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Made this animation (hopefully for the commercial but weāll see)
a lil animation I made to introduce the topic: The Language of Health
This part of my project was centered around how little scientific information about menstruation is available to people who need it. Iāve got a single dad and four brothers, I know I sure could have used educational materials about periods. The stigma means that there are fewer channels through which to talk about periods. If you donāt have female figures in your life to talk about ~LaDy pRoBLeMs~ with, and say (HYPOTHETICALLY) you grew up in Texas where the only education your school provides about this kind of thing is an abstinence-only lecture from some random woman who tells you that if you have sex before marriage youāll get syphilis and die.Ā
Girls need to know theyāre not alone. Knowing their bodies arenāt gross for having periods is really just the beginning. We need to hear that getting an abnormal result on a pap smear is common, and not as scary as it sounds. Or that miscarriages arenāt unusual, nor are they our fault, and they certainly arenātĀ āGodās way of punishing usā. I mean I guess itās cool that these feminine hygiene brands have relatable flat-design characters on their social media saying things like, āSomewhere another woman is experiencing the same period cramps as youā But like... no shit. We know about cramps.Ā
Itās time to put a stop to these insufficient placations of support, and we especially need to stop putting questionable science in our feminine product commercials/packages. āMicro dotsā??? āInfinicel technologyā?????
Just tell us whatās actually in our products. Tell us whatās actually happening in our bodies. Most people donāt know that the urethra and the vagina are separate openings, ffs.
Tell us about ovarian cysts or blistering yeast infections or fibroadenomas in our breasts that feel scary as hell but really are pretty common balls of hormones that need to get imaged once in a while. Tell us to pee after sex, every time, even if itās just a little bit. Tell us that we canāt just ignore urinary tract infections because they can turn super quickly into kidney infections and actually kill us. Really scary stuff happens to our bodies all the time, and there arenāt always the resources out there to tell us that weāll survive this, that weāre not alone, or that our bodies arenāt anything to be ashamed of.
If you feel shocked or repulsed by anything in this post, take a moment to look at yourself and think about why you might feel that way, where that feeling may have come from.
Nobody asked to live in their body; this amazing and complicated and imperfect vessel that is such an inextricable part of our experience on this earth. Nobody deserves shame for things they cannot control. We do, however, deserve a fair shake at surviving the treatable and/or preventable the ills that our bodies might subject us to.Ā
We havenāt gotten this far as a species because weāre big, tough, or mighty creatures, weāve gotten to where we are through our capacity for teamwork and communication (and other things, but you get me). We have the ability to sayĀ āhey, donāt eat that berry, or else youāll get diarrhea until you dieā andĀ āhereās how to plant crops and build a fire and not get killed by nocturnal predatorsā like, why would caring for our bodies be any different?
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
Saturn Devouring His Son: my personal rendition, printed with a Risograph printer. Made it for my project about menstrual stigma, cause I feel like Saturn gets it. If he wasnāt on his period this moment, he sure could have fooled me.
also featured: a mug I made cause I like to go hard AND go home. lol hit me up if you wanna buy a stupid coffee mug from me, theyāre $18 (Ā£15)
bonus feature: my inspiration bank of absolutely horrifying memes of the original painting. for your enjoyment :)
A draft of my title shot- didnāt end up using this because I didnāt like the individual word reveal but it was an option
top two photos: inspiration for my ManifestoĀ
bottom photo: my actual manifesto (well, one side of it. And without the filter envelope- but both sides and the view inside the filter envelope are coming).Ā
Theory: I like the idea that without some kind of filter, the manifesto will be too jumbled to read. This fits nicely with the main criticism of post-modernism in that its aims to create an ever-evolving infinite consensus, sometimes the result is a gooey mash of meaninglessness. That sometimes a bit of a filter is needed to tease a pattern out of the chaos around us.
ideas for my manifesto, from my old journals
Although it got derailed by my visa debacle, this was the prog on my 50 things poster
The big updates here are three things:
1. The use of different media forms per Harrietās suggestion- hence the photograph/projector and typography
2. Practice using Adobe Illustrator to make theĀ and the Risograph block graphic
(SIDE NOTE SHOUT OUT: Meg, Megan Hunt, one of my classmates, being the wonderful human being that she is, gave me a private lesson on the ins and outs of Adobe Illustrator. It lasted several hours and she was so incredibly patient with me. She is self-taught when it comes to Illustrator, and she is also quite talented with it. She has a natural teaching ability and a charmingly humorous disposition. Iām so grateful for her I want to buy her a horse.)
3. Incorporation of my learnings in typography (The display font is DM Sans and the ābody textā font is Roboto Light). I actually really enjoyed my lessons in typography- if I can manage to digitize what I learned I absolutely will.
