dreamscape.

a kaleidoscope of memories.

[yokanami]

#𝐘𝐎𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐈 is an animanga blog mainly dedicated to revisit series that have a special place in my heart. a feel - good, cozy corner kind of spot.

                                         𝑀𝑈𝑆𝐸𝑆.      /      𝑃𝑅𝑂𝑀𝑃𝑇𝑆.  

01.     this is an independent and private multi muse blog containing characters from various animanga. i will only be interacting with mutuals so my activity feed won't get too cluttered nor too chaotic. 

02.     i don't care nor mind what your writing style is, whether or not you format it and use icons. i don't make my text small anymore & i rarely, if ever, use icons. the only thing i'd want is for you to cut your posts, so my dash won't be filled by one thread consisting of 20+ responses.

03.     i am aware that drama and call-outs make their way around, but honestly, please do keep it to a minimum. i'm here for fun and to write like majority of you. if i see you vaguing about someone numerous times, chances are you will be (soft)blocked. while i will keep call-outs in mind when they pass my dash, the chances are small i will reblog any of those unless i feel like it's an absolute necessity to make other mutuals aware.

04.     i do not condone pedophilia, homophobia, sexism, xenophobia, incest or any of the general no-go's we're all more than familiar with by now. i also am firmly anti AI.

05.     english is not my native language. please keep that in mind when writing with me.

06.     please be aware that this blog might contain mature themes due to the nature of the series.

07.     shipping is something i absolutely adore, though i will require chemistry to happen before i will consider it when it comes to romantic ships. friends, enemies, familial and romantical ships are all adored and beloved, and certainly welcome here. i do practice ship exclusivity however.

                                        NOTE: smut is very unlikely to happen here, mainly due to the age of majority of my muses ( they're brats ) but also since i simply rarely write it. if it ever happens, it will never be with an underage muse & they won't be aged up for it either.

08.     last but not least, lets have some fun while writing! i know these rules make me seem stoic, but i'm honestly a shy person behind the screen. feel free to approach for either chatting, discussing or writing!

[yokanami]

started playing genshin again, pray for me that i do not fall back into that rabbit hole again. 🫡

[yokanami]

i'm in too deep again. now the inevitable question is.. do i add hyverse muses here or do i make a blog specifically for them...

[yokanami]

started playing genshin again, pray for me that i do not fall back into that rabbit hole again. 🫡

[ikohiki]

Inevitabilis

[cresenshi]

Minako let out a quiet growl, crossing her arms over her chest as she shot him an irritated look. "What do you even get out of being bad? You could do so much more if you were on the good side." She tried to keep her expression serious, but the moment he called her beautiful, she felt her cheeks heat up all over again. Damn it. He was annoying, but she'd be lying if she said he wasn't charming.

"...Minako."

The name left her lips before she could stop it. Her eyes widened almost immediately. Why did I just say that? She quickly clapped a hand over her mouth, mentally kicking herself for the slip-up. Before he could say anything, she grabbed the front of his collar and gave it a sharp tug, pulling him a little closer.

"You better keep that to yourself," she warned, narrowing her eyes at him.

[yokanami]

the reaction of her slip of the tongue made him chuckle. " a beautiful name for a beautiful lady. " cat ears flatten slightly as the blonde pulls him closer by the collar, causing him to stare straight into her eyes.

" no boy likes it when a girl acts so feisty and aggressive like you do, minako ", her name is said as a whisper, as if it is merely a secret for only both of their ears. even though he only knows her for a bit, he already loves teasing and pestering her.

his hands leave his pockets, one of them raising enough to tuck a loose blonde strand behind her ear. " or else what? " he dares to challenge her, a cocky grin given to her. " barking dogs seldom bite, " ikuto retorts. " do you bite? "

[bishonenprince]

