Hey guys, I've got a hyper fixation on Crime and Punishment and I have no one to discuss it with, so here's Raskolnikov😭🤲 (I know he is dark blond, but I drew him based on the 2007 TV series)
What? Here? Marvel? Yasss! Enjoy original with me on my sunshine's @marshalllir telegram channel. English version of our headcanons and more under the cut. Thank you for the translation, dear~
Marshall: Hakon Matyjas and Brock Rumlow are very similar in their essence. Both work for the bad guys, both aka spies are on the opposite side of the conflict, and no one suspects their double loyalty.
The Winter Soldier and Aiden have memory problems, partial amnesia, and enormous strength compared to humans.
Brock Rumlow oversees the Winter Soldier, Hakon oversees Aiden.
Hydra and the Renegades have at least one scientist experimenting with the serum, and what Waltz created can be called the supersoldier serum.
The S.H.I.E.L.D. and the Avengers are pure Peacekeepers, aka local fighters, for justice and for all good against all bad. The survivors are civilians, often dissatisfied with the work of local defenders.
The heat of the plot is that Aiden doesn't remember anything because he's being reset. That is, he even sees Hakon every time like the first time. Hakon calmly watches the reset as a supervisor, but as a person, he feels pangs of conscience. And Aiden, every time he sits down in the treatment chair, looks at Hakon through the protective glass and feels something between resentment and betrayal, but then he forgets everything again.
Volatile: One day, Hakon drunkenly, when Aiden is supposedly already sleeping on the table, talks about what connected them before everything. And even though Aiden is being reset, he still remembers this conversation somewhere deep inside.
Marshall: By the way, given the fact that Aiden is reset after each mission (upon returning to base) (erasing his memory and purely using him as a living weapon without a personality), Hakon can, after getting drunk, confess to Aiden about Hydra, Waltz, Lawan and the VNC Tower, knowing that he will not remember it the next day.
Volatile: And Aiden has a glitch. And he's like, "I despise you" after confession?
And Hakon was like, "But I saved you."
Like, it's impossible to save everyone. And he continues to persistently save Aiden.
AND AIDEN'S LOOK AT THE ART TURNS OUT TO BE ON HIS FINGERS. WHAT'S THE CHANCE THAT AIDEN AND HAKON SLEEP TOGETHER AND THEN AIDEN FORGETS EVERYTHING?
Marshall: MAXIMUM
Volatile: I think this ring belonged to Aiden before he was a soldier. And Hakon keeps it in the hope that Aiden will want it back one day.
Since Aiden has one prosthetic arm, even before everything, during the crash Hakon found only Aiden's severed arm, he thought that he was gone. Hakon took the ring in memory of Aiden.
Marshall: As military special forces, they're not supposed to wear jewelry on missions, but I think they might have worn rings on their left hands instead of their right ones.
Volatile: Or it could be a tattoo. When Hakon was burying Aiden's hand, he could put his ring in the coffin (put it on his finger). Hakon buried his heart. And he got a tattoo on his finger so he wouldn't forget. And he won't forget, of course.…
Marshall: God, it's painful and beautiful, but it's heartbreaking as hell. I can't even imagine Hakon's condition at that moment.
Volatile: It is necessary to open the topic with a thousand first dates - Hakon seduces Aiden every time, and in the morning he does not know where and with whom he was. Hakon wants not only physical intimacy, but also feelings. And Aiden is always indifferent afterwards, because for him it's just needs.
Hakon has severe PTSD, while Aiden has no personality and has brains that are periodically ground in a blender.
Marshall: Two peas in a pod, God
Volatile: Hakon constantly hits on Aiden, who is surprised, but they still have a working relationship, but he does not refuse free physical intimacy.
For some reason, Hakon also likes to stroke Aiden's hair and always asks him to take off his mask.
Hakon might even love Aiden like that. Bribes the guards. He enters the laboratory. Hugs him. He kisses him, looking for a spark of recognition or understanding in his wide, indifferent eyes. Talking to him.
What is the probability that due to such sessions, the code in Aiden's brain will turn towards "I can't forget this person. But I forgot it once. Who is he?"
Aiden's brain will accumulate a critical amount of errors, and one day it will give out a residual memory of Hakon. Which he will reinforce with his usual actions towards Aiden. And break the firmware even more without knowing about it.
But Aiden isn't dumb, he doesn't tell anyone that he's starting to think about his work cycles. And that his memory was being erased. And that he's in a state of hibernation waiting. And how Hakon keeps coming and loving him. It's wild at first. But this is what allows Aiden to cling on and not fall into unconsciousness.
Marshall: IT'S BEAUTIFUL! Aiden knows what he should say about the errors, but he doesn't. He's redeveloping his "I", might say.
Will Rowe and his 404 peacekeepers squad drag Aiden and Hakon to freedom at a critical moment of escape?
Volatile: OH, YES!
Why isn't Aiden talking? Because the memories of nights with this man... Are they pleasant?
After the battles and tortures, feeling his hands, lips, heartbeat, warmth, breath tickling in his hair is so reminiscent of life.
Marshall: I can imagine how at first Aiden is in a state of "sleep" and doesn't react in any way, then he begins to hear and listen, and then he begins to react in small ways, like watching, trembling from touch, tilting his head, moving his fingers, and shortness of breath.
And Hakon may initially attribute this to the fact that it seems to him that Aiden hears, watches and "responds" that he is just an old fool in love.
So if you read our thoughts and still here, thank you, dear stranger💖
So bonuses. So much pain in his eyes. So much hairs in his face. Heheheh
First idea and sketches and final sketch
Soldier Aiden’s booba are my religion, Hakon’s exhausted face is my wife’s kryptonite
Оne of my old arts. It feels like home. Christmas and New year was always fulled of that cozy and warm feeling. Need to share that art with you again. Happy X-mas and NY to all of you. Wish you spending time with your family and friends.
Heeeey dear @dicktat we are sooo in love with your art and your happiness so we decided to take “dress—up challenge” with Hakon in a couple of sketches. The first one will be on my x because of hakon’s butt. Enjoy Ponytail hair style is included. Me and my darling @marshalllir hope you’ll enjoy our mini-event #dresslikeawitch
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