𝐘𝐨𝐤𝐨𐙚 ̊

♕ 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫

[yoko-suki]

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 Introduction 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

Hi! my name is Eliza.

I’ve been an avid shifter since I was seventeen years old. Currently in my early twenties I’ve been part of multiple other shifting communities. Including amino, shifttok, discord and now tumblr. I’ve done channeling, astro projection (totally wouldn’t recommend unless you’re are advanced in it lol) I would say I’ve been involved with shifting for quite sometime lol

I few additional facts for ya’ll to get to known me and all about my account

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I mostly be talking about my drs, my shifting experiences, shifting insight posts, posting tons of shifting story times. And other random shit will see though lol

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི zodiac: cancer July 2nd

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི Mbti: INTP and INFP

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི I’m a black shifter lol (Hii to all my black shifters reading this, LOVE YA’LL)

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིI’m very introverted but i enjoy talking about my drs with others and hearing about them. Especially would love to make more shifting friends on here<3

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི I’ve helped others from communities with their shifting journeys. I love giving shifting advice and perspectives on shifting. I like to think my advice is effective too.

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི My hobbies: writing stories, drawing and playing video games

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི My fav anime’s are MHA, Bleach, NANA, Apothecary Diaries and Frieren Beyond the Journey

ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི I’m also a sucker for Shoujo anime’s but my favorite genre is definitely Shonen. I watch a lot anime during my free time.

INFORMATION ABOUT MY DRS

🍓MHA DR

I’ve been shifting there since I was 17, so it’s one of my first drs. I experienced my 1st-3rd year there and currently I just graduated UA during my shift in December. I shift there more often than a majority of my drs. It’s honestly a second home to me. I’ve learned quite a lot culturally, especially about the pro hero field. Speaking of pro hero field I’m currently a hero in training. I’m a hero internee for Endeavor and Deku, Todoroki and Bakugo are my commands along side other pros like Mirko and Hawks. I live on Endeavor’s agency property at the moment. I’ve experienced most timelines from the show including the war arc events. (If you have any questions about Mha if you plan on shifting there I can definitely answer them for you if you’re curious)

🍓MHA FANTASY DR

I shifted here just recently during October. If you haven’t followed up with Yuzuya’s ASMR Fantasy series. That’s what my dr is like in a nutshell I spent months there. I haven’t been back since. I will definitely be doing a story time on that as well as the others in future reference. I travel with Bakugo and Kirishima we go all over we’ve been to soooo many places already I’m still scripting for it too. I’m engaged to Bakugo there and we travel with our pet companions (Counting Kiri since he’s a dragon shape shifter there)

🍓 MHA TIMESKIP DR

I shifted to this dr during 2024 back in March. It’s one of my favorite drs. I’m a wife of three kids a daughter and two sons. Katsuki is my husband there we’ve been married for years basically high school sweethearts. I’m focusing on both being a pro hero and experiencing motherhood as well. We live in a apartment there and it can get quite hectic at times. I adore my three kids even if I don’t shift very often for them they mean the world to me.

🍓DEMON SLAYER DR

I’ve shifted here multiple times. I’ve been shifting there since 2023. Though I haven’t been there lately. It’s honestly one of my favorite drs. I’m a demon slayer there I currently live with Hashira’s and everyone else as well. I travel with Tanjirou, Zenitsu, Nezuko, Inosuke and Kanano from time to time. I train with Tengen who is my mentor there. I have five siblings there but there back at my village and a have a twin sister there as well.

🍓Jujutsu Kaisen DR

I started shifting there during 2023 but I haven’t been back since I’m so embarrassed of it ong but ANYWAYS. I’m currently a student there training to be a Jujutsu sorcerer. Gojo is currently my teacher there, training along side Itadori, Nobara and Megumi who are my closest friends/classmates there. Nanami as my mentor and teacher there. We live on the dormitory property of the Jujutsu College. I’m also in sort of a relationship with Choso

🍓BLEACH DR

I actually shifted to bleach once when I was 13 not even on accident I knew nothing about shifting at the time. It just randomly happened. Then after I discovered shifting I decided to shift there. I’m currently a college student there and go the same college Ichigo, Orihime, Uryu and Chad. We travel to the Soul Society quite often. I’ve experienced the thousand year blood war arc events that was during 2023 when I shifted there in August. I have five siblings there and my oldest sister and I are both spiritual connected to the Soul Society.

