i literally hate when kpop stans tell ppl who anti ppl or groups for valid reasons that theyāre not allowed to anti them or hate them cause theyāre friends with their faves. like i truly do not gaf that my faves look up to jay park. or i see a lot of black atinys who donāt like skz (for valid reasons) get shit on and told that ātheyāre friends with ateez thoā by stays. like what.
Ahh hello, I just wanted to stop in and check on you guys and as well as to address the whole enhypen n slur situation, as a black engene I feel somewhat uncomfortable writing for them at the moment, all of the anti-blackness Twitter and weverse engenes have been letting off the whole week has been tearing my heart to pieces. Belift NEEDS to speak up or things are only going to get worse, if they havenāt already.
The fandom is so divided right now, some are saying the slur wasnāt said at all, some are saying they even heard it with a hard r. at the end of the day you guys need to let black engenes speak and stop invalidating their opinions. I think enhypenās actions couldāve been forgiven with time, especially if a statement or apology were to be released, but at this point belift is giving us nothing and Iām afraid we are going to continue getting nothing.
All Iām asking is for you guys to hold enhypen (specifically heeseung) accountable until the situation is cleared, if it ever is.
Another random thought: Jake would be the type of bf/friend to ask if he could hold your hand, and if you said yes, he would giggle but then would cover it up by saying heās giggling over how funny the sky looks.
okay i just wanted to hop onto tumblr to talk about whats going on with enhypen. no matter if you heard it or not, theres no reason to clear searches and tags. innocent black engenes are being harassed simply for speaking out about a situation that effects them. you're saying 'its for enhypens reputation' yet you're truly the one damaging it. you're taking away so many peoples safe space by acting like this. plus you're damaging you're digital footprint. you're chances of getting into a good school in the future are getting lower every time you harass another person speaking out about this. you arent helping anyone, not yourself or enhypen.
hoonie bby is definitely shy with affection around other people but when yall are alone, he becomes a whole cuddle bug
Hes practically attached to you like glue
Like if you try to get out of bed, he's gonna pull you back down
I feel like he wouldn't be that warm but his hugs are very comfy for sure
He would practically melt if you played with his hair or hands
I also feel like he would like whispering cute lil compliments into your ears as he held you close to him while your asleep
And sometimes he wouldn't realize you're still awake and you would hear him say cute sappy things about how much he loves you
imagine under the cut
'y/nnnn' sunghoon whined as you peeled him off you
'no, im thirsty, let me grab water and I'll come right back'
'but-' you cut him off and started walking away. sunghoon rolled onto his back and sat up.
'y/nnn hurry upp' he shouted from across the house. you waltzed back to the bedroom and plopped onto the bed. sunghoon immediately pulled you down and held you close, as if you were the only thing he cared about (sunghoon more like simphoon)
nothing better than a lazy day full of hugs and cuddles with ur cutie bf
k bbys, so this one is part of my 'one-word writing prompt series, so it's quite self explanatory. I choose a random word and write a fic based on it, so if you wanna send in a word + member for this, just send me a lil askie ask - jillian<3
bf! jay had his arms snaked around you as he placed his hands over the top of yours.
it was a Saturday night and you impulsively decided you wanted to learn how to play guitar. to your advantage, you had a cute boyfriend who was quite good at the instrument. I mean how could he ever turn down your request when you look at him with those cute lil puppy eyes (jay is down BADDD) so, that led to you sitting on his lap, fingers sprawled onto the neck of his guitar, his hands slowly guiding yours across the strings, his head rested on your shoulder and guitar rested onto your thigh. the night was amazing, you didn't really learn much cause you two spent most of it goofing off instead of actually learning but it was still a great bonding experience. you even got to cuddle afterward.
