It was practically a normal relationship, where you both feel each other's love for one another. It was fun, it was memorable, it was everything. How come this time, you wished it ends now. Those times you prayed the gods above celestial to bless your relationship now you wished it would end, may it be cruel or not.
Wriothesley, working non-stop have stopped staying at home with you due tk being busy in his office. Your time with him gotten short. He spent more time with the traveler too. You envied it, every single time you feel this way, being neglected, is repeating itself.
Now you can't fix it anymore. Just can't anymore. You are tired, everything seems forced, the once filled with joy home is now filled with struggles, breakdowns, and every downfall.
You wish to communicate but how could you tell him when he is not even around. You can't take it anymore, it's time to choose yourself.
You wrote a letter indicating your feelings and concerns for the past dew months, your wishes and thoughts.
You didn't mention where you were going, but a place where he will never think off, Mondstadt. You just want to feel free again, no more self breakdowns. It's time to heal..
I come in peaceđŁď¸Been a while I joined tumblr due to burnout lmaoo, and this is pretty much relating to my uhm relationship but I haven't end things (will share it through stories if I can)
Writing is one of my fav hobbies throughout the pandemic both wattpad and here but ever since the world gave me iphone, the settings makes my head boil asf đš will continue this when I'm not drowsy thoughh
Imagine after an argument they ignored you. Childish as it seems but they thought by doing this way they can ease their mind faster. They avoided your approach, your invitations for a meal to talk it all out, everything. This childish behaviour taught them a lesson.
This went by for almost a week and you gave up and felt hopeless making all things up.Â
You were a strong one, a one that could protect themselves but this commission was an unlucky one. 3 hydro fatuis and you were on your own. Multiple injuries and your stamina growing slower
Your to weak to protect, you canât call any back ups either the distance was too far. You could only accept it, it was your choice.
Your death was slow, it took you sometime but you defeated it all but in exchange of your life, you took it upon to lay down on a tree, laying down for your peaceful slumber.
Your lover took the voluntary team with them to search out for you, it has been a few ours, too long for your returning. You were a strong person how come it took you a while?
As soon as they arrive they only met a few of a dead fatui and their treasure but where were you? All of them planned to separate and look for you, would they call this lucky if they find you?
Laying down peacefully in slumber (eternally).
They tried to call out for you but it fell on deafen ears. Perhaps this is what they deserve,
Al haitham, the person people could rely on, your almost a year lover. Has been distant for almost 3 months. Been going to the akademiya more than his normal schedule, neglecting your time together.
It feels distant.
You hope it was just his schedule being busy same as before but it longer. It went on and on until if feels cold.
All your callings are in deafen ears. Was never heard by the man. Has this been like this?
You could no longer feel the home you feel with him, losing hope, giving it all up. It doesnât feel right anymore. Your walls higher than ever, isolating one self that took effect on health.
Overthinking, crying, suffering, it was not here before
It all turned out wrong.
As Al haitham reaches back home, finishing his almost 3 months job executing some enemies that took long, realizing he has been neglecting you, wishes to come home and make it all up. As soon as your house reaches his view, it feels empty, no more warm feeling, lights off, no one greeting him inside the doorstep.
Were you perhaps out? No.
He walked to your shared room and found you. Asleep, puffy eyes and more skinny than before. Were you taking care of yourself?
He kissed you goodnight thinking youâre just exhausted and tired for the past days.
No. You are feeling cold.. Distant if he describe it. The cold shoulder, now that he is free why are you the busy one now? Always away saying you have to go somewhere.
He could notice the wall you built up distancing you both, your cold answers.
Was he like this to you too? He can only blame himself for doing this, no assurance, and he did this way more than you. To the point of making the shared home cold.
Angst no comfort, death, killing yourself, suicide, not knowing how much they love you
Part 2:
I finally got your attention (2)
First of all thank you so much for the support everyone gave me. I didn't have the time to check daily but
Diluc
This man is always busy but you didn't expect him to no longer give you attention. From days to weeks to months to almost a year.. You finally got tired.. You tried every way to get his attention atleast a goodbye or hello. None.