🍓BLACK CLOVER DR

I’ve been shifting to black clover since 2022 technically but it was by accident that first time. It convinced me after 2 years later to finally watch the show. I’m a member of the Black Bulls I live on the property with everyone. I’ve been there twice but we go on missions quite a bit which I wasn’t expecting. I’m still learning more about it technically so this is all the information i know.

🍓INUYASHA DR

I’ve been shifting here since I was a kid technically. I used purposely want to go there due to my obsession it was one of my hyper fixations Lmao. I’m a mage there

I’m currently live there with Inuyasha, Kagome, Sango, Shippo, Miruko and Kaede. We don’t do much though lol we just hunt for food stuff and travel to other villages. I have yet to run into any demons there. It’s pretty chill there.

🍓OBX DR

I have not shifted there yet but I decided to after getting confirmation from a Shufflemacy reading just recently after having a dr dream about it. That JJ APPARENTLY has a thing for me there. I don’t know this was a really spontaneous thing that just happened but I plan on shifting there soon. I’ve already started scripting for it so it’s a brand new dr. I don’t have much information on it yet. So I’ll update this again once I do.

🍓NANA

DUDE I’ve always wanted to Nana. I had randomly been thinking lately of shifting there and changing so much shit about the canon storyline because I genuinely hate it with a passion (I blame Takumi) plus I really wanted to add new drs. This one I definitely won’t regret adding it.

Additional places I’ve shifted to

Call me By your name

Fairy Tail

Outsiders:

Dandandan

Harry Potter

𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓’𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘

my socials

Insta: @eliza_lcl

Tiktok:@justrandondemigirl

Amino:@✧Yoko✧

discord:@eliza🍓

[yoko-suki]

Guess who’s shifting tonight?

ME!!!

[yoko-suki]

Shifting reminder my lovelies<3

Shifting can be related to your current reality and your perception of your current self. Your perspective and your subconscious view can be altered just like how shifting works. Alter that perspective and feel your surroundings and your reality changing right from underneath you.

Don’t overthink it we shift everyday of our lives, every single moment of every day. Shifting is you and you’re interconnected by all aspects of it.

Don’t limit yourself from being the best version of yourself

[novashifts]

the time will pass anyway, so why not spend it in your desired reality

[lorelaitheshifter]

Shifters I’m about to speak facts so listen up.

YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING TO SHIFT.

I have been using LOA for the past few weeks now, and I realize something. I am already a master shifter, the old me use to think ‘I have to meditate for 10min in order to shift’ and ‘I have to get into the void state to shift’ and I don’t really have to do anything, actually. I use to think that shifting was a magical thing that I had to go a whole mile just to do something that’s simple.

And that’s what I think lots shifter are having a problem with, I saw a tt on how people can not fathom that unicorns and dragons and fairy’s are real because our brains just can’t comprehend that there are interdimensional beings actually existing. That what SOME shifter think that’s magical turns to be the most simplest thing that EVERYONE CAN DO!!!!!!

When I first started doing LOA my mindset was “why do I keep waking up in my CR? Am I doing something wrong?” And it wasn’t none of that. I saw a TT (yes TikTok helps me a lot) that our brains are a factor machine that when we start LOA our brains are releasing “old products” → “old affirmation” which are “I can’t shift” “shifting is to hard”

Then you start saying “i’m a master shifter” “shifting is easy” which is “new product” and it’s now coming in, so the old product has to leave for the new product to show. And how you do it is just keep persisting.

So even when I wake up in my CR I’m still and master shifter. So stop saying “I can’t shift” “I’ve tried for xy and z amount of years it’s never happening” I hate when I see comments about that because it’s so low vibrational and saying you can’t shift then you never will.

STOP LIMITING YOURSELF TO SOMETHING THAT IS LIMITLESS!!!!!