k bbys, so this one is part of my 'one-word writing prompt series, so it's quite self explanatory. I choose a random word and write a fic based on it, so if you wanna send in a word + member for this, just send me a lil askie ask - jillian<3
you feel the bed sink down as bf!jake sighs. rainy days are your favorite, movies, staying inside and most importantly, cuddles with your adorable boyfriend. his arm stretches behind you and settles it on your shoulder. you were so enamored with the movie that you didnāt even notice the kisses being pressed onto your neck.
jake definitely noticed this and got pouty, he draped himself across your lap and stared at you hopefully. he let out a large sigh in the hopes that you notice his existence. those big puppy-dog eyes that you loved were now fixed onto your face. you felt it. the feeling of him staring at you. you looked down into his eyes and now that you finally noticed, he smiled.
āwhy are you looking at me like that babes?ā
'give me attentionā you did as said and kissed his cheek and ran a hand through his hair. he turned to face your belly and kissed it. you continued to rake a hand through his locks as he drifted off to sleep with a little
k bbys, so this one is part of my 'one-word writing prompt series, so it's quite self explanatory. I choose a random word and write a fic based on it, so if you wanna send in a word + member for this, just send me a lil askie ask - jillian<3
attending balls was never your thing. ever since you were a young girl, you found them quite frankly boring and uninteresting, that was until you met park sunghoon. you have now learned to enjoy them as long as heās there. today was your royal 18th birthday, and of course, sunghoon had to be there.
āintroducing, princess y/nā
the guards swung the doors open as you waltzed in. velvet dress swaying gloriously as you gleamed, scanning the crowds, searching for the prince.
did he not come?
is he late?
your mind darted between questions as you forced the smile to remain on your face.
ādid you really think I wouldnāt show? you know I would never ghost you.ā a deep voice chuckled. your head snapped just to see sunghoon grinning at you. you let out a deep sigh as he took your hand and planted a kiss onto it, he linked your arms and began guiding you down the stairs.
after a long day filled with dancing with dukes, gossiping with duchesses, and greeting fellow royals, you were exhausted by the last dance, but there was one thing you never expected would happen. sunghoon takes your hand and bows,
āprincess, may I have this last danceā you nod and giggle excitedly, something about sunghoon had always energized you, got your heart pumping, you would always melt under his touch. maybe this was more than just a good friendship, maybe there were underlying feelings waiting to be unravelled.
k bbys, so this one is part of my 'one-word writing prompt series, so it's quite self explanatory. I choose a random word and write a fic based on it, so if you wanna send in a word + member of en-,txt,nct or p1harmony for this, just send me a lil askie ask - jillian<3
jelly, that's what you're legs felt like. muscles tense, cheeks redden, and eyes widen.
he looked at you, facing him with your back to the wall. his eyes slowly traced your face and flickered down to your lips.
the effects park sunghoon had on you are a sensation you'd never felt before. his hand rises to your cheek as the butterflies only intensify. his eyes closed as he inched closer. before you knew it, his soft lips pressed onto yours.
maybe this jelly feeling was something you could get used to...
k bbys, so this one is part of my 'one-word writing prompt series, so it's quite self explanatory. I choose a random word and write a fic based on it, so if you wanna send in a word + member for this, just send me a lil askie ask - jillian<3
thereās nothing more annoying in this world than lee heeseung. that idiot always seems to get on your nerves. constantly annoying you and teasing you. he could annoy anyone else at school and they would love it, but no. he had to choose you. you donāt see why him and his friends are so popular. you can't deny the fact that they're cute but what else do they have going for them?
fangirls swarm the hallway, squealing as the boys walk past. although one thing in particular caught heeseungs eye. you were just silently drawing at your locker. he took this as a good chance to tease you infront of everyone. the hall goes silent as he walks over to you. the sudden change in volume was confusing for those of you not paying attention. you look up from your book just to see heeseung staring at you with that dumb smirk on his face.
āwhatcha drawing?ā
āitās none of your businessā
āif it has to do with you, it is.ā he whispered into your ear. with a quick wink he snatched the book from your hand, just to see a quite detailed doodle...