what does it mean to be 30 years of age? for me, it is to establish responsibility externally and to establish ability internally. fortunately to be seen by everyone, i should also take up the responsibility of being "noticed": i should be strict with myself and live up to everyone's attention and love, and i should also bring more positive power to everyone through my influence. while living a good life with everyone, do more things that are meaningful to society as much as possible.
together with everyone, while living a good life, we can do more meaningful things for society. as an actor, i should play my role well and strive to be recognized by the audience. i still have a lot to learn. only by practicing my skills and continuing to improve my abilities can i live up to the word "actor".
“thirty” years old is just the end of the first 300 meters of growth, and the beginning of the second half of the race. since the goal is clear, let's move on!
“thirty is only thirty.” thank you for your blessings, this year's wish is still, let us become our better selves together!
soon it will be autumn, and i'll have a cup of warm tea, an old, unread book with crinkled pages, and the leaves would be a beautiful shade. everything would be alright again.
Ihhiw I bring a good news for everyone here!! *drum roll* I've a good cookies and lucky leaves to be part of the translation team for this year. All of you who want to read 2HA manhua in english can go directly to the 2hamanhuatranslation. These ones below are kind of an example for the panel on our website there.
happy reading erhaist! have a nice ride with us ʕ≧ᴥ≦(•́⌄•́ ๑)
SCREAMMMM. I was just thinking about yohan and Elijah talking about the church fire in Switzerland and how through Elijah, the writers basically set up a plot for them to get together.
Imagine, maybe a couple years down the line, when yohan and Elijah have settled in Switzerland and they're very much in touch with Gaon back home.
Some days it almost feels like the 5869 miles between them doesn't exist. Of course, neither of them have made the move to confess because they're idiots. But they know, they let the love color all of their conversations and all the silences in between.
That is, until, one day, Elijah is in her room, poking around her bookshelf when she notices that one photo of her, Isaac, her mom and yohan and she has all these flashbacks of her raining down on yohan, throwing tantrums and accusing him of killing her parents. She knows the truth now. Rather, she knows her truth and she realizes that she never talked to him about the incident since moving. So she does.
She sits him down and tells him she's sorry for blaming him and that forgiveness was never a question. And yohan can't speak, can't even breathe because the guilt is flooding him again. How will she handle knowing she caused the death of her parents? How did he not see this coming? And he starts to hyperventilate until she says, "It was an accident. I mean, old churches, bad wiring, I get it.. I think. No one could've anticipated it" and then he just stares, for a long time, trying to make sense of it. Elijah notices his confusion and says "gaon told me about it... he wanted me to know the whole story"
And yohan just deflates. Because this man, this man wasn't just ready to die for him, with him, he made sure to protect the one thing yohan gave up his whole life for. The last thing he did, before deciding to blow himself up, was think of Elijah, think of the one thing that was most important to yohan. He makes up his mind right then.
It's an easy decision. He asks Elijah, if she wants to meet gaon and she says yes, of course she does. She wants to see her favorite uncle, she's tired of seeing this old man's face all the time. He thinks of inviting gaon to Switzerland, but let's be real, there's no room for waiting anymore. The first ticket he gets, he flies out to Korea. It doesn't matter that he's supposed to be dead back there, there's one thing on his mind right now. Gaon.
Gaon gets back home from work, and he notices someone sitting at his front door. Could be a thug who's here to threaten him, but he knows it's not. When this all black clad person stands up, he thinks he's hallucinating. Because he'd know that body anywhere, he could identify those hands from a mile away. Hell, the air around yohan has always felt different. So he knows it's him, before he even has a chance to see his face. But he stands rooted to the spot. Mind racing with a million different things he wants to say, a million different questions he wants to ask but all he can do is stare.
And yohan? He says nothing, not even a hi. He just walks up to gaon, unblinking, like he's trying to memorize his face, like he's trying to drink in the differences these past few years have made. a hand comes up to his jaw, not quite touching and his breath hitches. Gaon can almost feel the imprint of it, from when yohan asked him to choose him over soohyun, from all the times he found that hand wrapped around his neck and he just wants. But they stand there, holding each other's gaze and gaon has to force himself to exhale because he's running out of breath. And that soft, shaky little exhale wears down the rest of yohan's patience and he pulls him into a desperate kiss, fumbling, almost like he's scared. And while it's fierce enough to make his knees buckle, gaon swears he feels like he's finally home.
We saw how terrible it was for Yohan after the break-up in Episode 12 where he felt that Gaon had chosen another over him.
By the final scene of Episode 16 Yohan knows that Gaon is devoted enough to die FOR and WITH him. I was surprised Gaon said, "I'll go with you", despite knowing that if both of them died Elijah would be left devastatingly alone. Gaon, always considerate and family-oriented, was ready to die alongside Yohan consequences be damned.
And that last scene was nothing short of a full blown love confession done without words.
If Yohan couldn't stay away after their pseudo break-up then he's definitely not letting his boy go anywhere now that he knows how deep the feelings run on both their parts.
Plus, remember in Episode 8 Gaon had said, "How long do you think you can raise a teenage girl by yourself? As long as you're human you need someone to rely on."
Whether Gaon followed Yohan immediately or sometime later can be left to people's imagination. However, the fact that these men will go on to build a loving home together with their daughter somewhere in the world is not to be questioned.
When I watch the first episode of this drama, i think that kind of something to 'rely-on' on the other person to 'rely-on' but that actually a wrong from me, they stated it as well, yes on there, but its not the only point (even actually is enough) as I finish till the last episode. Not only clearly along the flow seeing the character development from Ga On and Yo Han but also how the seed was growing, without realising its already planted in the first place, since they know each other name. In that tall building.
They need time to sympathetically aware of other's feelings; tolerant and forgiving. Fond. Understanding. Communication. They keep it all, and its more than enough.
I could see, certainly, a strong relationship between them.
How relationship of human always divided by labels strongly makes me think, some people feel safe when they're not put something too large on their plate, and that's how some people still see the relationship is.
Meanwhile, like as I remember from director of My Mister said, "relationship of human is too mystery, to be just named it with tat or tis label."
But I am not perceive that in them.
And whatever with called or named of their relationship is, their bond strength going so indestructible, after what the confusion they were going through.
These two, where able to withstand pressure, as long as they are together. They know it, in their little deep heart.
They are not weak, they only stand as a human. Blanketed their scars with ignored and found each other, in their middle of losing.
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