[yoko-suki]

⋆ 𐙚 ̊ Celebrating Katsuki’s birthday : MHA shifting story ⋆ 𐙚 ̊

Disclaimer: mentions of adult related content and drinking

Endeavor legit felt like dad scolding his older children for watching their reckless and impulsive tendencies. Pretty sure he mainly meant that warning for Katsuki. Izuku and Shoto rarely being the type to go against his orders mentioning how they wouldn’t be over indulging that night. We continued eating our breakfast together and enjoying the 5 star course meal from Endeavor’s chefs. I can’t describe how much I missed eating their meals everyday ya’ll have no idea lol

Once breakfast was over and everyone started heading back to their dorms to relax for the rest of the day until the evening. Since my eagerness got the better of me i decided to start the day early and suggested to Bakugo that we get boba. I was surprised that he had never tried it after he says “the hell? I’ve never tried boba before” like huh? Me being as dramatic as I am I went off on a tangent about how good it was and that I drank it in my cr a majority of the time. I COULDN’T BELIEVE HE’D NEVER TRIED IT. I was like “oh there’s different flavors my favorite there is strawberry it’s the best one there” essentially since he gave up entirely on trying to reason with me that he wasn’t interested in it. I had persuade him into trying it, since it wasn’t the furthest walk from Endeavor’s agency given it being close enough to a busy roads with tourists attractions and populated areas. We find our way at the longest line possible, since it was morning hours i guess it made sense.

He was totally indecisive the entire time muttering to himself about how damn complicated the orders sounded but ordered a mocha boba tea and I ordered my strawberry boba tea. Upon him even trying it he said it was “too sweet” but nonetheless he enjoyed it. For the rest of that remaining time we walked around town and went sightseeing Musutafu is so much more beautiful they I had ever imagined. During most shifts i don’t particularly get to enjoy it like i should due my schedule and spending a majority of our time at Endeavor’s dormitory and agency. It was nice to experience the other wonders and attractions that made Musutafu enjoyable. It’s incredibly lively during the morning hours and especially at might. We didn’t buy nothing special though because even if i pointed it out him, he was brush it off saying “i don’t need any presents, us walking together is enough for me” because of how adamant I was that i needed to be the best girlfriend to him possible, he eventually caved and decided to go into gift shop with me, of course we didn’t end up purchasing anything.

After our daily excursion of the evening the party preparations for his birthday were beginning. Since I was in charge of making it not obvious that we had something planned for him. Because the real surprise was everyone from Class A attending the dinner reservations as well. We all had to keep that secret everyone expected Deku to blabber first because he genuinely can’t keep a secret if he life depended on it Lmao. Given how damn fancy this joint was we had to dress to impress because knowing Endeavor it has to be extravagant place. Upon us escorted their by Endeavor’s chauffeur we eventually arrived and the table was set for the rest of everyone else to sit, Izuku, Shoto, Katsuki and I set at booth table nearby towards the window. For the beginning of the night everyone sang happy birthday to Katsuki and said a few words of the night of how much they appreciated and admired his work as hero, what he’d contributed and congratulating him on his accomplishments of the year. He look embarrassed given all the compliments he wasn’t that used to receiving but after they brought the sake out he did loosen up towards the night. I was glad to see he was enjoying himself even talking with Izuku and Shoto throughout the night. I can only remember us having a platter of sushi rolls as our appetizers they were HEAVENLY. Sake was sweet and savoring I imagined it tasting different like bitterness taste of a hint of sour milk I DON’T KNOW LOL.

Class A had taken time of their own schedules to attend his party and all brought presents and cards for him. They all exchanged kind words and admiration for him. Since he’s a total lightweight he was grinning by the end of it, absolutely basking the compliments from everyone. I never thought I’d see him ever get tipsy but it was hysterical to witness wasn’t even just slurring his words it was him grinning the entire night. He couldn’t even hold his head up. Using Izuku and me as his headrest for the majority of it. By the time they brought out his cake he could barely blow out his candles Lmao. The photos from the night because of course Mina couldn’t resist taking photos of everyone, including a few of Katsuki which she did end up showing to me. Such a time capsule considering it was on a digital camera the quality looked straight from the early 2000’s (which I thought was a cool detail)

Anyways to wrap up that night I had to assist Katsuki getting back to the chauffeur car, physically struggling to get him inside, like I said complete lightweight almost pulled me down with him when he stumbled on the ground.

