independent roleplay account for honkai star rail's caelus, a member of the astral express. written by zero, 29, he/him. sideblog to wuhei.
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independent roleplay account for honkai star rail's caelus, a member of the astral express. written by zero, 29, he/him. sideblog to wuhei.
Caelus supremacy🫶
“Whoa, whoa, take it easy! You got pretty banged up back there, and you don’t want to go making yourself worse.”
for a moment, caelus forgot everything again. the rush of the fight, the aftermath, the destruction on his own body, versus the dead bodies laid about .. it took hearing his voice for everything to start to settle inside his head. star leans against the fool's body, eyelashes fluttering as he opens inquisitive golden hues. “ .. it felt like i was in penacony again. all disoriented, confused, EMPTY, unfulfilled, lost .. like i was losing a very big piece of me. ” caelus speaks, but he knows he doesn't make much sense. it is rather rare for him to express his thoughts, often leaving others outside of his chaotic and conflicting mind. aside from dan heng, who he's shared countless nights with - a lack of a real room of his own the cause for such unintended vulnerability .. most did not know what truly goes on inside of him. did he, really, either ? the stellaron inside his chest burns brightly .. it takes a toll on his shell. some days were worse than others. the shivers, the aches, the inability to walk straight. hm, he cannot blame sampo if he faces bewilderment, regarding his situation. taking his companion's opinion into mind, trailblazer remains stationed in his spot. head lowers to take a look at his wounds. they didn't look good at all.
caelus is cynical. each world that he goes to introduces him to an array of characters, most of which make him realize how dark the world truly is. despite a lack of core memories, unable to recall how he grew up, a certain disgust lingers within him when faced with questionable morals. yet, he isn't surprised. when coming into contact with new people, he will always believe that they prioritize self interest first over care for the masses. he can be proven wrong on this account, and actually actively encourages others to prove him wrong, but he doesn't have much hope. he is used to being lied to - his whole existence, his entire purpose, is shrouded in mystery, despite his desperate attempts to uncover the truth. it's hardly a surprise to learn that .. everyone else likes to lie for gain. caelus follows his gut when interacting with others. if you rub him the wrong way, then it'll be hard to change his opinion. it's not impossible, because he doesn't believe in being black and white with relationships, but it won't be easy, either.
a couple of things to note about my portrayal of caelus - i don't acknowledge the whole raccoon / trash can stuff, he's not stupid at all, and he doesn't talk that much .. unless he has something to say, that he feels will contribute to the conversation at hand. he is quiet, in his head, a lot, cares for people too much, which shows through his selfless actions. those on the astral express are the people that he puts above all else. he is an “ex” stellaron hunter, with foggy memories of elio, kafka, blade, silver wolf and firefly. his opinion on them is mixed because he doesn't have the full story. he will react realistically to being betrayed by them; for example, he still doesn't forgive firefly for lying to him.
𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♡
“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”
“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”
“You asleep?”
“I like this, being so close to you.”
“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”
“You’re so, so, so pretty.”
“I just — I’m breathless, okay? Whenever I’m with you, it happens.”
“You make my heart beat so quick.”
“You always know how to make me smile.”
“You’ll always be safe with me.”
[Kisses the other on the cheek]
“Always.”
“I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you.”
“All my choices lead me to you.”
“I’ll never give you up.”
“I sleep better if you’re around.”
“You snore in your sleep. But… it’s adorable, okay?”
“I like this. A quiet breakfast with you.”
“There’re billions of people on this planet, and I love you. How incredible is that?”
“I trust you.”
[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]
“You keep staring at me instead of watching the film. What’s up?”
“Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you.”
“Are we really doing this? Are we really slow-dancing?”
“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”
“No, sorry, you laughed. I … I never saw it before. It’s — pretty.”
“You haven’t laughed in a long time, and I guess I was staring ‘cause I forgot how that looked like.”
[Puts head on the other’s shoulder]
“I will never let you go.”