"If I show him I'm hurt he'll notice me now right?" the maids tried opening the bedroom door but you locked it. Placing furnitures so no one can stop you.
"This time I'll be happy.. No more problems" tears running at your cheeks. You've given up. Maybe in your 2nd life you will be happy.
Diluc hearing the maids and everyone inside the manor shouting your name running towards the manor. Feeling something heavy. As he opened the door he is greeted by the maids trying to open the door.
As soon as the maids notice him they explained the situation. You brought a knife with you and locked the doors. 'are you leaving?' he thought. No. There's probably something you'll have to get and needs a knife.
But this didn't stop him. As soon as all of them opened the doors. There you are smiling towards the door with the knife you brought now at your chest.
"I finally got your attention.... If I did this way more earlier you would notice me by then" you tried opening your eyes but the slow of your heartbeat didn't help. There's you about to die as Diluc caught you in his arms.
You did this because of him neglecting you. This is karma. He couldn't blame it. He gotten busier that he neglected his lover. The person he swore to be with every single day.
"Don't you think... It's getting.. Colder...?" you asked your lover. Looking at him with the sad smile you have every time you ask for comforts.
He hugged you before you disappear in this world. At least one last time to see his neglected lover. The mistake he should've thought would happen. 'I'm sorry dear' he wanted to say it but there's no words that could go out of his mouth.
I love you.. So so much...
Childe
You're tired. The attention you wanted didn't get to be answered by the gods. Here you are inside the room with the stolen rope you got inside the house. This didn't got unnoticed by the fatui underlings.
The fatui he assigned to look out for you ran towards his master. Informing you never opened your room for the whole day and brought a rope with you.
That's when he ran towards the shared house. You probably need to get something that's stuck outside. But your room is on the ground floor... No no you're probably gonna go hunting.
As soon as he stepped in inside the house. It feels.. Depressing.. He broke your door. He can just buy a new one. You're the important one right now.
There he saw his lover. The person he swore to protect and love throughout his life. Hanged themselves. Blood flowing down signing you killed yourself.
"Love, time to stop the prank.. I'm here now.. You have all my attention" he said trying to ease the negative surroundings.
"We can go the festival in Liyue this upcoming month.. I heard they have new delicacies there..." he tried calling you. You never gave the response he expected. He brought you out of the rope hugging you one last time with your cold body.
Hoping there's a miracle you would hug back. But some miracles rarely happen you know.
Childe (another way seeing you died)
"you're way more early arriving home here dear. Did you left something.?" you asked your lover who tried approaching you before you leave.
"(name).. Give me the rope.. Then I can talk to you okay? Come.." he tried reaching you.
But your eyes didn't seem to see it. Your eyes getting duller no light shining signing you gave up.
"This is not what I planned so stay out.. Until I have all your attention" you tried to threaten him
"I'm here now.. You got my attention come dear" he smiled. Hoping you would take it.
But you.. Still didn't budge.
"I waited you know. And you will give me your attention because I'm here life threatening myself? I'm.. I'm...hurt.."you smiled sadly. Tears running down.
You swiftly kicked the chair at your foot ending your life infront of your lover.
He ran towards you hoping you would still be okay. But the tied tight rope didn't help. He tried cutting it fast but never helped. Did you plan this all along? No.
As soon as he got you out. There he saw his lifeless lover. Who gave up right after.
He tried shaking you slowly hoping you just closed your eyes.
To those who feel unhappy and sad. Who tried killing themselves or wanting to kill themselves or die. Don't worry you're here for a reason. You can call the suicide hot line or any trusted person you know and understands you well. Tell them and remove the heavy pain.
You can also dm me here or in my wattpad: @/Yana_Feya
âIf I have a superpower, I would take no hesitation to let myself suffer instead of youâ
Genshin character x GN reader
(Modern AU)
Itâs been what, three months? Three months of suffering and praying. You were sick and was now starting to give up, your lover who has been on your side since day 1, hesitating to let you go.
