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twirl for me ⤑ csb (m.)

pairing: soobin x reader

genre: smut, fluff, pwp-ish, established relationship, vacation!au

word count: 3.5k

summary: the couple's trip that finally pulled your boyfriend out from his slumber could possibly reveal another side of him that you’d love to explore.

warnings: mentions of multiple rounds, public sex (balcony lol), pet names (love, baby), teasing, almost choking?, dirty talk, filming while having sex, humiliation?, slight size kink, creampie, aftercare, soobin's shy but 🤧

a/n: happiest birthday to the love of my life! welcome to our quarter life soob, i love you so much. i hope this year treats you well, we've grown a lot together fr i can't believe i've celebrated birthdays with you from the very beginning 🥺

You watch your boyfriend sleeping soundly beside you with a smile, truly happy that you were able to convince him to take this short vacation out of nowhere. It's one of the ways you can think of to get him out of this room that usually works because he never says no.

For weeks, Soobin has been staying inside his dorms for the majority of the free time that he has. Of course you understood, because there are also days where you just don’t feel like going outside or meeting anyone. As a supportive girlfriend, you gave him space without him asking but you're an exception. He either spam texts or calls you when you've gone hours without texting him first, probably cause you never miss visiting him in your free time.

It came to a point where he never comes out unless you visit, even his friends couldn't make him and it's beginning to worry you. Taehyun accidentally blurted it out when you crossed paths at the convenience store after mentioning you're restocking Soobin's fridge.

That's when you decided to intervene by dragging him for a quick trip, just a few days in the nearby city.

Your boyfriend doesn't seem surprised when you ask him. He even looks excited so you took it as a good sign. You didn't even get to ask him why he's locked himself inside but you're hoping to get an answer during the trip.

Soobin knows how sentimental you are so he brings out the handy camcorder he got as a gift from his cousin months ago. Your eyes twinkle once you find it in the box, a plan brewing in your mind to make sure you're getting the most from your boyfriend on this trip.

"You're in charge of the filming this time baby," you smile at him, the finality in your tone made Soobin nod at once.

Usually it's you and Soobin does the editing after. Although you don't really post them, you've been vlogging for as long as you remember. It's for memories, the only answer you've given Soobin when he asked. With your goldfish memory, you don't want to risk forgetting any important moments in your life, no matter how confident you are in remembering them.

Soobin doesn't mind taking over for the entire vacation. He's been itching to do it at least once so you'll be able to enjoy your trip without having to worry about the footage.

That's all he's done save for when you returned to the motel, where you've both forgotten everything and were just all over each other. Since you're both tired from the drive and hours of walking, the sex only lasted one round and exhaustion immediately flooded you both.

Hours later, you suddenly wake up. The sky's still dark, meaning it's still early hours of the next day. Immediately, you got up from the very comfortable bed, walking carefully towards the window. The balcony door took some time to open, mostly because you kept checking on your sleeping boyfriend, anxious if the small noise would stir him awake.

Despite the dim lights from the lamp post and the motel's exterior lighting, the stars are still visible in the sky. It's a bit chilly but bearable. You don't really care, your love of watching the stars outweighs the cold biting on your skin. However, only wearing a loose t-shirt that you grabbed last minute was probably a bad idea. It's not Soobin's but your own, since you like buying shirts that are bigger than your size sometimes, the way it hugs your frame brings comfort especially when you wanna get cozy.

.

Soobin woke up a bit cold, missing the warmth of your body beside him. As soon as his eyes opened and found that you left the bed, he grabbed the handycam from the bedside table. He finds you propped at the balcony railings, admiring the starry sky above you. Taking his steps slowly, he turns on the camera, zooming in on your face then at your barely covered body.

Your head turns as soon as you hear the door opened, finding Soobin leaning casually against one side of the balcony door with a handycam on one hand. He's had that heated look already as he observes you, his eyes tracing along your figure.

"Twirl for me, love" he says softly and you smile, doing as told.

Your boyfriend follows your every move and you being a little shit decides to give him a show. Pulling the hem of your shirt, you sway around, giggling when you stumble a bit, just enough to tease him. You didn't let him see your bare parts although the thin shirt you have on has allowed your pert nipples to be visible.

"Good? Or?"

