only fools rush in

I have faith in what I see now I know I have met an angel in person and she looks perfect, I don't deserve this you look perfect tonight

[yeliows]

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he didn’t know what to believe, there was a war inside his head of what he wanted and what he should be expecting. his logica didn’t match up with the thoughts in his head telling him to be careful and back off, but he pushed continuing on, his curiosity eating him alive. he’d always wondered what went wrong, if he could get them back on track if he tried hard enough. he made cesar a promise one he was eager to keep.. for his own sake and honestly not so much cesars. today.. felt different, what was usually resistance felt like for once there may have been hope and despite being unsure if he’d end up regretting it navarro was hoping to get to the truth. “ are you saying the last few years you haven’t lied to me once? when i ask you what happened, whats going on, if i did something, about.. cesar. none of it was a lie? because i.. just get mixed signals. or are you just.. not lying this time..?” he knew it came off far more accusatory than he planned but his emotions had gotten the best of him. “ with.. someone else right? not me anymore. should’ve.. just said so years ago clara. you’re not though, moving on clara you’re hiding.. you’re running. how can you move on from something you won’t.. face. do you mean.. him? cesar.” he wanted to comfort her, he wanted to be the thing he once was and for a moment he hopes she allows himself too, the single brush of his fingers against her cheek “ you want to pretend everything okay.. without talking about if it is or not. can we do that.. honestly..? i don’t expect that, you’re not the same girl.. i just feel like to be that feels so.. halfway.” he nudges his thumb against the bolt of her jaw, taking his time to memorise what she felt like, he wasn’t sure when she’d ever let him be so close again. his lips were being dragged forward kissing her forehead so softly “ haven’t things gotten messed up between us anyways? why, why do you want to hate me clara.? do you blame me.. for what happened that night is that it..?” the thought chokes him, reliving the images of finding clara after the news was revealed to her.” and yet you won’t tell me why.. you just pushed me away for years until you thought i’d given up. i guess i was thinking more of the aftermath.. the us part.. because guess i was an idiot but i thought maybe we could still.. fix that. racking my mind for when it all went so wrong with us. where.. i let you down. let cesar down. you… driving here with you reminded me of the last time we spent together. why, because i fuck around and that must’ve meant nothing? it didn’t feel like that.. for either of us did it?” he wasn’t sure why he thought there conversation could’ve gone well, there was far too much tension, too many feelings and touchy subjects for both of them not to get heated up about it., the walk to the rocks ensure he could breathe again.” trumps over 10 years of friendship.. for one year of dating? we ended things so.. apparently, i must have disagreed. she’s an amazing girl just.. dunno.” it takes a moment to settle in, how close he’s gotten again her skin on full display as she turns her back to him, he can’t remember the last time they’d been so close and for some reason he’s nervous, the sudden offer knocking him off his feet. “ i.. notice clara, not just today.. this entire trip. guess old habits die hard.. i still want to look out for you and i thnink my habits aren’t.. the only ones that might be coming back” he takes his time, choosing his words carefully trying to ease them as his hands slide up over her back softly, letting himself take in everything she’s allowing him, his hands almost hover too long near her waist but he holds on using the moment to let his lips come close enough for her to hear the whisper “ i.. still care about you.. please clara, i need to know if things.. aren’t as okay as they seem.” he whispers as his fingers slide up colliding with the ties around her back.

“no” clara murmured, “i’m not saying that. maybe i altered the truth slightly but not to the point of it being a lie. maybe just vague” she winces though, swallows thickly at the pain that accumulates at her throat and spreads slow to her chest. she’s even dizzy for a moment, that name haunting her and never spoken in the last few years. “not a lie. just not the whole truth. i don’t think i could lie to you all that well anyways. i mean you’re already assuming that i wasn’t telling the truth” she sighs, chews her lip and considers tugging on her hair again, relieve the never ending pressure at the bottom of her scalp. “yeah.. with your sister so by extension still you. how could i, and i didn’t think you cared i mean... we’ve grown apart haven’t we? you do your things and i do mine. i’m not running or hiding. stop navarro please” he said his name so lightly, so casually it pained clara too much she felt the affliction to be unbearable, like a slow suffocation that she can’t escape. “yeah, you remind me of him. too much. you were his best friend” she doesn’t stop him from touching her, no instead she reaches her hand up to hold his wrist. makes no move to push him away, just steadies his hand as she catches her breath. “i’ve been doing that..not talking about it. and i’m not pretending everything is okay. i know everything isn’t okay and i know everything won’t be okay. it’s not half way.. what else do you propose?” clara keeps her hand on his wrist, even as he touches her jaw, leaning into his touch as her free hand reaches out for his waist. navarro’s touch had always been comforting to her, no matter what. it was like muscle memory, the way her body reacted to it. she doesn’t move away when she feels his lips against her forehead. she keeps close, breaks out of her daze to look at him. “i don’t blame you for that night. but you’ve.. hurt me. i guess it’s all in the past so theres no point dwelling” she sighs, guilt pangs her chest. “i know.. i’m sorry. you reminded me so much of him. any time i saw you i thought he was behind you, ready to scare me but he’d just never turn up. it was too hard. you didn’t do anything wrong. don’t beat yourself up. no - god, i don’t think you fuck around. i just thought it’d mean nothing to you because you were just doing me a favour. some stupid little girl who was in love with you” the confession, thought widely known, still sits heavy on her chest. mainly due to the fact that her feelings still hadn’t changed. even with everything they had gone through, all the years between them, she still couldn’t shake the way she felt about him. “i didn’t say that. she got you in different ways that i did, i think. plus she’s known you more recently. well, it made sense that you wanted her. i mean, she’s alexia. it’s a shame you two didn’t last you would’ve made amazing babies” clara tries humour again, this time a genuine smile on her lips. “what habits are coming back for you? i’m... eating well, watching my weight. i’m being healthy. i promise” clara shivers slightly as his touch, something almost foreign yet familiar. she shuffles backwards so he has better access to her back, hands rested on her knees as she waits patiently. “i’m managing as much as i can navarro. i promise” clara glances over her shoulder this time to offer him a small smile “i’ll do your back next”