“You’re the best thing to have ever happened to me.”
“You wrote me a song?”
“You’ve got a fever. Of course I’m not going anywhere.”
[Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]
[Extends a hand when they see the other was searching for it while they’re sleeping]
“I just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”
“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.”
“What are you doing up? Come to bed.”
“It’s weird. I never thought I could feel like this, but you showed up. Now, it’s like I don’t wanna go on knowing I might lose the feeling.”
“I don’t mind sharing the blankets with you.”
“You’re cold. Come here.”
“You always do that. You always warm me up.”
“Stay.”
“It’s getting crowded. Here, hold my hand.”
[Hugs for a very long time]
[Puts feet on the other’s lap]
“I’m so proud of you, you know that?”
“I love you.”
HURT / COMFORT : STARTERS
a collection of quotes, phrases, and sayings for when your muse needs a little TLC. change & alter as needed.
THE HURT:
“Nah, it’s not that bad. I’ve had worse.”
“I don’t think I can walk that far… or at all.”
“I’m fine. I don’t need your help.”
“Will you stay with me? Just until I fall asleep?”
“I’m sorry, I’m just—I’m just really tired.”
“I don’t need a break. I’m okay.”
“It was my fault. It was all my fault.”
“I think I need help.”
“So, I don’t think I’m dying, or anything, and it’s probably not that serious, but… I’m kinda bleeding. A lot.”
“Is the room spinning right now, or is that just me?”
“No, I’m okay, I just… I hit my head. Really hard. I’ll be okay, just give me a second.”
“I’m not sick! I’m fine!”
“No, I don’t think any of my bones are broken, or anything like that. Just bad bruises.”
“Yeah, but you should see the other guy.”
“I’m fine. This just happens sometimes. It’s normal for me.”
“I’ve got a headache.”
“Seriously, though, I’m fine! Stop making such a big deal out of it!”
“I’ve been taking care of myself for a long time. I don’t need your help, and I definitely don’t need your pity. Fuck off.”
“Please tell me I don’t look as bad as I feel.”
“I think I’m running a fever.”
“So, what’s the prognosis, Doc? Am I gonna live?”
“Stop fussing over me! I’m not a baby!”
“Can I stay with you tonight? I just… really don’t want to be alone right now.”
“No, I-I’m okay. It was just a nightmare. Go back to sleep.”
“I… can’t actually remember the last time I had something to eat.”
“You shouldn’t be here. You’ll get sick, too.”
THE COMFORT:
“Honey, have you been crying? What is it? What’s wrong?”
“I think you’d better take a break.”
“It’s not your fault, sweetheart. You did everything you could.”
“You don’t have to go through this alone. I’m right here for you if you’ll just let me in.”
“There’s nothing wrong with you. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Don’t ever let yourself believe that there is.”
“You really don’t realize just how many people love you, do you?”
“If you’re not going to take care of yourself, at least let me do it for you!”
“I’m sorry. I know it hurts.”
“You’re not alone, baby. You never have been.”
“Let’s get you some food.”
“You’re dead on your feet, poor thing. Come on, you need some sleep.”
“Stay where you are. I’m coming to get you.”
“Tell me where it hurts.”
“How many times have I told you to be more careful?!”
“It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m right here, okay? I’m not gonna leave you. I’m never gonna leave you.”
“Oh, honey, you’re safe now. I promise. I’m not going to let anything happen to you.”
“Go ahead and take a shower. I’ll fix you something to eat.”
“What happened to you, baby?”
“I’ll kill that bastard. I’ll kill him for what he did to you.”
“You look like shit, man.”
“Whoa, whoa, take it easy! You got pretty banged up back there, and you don’t want to go making yourself worse.”
“I’m not trying to baby you. It’s called taking care of my friends.”
“Sweetheart, you’re burning up! Why didn’t you say anything? Why didn’t you tell anyone you were sick?”