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just a curious soul trying to learn

[yesahihai]

I will be your devotee,

I will kneel before you,

So grant me my wish,

Let me be the mark you leave,

A stain of your love,

For that would be the greatest benediction my world will ever recieve.

[yesahihai]

I suffocate everyday.

Because I know, that I can never feel your lips on mine.

[yesahihai]

I often reminiscence of a far off tranquil place in time where the world around me stands still. I sit there and grasp, desperately onto the final threads of memories that I wove of her. I am immediately reminded of her eyes shone with tears, when she told me she didn't love me anymore.

I realize now, that I find comfort in stinging pain. It is the only thing that never leaves.

With this never ending pain as my companion I seek to unearth the secret to solace.

pain holds comfort?

yes

no

Voting ended onMay 19, 2023

[yesahihai]

Your hand touched my face. It was hot and cold at the same time. Hot because of your anger and cold because you wanted me to learn.

I was always embarrassed by you. I loathed you for the way you danced without a care in the world, for the way you ate, for the way your voice changed when you introduced yourself.I despised you for being mean and even more because you wouldn't express your affection.

And yet, I couldn't stop caring.

I couldn't stop hating either. You were this monster I created.

But as Ocean Vuong said, "A monster is not such a terrible thing to be. To be a monster is to be a hybrid signal, a light house: both a shelter and warning at once.

You are my warning and you're my shelter Amma.  I run away from you just to realize all I want is to run into your arms.

I apologize for being unable to love you, while all you were was unapologetically yourself.

A mother. A woman. A human.

I learnt that I still did not understand the essence of your beauty. But, I promise, I will.

I love you amma

Happy mother's day.

[yesahihai]

Jasmine flowers are widely used all over in India during different rituals to signify and symbolize Meanings and messages between two people, mainly lovers. Jasmine flowers transcend from merely being flowers to an entire love language in Indian culture.