âa world without you?â so absurd. Youâre gonna be healthy soon. Oh how will that soon happen. You were already holding your dear life because of a medicine and machines clinging to you.
âItâs better to start accepting now theyâre gone. They are only clinging to machines just to stay aliveâ the doctor stated
Your lover went back to the ICU, and started holding your hand.
âMy dearest, if youâre struggling please tell meâŚ.and I shall let you go. No more suffering to feel my love. Eternal Happiness will be there for you. Watch over me from above okay? I will be strong too. You can now rest easy, you can walk to the eternal life nowâ they started talking to a dead body.
âRest assured, even if it makes me numb I will be okay. If there is a chance I have been given a superpowerâŚI will save you, I will take this sickness away from youâ they continued.
contains; angst, raining in the highway, death, no comfort (sorry not sorry)
You and your lover Childe were the perfect dynamic couple. Met each other through high school. Both of you now on college and would be graduating in 5 months time.
But tonight 30th of December is the day before of your 3rd year anniversary. But some conclusions happened that is a threat on your relationship.
A female classmate of Childe was obsessed to your lover. And would do anything to break you both up. She is currently making Childe think you're having an affair due to going home late when you are only visiting your parents every night daily due to living near them in 3 streets away.
Of course Childe being an idiot and have always trust everyone believes it. Both of you fought the day before your anniversary for nearly an hour.
"THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME. I BET AFTER VISITING YOUR PARENTS YOU'LL HAVE AN AFFAIR" he shouted.
"I CANT BELIEVE YOU. DO YOU REALLY TRUST YOUR CLASSMATE OVER YOUR LOVER?" you talked back.
"I'LL BELIEVE YOU ONCE YOU ONCE YOU- YOU GIVE ME PROOFS. BE IT YOUR DEATH," that was the last words you heard before the room went silent.
"Be it. I'm leaving you here," you answered and went out.
Childe that was still rethinking what he said might ruin your relationship and you will break up with him.
He ran seeing you still about to pass the road shouted for you to forgive him.
"HEY LOVE PLEASE IM SORR- I DIDN'T MEAN THAT PLEASE. THAT WAS A MISTAKE, COME BACK" he pleaded.
You seeing a truck about to pass the road you stepped in middle of the road.
"I'LL PROVE TO YOU THIS WAY THAT I'M TELLING THE TRUTH AND THEN SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU TO BELIEVE ME," you shouted looking at him in the middle of the road.
"LOVE PLEASE DONT. LET'S TALK ABOUT THAT HERE OR AT HOME PRIVATELY PL-," the truck crashed.
The orange head male ran towards your body hoping there's still a life.
"L-love? H-hey?" People started calling the ambulance for help seeing you in a very major injury that led you to near death
The driver on the truck still safe but you. You.
"L-love... Hey wake up...," he tried kissing you back reminiscing the memory where you loved his kisses and would ask about it daily.
Oh how much he wished he didn't said that. Regrets started to appear, guilts and what ifs.
Is this really the END??
No more hugs? Kisses? Love affections? No more I love yous? Hey this is a dream right?
Wake him up hurry. This nightmare is giving him more pain.
What will he do tomorrow? Sit down and watch you inside that coffin that he despise to see. Especially the love he cares and cherish to marry? The person he swore that he would trust, rely, and love eternally? No. NO.
His light no more shining.
Belated Merry Christmas my dearest readers and a blessed New year :D
A month of hiatus and an angst in return? You bet more angst on our new year so be updated đ đ
Modern high school au, angst, bullying, abuse, death
Reader could be gn, male, female. No mentions of anything
@poweredbyghostadventures
Kaeya is a famous band member on high school. He was famous both on his school and just everywhere.
His band mates and him would go around the city playing songs to earn some money and want their dream band to come true.
Kaeya has so much fans that anyone would have. There may be lots of beautiful men and women. But he is head over heels on one person.
