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»»—— 불변성 HAH-DUL-SEHT 개천에서 용 난다 —-««
불변성 bulbyeonseong
translation: UNCHANGEABLE UNIT
개천에서 용 난다 gaecheoneseo yong nanda
translation: From the stream, a dragon rises
LA PLAYA MUSIC FESTIVAL: 8:45 PM
✖✖✖ SUNWOO. — JAESANG. — KIAN.✖✖✖
↳ e n t e r t h e s i t e… ↳ s e h t l i s t
— vid credit qdeoks ♥
Samsung x Prod. SUGA
translation under the cut. 🖤
beautiful
김종국 (Kim Jong Kook) X 에이티즈 (ATEEZ) - 바다 보러 갈래? (Be My Lover)
Bodyfriend BTS TVCF #6 BTS Forever (30sec.)
i am forever thinking about him - missing you {cr. c_a_leaf}
SOPE IN MUSIC VIDEOS
+ bonuses cause i have no self control {cr. dwellingsouls}
the good bye symbol because mobile won’t let me c/p
first of all: fuck you. second of all: you did this to yourself i cannot be blamed.
dated: back to a week before jae was allegedly scheduled to leave for the military.
written on a piece of paper that showed visible signs of just how upset he had grown while writing it and left in sunwoo’s room after jae had been over hanging out before he had “left for home” ( — after an uncharastically long hug from him ). in actuality, he walked to the bus stop closest in proximity to sunwoo’s and caught a bus to the airport. written in korean since it felt easier for jae to write freely in but i included the translation here obvi. the crosses out bits still eligible enough to be made out bc he sucks at scratching things out properly you’re welcome
Woo,
죄송 해요. 처음으로 우리 사이에 거짓말을했지만 선택의 여지가 없었습니다. 나는 당신의 눈을 볼 수 없었고 여전히 갈 수 있습니다. 내가 데이트를 떠난다는 말은 지금부터 일주일이 지나도 ... 작별 인사를하는 건 상상도 못해 내가이 일을하니 극도의 상처를 입을 거라는 건 알지만 정말 화 나지만 결국 이해해 주셨으면 좋겠어요 형. 우리는 거의 20 년 동안 뗄래야 뗄 수없는 존재 였는데 어떻게 내가 당신을 공항 터미널에 맡길 수 있겠습니까? 만났을 때까지 나는 언니 밖의 세상과 완전히 완전히 외로웠 고 만난 후에는 더 이상 외로움이 어떤 것인지 알지 못했습니다.
작별 인사를 할 때까지. 우리는 내가 느끼는 순간에 어울리고 있었다. 우리 셋 이서 우리가 항상하는 것처럼 어울리 더군요. 평범하지 않지만 나는 그것을 느꼈다. 춥고 고통 스러웠습니다. 머지 않아 두 분에게서 멀어진 세상이 될 것입니다. 당신은 서로를 가질 것이고 나는 아마도 내가 잊혀진 선반에 충분한 먼지를 모으게 될 추억이 될 것입니다.
나를 미워하지 마세요. 그때가되면 날 잊어 버려. 하지만 나를 미워하지 마세요.
그래서 저는 웃음과 함께 내일 침대에서 일어나면 뵙겠다는 거짓 약속으로 떠나고 싶습니다.
나 무서워.
조심해, 그가 이중 형 근무에 당신이 필요하다는 것을 알고 있습니다. 문제가 없으면 내가없는 동안 대대도 찾아 봐? 그가 내가 할 일을하게 놔두지 마세요 그는 좋은 아이이고 그 상태를 유지해야합니다. 그가 여전히 학교에서 아이들과 문제가 있다면, 내가 지금 핵무기를 이용할 수 있다는 것을 아이들에게 알려주세요.
사랑해 형. 나는 당신이 그것을 알기도 전에 당신에게 백발과 불안을 줄 것입니다. 싸움!
— j.
衛
추신. 내가 죽어도 난 아직 나이가 많아요
Woo,
I’m sorry. For the first time I’ve put a lie between us ... but I had no choice. I couldn’t look you in the eye and still be able to go. Telling you I was leaving on a date still a week out from now was just ... what I needed to do for me. I can’t imagine saying goodbye to you and I know you’re probably going to be extremely hurt by the way I’ve done this and also really pissed off at me but I hope eventually you can understand, hyung. We’ve been inseparable for nearly two decades so how could I be expected to just ... leave you at a terminal in the airport? Until we met, I was completely and utterly alone against the world outside of my sister and after we met, I never knew what lonely felt like anymore.
Until I found myself envisioning the farewell. We were even hanging out in the moment I felt it. It was the three of us, just hanging out like we always do. Nothing out of the ordinary but I felt it. It was icy and painful. Soon, I’d be a whole world away from the two of you. You’d have each other and I’d be a memory who will probably end up collecting enough dust on a shelf that I end up forgotten about.