This blog is challenging me to translate the things I learn from paper to digital form. I do most things in my academic career by hand, and thus have binders absolutely packed with hand-written notes featuring drawings, subheaders, etc.
One barrier right now to transforming my notes is my lack of familiarity with InDesign- but Iām learning slowly and Iāll get there.
Another barrier is that I learned too late (via researching the photography department and the various resources that they have available on their padlets) how to properly treat my photograph(s) so that they wouldnāt be compromised, lose resolution, etc. I no longer had the raw data from my photographs so I couldnāt follow the well-outlined instructions for how to do final sharpening on photoshop, how I would go about sending my photos to the print department and potentially someday print my poster.
Inspiration for manifesto design
Inspiration for animation:
This may sound silly, and I realize that these gifs donāt exactly illustrate my point, but a lot of my inspiration for the animation project is coming from ( at this moment) loading icons and the layout of the early internet as I remember it.
Millennials were the last generation to know what life was like before the digital age that will be present evermore.Ā I remember clear plastic gameboys and floppy disks, and I know Iām starting to sound a little cringy but thatās sorta meaningful to me. These styles are going to fade, change, and come back just like anything else. And loading icons are a small, representative, under-rated part of that evolution.
Iām not entirely sure if/how Iāll be able to convey that with my final animation but Iām certainly going to try.
This is a card I made for my dad, but I want to use these lines on my 50 Things poster- or at least lines like these. I was given the idea by Megās feedback that when you have a poster containing a lot of information, itās helpful if thereās some sort of element intrinsic to the design that guides your eye, telling you where to start and where to go next.
This is actually an area that I really struggle with- and I think it will take much more work than I initially realized, but Iām researching the Grid, as well as the layout of the informatics in āInformation is Beautifulā.Ā
Iām intrigued by the idea of including text by including a paradigm/format that we are already familiar with, and then replacing that text to say something else. For example: I might include a part of the poster that looks like a plane ticket- but instead of saying the gate number and such it might give details as to where and when I was born or perhaps when/where I first went to college. Another example Iām deliberating is the information that is displayed on prescription bottles- but that one is potentially less plausible because medical prescriptions and their containers have a very different appearance here in the UK than they do back in the United States. But Iād use that to perhaps say something about my temperament and my anxious or overly-exuberant tendencies.Ā
My animation is centered around daydreaming in my room. I made my animation as a music video for a song that I sang and played on my ukulele (an activity that I exclusively do in my room, Iāve never played for an audience or really let anyone hear me sing). Different parts of the animation are centered around different parts of my room, and it sort of morphs along a rather nebulous dream-like, narrative. I spend a lot of time in my room and always have. I enjoy cultivating my surroundings and I create most of my artwork from within my room. My parents were also very supportive of my creativity. Part of this animation is a ballerina in a music box, which is an important staple of my childhood because it represents a music box gifted to me by my mother, who passed away when I was 19. It was given to her when she was 8 by her classmates after her father, too, passed away young. Itās a sort of memento that bonds us together, whether weāre in this life or the next.
This was the most challenging and fulfilling project of this module, for me. I had never made any sort of animation before, and I delighted in each new thing I learned in After Effects. I will certainly be making more animations for future projects in this course. Beyond the positively endless YouTube tutorials I sought out for guidance on this assignment, I utilized the module tutorials on editing and the principles of animation to navigate exactly what I would be creating (Thomas and Johnston, 1981).
This project was also the most challenging part of the module because I started over more than halfway through, due to a litany of reasons, but primarily because I couldnāt access any of the software that I needed to make an animation. I had initially begun (and gotten several weeks into) a timed animation of a story my father told me. However, this proved impractical in several ways. The story itself was much too long and couldnāt be further abbreviated. Although the animation was mostly in the style of slide transitions with bouts of frame-by-frame rotoscoping, the file itself was much too large, and the running time extended far beyond the demands of the project. Moreover, upon seeing my classmatesā presentations I realized that I had approached the project in a way that most likely was not being asked of us.
This brings me to my emerging aims: I wanted to learn how to utilize the various platforms that are industry-standard for motion graphics, and I wanted to create something that resembles what would be feasibly marketable in the form of a music video or some other type of commercial motion design. I wasnāt content to do a slide animation with bouts of frame-by-frame rotoscoping (although I could have potentially tweaked my original project to suit the assignments needs) because thatās not why I signed up for this course. I am in this program to learn skills that I couldnāt have learned otherwise-- skills which will hopefully be commercially viable, or at least artistically intriguing-- and the approach that I had been taking, albeit the best that was available to me at the time, simply didnāt suit. Ā
Starting over was an endeavor that was greatly facilitated by my classmate Rosie, who in addition to being delightful company due to wit and disposition, was incredibly helpful in her on-call assistance with After Effects troubleshooting and advice. I couldnāt have done any of this without her.