And that's you; his lover. The person who supported him ever since their band was new. Their number 1 supporter and his light.
You were there on their highs and lows. Even on Kaeya. Everyone knows who you are.
You were his lover. You wanted it to be a secret yet kaeya wanted the whole world to know who he belongs and who he will marry.
You were bullied. Both personally and online. Death threats and abuse. Cyber bullying is also one of it.
As much as you want Kaeya or just anyone you can rely on to tell them the truth.
You wouldn't wish to burden and bother them.
You would receive daily sharp words that are obviously placed to you.
You stayed strong yet not until one fan of Kaeya started going on board. From threatening you, from cyber bullying you, to almost killing your love one.
For the sake of anyone you love and care. You disappeared after you brought Kaeya to the airport.
He was so happy to see you again after having a bonding with his team. He started asking questions where you were. From your friends to people you're acquainted with.
His last choice but to ask you family at your home.
He rode a taxi towards your villa and notice people were gathering on black. He thought maybe you disappeared because you were grieving.
Oh he was wrong. His lover. Oh the person he showed the world he'll marry was inside it. Inside the coffin. The reality he wished he shouldn't have seen.
Your close friend soon noticed him and gave him the biggest sympathy.
"(random name) this is not real right? (name) is just pranking me right?" Kaeya asked. A tear rolling down as he keeps asking if it's the reality. If he is just seeing things.
"I'm sorry...." is what he receives. Kaeya was brought to your room to patch everything up. He soon went to dream land and saw an empty road.
A road to his dream. He really remembered your promise to him.
"I would be on your side on the road of your dreams. Keep going dear! I'm always here"
Oh where did that promise go? Why can't he see your light on the road? What made you kill yourself when he was sure you were happy.
He checked your phone to only see death threats of people. Abuse and sharp words inside each private messages.
Is this what they call if one dated a famous lover the other disappears? Their only support died?
If he was there for you and would know what will happen would you still be alive then?
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"My love, it's been 4 years. I.... I have reached the dream... I am now a famous band member.. Are you happy for me? I did what you told me before. Don't look at my back.. But look forward.. It was so hard.. Without you on my side.. Of I were to turn back time I would gladly do so and be with you " the blue haired man soon then walks away the tombstone leaving a single (favorite flower/plant).
Credit to the one who gave me this idea. It was an anonymous one but I hope u see this I give you my biggest thank you!!!
:reader is also a god(not an archon just god), death, sacrifice, angst no comfort
Short summary: you sarificed the world to protect them yet your lover thinks itâs selfish.
@poweredbyghostadventures
The world of Teyvat once again is on itâs rampage. The abyss attacking nations by nations. You were fighting with the adeptis, helping citizen escape, saving each person on danger.Â
âAt this point we need a sacrifice to burst each abyss,â Cloud Retainer stated.Â
âAdepti or not, mortal or not,â 1 sacrifice is needed and weâll give support. You were worried for everyone, families dying, children traumatized.
You thought who would be a good sacrifice, but everyone deserve to live.
âIâll be the sacrifice. Iâll unleash my powers and just support me with all of your elements,â you explained. Your lover, Morax but now was called Zhongli heard it all.Â
âYouâre sacrificing?â
âNo. Youâre not sacrificing yourself. Weâll find someone else,â He told you.
âTheyâre mortals Morax. They have short lives. And I have already lived for millenials. Itâs better this way,â you answered.
He canât lose you. Not that both of you are already on peace and have started planning your lives together.
âNo. Please...,â he said sadly.
âWe need to protect them. Theyâre your people. They have dreams to achieve,â you stated.
âWe have ours too! Please...I canât live without you..â he stated.
You looked towards the adeptis signing them to stay far away for the both of you to have your times.
âMy love... Weâll see each other soon. In another life? okay?â you smiled.
âTHATâS TOO SELFISH. WE CAN JUST SACRIFICE ONE PERSON. NOT JUST YOU PLEASE.â he shouted. Wanting to make you change your mind. be with him forever.