[yeliows]

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it hurt, even just the thought almost left her winded the simple idea of losing the one person she’d fought hard to keep. it was dangerous and risky, she know that much, the unconscious attempts and lures aimed to prove if that nightmare would become another reality. she wasn’t sure she could keep doing it, holding against him something he’d apologised for. she trusted him that was certainly but.. it was her that felt not enough. it terrified her the prospect of the game she was playing may not be worth it to him soon enough. it drove her to her darkest thoughts at how much someone else could consume her mind, carter. how he had become her world and that a single other person coming into both their lives had extracted all her self-doubt she’d pushed so far down.victoria. every bad decision that came between carter and her always came back down to that to the question if she would ever compare or be the first choice that she never appeared to be. “ come on… we can’t just quit.. can we? i wouldn’t ever ask you to, you love what you do.. i see it when we’re on set together. travel..? just us two? around the world. oh yeah, a couple? interesting. foreshadowing something? so did i.. without you. how.. when i’ve spent this long.. needing it. you’re a bit of an addiction. oh yeah? what am i going on a bonafide carter date, giving me a taste of.. what you were like with your girls? well you can be sure now” she was sold, before the pleasure had even hit her system, her body had surrendered. her mind too. she felt.. his, even for just a moment. the taste his lips imparted on hers gave her hope that this wasn’t going to be the last kiss.. it felt more like the first and with that she let her hands slide under his shirt tugging him to her desperately “ you’re getting my hopes up carter.. thinking i’m the only one in this race. you’re making me think.. i could win.. and i really want to. i feel like maybe.. i could be close.” it was the most subtle things that had always meant the most, the brushing of their hands, the pause their eyes made when they caught each others glance. his lips pressed into her hips like that, it caused the heat between her legs to rise uncontrollably but for a moment it gifted her with a smile, the one she only ever seemed to find on her features with him. it was a reassurance. it was what she needed.  she’s giddy, her body couldn’t have lurched forward faster if it had tried, coming into the space he allowed her, her eyes peaked up at him “ you can do whatever you want to me carter… i just want to be like this with you right now.” the sentence was an oddity even for her, control being something she took pleasure in but this time she was more than happy to relinquish it into trusting hands, ones that she knew would prove to her the trust she knew she needed to see. it was far from rough or disrespectful in fact, she’d had less intimate things feel far more self-deprecating. this was the perfect middle, passionate and loving. a shiver creeped down her spine realising just how bare she’d been this entire time, their lips slowly parting she leaned back desperate to see his reaction to her body. “ i’ve never.. felt words more than those right now.. but your right carters. yours. that’s what i am today ….daddy.”

“mm i suppose we never were quitters huh?” a smile settles on his face, something usual and more prominent whenever bella is around. “but i do love work, love work especially when its with you and you were made for this too... perfect popstar. yeah just us two around the world. would be nice, plus we’ve always wanted that when we first started the job. mm maybe foreshadowing something but that was as much as i wanted to let you in on. addiction hm? yeah you’re going on a real date with me. trust me, this isn’t like any date i’ve ever taken anyone on. you deserve better than any of that. plus i gotta impress before we do lowkey ones like diner burgers.” he loved the way bella touched him, in its most gentle and simple sense. not physically, but just the mentality behind it. what went on behind the scenes when she brought her hands under his shirt, tugging him closer. just how desperate she was in the least pathetic way.. how much she needed him. it translated so perfectly in the way she touched him. “theres no race, you’re it bella.. don’t you see that? no one else here.. wouldn’t just invite you to stay with me in st. tropez alone if i didn’t... feel some way about you. if i had no intentions of doing this.. we see each other every day on set. i’m not about to just take you here for a quick fuck. thats not what i want with you.. it was never what i wanted with you” he hoped so desperately that she understood.. that she felt how intensely he did and that she knew he was being genuine. no plays, no lies. just the truth. he loved the way he was allowed to touch her. bella had always been so confident of her body and he wanted her to be comfortable in the way he touched her, feel empowered, even more so than before he touched her. if he could, he’d map out each part of her skin he loved most. which part of he continues to love. the eagerness to be between his legs had a smile set on his face, something that had the thick honey in his chest swirling slowly, lax. “you can have me like this any time you want, you know that right bella? that you have me? more than anyone else” carter wanted her to know. he wanted her to understand that she was his priority. the only person he cared about. this wasn’t going to be a fuck. this was far from that. he wanted to do something so intimate and personal, and he was willing to give her the same in exchange. carter takes his time to slip her robe off of her smooth shoulders, hand coming up to the clasp of her bra once the robe falls to the floor. he pulls away from their kiss to watch her eyes as he unhooks it, peels it off of her slowly. carter lets his eyes glide over her, carefully and slowly, gauging in the beautiful sight of her body. he’d always loved her body and he knew he loved it even more so now that he was sure how he felt towards her. but a soft growl left his lips at her words, causing him to slide his hands down to her thighs. carter nudged them apart, sliding his thigh between her legs instead. “sit, baby. you’ve been bad”

