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[yearning-forever]

The system is rotten to the core, clean it before this rot becomes unfathomable and uncontrollable.

[yearning-forever]

Government is for its people, the people are not for government. Please ask questions! Right ones!

[yearning-forever]

No one is asking you to support people, support the cause that will save lives.

[yearning-forever]

I am angry. Yes, I am angry. A mother lost her son. A father lost his daughter. A brother lost his sister. A sister lost her brother. A family lost a loved one. Would it take your own for you to get enraged?

[yearning-forever]

How many lives need to be vanquished before we start holding the corrupt officials accountable?

[yearning-forever]

Love humbles, when it meets the violence of my need for you.

[yearning-forever]

please be gentle with my bruised heart. i am not cruel, just cautious.

[yearning-forever]

Him: I like you...

But, Thomas literally said:

“You could cut me open and devour everything that I am, I would let you. I’d ask you to. But I have no idea what it means to you. What … what I mean to you.”

[yearning-forever]

i don't need you. i tell myself, more often than none. but it's a lie. as soon as those words leave my mouth, i find myself looking for you in crowds. in every new face that i encounter. it terrifies me how disappointed i get when none of it is yours. and i promise i am not a hopeless romantic. no, it would only make me miserable. but you see there's this insatiable void in my chest where heart sits and i am deluded that only your presence can sate it. perhaps i can be a little sick like that every now and then. because i often find myself lying wide awake at night, thinking of digging my incisors into your heart. the tender flesh melting against my tongue. i consume you, fully, utterly, piece-by-piece, so i can finally quench this yearning. do i appal you, my beloved?

[yearning-forever]

Somewhere between I want to punch my father in the face and it's his first life too.

[trying4real]

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER cries into pillows, counting low,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER hides the pain she can’t let show.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER learned that love can bruise and sting,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER learned why fear makes the heart ring.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER feels the weight she cannot shake,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER learned this pain was not her mistake.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER sees the pattern passing through,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER acts the way she was taught to do.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER never asked to wear this skin,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER fights the demon she carries within.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER runs when closeness turns to threat,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER leaves first — it’s all she knows yet.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER snaps before the breaking starts,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER shields her fragile, aching heart.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER isn’t what they claim to see,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER stops it.

It ends with me.

[yearning-forever]

I feel things deeply and that is more of a curse than a blessing.

[yearning-forever]

where do you hold your grief? in the unsent letters stashed away in that ragged bag? on the tear stained pillow cases? in the unfinished drafts rotting away in the notes? on the cold walls of the bathroom that you spent the night crying in? in the streets now estranged from that old house you moved out? on the doodles of the bench of that middle school classroom that you will never visit again? or in the stubborn heart that keeps beating even after being dismantled quite a few times in the name of love?

[yearning-forever]

If yearning were a cake, I wonder what it would taste like?

[yearning-forever]

*ends up summoning a demon*

me: burn me with your hellfire, dadd–

[yearning-forever]

date idea: i sacrifice you for forbidden knowledge. cute, right?

[yearning-forever]

anyone up for joining me in the woods and sing hymns to please the moon goddess?