[yebnaa]

Youre Even Better Niche and Alone

All queer content.

🏳️‍🌈🇩🇴🇧🇧🏳️‍⚧️ • they/she

I love hashtags, and i love rambling.

[batou]

we, the uglies, deserve love too

[yebnaa]

drag the cold against my skin.

#ICanTakeIt ; so let it seep into me

- carve me open

im yours to take.

play with my scarlet fluids

intoxicate my lungs #ismellyouonmyshirt

; turn me to ruin—

ill tell you “i love you”

youll “love me back”

and ill love you more #IJustCantHelpIt

Dig me 10 feet underneath the brown.

ill give you the space you desire

can i still talk to you through the cracks?

[yebnaa]

truth be told

i still look for your notification every few minutes.

i still hear your voice in accents,

i still have that wallpaper.

it says more about me,

and what im missing

way more than what i want.

[yebnaa]

do you know what it feels like to be gnawed at from the inside?

what it feels like to have worms who’s little teeth are so strong, they easily sink into your bones?

the feeling of my breath hitching and being held

everytime you pick up the phone.

words suddenly aren’t easy anymore

The silence gets comfortable

and i lean into it.

some things are better shown than said.

[yebnaa]

Writing is my truth, its my depths and my brain. To love me is to read me. for hours, get a taste of my soul. this is me, this is raw, this is pure blood to me.

To really love me is to understand me without explicit words.

Read my nonsense and see my truth,

Strip down to skin to warm me.

I will accept nothing less than this;

because for you,

#IAmExposedNervesAndMarrow

[yebnaa]

i’m bored and don’t have anyone to talk to. These are the times i wish i had my very own best friend

id be selfish with their time, because id want them to be selfish with mine.

I feel a little out of place everywhere I go

with everyone I talk to. #Remindmethatimyours

I believe the friendship and love that i want is unrealistic, unattainable.

#ItsNotNeededButWanted

[yebnaa]

responding to my art with your own art >> i love sharing creatives as lovers.

[crossyourt]

What it's like to be black and transmasculine

'Sometimes you just have to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and find your tribe.'

HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH! Let's celebrate and listen to Black Trans voices always but especially this month. A beautiful, succinct telling of Black transmasculine life

[yebnaa]

not everything needs to be clear

vaguity is a performance.

its a tease, a game, a bit.

You have to watch my words closely to see the meanings. But i know you won’t. i know i will be in #myownworld till then.

I know it will stay a loud mystery till im gone. Then suddenly it will all be clear. #crystal

remember: You have to admit to your wrongs so you don’t get the karma

#itsinyourface

[yebnaa]

insomnia will be the death of me

[yebnaa]

morning doves make feel like im in a movie

[yebnaa]

i don’t want to be Understood

#iwanttobeknown

#iwanttobeone

You know of me,

you know about me.

You hear what i tell,

#Youfeelwhatishow

Get deeper,

Go harder,

love me to my depths and learn the way my blood flows.

#musictoyourears

#bassthroughyoursneakers #Rihanna

Bend me to your will;

#Katara ….

Devote yourself to my song and dance for me.

#Likenobodyiswatching

[yebnaa]

: there is nobody like ##you

bury me in your soil;

stretch my limbs out in your

warmth.

he is my rain,

my rays

my fountain of youth.

talk to me sweet

talk to me sweet

talk to me sweet

love me at dawn.

drench me at dusk.

he can’t see above his branches

and there are caterpillars 🐛 eating his leaves. #itsneveraloss

[yebnaa]

: tantalizing -

tenacity.

#theartoftemptation

#theartofwantingmore

@determination

Guilt. Greed. Sins.

They want to consume you

Cannibalism is a weird topic rn. shittalkers and eaters.

Lizards&reptiles.

@ thegeneralpublic . . …

Until we eat eachother.

[yebnaa]

#givetogain

#letgotolove

#exhaletoinhale

these two weeks have been hell,

back and forth between light and dark

Writing obsessively, trying to trickle instead of pour.

#Iveneverlikedtherain

So many people have been weird to me lately.

I allow the pain in. I call her forth. He bares his teeth n sinks them into my skin.

My time is coming, i believe its true.

Im focused. Im Preparing.

i wont let the negativity win, you have to alchemize it, structure it, make use of it. Dont suppress, dont wallow. Feel, Hear, Understand.

That is not you. You are strength and You are Love. Sunshine is your truth. Speak it. & #StayLoud

[yebnaa]

you don’t want to understand me

im meat,

im flesh. #Igotgotagain

Fish bones that get stuck in your teeth.

But its oh so tempting.

#SlabofSalmon

Your silence is telling.

Your disappearance hurts.

##Morethanitseems

I beg for softness.

Yearn for privacy.

I don’t want to be sexy.

Sensuality is an art,

but it feels like red paint splattered on me.

I don’t want to be seen that way anymore.

I want you to obsess over my mind. Pick me apart.

Self is the only one who will ever truly know you the way you do.

I wish i didn’t have to change myself to be treated like a Human. I want to be a kind, loved soul.

Kiss my depth. Not my surface.

Press your lips against my skin and watch me writhe in pain.