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@yaykassey
Develop a strong opinion about yourself so that you don’t accidentally start believing what others say about you.
(via aureat)
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I hope one day 5 years from now you stumble across me when I’ve grown out of you and finally then after not seeing me for all this time it will break your heart.
(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)
"You'll make a great nurse, I can see it."
People believe in me. I guess I need to start believing in me, too.
One thing I want to make clear: having fun by means of partying DOES NOT make a person any less responsible/smart.
LIKE COME ON. Partying is a form of having fun. Is that really damn hard to understand? People have different ideas of having fun, and sorry not sorry, partying is one of my stress relievers. People might grab a book, get coffee, or what not, but please. Partying does not make me a bad person.
My gosh.
THIS IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HAUNTING ME
but i can't help to think... from a few years ago, my ideal guy + a fucked up me.
WHAT. COULD. HAVE. BEEN. Fuck.
We are torn between nostalgia for the familiar and an urge for the foreign and strange. As often as not, we are homesick most for the places we have never known.
Carson McCullers (via ohteenscanrelate)
It's not that I still like you, because I believe I did, but I don't anymore.
But the moment you told me not to call you with the name that I usually do, I knew it was over.
I'm so proud of you, by the way. I always knew you'd make it. :) You've worked so hard. You deserve it, Bboy. :)
Then and Now
Guys like you remind me that I'm done with all the mind games and second guessing that I used to enjoy, but that now, I want rawness, honesty, and recklessness.
I want a guy who'll straightforwardly ask me out once he thinks he likes me, as opposed to the guy who'd wait and stick around for a bit. I want a guy who, upon asking me out, would actually call it a "date," than one who'll call it "hanging out." I want a guy who'll tell me he's mad because I didn't pick up the phone, than one who'll give me the silent treatment and wait for me to ask what's wrong.
I want someone who'll push me against the wall and kiss me hard. One who'll show up on my door and tell me, "Grab extra clothes, your wallet, and your basics. We're heading to Niagara," and be back before midnight. I want a guy who'll question my opinion on things, than someone who'll be submissive and agree to everything I'm saying. A guy who'd drop the umbrella and dance in the rain with me.
On friendships
Anyone else feel like they suck at keeping friendships?
Starting to realize that like romantic relationships, I should also put work & effort in the friendships I have to keep the fire burning. That in order to keep the people I wanna keep in my life, I have to WORK to keep them.
More of the thinker; less of the doer. One of my weak point.
More of the receiver; less of the giver. Another weak point.
More of the results; less of the process. Another weak point.
I could jot down a lot of my weak points, but it'll be too long of a list. This is one of the things I'd want to work on with myself. Must start putting in more effort in the people I want to keep as soon as now. Can't be a senorita and just have them do the work all the freaking time. It's not too late to start on this.
So Kassey, friendship is a two-way street. Make an effort to keep the people you want to keep. :)
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn…
Veronica A. Shoffstall, “After A While” (via meizsarzzzy)
1. Musee des Arts, 2. Late lunch @ a French restaurant in Old Montreal, 3. La Ronde
Tu me manques, Explore famille! :*
"I can never unlove you. I just love you in a different way now."
I watched Starting Over Again this afternoon and I must say, people weren't overreacting about this movie! It really is different from all the other Pinoy movies out there. Mature story. It's probably #2 on my list, after my #1 fave Pinoy movie, One More Chance. ;)
Anyway, while watching the movie, I didn't fully relate with any character in the plot; but I did see some parts of myself in Ginny.
I don't really know what I'm capable of yet, but I think I'm someone who'll actually think twice in leaving my partner when things get rough (because one shouldn't even be thinking of leaving, right?). One who'd rather pretend everything's fine than admit that there's something to fix in the relationship. Well, depends on how long I've been with and love the person... but, anyway, the point is: I think I'm actually capable of doing these things.
Immature, yes? Would I change it anytime soon? Nope.
With the things that are going on in my life right now, I realized I'm not one for commitments just yet. Lately, I've realized that I only want the 'honeymoon' phase in a relationship. The craziness, road trips, cuddling, laughter. Basically, I'm only in for the good times.... for now.
I know that we never stop growing in life, but this is a crucial time of personal growth for me, and this is a walk I'd rather take alone. It'd be unfair if I drag someone into the mess that I am right now. As much as I am excited to be with someone even through the bad times, I don't think I want to anyway. I want someone fun. A bit careless but is ambitious. Someone who also has a thirst to just experience life. Someone who understands how I think about life and complements it.
