obsessed!alexis ness x fem idol!reader headcanons ౨ৎ cw: obsession, obsessive tendencies, stalking, bullying, blackmail, threats of harm, ness has horrible mental health, depression, parasocial relationships, pretty much everything dark in the idol industry note: reader is said to live in japan, but ethnicity is not specified
obsessed!alexis ness who actually never really got into idols. sure, he’d heard about them in his time as a person in the public spotlight, but he’d never truly listened to any music or enjoyed any groups. that was until he saw you on a magazine cover, in the cutest dress he’d ever seen, smiling with your other group members. he knew from that very moment that he wanted you and alexis ness always got what he wanted, even if he had to pave the way for it himself.
obsessed!alexis ness who starts doing oshikatsu. honestly, he wasn’t sure if he was doing it right, even with the account he’d made on a forum for people who were into idols.
lochnessmonster8: where should i start as an oshikatsu beginner?
lotusblossom26: ita bags are the best for newbies
anonymoususer9625829297: depends on what you’ve got the money for
the forum did end up helping him, he learned the things he could do to start! unlike other people who usually participated in oshikatsu, he had a lot of money that he often had no idea what to do with.
obsessed!alexis ness who adores your singing voice. you sound like an angel and ness is sure you are one. his perfect angel, made just for him. since your group doesn’t have a ton of international success, he rarely sees people have any judgements towards you. when he sees criticism towards your group, he knows it isn’t usually directed at you, since you’re the least popular member, but when it is, he gets quite upset. he finds out whatever he can about whoever it was bullying his sweet oshi and uses it to blackmail them into deleting the post. surely an angel like you would forgive him for his bad deeds, since they were in your name.
obsessed!alexis ness ness who buys all your albums, probably around 100 times over. he doesn’t care about anyone but you in your group, which is why his only goal is to get all your photocards and inclusions, discarding the others. his absolute favorite photocard of you is one in the exact dress he first saw you in, it’s just the cutest thing on you.
obsessed!alexis ness ness who couldn’t sleep before his first meeting with you. he’d flew from germany to japan just to come to your handshake event. the morning of, he wakes up early, doing everything he can to look his best. when he finally sees you in person, he believes he could faint. your beauty is way better in person, rather than appreciated through photocards. your line is short, so it only takes around five minutes until he’s at the front, shaking your hand, seeing you smile at him. it’s all so much, he swore he could die right there and he’d die completely happy. when it was over, he’d gotten a handshake from you and a signature on his favorite album your group had released, specifically one where you’d been the center.
obsessed!alexis ness who almost completely flips out the moment he finds out you have a dating rumor with a male idol. he doesn’t come out of his room for a day, too depressed to even leave him room. then he remembers he has money. he uses this money to hire a private investigator to get intimate photos of the male idol, photos no one would want put out of them. when he gets them, he pays other people to plaster them everywhere online all this causes the male idol to eventually retire early. ness can’t help the satisfaction he feels. he knows now that money really can buy him anything he wants.
obsessed!alexis ness who continues to go to japan, slowly developing an actual relationship with you from constantly showing up to all of your events. when you retired as an idol, only seven years into your career, he decided to ask you out as the professional footballer alexis ness instead of the obsessive fan alexis ness. when you finally end up together, he knows in his heart that he’s won. even if he’d sinned along the way, it didn’t matter as long as an angel like you was at his side.
author’s note: this is my first time posting my writing don’t kill me