Among the methods that I used are stop-motion animation (the first verse of the song), which I created by taking a picture of a sunset every 15 seconds for about an hour, from the vantage point of my window. It depicts the landscape through a water-filled wine glass, which exhibits the unusual and intriguing optical phenomenon of inverting the scene just beyond it. I also used many different types of shape layer animation to depict (1) drops in a water glass, (2) a scene of a house which opens up to show a room featuring a ballerina in a music box, (3) expanding geometric shapes which morph into video footage of a spinning cd, (4) Newtonian balls clicking, (5) a hand gliding through water, and (6) a spinning, kaleidoscopic mandala. I integrated text to give this animation a title shot, which moves in a wave-like pattern, refracted into chromatic aberrations. I used rotoscoping to create the frame-by-frame spinning motion of the ballerina in her music box, who cycles through several mechanical pirouettes before breaking out into her own movements. This part was by far the most difficult and labor intensive portion of the entire animation. I composited film to merge several different videos and shape layers together, resulting in the rotating CD, and lastly I used the graph editor to convert the audio amplitude of my song into visible peaks and valleys which allowed me to sync all of the elements of my animation to a specific frame.
When considering the overall effectiveness of this animation, I am pleased to say that it very much ended up aligning with my emerging aims. Itās far from perfect, and in its current state it wouldnāt survive in any sort of music video marketplace, but I gained incredibly valuable experience with several of the seemingly limitless capabilities of After Effects. I actually kind of fell in love with After Effects. This was my favorite project to complete by miles. And the experience that I have gained from it has made me all the more grateful for this program.
matching up frames and sound
I approached the manifesto from a post-modernist perspective, which arguably made it infinitely harder to complete. If there are no hard-set rules without exceptions, who am I to shout directives at anyone? Or even just into the void. I researched existing manifestos and garnered some prevailing themes that seemed to exist across time and platform. One idea that artists and manifesto creators seem to agree on and preach as a lifestyle is āfail forwardā (Popova, 2021). Which seems like a guileless starting place. But how can one tell others to ājust actā or ājust createā, even if itās bad or clumsy or wrong, when our creations have the potential to influence lives in potentially damaging ways? Consider the makers of the film āThe Birth of a Nationā. The filmmakers probably thought they were creating art, representing their culture, promoting American values, and showing the world their heroic side of the story. But this film is widely credited with generating renewed interest in the KKK, a surge in KKK membership, and frankly itās beyond likely that many people died due to the hysteria incited by this film. Itās actually probably more important to communicate to a larger audience that people donāt often know when theyāre on the wrong side of history. People are generally trying to do good things, stick up for what they think is right.
Take, for example, the artist, singer-songwriter SIA, who recently made a film called āMusicā, which was an āhomage to her autistic half-sisterā and childhood companion, and made in good faith, under the impression that she was giving exposure to an underrepresented community. But this movie was critically received as a disgrace. SIA herself is not autistic, nor is the main actress she chose to represent the autistic individual. She likely didnāt intend to cause any harm, but she reduces autism into a cartoonish and childlike of itself, completely lacking the nuance and sensitivity that it would require to immerse the viewer in their world, put us in their shoes, and bring their story to life. So what should we take away from this? Could this film have been made elegantly, so that it would have been received with grace? Do we adopt a blanket principle that no one should tell any stories about marginalized, disenfranchised, or underrepresented communities unless they, themselves are part of that community? Thatās where we find one of the pitfalls of post-modernism. Infinite consensus can create paralysis. Our entire nation is grappling with that notion, at the moment.
Another feature common to these artistic manifestos is the idea that consumerism is the antithesis of progress, that our graphic design skills are absolutely wasted in these capitalistic endeavors, and that we should instead dedicate our time to more virtuous, important tasks (Garland, 1964). At first glance I agreed with this sentiment. Runaway capitalism profits from (and has historically profited from) slavery, and the capitalist creed isnāt exactly something that I want to align myself with completely. But it is worth noting that consumerism is generally the niche that we graphic designers occupy in society, and I donāt think thatās altogether terrible. I have this memory of my friend purchasing a box of adult diapers for her infirmed grandfather, and on the front cover of the box was a handsome young man- maybe 30 years old- wearing an adult diaper. When she bought the box we both had a giggle imagining this man, just after he had accepted his job offer, excitedly calling his mom on the phone like, āMom, I got the job!! Iām gonna be a MODEL!!ā And to be honest that idea still makes me giggle. But the point worth noting here is that heās a cog of the capitalist machine, just like the rest of us (or, most of us). And weāre all going to have to work less-than-glamorous jobs at some point. But directing anger with the system towards other people who are just trying to make ends meetādoesnāt strike me as a helpful thing to do. So even if youāre employed to make packaging design by a company that makes laxatives, or whatever, just do your best and make it attractive. Or funny. Not solely or necessarily so the company can increase the profit margins of our employers, but so that we can make our world a more beautiful or enjoyable place to live in, however we can.