Plus, I really, really want to explore new things, see foreign places, and meet new people. I don't really know how to end this one so good night y'all :)
Some people are good at being in love. Some people are good at love. Two very different things, I think. Being in love is the romantic part - sex all the time, midday naps in the sheets, the laughs, the fun, long conversations with no pauses, overwhelming seperation anxiety… just the best sides of both people, you know? But love begins when the excitement of being in love starts to fade: the stress of life sets in, the butterflies disappear, the sex becomes a chore, the tears, the sadness, the arguments, the cattiness… the worst parts of both people. But if you still want that person by your side through all of those things… that’s when you know - that’s when you know you’re good at love.
Matty Healy, The 1975 (via thegemmajanes)
this is so so important, this changed my life
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Kareshie
Karesh and I are texting & we reminisced about the times when we'd get iced capp almost everyday even though it was snowing. That was sort of our bonding. Lol.
Karesh: I miss those times, too. I don't stay in there now. I try to be home as soon as I can. I feel lonely there. :(
Me: :( you go home right away now? I remember you text me once I'm done class and ask me if I'm done then go to dc :(
Karesh: Lol yep but dc and dp are not fun anymore lol and especially at this time it's kinda full too
Me: Awww.. but girl at the same time you can study now cause I won't bug you anymore hahaha. Omggg.. :( I miss Loo!! I miss saving you a spot
Karesh: No lol.. You were fun when I needed a break.. you were also a motivation and you were my partner in crime. But now I have none so I just come home.. well there are other people but not as cool as us ;)
I miss my iced capp buddy. :( I miss Waterloo
"More and more you're seeing how important it is for you to author your own life and live by the rules that you set for yourself rather than judgments and expectations of others. You're starting to really master the subtle workings of knowing your limits and asking for what you need without sounding needy. First, you're getting clear about who you are and what is essential to make your life flourish. And then second, you're learning how to ask directly and clearly for exactly that. No more whining or beating around the bush, Cancer. You're too good for that!"
What my Horoscope says for 2014. Pretty related to what's happening in my life. :-)
Plan? Lawl
To take the program I want, graduate, work, and move outta here then move in with friends or my boyfriend. That is the plan, my friends.
Definitely not my last post about Btown
May 19th 2014, 6:34pm.
Currently having some patio lovin', finally getting some solitude. Aaand it just started raining.
Perfect song for this weather that's currently on repeat: Officially Missing You by Tamia
But that song brings back multitudes of memories from the city that took me by surprise: Brantford.
Brantford. Four months of small town living. Never thought it would have a very special place in my heart.
Back in December 2013, when I applied and was hired to work for H&R Block, my first reaction to the job posting was: "Where the hell is this Brantford, Ontario?" I did some research on GoogleMaps and found out that it was further than Guelph but closer than Waterloo (from Ssauga).
I felt a huge relief to know I'm gonna be employed for the next four months. Finally, I said, no more JobMine stress. No more worrying about not getting a job for my first co-op term. Time to focus on exams... and exams only.
But come the end of December, when the company gave us the option to defer the job or go on with it (due to misinterpretations and communication issues with the Manager), I was 99% convinced that I wanted to reject the job offer and even started looking for another one. In fact, I was applying to other jobs outside of JobMine & asking my parents if they had some friends who worked in the Accounting/Finance field who might get me a job.
And after feeling very anxious that I might not get a job at all, my parents and I decided to continued with the H&R Block offer rather than not having a job at all, which was really crucial to staying in my program.
Then the next dilemma came on: Kassey would have to commute to Brantford. Okay then. Buttttt, Brantford didn't have GO stations. Meaning, I'd have to take Greyhound (which is around 2 hours btw, with irregular services from Mississauga) or my dad would have to drive me there everyday. Gahd, the more frustrated I was that I was employed by this company.
Due to transportation circumstances, the parents decided I'd sublet a room for four months in Brantford, which by the way, as stated by my brother, "A city where there's nothing to do; Ang boring doon; that's where our G2 test occurred. Walang magawa. Mabobore ka dun. Good luck to you!" Plus, instead of saving up for my tuition, I would spend more because of the monthly rent.
Everything about being employed in Brantford seemed so wrong. So, sooo wrong. So wrong, boring, frustrating, and every sad emotion you could think of.
But little did she know that the loathed circumstance she was in, the city she thought was boring, small, pangit, wheresthelifeat?! ... changed. her. life.
Every time I look back on my first co-op term, I could proudly say that I made the right choice. I think that even though I chose the Brantford life, it makes more sense to put it this way: the Brantford life chose me. You know how some people say that things happen for a reason? I feel like the first four months of 2014 I've spent in Brantford happened for a reason.
For a million reasons that only I (and I think Shani) understand.
It's magical how life can take us by surprise. Thank you very much, Brantford. :)