in danger when she comes back for you . ” but she knows , she knows that scent all too well . she has always been a hound , trained to sniff an inkling of blood , and here , there is much too many drops to be called human . “ you may take care of yourself as you please , but it is my understanding that a consort , as vivid and most treasured as this , should not have to lift even a finger to move her disheveled hair from her own face . allow me , to snuff out that misery that leaves her smell all over you . ” and she too , reaches , brushes that hair that lingers in front of the woman ’ s eyes , a smile as motherly and tender as daybreak peaking on her pale face as she steps away . “ yes , let ’ s venture off —— certainly our master is worried about what became of her beloved ‘ yu the beauty . ’ ”
“ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑’𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒 are but wisps of smoke. You’re here. ” And you’re the worst devil - bitch of them all. She presses wholly against the demon-slayer, smelling the vile blood on her and reveling in the warm flesh and hard leather-pieces of armor. If only a bite would not cost her life. “ Indeed, you must care for me . . . If I should die ------ these man-eaters spurred on by a single stray strand of hair ------ then the oni win. ” She smiles, poised as a white porcelain vase, foolish as a pup as to not know the gravity of her words. “ My lord surely means not to fail, though I can only imagine how weary you’ve become. ” Humans out-do the demons, always. Why else do these creatures hide, deluding themselves as so superior, when they cannot see past their own toes. At least this human --- this Minamoto no Raikō --- could see up to the tip of her long sword. Miàoyì hops over the spilled guts. Her belly moves, an illusion of breathing, but she does not care take a whiff of the room. Even demons shit. “ This way . . . I think I hear it ------ all the snakes and all the babes. ” After a beat, she adds with a troubled sigh, “ we must save them. ”
accidentally went and got myself killed yesterday but god wont let me die so im back