Lastly, a trend in manifestos and an explicit goal of artists and graphic designers that has caught my attention is the imperative to āmake something lastingā. Which didnāt sound completely right to me for some reason. Of course, I believe in making the world a better place for future generations, but achieving that by making something lasting, even if that thing isnāt a physical entity- strikes me as a fallible approach. Ideas change, and thereās almost 8 billion of us on this planet. Sometimes the best way to make the world a better place is to feel small, be kind, and just try to be a good human. Setting out to create things that last, either physically or metaphorically⦠thatās how we ended up with so many statues of racist war generals. Just saying. Maybe letās not make ālastingā one of our ultimate motivations.
I had about a million points that I wanted to make in this manifesto, and with each point I got immediately fretful about the million consequential counterpoints. So I went about this manifesto in a way that I felt best demonstrated the idea that there are often at least two sides to every issue, depending on the filter you view it through. And that sometimes a bit of a filter is necessary to make sense of things at all. When viewed with one filter, my manifesto conveys suggestions of silliness and harmless rebellion, and the other through filter is a message more along the lines of ālive a humble life and drive safelyā. The trends in graphic design that I do enjoy and abided by are the style of write everything in capitals, split things into discrete, brief phrases, using slightly provocative rhetoric, occasionally featuring āfoul languageā (Hanna, 2021). The back of my manifesto is a drawing (created in photoshop and printed) of mine that I found to be a lighthearted reflection of postmodernism.
Regarding my specific methodology, my manifesto is printed on cardstock and sits within an envelope that has acetate windows on each side to filter out red and blue light respectively. The card, outside of the envelope, is a printed with superimposed messages in red and cyan, that are difficult to read without a filter, but are legible when viewed from within the envelope. The only material problem I encountered along the way is that acetate paper is extremely static-y, it pulls dust out of the air and sticks to clothing because of its charge, and thus constantly appears dirty and gives you little electric shocks when youāre handling it.
I feel like my manifesto is an accurate representation of myself and my views. It is an attractive object containing both information and irreverence, it is a symbol in and of itself, and it is a representation of my present and future approaches to my work in graphic design.
Future direction from feedback for 50 Things Poster
Risograph graphic picture I made. Iām so proud of this I donāt even know how to present it
First draft of 50 Things Project
The critique I got back on this poster was incredibly helpful and insightful.
It definitely stung a little bit to spend so long on something, present it, have your course mates and tutor look at it for a couple of seconds and then completely burn you to the ground, but this is the kind of feedback Iām here for!
The critique was all very legit and helpful but I thought these were the most salient points:
- Rae pointed out that it looked like I was going with a risograph color scheme for the graph and bar on the right, but that I was using water-color-esque earth tones on the right, and that I might do well to stick to one school of color. This feedback rocked my world because I had never heard of Risograph color before, and research into that (not to be hyperbolic) has sorta changed my life.
-Meg mentioned that the design is cogent, but itās an eye-full. There isnāt any indication of where our eyes should start or how we should proceed taking in all of the information on this poster. Some design indicating the directionality of the information would be helpful
-Emma said that the graph with the curves at the top right was difficult for her to make sense of- and when I tried explaining it, I realized that it.. just doesnāt make sense, sheās absolutely right.
-I canāt remember who said this one but the little flower details at the corner arenāt really cohesive with an informatic theme, and theyāre evidence of a rather classical sensibility, which just doesnāt make sense with the rest of the poster.
-I said that the progress that Iād like to make on this is in the areas of typography (researching what constitutes a display font versus a body text font, why we would use which for print versus online, serif/sans serif, the whole thing)
-Harriet mentioned that I might consider incorporating different types of media, other than just hand-drawn digital images (not to diss the digital drawings) and she also suggested doing a bit of research into grid schematics.
This day/class in particular (again, not to be dramatic) was sorta life-changing for me. In a good way. It made me realize several things:
1. The things that were visually wrong with my poster that I could see but couldnāt articulate. It put words to so many design principles that guide/will guide much of the graphic art we see.Ā
2. I realized how VERY much I have to learn. I only have training in biology, so I have a TON of catching up to do in terms of learning art and design vocabulary, history, schools of thought, theory, and itās one thing to recognize that- but itās an entirely other thing to experience a class where you get a task and your critique guides you directly into specific knowledge realms to learn immediately.
3. I was reassured that I was in really good hands for learning all of these things. Both from my tutors and from my classmates.
Iām inspired to say the very least and so hopeful and absolutely terrified (due to an ongoing situation with my visa)
for my animation project