南宫驷ꨄ

[18 | they/them] 我来了。你呢？

[yizhenmybeloved]

so u want to tell me that qyz's hair isnt orange-ish and yy does not have a mole and sqx does not have curly brown hair in canon ? ive known these informations for about ten minutes but i still dont know what to do with them. i wont be able to function properly after this omfg

and not to mention the only reason i could accept the fact that mq in fact isnt silver haired in canon was because i watched the donghua/read the manhua at least once a week for months... you know that youre too deep in a fandom when you can no longer separate fanon from canon,,,

[yizhenmybeloved]

// jwqs spoilers //

i used to not like the ending of jwqs for various reasons and for a while i thought that it wasnt a happy ending. but after all agula has been through, it was for her. she could spend her days with the woman she loves without all of those painful memories. after all the suffering she experienced she finally found her peace

[yizhenmybeloved]

do i have like ten missing assignments and a bunch of tests coming up ? yes. and instead of studying did i just start to write an essay about why does qi rong deserve better and what traumas formed him to be the way he is ? also yes...

[yizhenmybeloved]

i saw someone write mobei jun's name as mo beijun and idk maybe thats the correct way and weve been writing it wrong all this time but it made me so uncomfortable omg--- i needed a few seconds until i figured out whos the post about,,,

[yizhenmybeloved]

help i might be dumb but hc didnt kill those 33 heavenly officials ? he burned their temples and everything but he never went to the heavenly/mortal realm to slaughter them ? and they did accept his challenge and ended up losing. what happened to them was just the consequences of thinking too much about themselves. so conclusion : the "hx is being dragged for what he did but hc is praised for the same thing" is a stupid comparison

[waterpllar]

jwqs quite literally the most webnovel ever im losing my fucking mind.. jingnu killing like twelve people in one just because of qi yan!!!! drinking with shangguan wu over their shared grief of their loved ones!!!!! jingnu literally digging up qi yan’s grave with her own hands in order to lie with her in death only to find out that the coffin is empty.. her wishes came true: qi yan did lie to her for the last time, but not the way she wanted.. oughgh

[yizhenmybeloved]

i want to read a version of jwqs where agula can talk to every kind of animal. even insects. i wonder if the plot wouldve developed differently

[yizhenmybeloved]

self-care is gaslighting yourself into thinking that the black water arc didnt happen. like wdym they didnt get their happy ending ?? for as long as i know they live that perfect genderfluid couple life we all desire but go off ig

[yizhenmybeloved]

help since tgcf physical copies came out why does so many people talk about hc having xl's umbrella ?? he doesn't ?? yes, it looks the same and yes, hc has that umbrella because of xl but he couldn't possibly have the same umbrella that was given to him 800 years ago, could he ?

[yizhenmybeloved]

im reading thousand autumns and after ch 45 im so mad that i might not even finish it like ??? yan wushi ??? who does that ???

and not to mention, i could treat shen qiao so much better smh

[yizhenmybeloved]

tgcf but from quan yizhens pov... we would never know what is happening but the yin yu content >>>>

[yizhenmybeloved]

/ 2ha spoiler /

ngl i kind of hate the ending of 2ha,,, (and no, not just because of nangong si's death) the fact that taxian jun is still there and can take control over mo ran's body is so disturbing. i mean i get it he did those things outside of his freewill and deserved to know what really happened ig but mo zhongsi and taxian jun are literally the same person ???? taxian jun died and reincarnated again as the 15-year-old mo ran so i really dont understand why couldnt taxian jun just disappear

and that chu wanning still loves him, not just mo zhongsi but taxian jun ? i dont know maybe its me who cant understand feelings well or something but i really dont get it. flower or not, taxian jun did horrible things to chu wanning and imo his 'love' towards him is nothing more than obsession and he just want to possess him after chu wanning left him without his permission. because of the flower its impossible for him to love anyone

with this we get to the second point; exactly because chu wanning loves taxian jun despite everything so many people romanticize their relationship. theres nothing cute in it ??? chu wanning was hurt and humiliated over and over again and everything was taken from him. i hope one day everyone will realize that theyre not 'adorable together' or 'relationship goalz'

thank you for you attention, now ive to go to make up scenarios about how nangong si survived ch 220 :)

[yizhenmybeloved]

2ha 0.5 timeline is the worst thing that ever happened to me...

[yizhenmybeloved]

bingqiu reunion scene but binghe is jacob and he greets sqq with a "where the hell have you been, loca?"

[yizhenmybeloved]

im sorry to break it to you but everyone who thinks xl smells like flowers and *idk insert some good scent* is probably wrong,,, like that man rolled in dirt for 800 years and has only three set of robes. im not saying hes that stinky that you cant be around him for more than five minutes but he definitely doesnt smell good either

[yizhenmybeloved]

i swear if i see one more person doing that backstabber trend with mu qing....

[yizhenmybeloved]

i hate how we, as a society decided to forget that hua cheng is "sometimes a gorgeous seductress with a vicious, deceptive heart"