[yeliows]

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some part of him wondered if he had given up somewhere along the way, he’d fought and hard to try and slide his way back into her life.. and importantly her heart. reading her and calling her out and yet comforting her when she needed it but they had fallen apart something he had never understood.  the more he came in closer the harder she pushed back, any appearance or mention of navarro seemed to have set clara off. most days they seemed more like strangers than having any sort of past.. and a past they did have. something he wasn’t sure he’d ever be able to shake off him, not even now when the hope seemed dim navarro still couldn’t let go of the idea of having her back. he kept it alive, the thought and the memories… the feelings but reading her, he stopped that. knowing it was only making it worse “  that.. felt like the truth for once. maybe i’m wrong, but am i far off by saying it hasn’t felt like you have wanted that for years.”  a frown appeared, he wasn’t sure if he understood, their entire interactions these days mindfucked him completeley, mixed messages at best. “ who says we can’t? maybe if we talked about it.. so why won’t we? why are.. we trying to ignore something that we both know was the starting point of all this. why… what does being close to me mean? i never wanted this either. so what kind of normal do you want? because .. before is all i want”  it surprised him, her reaction had brought back flashes of years past, the ones he longed for but she refused to give him anymore. he took it, the chance tightly and brushed her hair behind her ear softly before stepping in closer “ it’s your tick.. that doesn’t lie.  so then answer this.. do you? hate me. or do you just want me to think you do? guess i was reminisicng clara.. about the past. everything i’ve lost, that i miss. the people.. what the hell happened. because i still.. don’t fucking know. right.. should’ve chosen words better.. i almost thought you might’ve.. tried to forget that.” the mood was heavy, event the most casual of words between the pair elicited something much more heavy that weighed between them. “ maybe more recently but that doesn’t mean anything. time.. doesn’t. you got more from me than she ever did. clara…i think.. you’re lying.” her name came out shaky, the topic was rocky even more so for them “ i still.. want to protect you. i don’t.. want to see you back where you used to be and it feels like you might be.”

clara hopes for a peaceful afternoon with navarro. she hopes for calm and sweet, maybe some longing gazes on her part when he isn’t looking. she doesn’t look for deep conversations at all, no, she’d not like that at all if she’s being honest. she’s too afraid of what she’d reveal, especially in the heat of the moment. clara tries to take it light, answering his questions as honestly as she can. “it was the truth... i don’t lie to you if that is what you’re worried about” she bites her tongue to keep from sighing. “i just.. find comfort elsewhere... it has nothing to do with you. i guess its a me problem. no, it’s... complicated. it’s.. you remind me.. too much of everything im trying so desperately to move on from. and the worst part is you don’t even birng back bad memories.. you bring back the good ones which hurt more than you can imagine” this time a sigh really does leave her lips, but for different reasons. she never intended to speak about anything. “i just want.. to be normal like... we can be in the same room and talk with our friends and joke around without it being weird. im trying here i really am. we just can’t go back to sixteen year old clara chasing after you” she doesn’t rip her arm away from him like everyone would assume she would. no, clara is far too shocked to do that. she’s rigid and in place but once he brushes her hair back behind her air, her shoulders relax and she remembers to breathe. she doesn’t even acknowledge that he’s step forward. “i’m just.. i don’t wanna mess things up. of course i don’t hate you.. i could never ever hate you and trust me, i wish i did and i’ve tried but unfortunately my big heart just isn’t made for that” clara offers humour yet again. “maybe.. i want you to think i do.. or maybe i did want you to think that but evidently me clearing this up changes that. the accident happened. and theres really nothing we can do.. reminiscing could only just taint your expectations. what had you thinking about that anyways? i didn’t... try to forget it. or forget it. i mean it was a pretty monumental moment of my life. probably not for you” clara uses their arrival to the rocks in her favour by stopping at a dry area so she can take her beach towel out for them to share, putting her bag down on the sides and kicking off her sandals on her way down. she doesn’t want to talk about alexia or how their relationship made her feel so she brushes it off as simple as she can as she takes the sunscreen out “yeah well she dated you so i think that trumps anything. i’m not lying..” she tries, glancing over at him this time as she puts the sunscreen in his hand. “i’m not.. back anywhere. get my back please?” clara hopes it’s enough to ward him off, turning her back to him as she pulls her shirt off to reveal the top of her bikini. “let me know if the strings get in the way i can untie it” 