âThis is the only way my love please....For your people okay? Iâll see you soon,â you smiled.
He hates this. That smile of yours comforting himself. He canât stop you. The wish was too selfish or was it just him...
All adeptis bid you goodbye and circled you. You started unleashing your powers and the others supported you.Â
âWeâll see you again, (your God name),â Ganyu stated sadly.
Everything turned white....Abyss disappeared..Everything went peaceful. People cheering that the adeptis saved them. Not knowing they just supported you.
Then thereâs their God. Morax. Grieving.
Eyes dull, heart broken. The lover he wished to be with. The lover who wished to bare his child and have their family. Died, and not a single of them remained.
credit the one who gave me this idea. It was an anonymous one but I hope u see this I give you my biggest thank you!!!
Practically this is inspired by the song "All I ask" by Adele.
Modern au, hospital scenario, illness, death, angst
@poweredbyghostadventures
Last breath. Last beat. Last moment.
Yes.. That's Childe's lover. You were dying, you don't have enough time. Childe holding your hands beside you. Praying you would be happy in the afterlife.
Free from the illness and cruel reality.
You could hear his low sobs. Staying strong for you. Be strong for you. Those were one of your last wishes for him.
"Hush darling... I'll be fine.." you comforted him. Patted his head for assurance.
"Did you enjoy our time for the last time dear?," he asked sadly.
"Of course.. I cherished every single moments... From our school days to our dates... Everything.." you replied. Black. That's what you are seeing now.
"That's good.." he smiled sadly
Your death was then announced. He didn't cry. He stayed strong til the end.
His workers could notice his dark eyes. Gloomy face. All the light that was in him disappeared. He would constantly overwork that his workers have to force him out.
He would drink out his life hoping you're ok.
Visit you every after work. Wishing you would protect him.
Tired and numb. Yet a strong soul. He stayed strong for you. For his love of you eternally.
You can feel free tell me any imagines and share your ideas. I also can tag on which story any of you would like to be tagged/mention with.
credit the one who gave me this idea. It was an anonymous one but I hope u see this I give you my biggest thank you!!!
Angst, short story, imagine, gn s/o (or designated s/o), death, grieving
He is grieving. Just how many does he need to receive of his love ones dying. His father, now you.
You were innocent. Too innocent to be blame why he is attached to you. You were his light who shone in his ways. Guided him throughout his pain and highest walls.
You have yet to reach your dreams yet you have died. Your dreams crashed just because of him.
Monstadt people noticed his new behavior. From the cold and short response to the habit of drinking and overworking. No light could be seen. He was too devastated.
You were a kind soul. Too kind. For your own good.
His eyes dark and deep. Oh the people wish you were here to fix him. The young man who was the riches bachelor and was famous for his appearances.
I'm sorry for the wait haha, I was thinking for the other imagines since I thought why not make it individually each character. You can feel free tell me any imagines and share your ideas. I also can tag on which story any of you would like to be tagged/mention with.
Have a good day/night!!
Edit:
I forgot to credit the one who gave me this idea. It was an anonymous one but I hope u see this I give you my biggest thank you!!!
Imagine Diluc, Xiao, Thoma and Zhongli after your death. Imagine their dark eyes not shining anymore, not even their hair or skin. They become colder and colder, until becoming a simple monotonous and lifeless alive man. But there's one thing that other people didn't notice; their cries in the night. Ugly and pure sorrow cries, screaming and begging for death
@nakamuraitoeisasimp @quote-14divine thats pain i can see it.
Should I make an imagine individually for this or add some things up?
It might take a while though this pretty men have different livelihood xP
HELLO, your name is so creative! I also want to ask that do you have specific rules on your blog? Thank you for your time! :)
OMG hi actually my friends are into deeznutz jokes so I got used to it and changed my name into one HAHAHHAHA.
I don't really have specific ones since I'm practically open with anything. It depends when others are uncomfortable then I'll gladly respect and not do it.
First of all thank you so much for the support everyone gave me. I didn't have the time to check daily but I'm suprised that the recent post blew up :).
