privilege.

power poisons the heart, it changes it from within.

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hwxyng‌:

[ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Tch~ You’re making me smile too much again. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] And here I thought you wanted to live a quieter life~ [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] If the table, the wall, the shower and other places are available, I don’t see why the bed is the only option~ [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Give me about 10-15 minutes and I’ll be in your arms all night.

[ ✉️ → Bella. ] Who says I still don’t want that? I’m pretty sure I can have the best of both worlds, don’t I? [ ✉️ → Bella. ] I also have a pool, I don’t see why those are your only options either. 

[ymccn]

ooc; super promise I’ll get back on track with replies & plotting throughout this week! it’s been some reeeeeally tough days, you guysss.

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hwxyng‌:

[ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] You’ll probably never get used to it. Which is good, it means I can keep surprising you~ [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] I’m never leaving you ever again~ That’s why it’s never an option. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] I’m in the cab now. I hope you’re excited to see me, because I’m super excited to bother you. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Try to finish as much work as you could now. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] You’ll be working on something else later.

[ ✉️ → Bella. ] Getting used to something would get monotonous anyway.  [ ✉️ → Bella. ] And everything with you is thrill. Never a dull moment. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] Hopefully the kind of work that requires you in my bed, hm?

[ymccn]

hwxyng‌:

[ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Yes and yes. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Don’t you think it’s much better to see it in person? Unless you don’t want to, of course. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] But all I’m saying is that I’m already waiting for a cab. So you won’t have a choice but let me stay for the night because it’s unsafe to go home late.

[ ✉️ → Bella. ] Have I mentioned my love/hate relationship with this thing you do? [ ✉️ → Bella. ] I shake my head at first and then... [ ✉️ → Bella. ] You make me smile. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] And I wouldn’t have it any other way. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] You leaving will never be an option, by the way.

[ymccn]

hwxyng‌:

[ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] You’re so precious, oppa. Thank you for being mine.  [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] I’d love to send more but you might not be able to do any more work if I do. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Should I come over instead? ㅋㅋㅋ~

[ ✉️ → Bella. ] Wait, so... you’re afraid of sending more pictures because I might get distracted. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] But then you offer to come? [ ✉️ → Bella. ] You know exactly what you do to me, don’t you?

[ymccn]

hwxyng‌:

[ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] I’m not expecting to be your phone’s wallpaper- too risky~ [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Just in case you miss me too much or you feel like nothing is going your way~  [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Don’t forget you have me and that you will always have me. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Image Attached [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Here’s another! Cheer up, oppa~ 😘

[ ✉️ → Bella. ] Even IF things were going my way, I’d still want to receive these pictures. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] Always, always?

[hwxyng-blog]

          “Yeah. I tend to be clueless about what’s going on inside your head. Sometimes you get all busy in front of your laptop then suddenly your lips are on my neck like you missed me for ages even though I have been in the same room as you for hours.” Sometimes she would get confused and surprised in the most pleasant ways. He was the kind of man that suits her taste completely. From head to toe and everything about him was just worth loving. “Why not give it a crazy ending? Since there will be a ‘few’ deaths. There should be a character that may have seemed to be missing the whole time or presumed dead in the past books and would be the killer or you know, you can end the book in their perspective. What’s more mind-blowing than realizing the person you may have overlooked would be important in the end?” Was she referring to something? Hwayoung was just one to ramble random ideas whenever she felt like it. Sometimes she wonders if they were any help to him or they’re just unintelligent noises that soothe him whenever he’s anxious and stressed over his work. “Baby, please. I wouldn’t let another woman lay a hand on you, much more a deranged and obsessed nurse.” 

In a matter of minutes, the sandwich disappears from her hands and she looks genuinely confused for a moment as if wondering where it all went when she’s chewing the remainders of it. Yohan wasn’t one to be openly jealous or well, she’s clueless of the signs he might be showing. It felt good to hear him say he’d be jealous but still be supportive. “You’re so cute.” She tells him. “If I do get to pose for lingerie, trust me to send you a photo right away and you can see it live. You’ve got the best perks on being my boyfriend, don’t you think?” Leaning in quickly to press a gentle kiss on his lips, she sits back down with a huge grin on her face. “I’m yours.” She reassures him, hoping that he’d never feel like he’d lose her because they’ve lost each other before and it wasn’t the best feeling in the world. “They can look all they want, but I’m all yours. To have and to hold. When you get jealous, you can hug me and call me yours. I’ll tell you time and time again that I have always been and I will always be yours.. and yours alone, Moon Yohan.” Making a small heart with her fingers, she winks at him. Feeling responsible for him, Hwayoung reaches a hand out and gently dusts off the corners of his mouth free from any residues left by the sandwich. 