Soobin didn't process your question, too awestruck at how beautiful you look from where he is. But he's also starting to question if he fucked you well. You're more energetic than usual, no sign of exhaustion from earlier. You've been batting your lashes at him, biting your lower lips at times that he's wondering if you're asking for another round.

"More than good"

His voice is much deeper and you're beginning to squirm. You blame the cold but seeing your boyfriend all groggy with his tousled hair, one eye closed, his attention solely on filming you is warming your body up. He alternates staring at you and then through the screen of the camera, flipping it around to look discreet.

Soobin's adorable and painfully shy.

You're the one who asked him out on a date because he was too nervous to look at you when you first met. The first kiss you shared was the only time he's leaned first, much to your surprise. Even when you finally slept together after talking for a few months, it was you who initiated but he quickly caught up.

Soobin’s shyness has never hindered in any way, particularly in your relationship.

You wait for him until he's comfortable which is becoming quicker the more you grow in your relationship. Like right now, you're waiting for more — words or any indication that he's entertaining your hints but he stayed where he is.

Time for the final card in your sleeve.

"Soob" you call for him, taking a few steps forward, one hand remaining on the railings.

"Mhmm?" he looks up, his bewildered face trying to gauge your next move. "I'm cold, look" you stretched your shirt, the soft fabric hugging your curves, emphasizing your breasts. Even if the balcony lights flicker to a different colour every second, Soobin can see your nipples clearly and he's only managed to get a few shots with your display before freaking out.

"Baby! There could be people who can see you!" he whispers in panic, eyes checking around to see if there are any bystanders lurking. He sighs in relief when he finds none. There must've been you've never cared and that's a part of you that Soobin admires.

"Come here then, you're big enough to cover me" you wave him over and Soobin, visibly flustered as he is, walks towards you. He knows what comes next the moment he nears you, if the reddening of his face doesn't tell you already. He could use the chilly air as an excuse but you're not touching him like he expected. He's maintained a small distance between you. His eyes however, automatically drop to your chest then he looks up to find you grinning.

“You’re so pretty,” he mutters, eyeing your lips. You're so sure he'll lean in and kiss you but again, he doesn't. At this point, you're slightly convinced that he's teasing you. There's no way he's merely waiting when you've been pretty obvious that you want him close.

"Thank you baby," you mimic him by fixing your gaze at the cupid bow on his lip, your hand hovering around the black tie that somehow survived the first round of sex. Soobin follows your hand closely, not even caring with the camera being on.

You still haven't touched him and that's saying a lot. Typically, you'd jump on him right away before he returns your vigour but none of that is happening. Only then he realizes what you want — for him to lead this time.

Slowly, Soobin's hand comes up and cups your face. Not pulling you in or anything, just holding. Your breath catches in your throat in anticipation, excitement thrumming in your body that your boyfriend's finally making a move.

He doesn't say anything albeit his touch gives you enough. It's delicate and hesitant, but also curious with the way he's feeling you up. Then to your surprise, his big hand comes down to grab the side of your neck. Shocked, a small whimper came out of you and Soobin let out a shy smile.

But his eyes tell you the opposite.

Honestly, you can't tell anymore. Your mind can only think of how stiff Soobin's grip is, like he's stopping himself for some reason. This is what you've been waiting for, to let him take the lead without you blatantly sparking it.

He finally leans in and your lips meet. Soft and a bit cold but never dry, you love it each time you kiss your man. Instantly, you open your mouth out of instinct, enticing him to play with your tongue as you deepen the kiss. He did, seemingly satisfied but still hungry, his kisses moving down to your neck.

You really thought you succeeded in seducing your boyfriend. The way he touches you desperately and how his kisses went back up, returning to your lips, whispering “turn around”. You’re excited of course, propping your arms on the railings as you bend down but then...

“Look at that bright star”

You faced Soobin hastily but he’s already focused on filming the said star he noticed in the sky. Your annoyance vanishes as soon as you see his face, too mesmerized as he raises the video camera to capture it. It's similar to how you look at them too so instead, you're watching him.

Soobin's eyes flit to you when you don't reply. The fact that you're not even buying his little trick made him a bit nervous.

“Baby?”

“I thought you were gonna fuck me” you blurted out and he chuckled awkwardly, pretending that he didn’t tease you or anything.

