[villette1853]

soft in the middle, shelby eileen // 14 lines from love letters or suicide notes, david “doc” luben

[digivolvin]

pining is 100000% the most important aspect of pre-relationship fic for me. good-natured whole-hearted pining filled with lovelorn gazing and chest aching and fluttering touches, that’s my top priority. i was put on this earth to watch characters suffer over the profundity of their love for another person. unrequited love is why god made me. characters finding out that their feelings are reciprocated after long months/years of suffering is why the universe was assembled from nothingness. amen.

[urbanjungle]

[yamakujiras]

↳ a small thing for @healerbloom​​​ / @tossedflowers​ 

‘ Ah...Sakura-chan! I may need some help... ’ Light blues peer over the stack of boxes (boxes of books, mind you) that balance just so against the wall, her forearms straining. Shinobi or not, her upper arm strength was never impressive. But! She made it two blocks already (from the library to her lab building), with only the doorway between her and sweet, sweet research. Now if she could just reach the doorknob... 

[yamakujiras]

like this for a small thing !

[chitaka45]

京都 梨木神社 萩咲き始め kyoto nashinoki-jinja ＜bush clover＞

[yamakujiras]

After the war, 

Ino has trouble slipping back into everyday life. Her path is clear: step into her fathers role leading the Kaisekihan. I’m ready, she thinks, and yet-- she falters. She’s tired. The smell of blood fills her nostrils at all times of the day, staining the air and leaving a copper tinge in her mouth. If she were stronger, she might act -- but her body feels stuck in fight / flight. How long could she pretend to compartmentalize the death? Pack away her fathers dying words, pull the knot tight. She avoids her mother -- silently slips out the front door when she hears wailing. It takes months to look her in the eye. 

There are so many things I could have done.

She throws herself into her work. Takes on several roles in the Intelligence Division: Analysis Lead, Interrogator, Barrier Team Leader, Head Botanist & Inheritor of the Yamanaka Flower Shop. It’s a delicate balance, but gods be damned if she’s going to misstep. Her days are filled with research, writing, and whatever else she can do to distract herself. Comfort is found in the shop-- pruning and potting and propagating. She’s thankful for the days that end with dirt under her fingernails and fresh blooms on the sill, rather than days that end in failed operations and dead scouts. 

Loneliness creeps into her days, heavy like a weight on her chest. Of course she doesn’t talk about it-- she’s proud. Stubborn. Her greatest love-- her father, her best friend-- the foundation of her life-- gone. It’s difficult to imagine accepting love again. 

[springhealer]

leaves a small arrangement of flowers at her door. white begonias. // from ino :~) // @peachwriites​ / @yamakujiras !!

    SO RARE IS ITfor her to stumble ‘pon any gifts that the sight of them surprised her. her footfalls falter, vivid eyes taking in the sight of soft, white petals placed carefully at her door. ( she knows who they’re from. ) a pleasant simper brightens spring features as she comes to stand right before it — kneeling to pick them up with meticulous regard.

     the sight of them in her arms evokes a flutter of warmth at the pit of her stomach, appreciative of its presence after a long mission. ‘how did she know I’d be home by now?’ 

        —– INO has always been quite attentive, in that sense. ( aware of her friend’s comings & goings. ) with a whiff, the gentle floral scent relaxes her, shoulders falling. …. ‘Thanks, Ino.’

[megalopolus]

i have such a soft spot for these two

[yamakujiras]

I can be 𝑓𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑒 in all my rage--

                    I can be 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 & 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧 /  𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐰𝐬 & 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡.

                                                                                                             watch me burn !

[gvgvdans]

- ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts

“ did you really have to be that honest? ” “ every time i see you i just feel more alone. ” “ you changed me. ” “ was this all just a joke to you? ” “ i don’t want to know. ” “ can we start over? ” “ you make me feel so insecure. ” “ i don’t know if i can love you. ” “ every time i wake up i’m reaching for you … but you’re never there. ” “ of course it meant something! ” “ stop yelling! ” “ i gave up on you a long time ago. ” “ you think i care about you? cute. ” “ did you just forget about me or something? ” “ i still need you. ” “ i wanna say that there’s still hope but sometimes things just don’t go your way. ” “ you said you would keep trying! ” “ no, you ARE strong. ” “ you promised me! ” “ fine. you’ll never see me again, okay? ” “ i gave you everything i had. ” “ your eyes can be so cruel … ” “ i can never do anything right can i !? ” “ i want my life back. ” “ stop crying. ” “ you should go. ” “ don’t come back. ” “ does hurting me make you feel good or something? ” “ just stop it. ” “ i was never in love with you now leave me alone! ”

[pannacotta]

山中い ; YAMANAKA INO

[pannacotta]

↳ requested by teams7

[yamakujiras]

"  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒  “

    ‘ Ahh--Honestly? Pass! My answer would be different if I was still a girl-- but...you’re not my type, Sasuke-san. I mean-- ’ there is definitely blushing happening. ‘-- maybe if things were different. I still believe you have a good heart. But I don’t know... ’

[loisnclark]

     𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃   "  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒  “   𝐅𝐎𝐑   𝐌𝐘   𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑   𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐘   𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.   𝐍𝐎   𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃  .

[quotemadness]

Let me not beg for the stilling of my pain, but for the heart to conquer it.

Rabindranath Tagore (via quotemadness)

[mitskism-deactivated20210120]

sometimes the heart is just 🌼🍞🥚🥧🥛🌻🥄🍯🌼🍞🥚🥧🥛🌻🥄🍯🌼🍞🥚🥧🥛🌻🥄🍯🌼🍞🥚🥧🥛🌻🥄🍯 and there’s nothing you can do to stop that.

[justlet-melive]

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