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she wanted him, uncontrollably and irrevocably.. she may have even needed him even - it felt that way when their bodies.. souls even kept falling together, kept being drawn in like two opposite ends of a magnet a feeling neither party could pull away from without coming back fiercer. it was no ordinairy desire though, those like the urgent and minute blips that had come and gone through her life, left her writhing for a few hours beneath the sheets only yo leave and have her feeling empty again. carter had been different, he’d consumed her, filled in all the cracks and made her whole again, made her revell in the concept and chance for something different,- something that was real, raw and passionate. it was real, nothing fleeting or superficial about it. “  you make me not want to go back there carter, make me doubt if.. that was ever really a home. how do you do that hmm? i do trust you.. that’s the thing. maybe too much. tell me.. how did it feel carter. being away from me.. did you feel normal, like nothing had changed..?  what did.. coming back to me feel like. can’t get sick of something you always crave.am i going to get a hint.. or is this a mysterious surprise. you’re.. being so vague. you’re not.. just a friend. ahve you ever been?” his excitement and passion burns the material where her shirt had previously been feels numb as if the touch has scorched even her nerve endings. it wasn’t just their skin together nor their it was the proposition, the simple prospect that maybe they were finally veering into a different path one that his lips brought her. “  do you even need to ask carter..? im hot? hmm i’m flattered to join the likes of the girls on that beach. god what a benefit huh?” it was true it was a benefit however, one she wanted in deuces or perhaps more.forever seemed fitting. a tremble of excitement ran over her skin at his words only to be followed suit by a convulsion of pleasure. she didn’t fight back, no she wanted this and she wanted him to know it. she felt it again, the pang of desire he made her feel it only urged her backside up against his palms. she guided her hands down fidgeting with his belt ashe knew her words would choke the thought of the vulnerability she was handing over to him made her feel weirdly empowered knowing they were about to devlve into something that took more than sexual desire. she respected him.. trusted him with her heart and body enough that the pain would turn to pleasure. “ so do it carter… i think you might like it too. please… just do it, no one else would get the chance with me. this.. is just us.”

it was never only physical with the two of them. and how glad he was for that, was far too much to be put into words, far too complex. bella had let him into her most vulnerable parts and he couldn’t help but give her more in an attempt to give her beyond what she deserved. he always lacked in showing her though, just how right he was for her. carter always fell short but this time, he knew all he wanted was for bella to know that he was in this.. that he wanted her and only her. “then don’t.. we should resign, stay here for the rest of our lives.. or travel like we’d always wanted to. just us two.. do a comeback when we’re in our thirties and play a couple, a packaged deal. felt horrible... trust me, was the worst thing in the world. felt .. kind of empty. now i’m whole. i think by the end of it, you won’t be craving for this anymore. you’ll be all sick of me, like food poisoning.. nauseas when you smell me. no hint.. you just have to wait and see. wear your prettiest dress and get all dolled up. i suppose not.. but i wanted to make sure before i did anything else” carter knows not to push, not yet anyways. he doesn’t want to kiss while standing up.. but he kisses her regardless to give her a taste of what he intends to do the rest of the night: show her just how much she means to him.. how meaningful every action is to him. “oh come on, you know you’re more than hot bella. you’re.. breath taking. painfully heart breaking. no you’re not joining anyone, you’re your own category love. mmm quite the benefit” despite the playfulness of it all, one he loved about their relationship, he hoped that whatever they were doing wouldn’t translate into anything too casual. in fact, casual in the lightest way possible would not mean unimportant either. he adds a kiss to her hip, in hopes of translating that in the simplest way possible even with his own hand pulling her underwear down under her ass. “just us huh? think i want to see you though, when i do it babe” he doesn’t say much after though, just sets her down on the floor before sitting himself on the edge of their bed. carter doesn’t hesitate before he takes her wrist, her skin almost malleable under his touch, soft under his callous skin, and drags her into the space between his legs. he looks up at her, his big hand sliding up round the back of her neck as he pulls her in to close the space between there lips, kissing her gently and despite that, he slides his tongue into her mouth, sucking at lip as his free hand pushes her underwear down to her knees, “my beautiful girl”

[yeliows]

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clara took a moment, a pause that for navarro seemed to wander along a never ending track one with two exits as if she was considering her decison, the one to come here with him. he’d doubted it too, if the pair spending time alone was really the better idea for their strained relationship. he’d been too eager, selfish perhaps in the fantasy of what a day could do to them, as if there mysterious problems could fall away at just a touch and look, if she’d had a reminder of what they’d lost and what he could bring her that she’d lean on him as they once had. he shrugged but his eyes were deep, screaming anything but “ i don’t want you go clara, but it doesn’t really matter what i want does it? it’s about.. what you do. come on, everyone notices the mood shift the second we’re in the room together.. and it’s not some good kind of tension. and.. why did you.. don’t get me wrong, i ..i’m glad you did. but why now… when you’ve spent years hiding.” it was a habit, the way his arm reached out for her, the nerbvous habit she’d inherited from cesar was obvious, what wasn’t was the reason why. he paused as his fingers met her wrists a small sorry escaping his lips “ am i.. making you nervous? do.. you even want to know clara.. or are you making conversation.” it wasn’t harsh, if anything it was soft, he wanted her to want to know.. he always had. “ i have no reason to say no. don’t… just stay yeah? it’s okay. mmm i’m not sure if thats an insult or not. guess i’ll be your first huh? they.. weren’t always” reaching out he took the bags from her hand offering to carry the belongings down towards the rocks “ i’ll take them. why would you say that.. when you knew me best of all. a burger is good thanks. i’d think.. you’d know better than lex. yeah.. don’t want to share?”