“Do you remember when my parents would allow me to sleep over at your house and I would insist on sleeping next to you? I used to lie awake at night watching you sleep. I used to pray that one day you’d be mine. I used to hesitate touching your face, thinking you might wake up and ask me what I’m doing. But now I want to keep touching you, just to know that all of this is real.” She nods her head slowly as she smiles. “We won’t let go and we won’t give up. We’ll be the greatest team to ever exist.”

[ymccn]

He was aware that his mind was usually everywhere. One moment he was here, doing something important and the next one, he was being completely sporadic, doing something unrelated to it. Maybe because he was always so good at multitasking, ever since he was a little kid. Maybe that was why he was so used to doing all these things at the same time, or just completely shifting from one to another. “There’s many ideas I have in mind. I love what you suggested, except... I don’t know, isn’t a killer too predictable? Wouldn’t that be a random ending to the life of an important character? Why not make it more significant? I’m sure there are other ways.” to him, maybe an accident was much more tragic and significant than some murderer, but that was just his point of view. “Basically, I want an ending that will have people talking about it for years to come, to really.. cry their eyes out to.” that was the duty of a writer, after all, to help others feel emotions, deep, very deep emotions.

Her words were music to his ears. As mentioned earlier, he’s not one to front and hide his feelings, since there’s really no reason for that whatsoever. He was truly overwhelmed in just about the best way, he couldn’t deny it. She was being so sweet to him and most importantly? So reassuring, which certainly put him at much more ease than before. Slowly, Yohan got up, holding his hand out for her to take. When she did, he helped her get up, intertwining his fingers with hers. “I wonder what would your parents think if they knew you just wanted to stay to stare at me.” he was joking, of course. He wasn’t addressing everything else she said for a powerful reason, one she would witness soon enough. He lead her towards the lake, but made a full stop when they were just couple of steps away from the water. “I have something for you.” he said, turning to look at her.

Letting go of her hand, he stood behind her. From his pocket, he pulled out a necklace, a white gold moon hanging from it. Wrapping one arm around her waist, he pressed his chest against her back, leaning down and letting his lips brush against her ear as he whispered; “You stole the sun for me, I stole the moon for you, together we stole the stars.” he moved the arm he had previously wrapped around her waist, only to gently hold one of her hands, turning her palm up. Then, he used his other hand to place the necklace on it, making sure the engraved part was up as well, so she could read the rest of the quote he just recited on it: “...And together we will build our own universe.”

[ymccn]

hwxyng‌:

@ymccn

[ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Hi, baby~ I have something for you. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] Image Attached [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] All YOURS, by the way. [ ✉️ → Prince Charming. ] You’re welcome. ❤️

[ ✉️ → Bella. ] I’m trying to write here. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] Now I can’t do that because you’re WAY too distracting. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] And no, I’m not complaining. [ ✉️ → Bella. ] You’re beautiful.

[ymccn]

ynghee‌:

“oppa, pull over.” she mumbled quietly. “we’re not having this conversation in a moving vehicle.” younghee was petty but she knew how worked up she was getting and the last thing she wanted was to go off at her brother. she wanted things to be clear and bring whatever she felt to the dinner with their mother. younghee’s expression had disappointment and anger written all over; she couldn’t help it. but maybe how she handled things weren’t like how her brother did. if it were younghee, she would have avoided her ex—especially the one that hurt her gravely— like the plague. call her bitter, but maybe time doesn’t heal all wounds. then again, she wasn’t her brother. his words sort of was a slap to the face or a dagger to the heart, causing younghee to fall back on her seat. the anger replaced with a defeated expressio, an elbow on the side door as she put her hand on her mouth. siblings fight about everything and nothing and maybe about exes too. “you’re right,” she pursed her lips. “youre a grown man who shouldn’t let his dramatically over protective sister tell him what to do and what not to do.” younghee looked away from her brother. was it wrong for her to feel overprotective? sometimes. maybe. she could feel the distance between them only getting bigger and maybe this time around younghee was the cause of that. maybe she was reading too much into her brother’s actions and she just didn’t want a repeat of the last time. “i’ll be careful of what i say next time and try not to meddle anymore. i should trust you. i’m sorry.” she looked down on her lap and then out the window. did she trust him? of course she did, more than anything in this world. she trusted her brother, it was his ex that she didn’t. younghee didn’t answer and just let out a sigh. “we should go before mom wonders where we are. we don’t want her waiting long.”