You can imagine how the rest of the night went? Yeah lol cause he fell the hell out once we got back our dormitory. I’m removing my high heels and dress from the night, he crashed on to our bed, with his shoes on mind you. Needless to say he had a good time. 𑣲⋆｡˚

Well that’s all from me ya’ll, sorry this was such a long one. Technically I stayed the entire day in my MHA dr which hadn’t happened to me in quite some time.

[yoko-suki]

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ I shifted on Katsuki’s birthday and this is how it went: MHA shifting story time

Disclaimer: mentions of adult content

(Imma be vulnerable a second ya’ll, bare with me)

For context this shift wasn’t just regular shift for personal reasons that I won’t get into those details. Regardless it was definitely an emotional one. Technically I hadn’t had a solid shift to my MHA dr since last year. Truthfully i didn’t think I’d get back there at all. It was looking bleaker everyday that i wouldn’t ever see Katsuki again or that life that I had missed everyday wanting to get back there. Life happened and things occurred I just didn’t have the mental energy and capacity for the longest time. I didn’t even think I would ever shift again because of how bad things were getting. This shift just felt like such a blessing after all of it.

But as always i prevailed i never for a second after getting myself together and my negativity of myself as a shifter and manifesting it back into my life again. Let this be motivation to those who are feeling this way during their shifting journey. Let yourself feel everything and embrace it but know that you can always return back to your dr. In your toughest of times it’s always going to be there waiting for you, the wait is worth it.

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪

I started out like usual waking up in my bed. My bed that missed for months at a time. The familiar sunlight peaking from my windowsill that I might’ve taken for granted after all those times I’ve been there. I missed the little things, that reminded me of what made my morning routine there so special to me. My brain immediately registering to me in that moment that it’s Katsuki’s birthday today. His 22nd birthday to be exact i couldn’t lay there any longer it was time to make this a very special day for him. I raised up from my covers feeling even more fortunate than usual telling him I had returned. Katsuki waking up from his grogginess hearing me say “I’m back” it was like reuniting with your soulmate after not seeing them for years, in that moment that’s what it felt like for both of us. Suddenly I felt myself being embraced by him as caught off guard as I was he knew it was me. “I came here just for you, I returned for your birthday after tirelessly trying to get back here happy birthday, Katsuki” he couldn’t let go of me. An emotional moment for both of us since he knows I’m shifter.

Afterwards we caught up about my own personal life in my current reality and everything else. He just set there listening as we talked exchanged words with each other. Having a slow morning and conversation for a few hours considering how long we hadn’t seen each other. Since it was the weekend we didn’t have hero patrol nor were our priorities studying for exams and working on assignments. It just a day dedicated to him being with those he appreciated the most. A few hours later we decided to get ready for the day together and showered and dressing ourselves up, Katsuki isn’t typically the type to care about his birthday much but cause I knew the agency had something nice planned for him, i suggested he wore something nice so he did. Though he wasn’t exactly up to it and said he’d prefer something more comfortable he caved anyways lol. Once we made our way to the dinning hall we were greeted by the pro heroes of the agency with party decorations and even plentiful breakfast with various options in fact. Deku and Todoroki being the first two people to wish him happy birthday. While we picked out our choices of breakfast consisting of pancakes, sandwiches, eggs, sausages, salads other traditional Japanese dishes. Everyone discussed their plans for the day and involving the evening activities to celebrate.

Endeavor said everything was already paid for and reservations had been made for where we would be eating. He however warned us if we planned to drink tonight to avoid excessive intake if we had any reports for hero missions in progress if necessary how generous of him LMAO. I didn’t blame him since Deku, Todoroki, Bakugo and I being newly adults we don’t understand the meaning of that like we’re suppose to because according to him this was a warning for us smh.