it was almost embarrassing, just how hurt clara had been over the years. whilst she harboured feelings for her brothers friend, she knew that pushing him away was the best thing she could do - especially with his hobbies that reminded her too violently of her brothers demise. it didn’t help that he soon reappeared in her life as her best friends brother and in another instance, another best friend’s boyfriend. it was tough to say the least, to control the feelings without revealing it in any way. her only choice was to appear upset and uncomfortable whenever she was around him. she watched him, not too carefully so that she was staring, far too fearful that he could read just what she was feeling. “i’m not going to leave because i don’t want to” plain and simple. “okay.. maybe theres tension but i can’t help it. i don’t mean for it to happen. any time i feel like im getting close to you again.. i freak out. i’m sorry. because i don’t want to be like this.. i just want to be normal... but not like before” she presses her lips together and hopes that doesn’t sound harsh. clara doesn’t mean for it but evidently she can be mean. when his hand comes around her wrist to stop her nervous tick, she tries not to jump - instead, found a little shell shocked, enough to murmur a soft don’t apologise to him. “no.. not nervous.. i guess i just don’t to make you think i hate you even more than you do. i’m not.. making conversation. i want to know. i used to ask all the time when i was younger. okay i’ll stay.. yeah you’ve got firsts down pat when it comes to me” clara offers something light hearted but the heaviness of the reality sinks in too fast and she tries not to crumble so quickly into their time. she finds herself tugging at her hair yet again, even as he takes the bags from her. “i dunno.. things change i suppose. she knows you more recently. i think she knows more than i do. no... it’s okay i don’t want to gain any holiday weight. i’m not too hungry anyways” she offers him a smile, to make up any lie she holds between her teeth. 

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together, simple words as breathless and innocent as those had almost knocked her off her feet, undoubtedly sugary beyond comparison to other morning after words, his voice was thick and breathy but the singular most captivating element which in turn always left bella reeling were his eyes. they pierced her, she couldn’t help but feel the fluttering of her heart upon every glance but most of all, the years of holes and doubts she’d grown to wear as a wall had broken down, he glanced at her as if she was more than a single body out of billions on this earth. “ for someone who knows me inside out and me then.. there’s no one else i’d want to catch up with.. spend every waking hour beside.  i .. love this actually, we missed out on a lot, making up for it all huh? you’re.. getting it all now. planned..? what for. if you’re there how could i not? asking me not to put you in some friendzone? don’t worry yeah, you were never there. “  her body felt frozen at the mere inches left between them, a game. she knew it from the tilt of his eyebrows but testing the limits she leaned in pressing the softest kiss she could to the outer boroughs of his lips “ you know you have to have at least some.. effect on me.  apparently you. mm, maybe i slightly know it i’ve heard it all before, but i suppose it’s you that i want to hear it from, is that so bad? yeah..? tell me.. what’s my benefit carter. cause i know yours.”  she let her hips sway the thin white cotton material falling over her hips comfortably, there was no second guess as to the transparency of her outfit only adding to her allure, but it only took a moment before she’d been thrown over his shoulder. “ depends what you’r doing nexting.. but so what if i did. you gonna punish me for it carter?”

carter found it hard, in all honesty to keep his hands from her. the way her body drew him in was different to how one might expect. there was no... lust in it. at least, not in the kind that would leave her unsatisfied in the end - one that was temporary and meaningless. no, he found it more meaningful despite how simple his touches were. the way he was drawn to her was fierce and numbing, like the way the cold winter would hit someone who lived tropical. “i feel the same way. it was always better when it was just carter and bella. trust me, i have a lot to make up for and i want to make it clear that being away from each other.. like that won’t happen again. by the end of your lifetime you’ll be sick of me bella. yeah planned for us to enjoy of course. yeah i just want to make sure i’m not just a friend to you. like you aren’t to me” carter isn’t fazed when he feels the faint press of her lips against his, no, it only has him retaliate more, dragging her in by her waist and kissing her proper on the soft bed of lips he loves so dearly, just enough so there is a sweet pop when he pulls away. “are you saying i don’t have an affect on you or i do? mmm well you’re hot bella, but painfully more than just that. mm well your benefit is that you get to have me touching you in any place you want” he murmurs this into her ear all while hooking his fingers into the hem of her bottoms, trailing his hands back around so he can squeeze her ass almost comfortingly. once bella is over his shoulder though, he doesn’t dare to play nice. carter has no intentions of actually leaving the house now, no he carries her up to their shared room now, one hand over the back of her knees to hold her while the other has already pushed her robe down over her back. he tugs at her panties, pulling them down over the cheeks “might spank you for it, to be honest but you’d like that too much”