And he did, he pulled over as soon as she told him to. The times Yohan could feel like a piece of shit were... you know, limited. He couldn’t even remember when was the last time he felt like that. But the point is: Today was one of /those/ days. He was lying to his sister, and blatantly. How dare he ask her if he trusted her when he was straight up lying to her face? When he had done so much more than just talk to Hwayoung? When he was /now/ in a relationship with her? How could he do this to his sister? He never lied to her before and yet, here he was, doing the one thing he always told himself to never do: lie to his family. What made everything much worse was Younghee’s actions, the way she spoke to him, the way she looked, everything about her broke his heart and yet... what could he do? Admit it? Tell the truth? No, he couldn’t do that, not yet. He was going to wait and see if things worked with Hwayoung and if so? Then... well, he’d have to come clean to his family. “You have nothing to apologize for.” he brought one hand up, resting it on the back of her head, letting out a soft, yet deep sigh as he did so, “I understand where you’re coming from, I do. You’re trying to protect me and, it’s not you being dramatic. You care, that’s it.” physical contact between them was rare, mostly because, well? They barely saw each other. But this just happened, he felt like he needed to reach out with more than just words. “Don’t apologize.” he finally said, his hand now resting on her shoulder, “Thank you for caring about me. I promise I.. will be careful.” yeah, sure.

[eunhaero]

Donghae || One More Time(Otra Vez)

[hwxyng-blog]

If she were to tell her five-year-old self she’d cause Yohan such heartache when she turns twenty-three, she wouldn’t believe herself. But she’d definitely believe the part that she’d fall for him all over again before she turns twenty-six. She craved his affection and attention for so long that now that she has it, she feels like she’s on cloud nine. The way his lips brush on the back of her hand, the way he looks at her and the way he makes her feel like she’s more than simply worth it. How can she not fall for him? She can’t help but smile, his words leaving her speechless and feeling her heart skip a beat. He can be such a romantic when he chooses to be. “The first?” She bit down her lip shyly. “I’d love to be your last if you’d be mine,” Hwayoung replies, immediately puffing her cheeks to contain her embarrassment but it was evident with every little move she made. She was being overwhelmed with happiness. “Gosh- Are you- ah..- Are you writing a new book soon? Everything you’re saying is making me feel- so much!” Admitting just how he can overwhelm her with very little effort. Taking her hand back from him so she can fan herself. Pressing the back of her hand on her cheeks. They were warm and she was beyond happy. She never thought she’d be happy like this with him. 

“Again. You’re biased. I’m.. just.. doing my job.” This time she hits his thigh cutely. “Should I pose for a lingerie next?” Teasingly raising her eyebrows at him, wanting to see if he’d allow her to take such project. She’s never gone overly sexy for anything. Hwayoung wanted to stay classy and sexy. Bikinis and lingeries are different so she doesn’t see a problem with swimsuits. “Tell me honestly, oppa. Do you feel proud when you see my face on tv and in magazines? Don’t you get tired of seeing my face everywhere?” She wonders aloud, stuffing her mouth with a mouthful bite of the sandwich. There was no need to be careful around him. Unlike when she used to go out on dates with other guys. She had to be mindful of her manners and how she looks. “This is good.” Nodding her head with a hum. She’d never lie when it comes to food. She’s quite picky they say. She won’t eat something that isn’t tasty for her. “If I go on a diet, I’d stick to this sandwich.” Giving him a thumbs up before taking another bite of the sandwich. She looks up to him in between her bites. She follows his finger as he spoke. This? She thought, wondering what he meant. The rest of what he had to say leaves her speechless once again, cheeks puffed up as she eats and her eyes curled up into tiny crescents. Was this really the same Yohan she grew up with? The one who always had his nose buried in a book? “You’re being cheesy and ridiculous,” Hwayoung says. “But I love it. Every bit of it.” And she loves him. All of him. “I watched a movie not long ago and in that movie, one of the main characters then said. ‘They were separated, only to meet again’. The other characters were confused but they understood what it meant over time and it finally made sense to me. I think, what happened before was a way for us to find ourselves first and here we are again. We found our way back into each other’s arms. It took us some time to get here but this time, I want you to know I’m never letting you go ever again.”