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 𝜗𝜚 ࣪

Part 2 will be posted tomorrow<3

[yoko-suki]

POV: My shifting journey lately

Literally just coming to the conclusion that this is happening for a reason. Gotta stay optimistic I guess<3

At least i’m having lucid dreams about my drs regularly now.

[yoko-suki]

How I feel after restarting my shifting journey whenever I want to because I refuse to be stagnant during my shifting journey.

#progessiveperiod

[yoko-suki]

POV: you take a nap after a long ass day, you suddenly end up shifting to your dr while you were asleep.

You wake up in a dark room, that happens to be your dr bedroom. You hear your boyfriend breathing obnoxiously loud in his sleep. Few hours later you wake up to drool on your pillow. Sleep deprived as all hell you hear him wake up next to you. Hearing him ask if he can borrow something and you don’t answer bro immediately and he whispers in your ear scaring the shit out you.

JUST ME TO END UP SHIFTING BACK!

[yoko-suki]

𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐲𝐚’𝐥𝐥. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬.

I haven’t been active on here in a hot minute. There will be more shifting story times soon, I have a few in drafts right now. Gotta get back into the swing of things real soon.

I’ve been busy as all hell haven’t had much time to shift. I’m planning on a few this month hopefully.

[yoko-suki]

Hi hi!! I wanna ask you a curious question if this isn't too much of a bother!! How were things like physically, in your MHA Dr? Like, since the show was animated, I wonder how it'd look? Thank you!!

Hiiii! I love these kinds of questions lol so basically I’d describe it as a 3-D version of the original animation with realistic attributes. Honestly closest to Horikoshi’s official arts and accurate color palette of the characters. Features are defined and highlighted better compared to looking at the 2-D animation. Almost resembling how we usually look.

[yoko-suki]

i love your posts sm

Aww thank you so much<3 I’m so glad you enjoy them.

[yoko-suki]

What Katsuki Bakugo is like in my dr .°˖✧

Where do I even begin with this post lol I guess I’ll start with my first shift there and my overall impression of him…..I’ve known him since my first year there. Ever since we moved into the dormitory. Originally I wanted to shift to this timeline since I wanted to experience it being around Class A and bonding with everyone. .°˖✧

I remember our first encounter I guess I could call it. I was sitting outside with him after I had agreed to go stargazing with him. Now of course he thought it was stupid Lmao. Not understanding my obsession with astronomy “it’s just stupid stars who cares” but once we got out there together. Due to his stubborn nature he endured anyways just to make me happy in the moment. But of course it was quite short lived once he got impatient and dragged me back inside.

From that first impression I was honestly a bit intimidated by him. He was still in that teenage boy mentality and overall attitude wasn’t easy to deal with. He still had issues including feeling inferior to his peers and superior complex so I experienced first hand of his flaws within his personality and immaturity.

He was definitely possessive sometimes especially during training or any activity that involved us. Specifically his jealousy issues being afraid I might end up flirting with the other Class A guys. He ESPECIALLY hated it with a passion when I’d talk to Deku cause during that time he still felt his personally feelings towards him and didn’t deal with them in healthiest of ways. Due to my friendly nature towards everyone even the guys it really caused him to get insecure at times.

It seemed the only guy he didn’t have an issue with me associating with was Kirishima. Since they were usually my partners during hero training course he didn’t mind it since him and Kiri were basically best friends. Since I was pretty close with Kirishima we were basically a trio and pretty inseparable.

To be completely honest he wasn’t even sure he had true feelings for me. I felt like someone he’d just deal with that could be an annoyance but the second we were alone together I was able to break through those insecurities and flawed attributes of himself that he kept hidden from his classmates. He didn’t confine in me much at first but he started to get comfortable over time with it. I remain patient with him even as teenagers despite we both were short tempered at times and even have our disagreements every once in a while.

