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r.i.p chittaprrrrr, forever in our hearts

[yesilikenct]

so i kinda am working on my creativity these days haha i know it's not my best but i tried hehe

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i really want to finish my nctz series but i’m scared i’ll get sued because i used pictures from pinterest without actual credits... this could be bad... so i’m trying to gather all credits for my previous posts and for the next ones...please bear with me! i will finish it!!

[yesilikenct]

not wanting to do something but having to do it anyway is the world we live in.

The Tale of Nokdu

[yesilikenct]

it's hard to live, you know.

Jo Yi-seo in “Itaewon Class”

[yesilikenct]

happy new year to all of you guys! i wish you to be happy and well for 2021!

be great, be proud and be you!

[macknyu]

the cutest smile

[yesilikenct]

i’m in love with this extremely talented and handsome actor

[yesilikenct]

lettre à quiconque

merci, merci d’avoir été là pour moi quand les temps étaient durs. merci d’avoir pris le temps de m’écouter et merci de croire en moi. merci de m’encourager. merci de m’apprécier telle que je suis, avec mes plus gros défauts.

désolée de ne pas avoir été à la hauteur. désolée d’être comme ça. pardon de me plaindre pour des choses insignifiantes. pardon d’être stressée et de ne pas être capable de faire beaucoup plus de choses. 

j’écris toute ma peine ici, car c’est le seul endroit où personne ne saura qui je suis. j’ai beaucoup de mal ces jours-ci, je souffre aussi. j’ai peur et je me sens seule. je ne sais pas vraiment ce que j’écris mais c’est ce que je ressens. j’ai besoin de l’extérioriser sans être jugée et sans appréhender.

2020 n’a été tendre avec personne. si vous n’allez pas bien, j’espère que vous irez mieux, et que la vie vous sourira à nouveau très bientôt.

[niksplaceofhorrors-deactivated2]

Reblog if you think Moon Taeil is essential to NCT.

I’m trying to prove a point.

[t3hyan3s3]

NCT just got their first Daesang as a full 23 member group and I’m honestly crying right now. I’m so happy and so proud of them

[yesilikenct]

they deserve so freaking much!!!! they worked so hard during these past years... i'm so proud

[breathingkpopforever]

🐾🐾🐾 just boys and their cats

[yesilikenct]

cat lovers are just the best, idc

[jung-koook]

“Director: Jeon Jung kook” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[yesilikenct]

i’m so proud... so happy...

[doyoung-kim]

Doyoung in Make A Wish (Birthday Song) MV

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is it legal to look this handsome????

[leejenos-archive]

yuta as howl ♡

[yesilikenct]

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i have everything to be happy and succeed, but why do i feel like nothing will work out for me?

i keep telling myself that it’s okay, it takes time, that i just have to hang in there and make a little more efforts, but will that be enough?

and in the end? what will happen to me? will i ever be happy?

everything is too much for me these days, i just feel suffocated; i keep on thinking “am i really happy? or is that just an illusion because i told myself i was?”.

i feel like i’ve lost all purpose. as if i ever had one in the beginning. why am i living so dully? why can’t i have any ambition? why do i always keep on dreaming instead of taking action, thinking everything will come to me on a silver platter. i don’t even know if i’m happy anymore, i don’t even know if i ever was in the first place. what do i want to do in life? i don’t know, i have so many things i want to be good at but i can’t find it in myself to just choose one thing and be good at it. and then i just sit there, thinking why i can’t do anything. isn’t that funny? i’m just really pathetic, and it angers me to be like that.

i feel like no path will lead me to somewhere where i can happy, none of my dreams will come true anyways, and i’m just here, living without really living, just being present in a life that doesn’t feel like mine. i’m physically there, but mentally i’m somewhere else. i’m just surviving. and that hurts. because i want to do so much more.

why am i stuck? why do i feel like i keep hitting a wall that won’t budge? am i being my own wall? i don’t even know anymore at this point. i’m too tired but too hopeful to end it all. because after the clouds comes the sun, right?  but will i ever see the sun in the end?

i really want to quit everything. 

my greed is becoming so much that i envy people i don’t even know that have everything i want, but can’t. my heart needs to ease and i don’t know how to. it’s exhausting my soul. will there ever be an end to my self destruction? 

[yesilikenct]

i am deeply in love with kim doyoung

[yesilikenct]

ｎｃｔｚ ｓｅｒｉｅｓ：  ＃６/１０

— mark = toronto

❝ one member, one city ❞

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i'm going to post the mark version of my nctz series tonight!!!!! i'm literally so late ...