                𝗵𝗲  𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗲𝗱  ,  oceanic  hues  sparkling  ,  reminiscent  of  sun  glitter  upon  ocean  waves.  mortals  were  so  interesting  ,  &  dare  he  say  he  found  one  he  could  easily  play  like  a  harp  for  his  own  amusement  (  &  whenever  he  wasn't  confined  to  lelouch's  room.  )  ❝  whoa  ,  that  sounds  like  a  naughty  kitty.  are  you  saying  you're  looking  for  satisfaction  ?  a  bit  bold  &  forward  of  you  considering  we  just  met  ,  but  if  you're  down  ,  i'm  down.  ❞

clasping  his  hands  behind  his  back  ,  he  hummed  at  the  others  introduction  ,  silently  pondering  if  he  should  make  an  attempt  to  change  the  course  of  destiny.  then  again  ,  what  would  be  the  fun  in  that  ?  ah,  but  if  he  did  ,  heaven's  court  would  definitely  scold  him  for  breaking  the  rules  again.  ❝  please  ,  the  pleasure  is  all  mine.  lulu  mentioned  you  briefly  ,  said  a  friend  had  newly  joined  the  student  council.  i  hope  you  haven't  run  into  any  .  .  .  problems.  ❞

he  knew  many  students  didn't  take  kindly  to  japanese  ,  &  if  it  weren't  for  his  looks  ,  he'd  probably  be  getting  harassed  by  now.  not  that  he  already  wasn't  ,  divine  beauty  was  a  double-edged  sword.  albeit  ,  thinking  about  such  things  reminded  him  of  his  life  as  an  eighty-six  ,  hated  &  oppressed  white  pigs.  ❝  oh  ,  that's  because  i'm  a  bit  sickly  &  often  told  to  just  stay  indoors  to  be  safe.  ❞

another  lie  ,  but  suzaku  would  be  none  the  wiser.  taking  a  few  steps  closer  to  the  other  ,  he  got  all  up  in  his  business.  he  &  lelouch  would  hardly  be  considered  close  ,  but  he'd  have  his  fun.  after  all  ,  he  had  already  decided  he  was  going  to  play  with  suzaku.  ❝  close  ?  i  mean  he  does  take  good  care  of  me  ,  but  he  also  brings  me  to  his  gambling  sessions  &  uses  me  as  a  bargaining  chip  of  sorts.  ❞

[yokanami]

it takes one, two breaths as he lets ren's words settle in ━ before finally realizing what he means. suzaku franctically waves her hands in denial, head shaking as a pinkish hue settles upon his cheeks. " i ━ n━━ no! that is ━ that is not what i meant!! " he's nearly panicking, obviously not intending to have such a implication.

his gaze averts, obviously embarassed and not wanting to make eye-contact for the moment. " i... my first days here were quite difficult, i won't lie. an eleven in a britannian academy, it's sour for the students. " even despite that he's piloting the lancelit for the britannian army, it makes no difference. it's only thanks to lelouch and arthur that students started to treat him better and nicely.

" oh.. is it fine for you to be out now, then? " his brows furrow in concern as he finally does look back over at him, though soon regrets it as the other steps way too close, causing him to take a step backwards and prevents himself from involuntarily blushing once more.

" .. he does what? " suzaku's expression switches to serious almost immediately. a hand reaches out, grasping the other's wrist. " ren, are you fine? i'll have a word with him, if you want. " because even if he and lelouch are childhood friends, it doesn't mean he can excuse lelouch from doing such a thing. he's heard about his gambling from the others, but the fact it was this extreme.. he can't just ignore it.

[cresenshi]

She  bared  her  teeth  but  blushes  as  he  bends  over,  literally  having  to  do  so  because  he  was  too  tall  compared  to  her  own  height.  Huffing  softly  her  arms  crossed  over  her  chest  giving  him  a  glare.  '  Funny  I  was  going  to  same  thing  about  you,  but  you  are  basically  like  every  other  bad  boy  I  met,  full  of  himself  no  matter  how  good  looking  you  are.'

When  he  suggested  she  join  the  bad  side  she  blushes  again,  but  this  time  because  he  was  quite  close,  close  enough  to  whisper  and  feel  his  breath  on  her  ear.  '  Back  off  buddy! '

She  went  to  swing  at  him,  but  he  already  leaned  back  causing  her  to  miss.  '  I  wouldn't  join  the  bad  side  regardless  how  charming  you  are  being.'  She  felt  as  if  he  was  merely  playing  the  bad  boy  character,  she  felt  something  of  a  loneliness  or  maybe  sympathy  for  him,  she  didn't  know  why.

[yokanami]

a swish of his tail, followed by a lazy grin. his hands remain in his pockets as he simply stares at the sailor senshi. " so agitated... reminds me of this girl i once knew. she was as easily flustered as you. i always thought it was cute ", he smirks, indirectly calling her 'cute' as well.

