° • ♡ and you tell me I'm pretty... yuck!
°•👻 introduction
♡ Hi! You can call me Kathy or Kathryn, though I mostly prefer Kathy!
♡ This is a side blog for @cherryskieszz where I post about the fictional love of my life. 🩷
♡ Basic info about me:
• 20 y.o.
• 🎂: March 9
• I use she/her + neopronouns (star/starself, glitter/glitterself, pixel/pixelself). I'm a very feminine person, but my gender is heavily aligned with stars, bright eyesore colors, space-themed objects, and arcade carpet patterns!
• I'm aroace, lesbian, and autosexual!
• I have both autism and ADHD (auDHD)!
♡ Please read "do not interact" and "sharing status" before following!
°•🐰 my f/o
♡ Springtrap is my only love. He's so extremely dear to me, and I'm the one he has a soft spot for. He's mine and I'm his, for eternity. 👻 ♡ 🐰
12/18/2024 ♡
6/17/2026 💍
°•🚫 do not interact
♡ Please block and move on if any of these apply to you! Also, if you follow me and I find out that you go against my dni, you will be blocked! No hard feelings, I just like to make sure a dni goes both ways :,]
♡ General dni:
• You are 13 or under.
• Proshippers and darkshippers, or you support them.
• You support pedophilia, incest, zoophilia, and necrophilia, real and/or fictional.
• T.R.A.S.H (Transphobic, Racist, Ableist, Sexist, Homophobic), or you support that kind of behavior.
• You make or support AI "art."
• You are heavily involved in politics.
• You downplay, make jokes about, or straight up support the recent actions of the US government. (The files, the war, ICE, etc)
• You are just an asshole in general.
♡ FNaF fandom specific:
• Fans of the fan comic Springtrap and Deliah.
• William Afton and/or Springtrap parody or roleplay accounts.
• You actually defend Afton's crimes and downplay his actions.
• You headcanon Afton or any of his variants as a pedophile. Or any adult character, for that matter.
• You ship Aftoncest and/or any of the adult characters with children.
• You call yourself Springtrap's (not William's) #1 fan/lover, even if you're joking, or you're going to joke/try to one-up me about liking him more than I do.
• You constantly bring up Springtrap being a rotting corpse in response to someone liking him in any way, or compare that to necrophilia.
• You're just uncomfortable with Springtrap fans/lovers in general. (Why are you even here?)
♡ Yume community specific:
• Anti-selfshippers.
• You are a selfshipper who harasses or is generally disrespectful towards their doubles.
• You are an adult selfshipper who ships with underage characters, or ages down their ocs or self-inserts to ship with adult characters.
• You "selfship" with real people.
• You hate on or harass selfshippers based on their sharing status.
°•🔎 sharing status
♡ I am nonsharing romantically with Springtrap from both FNaF (mainly 3) and Dead by Daylight. This means I do not want other romantic Springtrap selfshippers to interact with my content. So, if you also selfship with him romantically, I kindly ask that you please do not interact with my account, or you will be blocked on sight. I also heavily encourage blocking me back, or blocking me first.
♡ Also, if you are a stranger to me, please don't interact if you are already close friends with another romantic Springtrap selfshipper, or if you already heavily associate with one due to them being more popular or well-known than me. I still very much care about other people's boundaries and I don't want to upset anyone else, plus it just feels awkward and makes me insecure.
♡ This only applies to romantic selfships with Springtrap. If you're a familial or platonic/queerplatonic selfshipper of Springtrap, or if you romantically selfship with any other Afton variant excluding him, you are fine to interact! Also, I'm fine if you just have a crush on him without selfshipping. I won't get upset over that.
♡ Please do not interpret me being uncomfortable with other romantic selfships involving Springtrap as me flat out hating them! I do not hate anyone else who selfships with him at all, I think you're all amazing and valid! Unfortunately I just can't help that I feel sad and upset (and in some cases even worse) whenever I come across them out of the blue, so I'm doing all that I can to make sure I don't feel that way (blocking and moving on).
♡ To my current followers and mutuals who may be reading this: I was not always nonsharing, and because of that, long-time followers and mutuals are exceptions. If you also selfship with him and followed me when I wasn't nonsharing, you can definitely still remain moots/oomfs with me, as long as my new boundary is respected! I would never cut off real friendships over a fictional selfship. However, if we are complete strangers to each other, kindly dni.