[ymccn]

Oh, of course he was aware about how cheesy and “ridiculous” he was being. But that was on purpose, and really wasn’t one to just /front/ for the sake of looking cool by acting less affectionate or just, like a jerk. Why not be honest about his feelings? About how he was feeling? He felt good, happy, comfortable and all thanks to her, there was no other way around it. Clicking his tongue against the back of his teeth, he nodded, “I am, in fact, writing a new book. But, that’s an ‘always’ thing, I don’t see how that could affect my words right now.” because he was always inspired, his mind running so fast, it was almost exhausting. “You wouldn’t even be able to guess what I’m planning to do.” he said, taking another bite from his sandwich, taking his time to take in the taste, swallow it, and then speak up again, “You know the big series I’ve been writing for years? I’m working on the last book this time around. I’m planning on ending the saga, on saying goodbye to those characters. Maybe, maybe some deaths here and there...” he had no problem in being outspoken about his work with Hwayoung, he trusted her. Anyone else would have to torture him to get any spoilers about his books. “Then again, I’m afraid something bad would happen to me, you know? Like in ‘Misery’, the Stephen King book.” he wasn’t sure if she was familiar with it, but if she wasn’t, he wouldn’t have a problem explaining it to her.

“Why would I get tired of seeing your face everywhere? I am proud of you, Bella. You’ve worked hard, I know. How could I not feel proud and happy about it? Whatever you want to do, whatever you decide to do next? I’ll support it, even if...” he made a brief pause, rolling his eyes, “If you ever decide to do anything with lingerie. I..” he cleared his throat, “I’ll never be one to hold you back from anything you want to try, I’ll be supportive. Will I be jealous?” Yoh scoffed, nodding ironically, “Obviously. But, I’ll always support you, you wouldn’t have to worry about it, I promise.” his hand reached out, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “At the end of the day, even if you’ll get looked at by so many, I know you’re mine.” and he was serious about it, as serious as he’ll ever be. Going back to his sandwich, he listened to the quote she shared with him and he smiled, “It sure looks like that’s the way it is for us, isn’t it? We meet again.” he looked away from her, only to focus on the lake, then up at the moon before looking back at her, “And we are not letting go this time. I give you my word.” was it too soon? Were they rushing it? Ah, perhaps. But really, they’ve known each other for so long and everything felt so right. So, where they really rushing it or.. was it just meant to be? To him, it was finally meant to be.

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hwxyng‌:

“That’s the thing, baby.” She tells him, her eyes never leaving his features. “There are so many things in my life. I’ve gotten sick and tired of all of them before I knew it, but then here you are, making me feel like I can lose everything else and be fine with just having you in my life. I’m happy.” Often times she’s overwhelmed for simply being forced to accept all those things, situations and the people into her life as everyone expects her to do so. There were times she wanted to break down, give it all up and just hide from the rest of the world but there was peace when he comes around. He keeps her from losing herself completely and for that, his existence alone was indeed a gift. “You’re the best thing to ever happen to me, for all the good reasons and even if you think there are bad ones, I can only tell you that there’s a silver lining in all those that I am more than thankful for.” Gently grabbing his hand and pressing a small kiss on his palm. “I feel so much for you. Is that allowed?” She was beyond ‘interested’ in him at this point but she knew both of them were being careful. Not because their feelings aren’t true, but probably because they both fear crashing and falling apart in the end. Does she love him? Yes. Was she ready to admit it? Not yet. 