" hm.. disappointing. i would've loved having you by my side ", he tilts his head as he says so, with a slight tug at the corner of his lips. it definitely isn't his main purpose to have her defect to his side ━ simply her reaction and blushing is enough for his entertainment.

" does the beautiful sailor senshi have a name i can call her by, too? or should i just refer to you as the agitated one? "

[bishonenprince]

                𝗼𝗰𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗰  𝗵𝘂𝗲𝘀  𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗱  ,  silently  studying  the  male  in  front  of  him.  the  guy  was  lelouch's  childhood  friend  if  he  recalled  correctly  ,  &  from  the  looks  of  it  ,  he  was  seemingly  observing  him  as  well.  the  wheels  of  destiny  had  already  begun  to  move  ,  &  his  destiny  was  one  he  didn't  want  to  get  too  involved  with.  after  all  ,  lelouch  came  first  due  to  their  pact.

before  he  could  speak  however  ,  a  role  had  already  been  placed  upon  him  by  the  other  /  a  role  he  would  play  to  the  best  of  his  abilities.  ❝  eh  ?  but  you  know  curiosity  killed  the  cat  ,  right  ?  ❞  adorable  tilt  of  his  head  ,  big  ,  round  eyes  blinking  slowly  before  smiling  (  or  was  it  a  smirk  ?  )  ❝  mm  ?  yeah  ,  that's  right  ,  me  &  lulu  are  friends.  oh  !  were  you  curious  about  the  rumors  ?  ❞

something  told  him  this  guy  was  far  more  keen  than  he  appeared  ,  thus  he  decided  to  play  it  a  bit  safe  given  how  he  seemed  to  have  ulterior  motives.  ❝  i  swear  ,  people  these  days.  is  it  really  that  weird  for  lulu  to  have  a  friend  like  me  ?  i  don't  get  it.  ah  well  ,  anyways  ,  nice  to  meet  you  ,  i'm  ren  ,  &  yes  ,  the  rumors  are  true.  i  am  lulu's  friend.  ❞  fake  name  tossed  casually  ,  one  that  held  no  meaning  to  him  as  only  lelouch  would  ever  be  privy  to  his  real  name.

[yokanami]

lulu, a nickname only a few he hears mention lelouch with that, thus only further indicating how close the two may be. " yeah, but satisfaction brought it back, didn't it? " suzaku retorts, giving a smile in return ( one that seems a bit too friendly ).

ren seems so unlike any of lelouch's friends. maybe he simply doesn't know him as well as he once thought. as far as he knows, shirley is the only one that calls ( and is allowed to ) call him lulu. " ren? ", he repeats, as if there is any uncertainty. " a pleasure. i'm suzaku kururugi, a friend of lelouch as well. "

he laughs and waves a hand in dismissal, a headshake follows as well. " no, no, not weird at all. it's just.. well, i never saw you before, that is all ", then again, is it really that odd? before he attended the same school, he hadn't seen lelouch for years. it isn't so odd he made friends in the meantime ━ though majority of them he has already met earlier, as soon as he was part of the student council. " are you... um, close.. ? " he asks curiously ━ as embarassing it may be, suzaku is one to ask things head-on ( most of the time ) instead of unnecessarily pondering. and, well, he simply is curious to know what his friend is and has been up to.

[catp0sse]

happy requiem day (aka the episode that changed me as a person)

[yokanami]

remembered the existence of ffxv and now i feel an insane urge to write the prince himself.

[yokanami]

sorry for the lack in replies, i've been too stressed about work which just makes me unproductive / not wanting to write.

[yokanami]

very tempted to buy the newest ikuto nendoroid.. he's so cute

[vancreux]

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍  'pon  lelouch's  mien  was  one  of  indifference  (  at  least,  outwardly.  )  who  stood  'fore  him  was  no  longer  the  friend  he  had  once  cherished,  but  a  newfound  enemy.  if  only  suzaku  had  taken  his  𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝  back  then.  if  he  had,  then  mayhap  all  of  this  could  have  been  avoided  &  euphemia  would  still  be  smiling  among  them.