Don’t hate me, please. Forget me if that’s what time brings. But just don’t hate me.
So I want to leave with laughter and a false promise that I’ll see you whenever I eventually roll myself out of bed tomorrow.
I’m scared.
Watch out for Ki, you know he’s going to need you on double hyung duty. If it’s no trouble, lookout for DaeDae too for me while I’m gone? Don’t let him do anything I would do. He’s a good kid and he needs to stay that way. If he has trouble with kids at school still, make sure they know Ive got access to nukes now.
I love you, hyung. I’ll be back giving you grey hair and anxiety before you know it. FIGHTING!
— j.
衛
p.s. even if i die, I’m still older.
👶 - Their childhood
👧 - Their sister
👤- his nephew!
👶🏻 smol(er than he is now) bby jae.
❝ I don't think there's anything that stands out much to talk about my childhood, I mean...it was normal? I had parents that took care of me, I had two big sisters to torment and be tormented by, I had pets here and there. I did good enough in school. Played some sports, the whole underground rapping thing actually started back home there in Korea. Things were..good. Life was on what would be seen as a great and normal path, I guess. ❞
👧🏻 noona
❝ Na-Rae...her name means Wing, you know. My little Butterfly. I don't say it to her much — we really aren't all that into sap — but...I'm really proud of her. Moving here wasn't easy in general but at our ages? Alone besides each other and the beach ball growing under her shirts? It was as close to a literal definition of impossible as you can get but...we made it work. She made it work. Rae did whatever she had to do to get us on our feet before the baby was born and did what she could after while juggling a newborn and a brother who had cops bringing him home or calling her up more than she deserved. Life was suddenly the complete opposite of what it had been like growing up except that we still had each other. We'll always have each other. She gets on my case when I need it most but she leaves me room to make the mistakes I need to make. She'll always be my favorite in the entire world. I'll probably never amount to anything completely worthwhile but she beat the odds our parents and her own twin sister put on her our entire lives. She seemed like a hopeless cause the more she got older but...look at her now. Dr. Rae. ❞
👤 joka
❝ 'Sprouting like a weed' was such a corny ass line in movies and shit like that, total cringe worthy way of describing how quick someone was getting big or whatever but fuck, do I get it now. Last week I was testing if newborn heads actually do smell good and this week we're arguing over clothes — my clothes despite what him and his mother like to think when they raid my room — and there's no shelf safe from his fingers in the kitchen anymore. Every single thing Rae and I do, all the things we've done have all been for Dae-Seong and I will die providing for him; protecting him. That damn kid is the reason the world spins, no experts on the matter can tell me otherwise. Like I said about Rae, maybe I'll never amount to something but I'm gonna do my damn best to make sure DaeDae has the entire world to choose from. My sister said a private school wasn't a necessity that we needed to stress ourselves out with but he showed interest so I made it my responsibility to enroll him and pay for it. I just want him to have not just everything he needs but literally anything he wants and I don't want him to feel the pressures of life completely on his shoulders yet. Probably part of the reason when she split the rent up and tried including him paying a bit of it, I took on most of his on top of my share of why when he turns sixteen soon, I'll double or triple whatever he's got saved up to help him get a decent car and help him on payments and all that shit too. I just...really love the kid. I hope he knows that. I know I'm a fuck up but I hope he feels like he had a good enough male role in his life since his dad was never around. I help him with homework and shit, we play some kind of sport together every single day unless he doesn't want to, I set aside a day a week where I refuse to make plans with anyone so we can go do something or just hang in our rooms together. I want him to be happy, that's all I want out of my life. He is a little shit though but I mean...look at his uncle. ❞
👧 - Their sister
👧🏻 noona the sister back in korea
❝ Ah, right. The other one. The eldest Yi sibling. Na-Rae's twin. Growing up her and I didn't really have any kind of issue except for when she would feel like I was taking the wrong twins side in something but other than that we got along fairly well. Her and Na on the other hand...not so much. All my life it's been one against the other thanks to both Mi-Rae and our parents. She was the eldest, the first born even if barely, she was the Golden one for as long as I can remember and good luck if you forgot that around her. Although even if she was the oldest, the favored...I did have the upper hand of being the only son against her. I bet she always hated that. Probably why she was so quick to write me off when I decided I was leaving Korea with the black sheep. Probably why her sisterly love apparently only existed within the borders of home and nowhere else. If you ask her, she's better than us and always will be...yet last I checked she's still unmarried and living at home. Doesn't exactly sound like the dutiful perfect child she yells that she is if you ask me. She's just a stale, sour faced bitch and always will be —again, if you ask me. I thought we would always be decent...I'm her baby brother... ❞
Epic 🙏🐝
level of abandonment issues: even my love for my parents was one sided
