live, laugh, yearn - or however the saying goes

she/her, 20-something, Mostly just a blog to yearn, post sappy thoughts and talk to fellow yearners ✨️ Open to dm's💕 (Sideblog)

[shesanonymousfornow]

I love non-sexual intimacy.

Like let me sit your lap with your hands on my waist while I talk your ear off about something stupid that I just feel like telling you about. Let me play with your hands. Let me run my nails along your muscles to relax you. Lay your head in my lap while I scratch your head so you can fall asleep. Let’s cuddle while we watch tv at night in a dim lounge room with only the soft light of a lamp. Let me brush your hair and play with it. Let me literally just exist in your space.

[wlwdaydreamms]

i wonder if all the things i went through shaped me into a person that fits so well with you. maybe all the heartbreaks and disappointments were worth it after all.

[yearninguntilsunrise]

Back when I was being played I wondered whether one day my energy would be matched

BUT NO ONE TOLD ME HOW SCARY IT WAS WHEN PEOPLE MATCH YOUR YEARN AND GO BEYOND

[yearninguntilsunrise]

I fear I may have started looking at my phone waiting for your text

[urlocalfairyprincess]

not to be weird or anything but we could be kissing and dancing together to slow music in my dimly lit kitchen at 1:00am if you even care

[echoing-st4rs]

pretty sure cuddling together in my bed while it rains outside is definitely going to increase your lifespan, just saying <33

[yearninguntilsunrise]

Going out with someone that's really vocal about liking you is a wild experience when you usually attract people that treat you like an option and have the communication skills of a walnut

Like what do you mean you're straight up telling me I make you nervous and you want to spend more time with me???

[yearninguntilsunrise]

The right person will find my consistent fumbling endearing

[yearninguntilsunrise]

Might be on the way to get lovebombed and potentially end up viciously heartbroken

...but she's pretty, sweet, nerdy and older

So I think I'll take my chances thank you very much

Hey better heartbroken by a potential lovebomber than someone that pretends to be cool and nonchalant, right?

[yearninguntilsunrise]

Last sapphic heartbreak was so bad it ended up sending me straight into adulthood

How did I go from crashing out like a teenager over someone I didn't even date, to graduating, getting my drivers license ánd (hopefully) landing a serious job?

[archxangels]

starry eyed

[oditorie]

[yearninguntilsunrise]

I've accepted life is messy, embraced that love is rough around the edges

I trust that one day it'll be you and I laughing on the couch

Until then I'll make every mistake I need to become the version that gets to love you

The version that loves you in all the right ways

[yearninguntilsunrise]

I've been ghosted many times (modern dating woohoo)

but being ghosted for not going clubbing anymore is a first hahah

I mean yeah we were kinda doomed from the start but like ghosting someone because of thát, after talking for nearly 2 months btw, is an interesting choice

Staying single for the rest of my life is starting to look increasingly tempting

[yearninguntilsunrise]

The love persists but life goes on

[heavensghost]

[yearninguntilsunrise]

Whenever I hear your name I think I'm healed

Because it doesn't sting the way it used to

Until I see those pictures of us

And the I feel the knife twist

My stomach turning in that way only you knew how to