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clara never needed to say much of a word at all, her body spoke enough for her. the uncomfort screamed at him, the evidence of their broken relationship was there for him to see everytime he got the chance. it was only ever accentuated by her words and attitude but it seemed she had put on a warmer front today, how much of it was true he wasn’t sure. despite knowing this he gave in, instead of fighting clara on it he’d accepted it knowing for him her presence was still one he desired. “no? shocking, so good mood today? because usually that mood always drops when i come around.” it sounded harsh but navarro had been tiptoing far too long, he was only after honestly. “ i know i walked up the beach, don’t really know how far though.. i was pretty deep in thought.” he paused glancing over at the expression on her face curious as to what had made her change her mind “ we..? yeah, i suppose not it’d be stupid huh. on a day like today. just assumed you’d prefer a day with the girls, it’s where you are most these days.. no? i guess beach it is, there’s a little inlet surrounded by rocks further down it’s pretty dead quiet.  you know you really didn’t have to do that, but thanks. i was headed this direction anyways. do you still know me then… what’d you get..?”

clara knew that she was being weird. she knew that she’d been avoiding navarro ever since the death of her brother. it was just... her way of coping. he reminded her far too much of what used to be and struggled, bad. but she wanted to show him that not everything had changed. despite her being the active agent in all of that. she frowned, nevertheless at his comment. “i - can leave if you want me to. and that mood doesn’t drop when you come around. i mean, i offered to come with you here didn’t i?” clara chewed her lip, tugging at her hair even more nervously if possible. “what were you thinking about?” she offered in an attempt at being civil and pure curiosity getting the best of her. “yeah.. we. if thats okay? like i said i could just leave. walk back home if me being here is so shocking to you. i like the beach no matter the company and i haven’t been to this one yet. i guess they’re just my comfort zone.” she glances in the direction she assumes he means and she turns back to him to nod. “yeah the rocks sound good. i brought a towel and some sunscreen as well. i don’t know if i know you anymore.. that well anyways but i got you a burger based off of what alexia said about you. i got myself a salad” 

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she’d accomplished her goal, the eager reaction she had enticed him to give. however it was more sickly sweet than lustful something that made her chest constrict at the feeling, the simple upturn of his lips sent shockwaves over her skin. “ we’re just hiding together then..? to get some time alone.. you and I. no one else. mmm… what then, best friend? you mean no one reading into out every moves and looks and.. touches. is that… a lot of pressure for you carter..?” his departure left an empty spot she longed for but she refused to give it away, instead her fingertips carefully and paintfully slowly dragging up over his shirt casually pulling him back to his spot and even closer for extra measure, enough that he could smell the faint smell of liquor still on her lips “ doesn’t it look like it is carter? it was interesting in the least, i may have enjoyed it though. fleeting moment still means you looked, you wanted to huh, i can’t blame you. beautiful girls like that. oh so you’re fine with your non hot date of me? poor you. thought you wanted me with your friend over there but really i think i’m okay. mmm i don’t mind that threat.” and with that she took her sweet time, teasing him with drawn out steps hoping he’d end up throwing her over his own shoulder.

there was just something about bella, she just made everything for him. made the warmth spread through his chest like thick honey. it was an instant reaction that always left a smile on his face. “yeah we’re hiding, staying together, catching up you could say babe. i like this don’t you, just being the two of us. i really love this.. and i have something planned for later on tonight too i think you’d like it. yeah.. best friend but more than that as well. i don’t wanna restrict it to just as that if that’s okay. not too much pressure at all, i love pressure” he adds a wink for added measure. carter hums when she pulls him back in though, tries his hardest to keep himself from smiling too widely but he breathes in, opens his mouth just a little when it nears hers but he pauses and raises his eyebrows. “started a party without me huh? i just wanted to see i suppose. excuse me, who says you’re not hot? you’re beyond that you know that. hm, it is a threat but baseless really, we both benefit if i get to see you naked” he slides his hands down to her waist, slipping away as she walks but he waits, watches her patiently. carter knows exactly what she’s doing, he can see the smile on her lips and he can’t help the one on his face as he drags her back towards his chest and spins her around before he throws her over his shoulder “ah, you wanted this huh babe?”