Requested by @tenshi-san for a part 2
Zhongli x reader, Kaeya x reader
Warning: murder, angst no comfort, death, sensitive words , killed
Zhongli
The man has been busy for the past months due to people increasing coming over the parlor. Of course you were worried for your dearest.
You tried getting his attention just for him to take a rest seeing his situation gotten worst.
"WOULD YOU STOP ANNOYING ME?! I'M BUSY CANT YOU SEE?!" he shouted.
"Please, dear just take a res-" you tried telling him
"I TOLD YOU TO STOP BEING ANNOYING! I'M BUSY OK?!" he left the house with a thud and never came back since dinner.
You were worried for his health so you brought the meal towards the parlor but as caught on seen.
"Didn't expect Zhongli's lover would be here. Must be my lucky day to kill you right here right now" you didn't have the chance to call out for help due to the napkin covered.
And there your life ended...
A traveler soon noticed your bloodied body and brought you towards a healer.
The news spreaded that someone was killed again. Of course zhongli heard it from the parlor.
As soon as he went inside the office. Childe went to his office and tell something.
"Mr. Zhongli? Can I have your time for a moment?" he asked as he sat down.
"Go ahead, I have some time" he stated placing a tea.
"About (name)... -" he stated. "What about them? Don't tell me they told you to tell me they need attention?" he raged.
"No... It's.. About the murder last night.. (name) was the victim..."
The room went silent. Zhongli processing the words Childe left out. Impossible. You were at home right?.. You were??
Childe placed a food box. "They were probably trying to give this to you last night. Seeing your situation.. theyâre worried..."
All because of his messy schedule, the lover he swore to be with til the end left..
He gulped.
"W-where are they..now?" he asked. Desperate enough to think you're still alive
âTheyâre..theyâre not with us anymore..â
The home he will expect to go that was filled with love and care from you will be now dark and gray....
He took the chance to take in charge with your funeral. A way to see you one last time. Give the attention you deserve after the neglections..
Kaeya
The captain has been busy for the past months due to the workloads increasing. You are worried for his health so you took the chance to ask the knights about his health.Â
âKaeya, dear, please take atleast a short nap. Your body is starting to get fatigued,â you tried catching his attention.
Kaeya having problems now with his system he misunderstood you as if you want his attention and leave his work behind.
Are you really desperate for his attention that you want him to stop from his work? Oh he didnât accept it. He slapped your face.
They were also worried for the captain seeing he started to overwork and rarely goes out in his office.
âCanât you see Iâm working hard for both of us and the city? DO YOU WANT US TO BE ATTACKED BECAUSE OF THIS ATTENTION YOU WANTED FOR WEEKS??!âÂ
âKaey-â he slapped you again.Â
âSTOP. IF YOU WANT ATTENTION GO LOOK FOR SOMEONE ELSEâ he shouted. He walked out and went towards the HQ planning to sleep there.
You thought he was stressed and just want some fresh air so you placed the meal inside the fridge and planned to end the day tonight.
You didnât know that the treasure hoarders are attacking houses outside the city knowing knights rarely checks outside.
Your shared home was outside the city.
The house was big enough to fit some people and there you were ambushed.
People started to report and attack and called the knights for help. Seeing a fire is starting to grow and knowing it was the house the captain lives in called him.
Kaeya hearing the news ran as fast as he could thinking of your safety.
Seeing the people trying to stop the fire, he started looking for your figure...Youâre probably far removing the smoke from your lungs.
âHEY I FOUND SOMEONE INSIDE? THEYâRE DYING CALL A HEALER!!â he heard someone shouted. He ran back towards the person and there he saw you bruised and burnt.
Weak and fragile....hand prints from the slapped and the ambushed..
âname..?â he called out.
âHey itâs me..wake up now..youâre out from the fire..â his breath hitched. You arenât responding. People started to look a nearby healer just to save you. A commoner who saved and helped people is dying. And everyone tried to save you.