“Like you know- I have this huge ass crush on you and I think I like you so much more than before. How do I say this? I’m like meeting my ideal type for the nth time and still amazed at how perfect you are.” Hwayoung teases him playfully. Crinkling her nose bashfully, she could feel butterflies fluttering as he praises her. These are one of those moments when she feels beautiful. Though she knows that fact already, as almost everyone continues to say so, she can’t help but feel like she went from being the little Bella he could easily overlook to being the Hwayoung that he can proudly call his. “I think your opinions are slightly biased because I’m your girlfriend.” Playfully laughing it off as her cheeks grow warm. Summer has ended and yet he continues to make her feel warm. Hwayoung gasps and hits his shoulder playfully, she knows he’s fooling around and she can’t help but tease him back. “How did you know? Oh no, I have been exposed!” Turning her attention to the food, she grabs a sandwich, not wanting their romance to get in the way of her hunger. “I don’t know. You stole my heart when I was five. I guess it’s the universe’s way to tell you that we’re meant to be.” Clicking her tongue and winking at his direction. She tries to be smooth, but sometimes she just looks awkward and childish. “Did you make this?” She lifts the sandwich. “I’m hoping you didn’t forget to eat your meals on time. I’d feel bad if you made time to surprise me like this and didn’t eat on time.”

It was true that every person had an entire world in their heads. A different vision, a different everything. The more Hwayoung talked, the more he understood, the more he could know why he meant so much to her. Not like he didn’t before, but this was much more insightful. In a way, he was aware that he was some kind of escape for her, someone she relied on when things got too stressful in her life. While it was flattering, he thought he now had a huge responsibility and, to be honest, it wasn’t a problem, it was something he would have to cherish and protect, anything to make her happy. Anything for her to know she could rely on him anytime she needed him. “That is allowed.” he responded, unable to keep a straight face when she pressed a kiss on his palm. He was quick to turn his hand and grab hers, now bringing it to his lips to kiss the back of it, “Since when is feeling a crime? As far as I know, it’s not. I’m happy you have feelings for me.” he said, his eyes looking straight into her own, “I have feelings for you too. You are... special to me. No one has ever managed to do this, you’re the first and,” should he say it? Sure, why not? “The last. I want you to be the last.” 

Honesty. Why not just be completely honest with her about his feelings? He knew it wasn’t the right time to admit them, sure. But at least he wanted to let her know she wasn’t the only one /feeling so much/, he wanted her to know he was too and hoped he was doing a good job at it. “I’m not biased, though. It’s the truth. On top of that, you’re stunning and you’ve always been wanted to do commercials, for your face to be everywhere. You can’t lie to me, Bella.” he had been there since the beginning, who else would know her better? He also let his hand dive into the basket, grabbing a sandwich, letting out a chuckle when she hit his shoulder, “I did make them, by the way. If they’re bad, feel free to call me out and I’ll try to... do better next time. And, don’t worry, I always eat on time.” but he knew they wouldn’t be, because he was actually a pretty decent cook. Before taking a bite, he smiled at her, “You know? I don’t think me stealing your heart when you were five has anything to do with that.” he made a brief pause, “I think, it’s this.” his hand motioned as if drawing a circle in the air, “It’s what we’re doing now. Finding our way back to each other, trying it again. I think this is... that sign. Or maybe I’m being too cheesy and ridiculous right now.” he shrugged, bringing the sandwich up and taking a bite.

[yuseonghq-deactivated20221010]

Mei had been in itaewon for a month already, and although it was quite cool to be in another country learning arts (something she always had thought her parents wouldn’t allow it), she was starting to miss home, not only her family and friends but also the language, the common places she used to hang out, even her school and, of course, she missed her two fishes who were left back at home. 

Mei turned to look at the person in front of her and rested her cheek on her hands cutely as she pouted. Being in a sour mood was odd for the girl. “Have you ever felt homesick?” She asked trully interested in her companion’s words.

[ymccn]

Feeling homesick was a distant feeling for him. He was very familiar with it, but luckily for some time now? He didn’t quite feel like that, ever since he left America and moved back home, everything went back to normal. “Of course, many times.” he responded, the voice of the young girl ending his train of thought and subsequently, ending his concentration with the text he had been writing for someone. His eyes focused on her as he shoved his phone back into his pocket, “Judging by your expression, I assume that’s how you’re feeling right now?”

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hwxyng‌:

Hwayoung pauses for a while, what did she really expect? She wasn’t sure either. “Well, I wouldn’t mind that.” She says, grinning at him as he finally looks at her. A kiss leaves her sighing in defeat. She could never win against him, he will always win her over with his kisses. “You know what else looks good on me? You.” Pressing a couple of kisses on his lips, she pulls away with a huge smile on her face, feeling extremely satisfied with his little surprise. These are the moments she really lives for. “I’m actually still really hungry. I was just being a big baby because you sounded uninterested in me showing you affection. It felt like you were dodging them and I felt sad because I missed you a lot.” Pouting at him and giving him puppy eyes so he’d feel guilty for making her feel upset and lose her appetite when she’s one to actually enjoy her food and wouldn’t let anyone stop her. “No, we can have McDonald’s anytime we want, but it’s not every day that we get to do something like this.” She couldn’t help but embrace him from time to time, he felt like home and she felt safe in his arms as well. 

