About Me: Actual yandere. Actual paraphile. “Sick” in the head, apathetic as fuck. I'm a total perve, depending on my mood, and will shamelessly say so. My definition of “too far” varies from person to person. I can be a completely unrepentant, grade-a asshole, never expect anything from me.
Sideblogs: Voluntaryroadkill Yanblog Original System Blog (As in we all used it)
YAN/PHILIA PROFILE
Yandere types: CAML OCICR CDWI LDML 358 - The overachiever
• Gore (in writing only. Maybe.) • Extreme violence • Extreme yandere behaviour • Paraphilia content (sexual + nonsexual) • I will post things that are vaguely sexual or just outright sexual. However I am not a NSFW blogger. • Conabuse content • I'm possessive even with people I'm only platonically involved with. • I'm can be a bit of a flirt, how serious I am with my affection depends on how well I know you. I'm a switch, but it'd be more accurate to call me sadistic sub. Don't attempt to force me to dom like that, I'll get mean and bored real fast. • I am in fact a dark/proshipper. Don't come for my head, I'll either ignore or laugh at you. • Intrusive thoughts, violent ideation, suicidal ideation, mental illness all round really. I do struggle with issues ranging from a lack of empathy, to BPD, PPD, chronic boredom (which can sometimes lead to some very odd situations), suspected OSDD, anxiety, frequent depressive episodes, as well as others that are less relevant to me. This blog is in no way an attempt to be “edgy”, I simply needed a space where I could be as uncensored as I please. Within reason, of course. • Reminder that we are a fictive heavy system. A lot of our headmates are from specific pieces of media and would (unless stated otherwise) like to be treated exactly as they are in their sources. This blog belongs to Felix, but others may tag posts relating to themselves depending on who's fronting at the time.
Basically: If you need your hand held, leave now. I don’t care if you fetishize what I write (because most, if not all, of my content will only be in writing). I don’t care if it disgusts you. This is not me giving anyone the go-ahead to fetishize anyone elses (or even my own) mental health problems. I'm simply saying that I personally don't give a fuck what you do, or think, in your free time. I definitely don't speak for anyone but myself and if you choose to fuck around and find out with someone else, that's on you. I do care about people barging in to moralize—try me and see how fast you get blocked. I'm good at not giving a fuck, until I'm pissed off and some asshole decides to add to the headache.
DNI / INTERACTION RULES
• None, really. If I don’t like you, I’ll block you. Forced-positivity / recovery blogs, stay gone. Don't talk to me about politics, I couldn't care less and I'm really not aware enough of the world to answer anything confidently. If you’re boring, over enthusiastic, naggy, or trying to preach to me about my content, asks, who I interact with, or whatever the fuck else don’t expect me to be especially welcoming. I've got a big, shiny block button, and so do you. Use it.
• That being said, I also have no rules for interaction. Send fucked up asks, send random questions, don't send anything at all. Be delusional, be perverted, be creepy, use my inbox as a vent/rant/gush/confession box (if you don't want it posted or spoken about, say so. My lips are sealed). I really don't care what happens on my blog, as long as I'm not being dragged into unnecessary drama we're all good. My tolerance for bullshit is so high lol.
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Ah, I wish he could fasten a collar around my neck.. with his own hands. I want to keep it around my neck forever like it's something precious, never taking it off, not even while sleeping.
why do you need other friends when you have me? i can be everything for you. your friend, your lover, your whole world. isn’t that enough? it should be enough. it has to be.
Not to be codependent or isolative , but do you want to be in a relationship where we only interact with other people out of necessity ? So , like . . never ?
“This kink is problematic when you think about it” ohhhhhh shit ok lemme head on over to the kink store and trade these kinks in for one that make my jackoff fantasies morally superior
I love the concept of someone teaching you how to fuck. how to kiss, what it feels like to have someone else’s hands on you, someone else’s tongue. all under the guise of them being helpful, sweet to you, so you’re not nervous for when it ‘really’ happens. only for them to make sure they’re the only ones who ever get to see you that way
"my child turned out fine!" your son wants an older man to call him "son" and "kiddo" and tell him how "good of a boy he's being for daddy" while he's being fucked until his legs are shaking and can't even remember his own name.
