lewdovika things .
she’s ‘ benevolent ’ , but consider pagan benevolence rather than the modern holy connotation that kind of lingers in our background . maybe to a modern audience , old pagan benevolence is eerie , but that kind of benevolence is considered natural for what it is . she’s a product of the last god alive that was subsequently created by a frenzy of gods of different pantheons and areas intermingling in a struggle to keep gods alive on earth , hence the mixed background . by all means she is not a god , but something divine . however all that power and divinity has faded substantially over time with her deaths . she’s barely really anything now aside from a faint glow next to the ‘real thing’ . idk how to stress this enough , she is a sentient plant .
literally has a 2 / 10 intelligence stat . doesn’t really understand / fathom basic concepts . civilization is a mystery to her and a lot of what she is doing is mimicry , not genuine knowledge or understanding of the things she’s saying . she will believe you if you tell her a lie the first two times . the third time is when she will rage .
cannot connect with others . all of her feelings of sympathy are mimicry . literally lacks this ability to think in other people’s shoes and is constantly and only thinking about herself and her feelings . what she likes , she does . she can pre-plan for the future , but all her ends are meant to serve herself . she will never do anything for anyone else’s sake , the real motivation to every single nicety she does for or towards someone else will always mean to serve her in the end , even if what she wants doesn’t come to fruition .
always , always angry with frustration . she just pretends that she is fine and plays the game of human , but she is always frustrated beneath the surface because she’s impatient and wants to impulsively jump on people and cause them immediate pain , but she knows it is worth the wait , so she waits . that frustration slowly disintegrates when she gets what she wants . otherwise , she is gripping things too tightly , speaking in a tone not unlike a snarl or a growl , tensing up constantly , etc . little behaviors that are easy to catch .
avidly promiscuous but most of her partners end up dead because she has a nasty habit of inflicting pain and taking it to the next level by killing them . somewhat on purpose and somewhat not , she’s fascinated with death and seeing it on other people is the lesser option of them killing her . she prefers they would kill her but she gets tired of waiting and provoking them to kill her so she kills them instead . she leans heavily towards feminine leaning / female presenting individuls , masculine leaning / male presenting individuals are the exception . the longest relationship aside from alžbět she has ever had was five weeks . she’s here for a good time , not a long time .
she’s reactive . she won’t do anything until someone does something first to her , but it doesn’t mean that she’ll repay them equally . someone could throw a rock at her and she would yank off their leg in retaliation .
first class stalker behavior . will watch people when they sleep , will steal things from them and keep them with her to smell later , will lick up their blood / eat their bandages / take photos of them and hang them all around abandoned places / anything weird she has done it , will follow them everywhere , will stand in dark corners , will get possessive , and so on and so forth .
