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First Valentine’s Day sans abuser. I spent all night listening to A Better Place, a Better Time by Streetlight Manifesto wondering why my fiancée wouldn’t have felt that way about me last August, why she would tell me to instead.

I am in a better place, a better time.

And I don’t need her.

Listen to Toxic Shock - Toxicity 12/19 pt.3 by Yofi_Solanine

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Over stimulated over stimulated over stimulated RIP everybody

fall odown

Why am I cold

Who am I

My head keeps making me say things I don’t want to when my partner starts attacking me again. I know they’re sick, and I’m trying to stick through this, but somebody in here wants them to go and I don’t know how to make it stop.

I don’t get how asking someone to do something twice, finishing your task with them still having not done it, and then getting on your knees in front of them to do what you asked them to do isn’t clear enough of an indicator that you want help with that thing.

I don’t think I want to be here anymore. I want to be with them, But I don’t want to be in this body.

I want to but I know if i change my mind they won’t notice.

They don’t want to notice.

Why do they keep changing the songs? Why won’t they just play one out.

Why do they keep yelling at me for looking at the walls.

Why do they attack me instead of answering my questions

Why do I feel like this

#forest haven #abandoned asylum #insane asylum #abandoned #urbex #arcade #arcade machine #mr do

People start talking about thinking I’m on the spectrum and then they decide that trying to communicate and understand isn’t worth it because I won’t get it anyways. Fuck all of this. I know that I’m probably misinterpreting but I hate all of this mental health bullshit.