“You....."he gestures around with his finger, "...want it here?” his pretty mouth gapes, still unsure if he heard you clearly. It's been almost a year since you started dating and yet, he's not used to how forward you are. Soobin prided himself as a fast learner so adjusting to your trait is effortless.

He loves you that much.

“Yeah please” you bunched up your shirt, showing him how wet you are. Soobin’s flustered, not expecting you to shamelessly expose yourself for him, here of all places. Regardless, he places an arm on your waist and stands behind you, pressing up his crotch against your bare ass like you asked.

Soobin's been hard the moment he opens the balcony door. Thanks to his poplin shirt, you never suspected that you'd affected him early on, thinking he was merely teasing you from afar. You're not fully wrong and assigning him for filming duty was definitely in his favour. He was ready to turn the device off, preparing to take off the camera's strap from his hand but you stopped him.

“You want to film it?” he asks timidly, still shocked but his eyes have that little excitement when he teases you.

“Yes? Doesn’t matter really…I just want your cock in me please” you beg and Soobin's knees almost buckled at how desperate you sounded. Of course he'll obey you, he teased you enough as it is.

“Okay baby, hold tight"

You eagerly bend forward, causing Soobin to step back. He would've stumbled if he wasn't holding your waist like his life depended on it. He's just hoping he can film and fuck you properly with one hand available. Only the shirt's obscuring his access and he couldn't be more grateful to have a girlfriend like you, making it easier to take you by being bare.

The anticipation of Soobin's cock is killing you. He could be teasing you this whole time for asking him to fuck you here but it's for him too. You couldn't forget that glint in his eyes when you mentioned it, that it may be something he's also wanted but just too shy to tell you.

A faint touch from his finger made you gasp, your grip on the railings tightening. He hasn't even put them on yet and you're already shaking but you wait patiently like a good girl. You wanted to give your boyfriend the chance to explore you here at his own pace.

Not long after, you feel a finger ghosting along your soaked folds, testing before plunging in. "Ah, Soob" you whine, hips jerking back for more and you hear his sharp intake.

"More? You're tight again baby..wow"

He adds two more and you continue to squirm, clamping around his long and thick fingers. How are you going to take him again when you feel like he didn't fuck you before this? He didn't have to push his fingers deeper for him to reach that spongy spot inside you.

"Soobin..please—shit, can you—fuck"

You cry out more words and Soobin's enamoured. You look beautiful falling apart with his fingers alone. He wonders if the camera can even catch everything he wanted to remember from this trip. Right before you reach your peak, Soobin reluctantly removes his fingers altogether, much to your displeasure.

No chance for you to complain though when he suddenly bunches your shirt and lines up his throbbing cock, his engorged tip nudging at your clit when he tries to put it in. He's rutting at you, waiting for instructions but you're already overwhelmed with your ruined orgasm and how needy Soobin has become.

“Here you go baby, all, fuck—in” he groans deeply once he pushes in, earning a squeal from you. Out of panic, Soobin grabs your shoulder to shush you, bending you further, allowing his thick cock to reach deeper inside you. The fluttering of your walls around him made Soobin moan louder, his hips slowly drawing out from you until he's almost out before pushing again to let you adjust.

At this angle, it's easy for Soobin to hit your sweet spot. It was so easy that he didn't have to increase his pace to maintain it. He feels you loosen up but he doesn't budge, wanting to hear you complain first.

He might have a thing for that too.

You've been on edge already and his thick cock's not helping your impatience. You feel so full that waiting around for your boyfriend seems fruitless, seeing as he's not making any move soon. After a loud whine, you reach back for Soobin's hips which shouldn't have surprised him.

You fucking back to entice him to fuck you harder has always been the case each time you have sex.

"Faster baby, come on"

Surprisingly, Soobin followed. With a grunt, he draws back his hips and slams against your ass, switching his thrust to the speed that you want. Curses fly between you both, with Soobin's name coming out of your lips like a mantra. He's even worse, his grip on your body loosening as he finds the best part of your body to hold without hurting you.

"You asked for this right?" he mutters, not even in a mocking way. It's a rhetorical question anyway since you can barely talk now, too shocked and surprised with Soobin's change of demeanour. But then, you feel his hips slow, his breath getting heavier, his cock inside you twitching even more.

He's close.

"You like fucking me like this baby? Like destroying my pussy with your big cock?" you taunt, looking back over his shoulder to find him on a wreck. You're not sure if he's still filming anymore but his arm's still afloat which is actually impressive. If you're being honest, you don't really care if he's gotten any footage of you fucking here.

