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This is where my brain lives! ❌PLEASE BLOCK, DON’T REPORT❌ This is a blog to document MY struggles/life ~This is my safe space~ Everyone deserves an outlet.

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

~Hello, lovelies~

My name is Blue and I’m 26 years old.

I’ve been here on and off for twelve years now and this is by far my favorite safe space and favorite community. I’m very happy to be back~

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RECOVERY IS BEAUTIFUL,

ALL BODIES ARE BEAUTIFUL,

Yes. Eespecially yours.

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Disclaimer: I am currently not in recovery, so if this triggers you please block me and move on. I deserve an outlet where I feel safe to express myself, and where I can find comfort in likeminded people who understand my struggles when the rest of the world thinks we’re crazy or attention seeking.

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My inbox is always open. <3

Please don’t be afraid to interact! I love talking to you all.

You can also send me asks too if a DM is too direct for you, I don’t mind~

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The main contributing factor to my developing an ed wasn’t comparing myself to real people. It was watching cartoons and playing video games with unrealistically th!n characters. I just fell in love with that aesthetic and the fantasy.

Soooo I’ll be posting a lot of fictional characters since they seem to be HEAVILY lacking as ‘spo in the 3dblr community.

If that’s your thing, stick around! You’ll love my page! :D

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Them Numbers:

Height: 5’ 1”

HW: 118

LW: 83

CW: 97.2 (05.26.26)

((^^in łbs^^))

Times in a row I’ve left the house and resisted: 1

Days in a row without b!ng!ng: 0

Good days (=<1,200) this month: -

Great days (=<1,000) this month: -

Fan-freaking-tastic days (=~800) this month: -

Bad days (>1,400) this month: 1

G1: 110 ✅

G2: 105 ✅

G3: 100 ✅

G4: 95

UGW: 90

(1bs not kg$)

Finally in the state of mind where I don’t think being in the 80’s is attractive [on me] anymore. I looked sick and it was too obvious. I’m definitely not on the road to recovery, but at least knowing I want to stop at 90 is healthier?

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

Feeling like I’m struggling but still going down!!

Wild.

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

Just had college orientation today as a 26 year old and I feel ancient around all these babies

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

I am beyond not okay lately.

I don’t feel safe.

I am afraid of myself.

I think my partner is too.

I just want to disappear.

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

Still somehow losing weight even though I’ve spent all month eating 2k/day and only lightly working out.

I’m 5’1”. Idk how I get lucky like this.

[satans-oatmilk-latte]

being excited to lose weight ive already lost before is so lame

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

Doing so good yall 👌

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

Who else is absolutely obsessed with Pokopia

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

The world is so nice to me sometimes. I’ve only been locked back in for like a week, still slipping up sometimes, and I’m already down to 100 again. After months of messing up and b!nging I only gained a few lbs and already lost most of them in just a week, not even restricting heavy.

Blessed with a fast metabolism. I’ll be back to my UGW in no time.

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

Queen queen queen

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

[b0nesandallblog]

imagine how sk!nny you could be, if u had some control.

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

I’m so miserable every single day, my ED is all I have for comfort and i can’t even keep up with it and only end up more miserable

[silverangelprincess]

[dollxb0nes]

everyday i reminisce my lw. i need it back. now.

lower, even.

[xxundigestedwormsxx]

My boyfriend just left to go out of town for 10 days.

I’m locking the hell in.

I need to look noticeably different when he’s back.

[sailorwhoosh]