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The sight was remarkable,  andalucia hovering around the scintillating water that shone a mirror image of the full moon, it left her in awe. The last people hardly grasped her attention now, her eyes gleaming in response. this wasn’t something new, lu had always garnered this reaction from her, even when they were young andie always thought the pair connected and shared more than most people, for her she was more of a soulmate than a best friend she had experienced every dark and arduous moment of her life right beside her and she had also been the person who loved her unconditionally. it was inexplicable the way they had been drawn together,  sharing everything, withholding nothing and teaching each other all they knew. it was consuming and comforting, knowing she’d much rather her body beside her as opposed to the hundreds, she was aching for time alone and with that she bid the finaly person goodbye. she took it in the thought that it was just the two of them now. they’d come here together, although the reason was more for Lu than it was for her. There was nothing for Andie back at home and the choice of following Lu was the easiest one she had ever made, one she’d always make. andromeda sauntered down the back steps to the deck to be met with the same sight that had excited her moments before. She slipped down letting her feet enter the water at her request “ clothes on.. or off?” andie teased but she didn’t give in soon her entire body enveloped in the cool and refreshing liquid. yet lu was her focus, the tight material surely too small for her chest only accentuated every beautiful feature. Floating over as lu kept on her back Andie slid her hands around her waist, her fingertips skating her milky skin bringing her upright until their bodies closed the space between them" did you enjoy tonight…? you looked it. i..finally got the last people out, i kind of wanted the rest of the night to ourselves lu, it’s still young right..? i don’t want it over just yet.. plus couldn’t help but notice you stole something of mine, but by all means keep it, it looks so much better on you than it ever did me but.. i was kind of hoping i’d get it off you…“

being in cyprus was giving her so much anxiety. the sheer fact that she could possibly bump into rafael was something that kept her up at night. she knew that andie’s reason for throwing this party was a way to welcome them to the island but also as a means of distraction. andie had always been observant like that, a trait she loved so much about her best friend. andalucia bit her lip at the sight of her best friend. she had always appreciated just how beautiful andie was but she loved it most when she got to oggle at her body. “you are the most beautiful person i know, did you know that?” lu asked, not even wanting to float on her back in favour of staring at her best friend. she watched as andie sauntered towards her, finally entering the water. “clothes definitely off, please” lu grinned, standing upright when the dark haired girl slipped her arms around her waist. andalucia couldn’t even help herself as she brought her arms around andie’s back, slipping undone the back of her bikini as she pulled it away from her body slowly. “i enjoyed it, but not as much as i would’ve enjoyed it if it were just us on the deck making out until dawn. that would’ve been a great start to our lives in cyprus. by now, i would’ve probably eaten you out a third time maybe? i love it best when you’re all sweaty under me, hair clinging to your chest and that sweaty glow. that is honestly my favourite on you” lu grinned, bringing her hands up to thumb over andie’s nipples. she loved her boobs the most, loved just how they fit perfectly in her hands and how the dark haired girl could moan at the slightest touch. her favourite was getting them in her mouth, the metal piercing amplifying the sensitivity “but you’re right, the night is definitely young and i definitely want to do the things i imagined to you the rest of the night” she asked, raising her eyebrows at her best friend. “mmm you like it?” lu asked, stepping back enough to push her hair behind her shoulders, showing off just how small the bikini was, boobs almost spilling out of the fabric. “you can definitely get it off if you want”

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[yeliows]

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juliet & cisco

juliet had let him, she had let francisco tornado his way into her life and she hadn’t tried to stop him. it had been a whirlwind since the first second, she really had no idea what she was in for when he’d knocked her off her feet quite literally. she knew maxwell wouldn’t be a fan but she couldn’t help but enjoy every ounce of ciscos company. it was different in every way to what she had with max. in fact cisco was different from her in every way. he seemed to have a challenge her in all the right ways and while her time with him had grown she was finding a part of herself craving the rush that he craved too. he’d been bringing out a side of her she’d been keeping hidden since the day her parents sat her down and told her what it meant to be a women in their family. the ambience was feeding into her desires, the roar of the crowd she was still shell shocked as to where she was and what she was wearing. two things max would have never approved of, she knew deep down he cared about her and he was doing what he always thought was best.the thought of her time alone with cisco would drive max into a rage yet she had no desire to stop it. cisco had promised to be a friend, someone she could explore herself with something she knew was important if she was ever going to find herself. max was steadfast.. reliable, they had their lives planned out but.. she knew it was only natural to be curious in such a way. her mind had wandered suddenly but the sound of screeching tired had brought her out of her revery. she had been on edge watching him race without her but watching him step out of his car had lit a fire beneath her, the way her body was throwing itself his waist, her legs wrapping around his hips before their lips were colliding something she had yet to initiate up until now. she froze realising just how close to him she was despite being annoyed at his refusal to let her join him  and the fact it was her lips pressed to his, leaning back she bit her lip carefully “well… was it worth it, having me nearly leave. are you really never going to let me get behind the dash of that car.. i thought you were all about risks cisco.. isn’t that what this is? ” leaning into his chest she let her fingers thumb his lips “ you.. did good though. just want to know what now? we sticking around for a while, or are you taking me home already for almost going against your word” 