♡ Who I consider Afton variants (if you selfship with anyone other than Springtrap then interacting is okay and even encouraged!):
• Springtrap (FNaF + DbD)
• Steve Raglan (FNaF movies)
• The Yellow Rabbit (FNaF movies + DbD)
• Dave Miller (TSE trilogy)
• Purple Guy (FNaF games) (I would also include Vincent iykyk but honestly he's just the fandom's collective guy at this point 😭)
• Scraptrap (FNaF games)
• Agony Amalgamation (Fazbear Frights)
♡ Who I do NOT consider Afton variants (either generally separate from him, or because I think they're someone else):
• Spring Bonnie (just the animatronic or mascot character)
• Glitchtrap
• Burntrap
• Variants of Springtrap, such as Dark Springtrap, the Special Delivery skins, or the other DbD skins (technically still Afton, but I only ship with his FNaF 3 and DbD selves, so that's why I'm counting his variants as separate)
♡ Also, you may notice I'm not using the word "doubles." I hate calling them that and prefer to not use it towards my own "doubles" as that word has negative connotations to me. They're just other people who ship with the same character as me, and that's okay! I only very occasionally use the term for convenience reasons.
♡ I don't really care if you call my selfship a selfship or a yumeship (I do prefer the term selfship though), but my ship is self-insert x canon, not oc x canon. However, you can refer to my self-insert as me or as a separate character.
°•⭐️ boundaries
♡ What I'm like as a person:
• I love making mutuals, especially over selfshipping, as well as general interests! Most of the time, if you follow me, I will follow back!
• The reason why I'm really sensitive about Springtrap is neurodivergence. He is actually one of my special interests, and I often feel very protective over him. I'm also especially sensitive to seeing other fans or selfshippers who are much more popular/well-known than me, mainly just because it makes me feel insecure about my own ship. When I see others do the same things as me (romantically selfshipping, people saying "#1 fan/lover"), my brain automatically views it as a challenge, so I just block for my own comfort. Of course they're still allowed to do all that, I just don't want to see it. But I am completely okay with casual fans or other people who also have him as a favorite, I'd never block over that. ^^
• I tend to take a while to respond back to comments, asks, or dms, mainly because I'm scripting a response.
• Selfshipping is a huge coping mechanism and comfort source for me, and I take it seriously, but only to that extent! I don't view it on the same level as a real relationship, and even though it is romantic, I don't think it replaces an actual romantic relationship.
• I'm not on the internet super often due to mental health reasons, so if I'm quiet for a few days or weeks, that's why!
• I also love attention and preach a lot about self-love. Lowkey checks out since I'm literally romantically/sexually attracted to myself (that's what autosexual means btw), but I'm mainly referring to self-confidence in general. 😅
• I'm extremely supportive of everyone's ships and often will make an effort to comment on and reblog your ship posts if I see them!
♡ What I am ALWAYS okay with:
• Strictly SFW fanart and headcanons of my ship. I heavily encourage this and think it's the best thing ever! 🩷
• Asks related to my ship or au. (Anon asks are off due to people being rude to me, sorry!)
• F/O letters.
• Spam likes.
• Being tagged in posts related to Springtrap, selfshipping in general, or anything you think I would like.
• Being tagged in reblog games, though I would prefer if you tagged my main tbh.
♡ What I am okay with ONLY under certain conditions:
• Art trades, preferably with mutuals.
• People who ship Springtrap romantically with a canon character. This is absolutely okay if it's nothing that falls under my dni! I don't mind most ships with him! All I ask is that you don't bring up your ship under my selfship posts.
• If you want to follow me and you also interact with other romantic Springtrap selfshippers. Like I said before, I'm only okay if you're just interacting with them casually, but if you're already super close friends or heavily associate with another one, I would prefer if you did not interact with my content.
• NSFW content in general, but specifically of my ship. I don't mind talking about NSFW topics, but only in dms with close adult mutuals who are comfortable with that stuff. Also, only I can make stuff like that about my ship. It would make me extremely uncomfortable if anyone else did.