“I’m quite glad you like my new hair. I finished my contract with Pantene before I cut it. Who endorses a shampoo with short hair, right?” Hwayoung takes his hand, slipping her fingers in between his. The feeling of his fingers filling the gaps in between her own felt nice. It was a perfect fit, if she would dare say without wanting the ground to break open and gobble her up out of shyness. “I’m sorry for being upset earlier, you know I can get a bit too affectionate and needy at times. I guess, I just really missed you and I wanted you to know you’re important to me. Seeing that you prepared this just for me, I can’t help but think I’m one of the luckiest girls alive.” Planting a gentle kiss on his cheek, she pulls him along to sit down with her. She can’t help but look at the lake and think of the painting she’s yet to give to him. A smile creeps up on her lips, unable to fight it back. “Oh, Moon Yohan. What did I ever do in my past life to deserve such handsome and perfect man like you?”

He understood where she was coming from, but he also felt like she was a bit confused. As per usual, he allowed her to say everything she needed to say to him, he simply nodded along, so she knew he was listening to her. Once they were both settled, Yohan simply smiled at her before letting out a chuckle, shaking his head. “I think you’re a bit confused. It wasn’t like I wasn’t showing interest in your affection or like it bothered me, because that’s not the case. I hope you know I love your affection, I think it’s... endearing, and I can’t think of a person who doesn’t want that from the person they... “ love? “Are interested in. You did say I was the best thing that’s ever happened to you and that’s... what I questioned. How can I be that when there are so many other things and people in your life? That’s the only thing I questioned.” he paused briefly, bringing one of his hands up, placing it on her cheek, “But? It was wrong. I shouldn’t question how you feel, it’s not my place to do something like that.” because he didn’t mean to offend her or ruin her mood with it, it wasn’t his style. Sometimes... it was just hard to believe it, not just from her but, whenever someone else would praise him too? He usually had a rough time accepting it.

“And, you have nothing to apologize for. You’re entitled to feel however you want to feel.” once again, he let his fingers run down her hair, shrugging, “Why not? I’m sure a lot of girls with short hair use Pantene. I think it’s still doable, of course, if you wanted to sign another contract with them, I’m sure they would be happy to do that, I mean...” his hand rested on her neck once again, “Who wouldn’t want THE Chae Hwayoung endorsing their shampoo? Can’t think of a company.” to her praise, he simply looked down, his free hand brushing a strand of hair out of his face, “I don’t know, maybe you were a witch in your past life and made past me drink some kind of potion or something like that.” of course he was joking, thinking of himself as nothing special for her to be saying something like that, he did kind of believe she deserved someone better than him, anyway. “But I could ask the universe the same question about you.”

[ymccn]

ooc; shameless promotion bc suju are my kings and i’d give my life for them but pls stream and support their newest bop ‘animals’ thank you

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’i'm writing "young and gifted" in my autobiography. i figured, who would know better than me? i'm certainly the former, but I'm not so much the latter, but no one's gonna read it. so i'm sure it doesn't matter. when you find that you're the former, take pride in how you form and when you find that you're the ladder, don't let those people walk under you.❞

x. ’i had all and then, most of you, some and now none of you.❞; the night we met. x. ’oh, simple thing, where have you gone? i’m getting old, and i need something to rely on.❞; somewhere only we know. x. ’power poisons the heart it changes it from within, deception lives in the dark but you can’t hide from you sins.❞; this is a war. x. ’if someone said three years from now you’d be long gone, i’d stand up and punch them out ‘cause they’re all wrong, i know better ‘cause you said forever and ever.❞; who knew. x. ’hearing your voice all around the last place we’re going is down, i’ll blindly follow knowing you’re leading the way.❞; find me. x. ’we’re all architects of our own private hell, no one can hurt us like we hurt ourselves.❞; bones. x. ’i need you more than anything in my life, i want you more than anything in my life, i’ll miss you more than anyone in my life, i love you more than anyone in my life.❞; something about us. x. ’i carry the things that remind me of you, in loving memory of the one that was so true, you were as kind as you could be and even though you’re gone, you still mean the world to me.❞; in loving memory. x. ’you see i went looking for yesterday, that’s where i think all the good memories of you and me went, so i’m swimming in a sea of forgetfulness, just to get a glimpse of the you i remember.❞; drowning. x. ’don’t know why, tell me why, why does love end? why are things that will disappear so beautiful?❞; evanesce. x. ’dear sir or madam, will you read my book? it took me years to write, will you take a look?❞; paperback writer. BONUS TRACK; x. ’i’ll never stop trying, i’ll never stop watching as you leave, i’ll never stop losing my breath every time I see you looking back at me, i’ll never stop holding your hand, i’ll never stop opening your door, i’ll never stop choosing you babe, i’ll never get used to you.❞; never stop by safetysuit. 