alas,  the  past  could  not  be  erased  nor  could  his  sins.  though,  he  doubted  the  other  would  ever  believe  him  if  he  were  to  admit  her  tragedy  was  due  to  his  folly.  an  accident  due  to  his  inability  to  control  his  geass.  'neath  his  cold  exterior  lay  a  man  shattered  &  damaged,  silently  carrying  the  weight  that  came  from  having  blood  on  his  hands.  innocent  blood.

however,  he  couldn't  stop  now.  he  was  the  self-proclaimed  messiah  who  would  bring  about  a  new  era.  hence  he  had  to  press  onward  no  matter  the  consequences   &   trail  of  blood  left  in  his  wake.  only  those  keen  enough  &  privy  to  hold  him  behind  closed  doors  knew  the  toll  euphemia's  tragic  death  had  taken  on  him.  no  one  would  ever  understand  him.  𝐧𝐨  𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭  𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫  𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧.

❝   i  cannot  fault  you  for  hating  me.  her  death  was  [  ...  ]  accidental.  of  course,  i  don't  expect  you  to  believe  me.  however,  know  that  i  feel  no  joy  in  anything  that  happened  ,  but  i  must  press  on.  i  once  offered  you  my  hand  &  you  rejected  it,  but  that  is  neither  here  nor  there.  if  you've  come  for  revenge   ──  then,  i  won't  stop  you.  ❞

voice  softened  at  the  end  of  his  statement,  giving  a  slight  glimpse  at  the  infernal  𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠  boiling  'neath  the  surface.  if  he  were  to  meet  his  end  at  suzaku's  hands,  then  he'd  have  no  problem  with  it.  his  tragic  ending  was  already  set  in  stone  anyways.  ❝  that  is  what  you  came  here  for,  correct  ?  ❞

[yokanami]

it's difficult for suzaku. to be before the man who's responsible for the death of euphemia. at times it is hard for him to see through the fog before his eyes, blinded by the hatred and anger and immense sadness of his ━ no, all of britannia's loss, even if the country believes she is a wicked princess who lied and betrayed them.

yet now, now that lelouch is before him and he is given the chance to end it all, he cannot will his hand to raise his gun he subconciously grasps. cannot bring himself to end his life just like how he ended hers.

he still remembers holding her bleeding body, remembers the paleness of her skin and the exhaustion in her eyes ━ a clear display of her trauma, of how it killed and drained her to have given the order and be responsible for thousands of deaths.

" accidental ", suzaku repeats with contempt in his voice, as if it will make him believe those words. " nothing about the execution seemed accidental to me, zero. " it is difficult, suzaku notices. so very difficult to see him differently than the childhood friend he'd grown up with. lelouch and zero overlap, unable to differentiate between the two at times ━ even if the two are far from alike.

" do you know how it felt when she asked me if they were happy? if the japanese were happy with the piece of land she'd given them? not elevens. japanese. do you know how awful it was, having to lie to her face and pretend she didn't massacre everyone? just so she could... so she could pass away without any guilt? "

he isn't certain which version of his friend he's talking to. but for a moment, the man before him reminds him of lelouch. of his friend. " you're right ", he admits, " but first.. i want to know why. you claim it's for nunnally, but what you've been doing is unnecessary. you went about everything the wrong way, lelouch. "

[yokanami]

i'll get to replies tomorrow, i've been playing poe2 with the bf.

[yokanami]

good morning, today is a good day because i woke up to seeing code geass talk and euphy on my dash.

[yokanami]

a headache has manifested so sadly.. i have to retreat for the day :<

[yokanami]

" that's so lame ", ikuto mockingly says with a bored expression, cat ears twitching atop his head. he bends over with his hands stuffed within the pockets of his pants, a nearly mocking grin plastered on his lips. he's that much taller than her, requiring him to bend down if he wants to make eyecontact with her.

" i always thought you seemed like the most interesting out of your little group sailors. but honestly? kinda sad and disappointing you're a goody- two shoes like them. think being 'good' is that fun? " honestly, ikuto isn't even certain which sailor scout he was talking to ━ had the luck to not bump into them before, until now. all he knows about them is how they are all dressed similarly and, well, are on the opposite of him.

" you should try joining the bad and have some fun, you might like it ", a near whisper, as if meant solely for @cresenshi 's ears to hear. with those words, he leans back, tail swishing as he awaits her reaction ━ wanting to see if his attempt to either charm or ( annoy ) tease her is working.