• Also, talking about NSFW topics publicly. This blog is SFW, aside from very occasional slightly suggestive content that's always tagged. Like I said, I will only talk about full on NSFW topics privately. (I do have an NSFW account on Bluesky, but that's my only outlet for openly talking about stuff like that. That stuff will never be shared on here.)
♡ What I am NOT okay with at all:
• Using my ship art for anything or reposting it to other sites.
• If you know about other selfshippers of Springtrap who are much more well-known than me and bring them up around me. I don't mind if you just know of them (I think that's different from heavily associating with them, in which case kindly dni), but please, do not talk about them around me. It makes me feel like my ship isn't valid and I will actually have a panic attack if I think about them for too long. Plus, I used to care way too much about internet popularity and I'd rather not think about that. So please, I cannot emphasize this enough, kindly just keep that knowledge to yourself or talk about it with someone else, as I would rather just forget they exist. 😭
• Talking about Springtrap and William synonymously within the context of my selfship. I don't see Springtrap as exactly the same as just William in general. I see him as a separate identity of Afton, and in my personal hc, he very much embraces being Springtrap and feels disconnected from the name William Afton.
• Thinking that I condone Springtrap's horrible actions just because I selfship with him, and also thinking that I would like him if he was real, and vice versa. I would absolutely not, for all the obvious reasons. 😭
• Accidentally upsetting someone or making someone uncomfortable. If I ever end up doing or posting anything that makes you feel this way, please let me know immediately and we can work through it.
• Repeatedly bringing up the fact that Springtrap is a rotting corpse. That is technically not wrong, but I'm about the suit, not the corpse. Plus I just find it to be a really annoying thing to say. But I don't mind if it's brought up as a joke or if that's what we're specifically talking about.
• Talking about real-life romance. I'm aroace and romance/sex repulsed in real life. I only like talking about selfships, since I don't think it's on the same level. Romantic/sexual thoughts are not the same thing as actually wanting to pursue a relationship with someone, and those thoughts about a fictional character are even less the same thing, at least in my opinion.
• My ship being brought up on anything outside of Tumblr or Bluesky. If you also know me on TikTok or YouTube, please do not bring it up on either of those, such as mentioning it in my comments or on one of your posts, anything like that. Those places are terrible towards selfshippers, FNAF shippers (ccxcc and selfship), and Springtrap fans, and since I'm all three of those, I will absolutely get attacked. I've already been attacked on TikTok for selfshipping with a different character like 4 years ago, so... 😭
°•💜 interests
♡ Everything with a heart next to it are things I'm currently really into as well as my fixations/spinterests!
♡ Fandom:
• Five Nights at Freddy's (my longest lasting special interest of 10+ years!) 💖
• Waterparks (band) 💖
• Chainsaw Man
• Backrooms (mainly the film) 💖
• My Little Pony
• Scooby-Doo (mainly the cartoons, my fav is "What's New, Scooby-Doo?" I'm biased cuz I grew up with that one lol)
• Minecraft 💖
• Pokémon
• Dead by Daylight
• Jurassic Park/World
• Ghostbusters
• Rankin/Bass films
♡ Non-fandom:
• Horror and sci-fi media
• Fantasy and speculative fiction
• Fictional characters (my all-time favorite character is of course Springtrap, but as of 6/27/2026, I've been really into Clark from the Backrooms film! Not in a selfship way tho, just in a casual way ^^ he's so weird /aff) 💖
• Paranormal entities and cryptids 💖
• Robots and animatronics 💖
• Coquette/cute aesthetics
• Fashion, mainly feminine 💖
• Animals, mainly rabbits and hyenas
• Paleontology and geology (paleontology is my other longest-lasting special interest!) 💖
°•📷 navigation
♡ Self-Insert and F/O References (will be updated as I've changed things about my au)
♡ Strawpage
♡ 👻🐰.txt = text posts.
♡ 🖤💜.art = art posts.
♡ 👻🐰 core! = romantic f/o imagines.
♡ 🛼🛹 core! = platonic f/o imagines.
♡ my darling bunny 💜 = f/o gushing.
♡ others' loves! 🩷 = reblogs of other people's ships.
If you read all the way through, thank you so much! It truly means a lot!
Dividers made by me!
