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don't be afraid 2 change...u may lose something but u may gain something better...

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Is it weird that i cry everyday without knowing what the hell is wrong with me... Especially before sleeping. I don't have energy to do anything. I'm tired of everything. I mean what is wrong with me

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Hmmm.. this is why they said too much expectation ruin everything... Don't expect people too much ..

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I wish I had someone that I can talk to.. it's hard when u have to keep it by urself. And pretend everything is fine. When I say no.. it sounds rude to them but it is for the sake of my mental.

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It's hard to do things when u r not in the right state of mind..

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Are you okay?

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It's scared to be lonely... Yeah.. I know that.. No matter how much time u spend being alone, sometimes u just need someone that is closed to you.. Someone that u can tell anything without worrying.. Someone that Listen to you no matter how much busy they are.. But.. There's no one like that beside me..

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Is it weird when there is a lot of people in this world.. But none of them understand you or even know the real you... Am i the only person who think that it is weird? Or am I the weird one here?

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I think i should be an actress because no one knows when i'm sad.. I always put a happy face and they believed it... EVERYBODY....

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People don't know who you are.. They keep judging u from the outside and suddenly talk that they know u since u were born.. Like wtf. If u don't kbow about me stop shitting on me. U know nothing about me

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Is it weird that I hate my high school memory? I hate all of it

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My lil sis is so lucky.. She can ask anything to me and i'll answer it. When it was my time, i can't ask anyone... Everything depend on me... Nobody to talk to and no guidance...

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Do I really need to living in other people expectation? I mean, everything that I do, must have others approval. I don't even know myself anymore. It's been too long since I'm happy for what I really am. I don't even remember the feeling anymore. Stop pressuring me. I want to be happy again.

Do I really need to tell everyone what I'm gonna do with my life? It's up to me to do what bcause I know u'll judge me. I just give an overview of what i'm gonna do and all of you start judging me. Excuse me... Do u really think I would tell u everything that i want to do? Fuck off.

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At this momment, all I want to do is to become selfish. Fuck everyone.

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Do what you want to do... I don't give af... It's up to you

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I stay away from people cause i'm afraid they'll be dissapointed by me... And also i'm afraid of getting hurt.. Is it okay?

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It's great.. I love it 👍

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Sometimes i feel that i'm alone, even though i'm standing in the middle of a crowd...

Is it normal? Or i'm the only one who feel this way...

I like being with myself rather than be with a group if it will ended up being the same.... BEING ALONE....