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Hematolagnia.

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Personal cute facts~. Mhm, introducing myself. ㅤꨄ︎

꒰ Personal .꒱

He/It ꒰ Androgynous .꒱ , Kutay

I'm a photographer, and in three years I'll be a bartender. I like taking dark aesthetic photos.

ꨄ︎ . Demiromantic.

꒰ More personal .꒱

I have obsessions with weird things, which affect my life quite a lot. For example, my hair I've been growing it out for years. The straighter and the blacker it is, the better.. and I have a disgusting obsession with clothes. If I find a flaw in a piece of clothing, I can never wear it. That's why buying clothes can be difficult for me, my style is different. To me, "special". I don't want to be forced to wear clothes I don't want to. It drives me crazy. I also hate the sun and bright places. ꒰ Nyctophilia .꒱

It's not pleasant to always talk about the things I hate. I want to talk a little about the things I love too. I love the smell of vanilla. I love scarves anything that covers my neck feels good. I always have a bandage on my neck.

꒰ ꨄ︎ . ꒱

I like it when people have different,weird or creepy tastes that are unique to them, being yourself is more valuable than trying to be like someone else. And, I like showing my thoughts. I write whatever I feel so that someone can understand how I feel. It's cute and valuable.

꒰ Warning .꒱

s♡dism, m♡soch♡sm, stalking, st♡ckh♡lm syndrome, n♡crøph♡l♡a, obsession and trauma.

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how do u realize u have feelings for someone, and what is it ab a person that affects u the most?

Mhm. If someone can make my heart race, and I keep thinking about them, I can tell I'm interested in them. And that rarely happens.

As for the other question, I like intelligent and calm people. I'm also drawn to people who are different, unique, and stand out from everyone else. Having a dark aesthetic matters to me. And so does the way they talk to me. Also, I like dominant people.

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Ah, a relationship where we become each other's trauma. One where we can never forget each other. S♡⁠ffering for each other. Loving each other more than anything, until we suffocate in our own thoughts, until.. we want to d♡⁠e. Even if we try to talk to other people, knowing who our hearts belong to.. Ah. No matter what happens, I never want this love to end.

We know who we belong to, darling.

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it's for your eyes only anyways , might have to kill everyone else<3

Ah, don't say things like that, Milo.

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im glad kuki does ♡

still a bit embarrassed about my small ramblings , but not no longer really badly anymore like before

Ah, I know. I didn't answer it because, I thought you'd be embarrassed. It's better that only I see it. Mhm?

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i made a remake one , still a bit uneven but not too badly ig , i did had art class back in highschool, was gonna do it in middle school too but it cost money and i had enough classes

i have a sketchbook , along with a few art supplies but gave them to my cousin since i didn't use it anymore , but i might buy me a few art things again , it's a bit complicated of explaining , but i promise to get better , im taking my time

Mhm.

I believe you, Milo. ♡

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i gotten a bit better of it, did messed up the sleeve but it also been awhile since i drew any clothes related

And thank you kuki !!

Dear, your lines are a little uneven. Don't let your hand shake while drawing. And if you didn't use a sketch, use one.

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redoing the drawing since the first four times was a failed , i wanted to rip my hair out bc of it

Don't try, Milo. It's pretty.

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Stalking him for years, acting like a different person every time. Never knowing who I am. Until the day I finally appear in front of him.

Waking up in my bed. His head throbbing, feeling the fear. Tied up by the one who had been stalking him for years.

Ah.. I want him to be mine forever.

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What I'm most curious about is whether your pain threshold is high. If it is, when did you first notice it?

-lycoris radiata

Hai.

Ah, not really. Some kinds of pain affect me more than others. But if It's the pain from a kn♡⁠fe or a r♡⁠zor, my pain threshold is high. I can handle it.

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i can already imagine it , thank you my dear kuki ᥫ᭡

Mhm. ♡

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give me a inspiration outfit , something you'll enjoy wearing without feeling disgusted and discomfort

to be warned im not a good drawer , but I can try my best <3

Ah, I'd want a nightgown.

Black. The front covered with lace, with a V-neck. Long sleeves, with lace ruffles at the ends. The front of the nightgown is shorter, with midnight blue ruffles along the hem.

The back is longer, reaching down to the knees, while the front stays shorter. The lace on the back is longer and more delicate.

There are also long ribbons on both sides of the nightgown, midnight blue in color.

Elegant and alluring at the same time.

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i would love to see your drawings one day , i was into fashion since i was a kid until middle school

but i might go back into it now bc of you ! i had a fashion drawing kits and everything in fifth grade

you always seem to notice things without questioning , it's like you can see right through me , kuki

You should, dear.

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Sakura flowers are pretty , wish they can be a different color , dead flowers are the best !

you draw clothes ? sometimes it is hard to pick out a specific clothing and what not

i hate how some of my clothes are colorful

i seem more relaxing around you , instead of freaking out every five seconds , i do have a problem about how others think of me

Hmm. I've been interested in fashion for years. Six years. I draw without any references. And no, designing clothes Isn't hard for me. I'm good at designing new things.

Ah, dear. I know you're comfortable around me. I noticed it.

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well other that favorite character question

do you like flowers , or no ?

i prefer dead ones or vines , i like prickling things

what's your latest obsession if you have one that's not a person ?

since you say you like dark clothes that are comfortable to you , do you make them or buy them at the thrift store ?

Ah, I like d♡ad flowers too. Hmm, black roses. tacca chantrieri. And sakura blossoms. Even though I hate how pink they are, I like their scent.

Hmm. I want the weekend to come already, I keep thinking about it.

I don't make my own clothes, I draw them. And yes, sometimes. Some of them are very expensive, but I'm obsessed with clothes. If I like something, I have to have it. I can't ignore things I like, Ah. They all have to be mine.

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i think i saw khol before , from a horror visual novel game , or a fan game , can't remember which

but from the way you describe yourself a little , i can see it , might look up that character more <3

Mhm.

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which character fits you the best if you had one ?

Khol. We have similar faces and hair. A little of the personality, too.