"Yeah, shit, I love it, love your pussy—ugh"

He's too fucked out, babbling your name as his hips pound you against the railings. You tried your best, grabbing his hand back up so he'd have better leverage while fucking you.

"Then make sure you get everything"

Soobin blinks. Your voice pulled him out of his daze. He looks down at you, your squirming body reminding him of the handycam that's still recording. He raises your hips, giving a full thrust before pulling out, positioning the camera right where you both meet, allowing the camera to catch the sight of your slicked pussy.

"Gorgeous, fuck"

He delivers another sharp thrust, making your knuckles white from gripping the railings too hard. He's relentless now, his thrust fastening to make sure you cum first before him.

"So good, Soobie, ngh" you cry out, your back arching to the point that you're on your tippy toes. You're loud now and yet none of you care if you've woken up your neighbours or what. Dealing with any consequences long forgotten in your pleasure filled minds.

"Let go love..so I can fill you up" he groans, snapping his hips harder, his hand snaking around for your swollen nub. As soon as Soobin touches it, you break down, the sob coming out of you louder than before.

"H-Help me up, please" you groan and his hand immediately returns to your shoulder blades. Soobin resumes his thrusts after pulling you up slightly. His hand gradually moves closer to the side as his thrusts quickens, almost at your nape to have a better leverage.

"Binnie!" you choked on a moan his nickname when he starts rubbing it, clamping on his dick tightly that Soobin couldn't hold back anymore. His grip on the side of your neck cuts your breath a little, resulting in a mixture of coughing and moaning from you.

Soobin doesn't slow down or stop, he only presses his body more against yours. His forehead, now sweaty, touches your shoulder blades, his warm breath fanning against your thin shirt that's now sticky because of sweat.

"Love you, love you—fuck, love you so much" he groans, collapsing on top of you, still rutting and eager for you to milk his cock more. The weight of his body pushes you against the railings, the shiny metal digging on your stomach. It should scare you a little, the high probability of falling over but the load only stresses Soobin's dick inside you.

"Love you too..fuck, so full" you sigh, nudging him up to which he instantly understood. "Sorry baby, you just feel too good" he cages you immediately, pulling down your thin shirt for some decency, if there's any left. His height towers you, covering you both from anyone watching.

You smile at your boyfriend's honesty. This is the only time Soobin can be honest with you when it comes to sex, while he's numb from the pleasure. He hasn't pulled out yet, both arms still wrapped around you, busy peppering kisses on your exposed neck.

"Yeah? Had no idea you have it in you.."you tease, melting in his arms. The handycam he's holding has been digging against your tummy and you clench absentmindedly at the pressure.

"To fuck you in here? In public? Fuck" he whines a little when you squeeze him, sounding shy now that he's recovering from his orgasm. It's honestly so adorable. You could tease him forever and he'd still be awkward when you mention it out of nowhere.

"Mhmm, yeah. You were hesitant earlier, don't lie" you press on, nuzzling your head against his firm chest.

"That's because I don't want anyone seeing what's only for my eyes" he confesses quietly and you couldn't help but grab his face to kiss him. "Awwee, you're very sweet baby. I'm so lucky to have you" your eyes scan his handsome face, those dimples popping out when he smiled softly at your words.

"No I'm luckier" he gives you a peck. Then he notices the weariness on your face, his eyes morphing into worry. "Do you want to stay here or inside?"

"Inside, Soob. Wanna sleep again~"

The chilly atmosphere's helping you calm down from your highs and your muscles are starting to sore. Soobin carefully pulls out from you and tucks himself in, detaching the handycam to his front pocket. He wraps an arm around your waist to help you walk back inside.

You have no idea what time it is when you drop back on the mattress, hearing the sound of water from the bathroom. Soobin returns with a warm cloth and he starts wiping your inner thighs and outer folds. He's tempted to collect all your mixed cum and push them back inside but he's got tons of chances later to fill you up again.

Soobin didn't get to thank you yet for planning this trip and unlocking a side of him that he never thought he had.

e/n: hi, i'm back? 😅 i haven't posted here in more than a year but i'm hoping that'll change! i fear this is self-indulgent lol sue me but thanks for reading y'all 💗

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