juliet was.... something else. she as someone he had never experience, a being that he found himself so drawn to despite the fact that she came from a completely different lifestyle to him. cisco had no clue what it was about her that had him dragging her to every single race, demanding her to be part of his life. he couldn’t simply cut it down to the fact that he enjoyed her company. it was much more than that. he was intoxicated with her, by her mere existence. it had him reeling in ways that had him thriving for the crash and burn every single night. he loved it even more that he could be exactly who he was, cisco, son of cesar dos santos and there was not even a bat of an eye or any judgement. francisco truly felt he could be himself, no lies, no facade. but the thought of being able to aid juliet in that journey to find herself, that was something he revelled in. he wanted to be part of it all, mainly to ensure her safety but also because he wanted to witness how the world had helped a flower so delicate, bloom. at every single moment he had been thinking of juliet, before he slept, the moment he woke up, during the day. even during his race, all he could think about was that he could not wait until he reached the finish line so he could see her. and true to his desires, juliet had been the first person his eyes fell on when he had gotten out of the car. francisco could barely bask in the victory when she threw herself at him, his quick hands coming under her thighs as his arms tightened around her back. a smirk reached his lips at the closeness but it fell the second she had leaned in to kiss him and francisco was no man to deny her of that. francisco found himself pressing her up against his car, kissing her hard as he sucked her bottom lip into her mouth. he couldn’t help but slide his tongue past her lips, hands squeezing her ass gently as he licked into every crevice of her mouth. a soft sigh left his lips as she pulled away but a smile settled in place of the smirk he had previously owned. “hey, i never said you’d never be behind the wheel, beautiful. just not while i’m racing yeah? but i won gustav’s car. it’s pretty decent actually, he’s cut up about it. so how about you take that for a spin huh? go on your first race if you want?” franciso asked, licking at his bottom lip as he raised his brow at her. “that enough of a risk for you?” he smirked, lifting her chin up just enough to thumb at the bottom lip he had been sucking at just moments ago “just good? i was back pretty fast don’t you think, you were definitely still mad when i came back. what now? how about you show gustav’s girlfriend what a first timer can do?”

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rafael & lu

it was just another Wednesday night shift, he’d kicked off before the place was really deserted despite that was usually his favourite time. the empty of the night, getting his customers in when there were no distractions, just him alone with the ink and their body, giving him every chance to focus and take his time to perfect the art he was creating. people said he always did take it too seriously but for raf it was more than a job it was an outlet, one he could easily share with the world without worrying about how much he was letting people in. grabbing his stencils and rough drafts he slid them beneath his arm bidding the last remaining soul in the parlour a goodbye before he headed out onto the quiet street. there was few lights, just one lighting up the opposite football field where he could make out small groups of girls finishing up practice. he made his way over towards the field knowing it was a shortcut to the area his car was parked just behind it. normally the girl would have piqued his interest the chance to strike up a casual conversation and some flirting with hopes they’d end up back at his place writhing beneath the sheets enough to bring him pleasure for one more day. yet he was exhausted, his body continued on past them all and over to his car in the dimly lit carpark. getting closer he could just make out a shadow, a body hovering the edges of the football field jumping over the fence into the space in front of him. it stopped him right in his tracks, the sight of her he was sure he wasn’t the only shocked one, the look he knew planted on his face only reflected back on hers. his mind has run amuck the thousands of questions as to why she was here.. in front of him despite what he’d done to her. he knew how well she must have been reading him in that moment, she always could and how close he had been to giving away all his card, instead he propped himself up higher letting a smirk escape onto his lips something he was always too good at “ well… what are the chances right, is this supposed to be a coincidence lu..? running into you like this, almost like fate. i’d say it’s a surprise but i mean, think you knew pretty well i lived here right? come all this way just to find me again, either you miss me.. or you came just to have a go at me.. so which is it?” 

football practice to lu, had always been more satisfying than the sex she’d been having in the past few years. the way her heart began to pump and the sheer adrenaline coursing through her, leaving her a heaving mess with her hair clinging to the back of her sticky neck. she loved the way her cheeks oozed exhaustion and the cool wind hitting her heated body. that was what she loved most about her sport besides the sportsmanship. it had her completely forgetting the fact that this years bootcamp was set in cyprus, the home of the man who haunted her. lu could easily say that she was in love with rafael. with how easy everything was, with how she was able to be herself and express herself, fall into deep conversation about lives and anger each other until they were wracking their brains - touch each other with nothing short of passion and love. it broke her the second she had found out he was gone and being in cyprus was anxiety that had almost affected her attendance at the bootcamp. but it was safe to say that rafael was not but a distant thought in her mind. once coach had dismissed them, lu picked up her duffle bag, hoping to get home to shower and cuddle with andie. just the simple thought of seeing her best friend after a good practice had her leaping over the fence to rush home. but there had been something bugging at her, a figure in the corner of her eye that compelled her to turn that way and that intuition had gone against her. the second she turned her head, she found her heart falling to her chest when her eyes fell on none other than rafael. her knees had buckled far too quickly, a soft gasp leaving her lips as she stared almost blankly at the man. seeing him standing before her was one thing but hearing him speak, that smirk that felt nothing more than a punch to her stomach. lu didn’t want to be weak, despite knowing that if he still knew her, he could see all the tell tale signs. straightening her shoulders, she took in a deep breath “come to find you? if you don’t remember rafael, you left me. no explanation, so i don’t think thats too hard to remember. why would i miss someone who hurt me like that. someone who obviously doesn’t give a shit about what they did to me. i’m here for bootcamp. thats all” lu shook her head as she pushed past him. she knew that walking to practice was going to bite her in the ass. if she knew rafael, she knew he’d go to extra lengths to taunt her. 

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