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A creative and gifted child that had to grow up way too fast. A man who watched his father leave him too soon and a family he had to carry on his shoulders for so long. A stone-like heart suddenly turned kind when a childhood friend showed him what true love was. A kind-heart turned into dust when his first and only true love left him behind. A man with all the success and fame in the world, but a deep desire to go back in time to the simpler times, when his love was around, when his father was alive, when writing wasn’t his jail but his freedom. A man with a bright, but an uncertain future.

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To say Hwayoung was upset was an understatement. She didn’t feel like wearing fancy clothes so she threw on a more casual look just to express how upset she was with him. But she missed him so she decided to pull herself together no matter how much she would have preferred to stay at home. The last minute before his arrival, she even sprayed on some perfume and put a bit of tint on her lips. Instead of being welcomed with affection, she was met with silence in the car. No praise on her new hair or what she was wearing. He didn’t even ask if she was still hungry nor did he tell her he missed her. The blindfold made her lift an eyebrow at him but she took it. Other times she’d feel excited or would tease him how it was turning into something else but now, she kept quiet and just did as he asked. Clutching on her purse as he leads her out of the car and through the field. It slowly got her interest and it made her wonder what was he really up to? She was unsure but she let him do as he pleased, what mattered to her was that he was with her. She held his hand tightly as they walked. Hwayoung was about to complain when he suddenly took her blindfold off. 

“What’s this?” She finally asks, looking at the set up he had prepared for her. “What the hell, oppa?” Hwayoung pouts at him, getting all emotional because she felt so upset with him and here he was, doing a surprise for her. Wiping the corner of her eyes, she lets him embrace her from behind. She leans back a little, wanting to be affectionate with him after the failed text messages that were supposed to be loving. “And here I thought you’d just drag me to McDonald’s for some cheeseburger.” Which she would’ve loved either way, but now that she was looking at what he made for her, she was happy. “I was about to cry in the car because you didn’t talk to me and you didn’t really bother to look at me.” Finally, she whines like the five-year-old that she once was. Turning to him, she throws her arms around his neck to embrace him, sniffling and pouting like a baby. “I was really upset and hungry, you know?” Pressing a kiss on his cheek, she then glances at the picnic set up and the moon’s reflection on the lake. “I love it~”

“You really think I’d blindfold you to take you to McDonald’s?” he looked down at her, his arms wrapping around her waist, keeping her close to him. Of course he knew how his actions in the car weren’t the best, but he did all of that for some very powerful reasons. He tilted his head, nodding, “No, no, no, no crying. I know that wasn’t the nicest thing to do but, of engaging in conversation with you, I know you would’ve made me spill the beans about my plans and I didn’t want to spoil any of this even if.. you know,” he looked up and around very briefly before looking back down at her, “This isn’t the fanciest, but I figured you’d like it.” and it’d give them some time to talk and spend some time together.

His arms unwrapped themselves from around her waist, only because his hands came up and ran through her hair, letting his fingers be as gentle as they could be, “You really do look very beautiful, Bella. Then again, I think any haircut or outfit you might want to try? You’d make it work either way. Everything looks good on you.” he leaned forward, pressing his lips against her own, his hands now moving down to place themselves on her neck. “I know you said you weren’t even hungry anymore but, I got some fruit and, well, as far as I know people eat sandwiches when they picnic, no? There’s some of those in there.” he nodded towards the basket, his tone suddenly becoming playful, “Unless you were actually craving those McDonald’s cheeseburgers then I guess I could get all of this back in my car and just take you there.”