Our relationship from first year to second year was probably the most difficult in terms of development. Katsuki wanted to focus on himself and barely ever wanted to acknowledge he was in a relationship with me. I didn’t exactly take it personally. I knew he had time to develop and mature as an individual it was due to his adolescence. He didn’t understand how to express himself romantically or verbally sometimes. Sometimes we’d even distance ourselves from each other during periods we needed a break hanging out with our friends. Given our personalities we needed those breaks lol

As time went by we officially made it to 3rd year together we had been dating for three years. Katsuki had really started to mellow out after a while. Still having his moments ever so often. His overall demeanor became calmer and more relaxed. He’d even gotten more comfortable in our relationship and started bonding including us going on more dates and getting more accustomed to romantic gestures. We specifically got closer once we fully joined the Endeavor agencies as heroes in training. We bonded a lot during that time.

Even sometimes even touchy which he had learned from being in our presence together. It was like seeing him blossom and flourishing into such a mature young man once he entered his adult years. He almost felt wiser in a sense even sometimes offering me advice which I surprised by even learning to be more comforting and communicating his feelings in a healthier manner.

He even seemed more humorous with friends even during hero patrol. Laughing and smiling more with genuine happiness. I wasn’t sure if it was my own personal impact on him. He seemed like another side of him that he had kept closed off. It seemed in a few ways he had healed himself overtime. Even openly admitting to our classmates how he saw a future with me. He even started bonding with the Class A girls and confining in them for advice and conversation.

Current him at the moment he’s gathered a sense of leadership amongst his comrades even towards pro heroes. He’s quite overprotective if I’d ever seen him run into action during most missions. He’s always the first person on the scene. Just like in canon he’s really not a morning person he actually DESPISES mornings, especially if Deku talkative during that time when we eat breakfast with the rest of pros.

He’ll even get annoyed with him sometimes for mumbling when he’s deep in thought during patrol in a friend type of manner he isn’t malicious about it. Him and Deku are best friends/hero partners during missions they’re usually in sync with each other just as much as they are canonically. He’s even the same way towards Todoroki. If he’s being rude he’s usually just joking around.

Considering we live together technically in our dormitory at the agency’s dormitories. He usually just chills there with me. Were go out sometimes on the weekends when we aren’t hero patrolling and swamped with exams. He genuinely hates crowds especially when we go to restaurants it’s probably one of his least places to go besides for the food. He fucking loves spicy food like actually think he has an obsession with it the way he’ll legit dowse entire containers of it on his food regardless if it’s supposed to go on there or not, while grinning menacingly.

Like the concept that an individual needs that much damn hot sauce on their food is jarring.

Anyways I didn’t exactly want this post to come off as me saying you shouldn’t still date him in your dr or be friends with him. This is from my own perspective and what i experienced. I think if you plan to just be patient with him he’ll have his moments but underneath that tough exterior is a kind heart that just needs some extra nurturing. I’m always grateful I could be that person for him in many ways and seeing him grow through out our relationship. .°˖✧

[yoko-suki]

How Hero internships with Endeavor was like in my dr ₊˚⊹☆

All right where do I start lol. I figured I rarely talk about my dr on here so here’s what it’s like to intern with the number 1 hero. ₊˚⊹☆

Literally me just hating Endeavor for next 5 minutes straight

I’ve really gotten to know these three since i did hero internships with Endeavor. I actually wasn’t expecting myself to even be chosen to work alongside him. It was genuine surprise to me at the time. Even though I have a pretty strong and versatile quirk in my dr. (Fire/telekinesis, i know boring BUT I scripted it exactly like Shinra’s powers from Fire Force) anyways aside from that my hero internships were a bit underwhelming one of my first missions when I was used as example from Endeavor.

Essentially using me as DECOY, yes actively throwing me into the the front lines! as if I’m not a literal rookie in training?! like I swear on everything this man is genuinely useless about 90% of the time. And before someone says “how is that possible he’s the number 1 hero” YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE. Meanwhile I’m forced to create a distraction and using my flames. Mind you I was still inexperienced and nearly burned my eye brows off my face. I can’t even describe the heat of my own flames felt like I entered the gates of hell. I’m literally 16 years old during this time thinking is this man trying to put me on causalities list?

All because he overheated himself, like if your body heat capacity is so detrimental to your body. I’d figure this man would attempt to combat that inconvenience? I will always hate his ass for turning me into some sacrificial pawn during a mission.

Meanwhile Deku, Todoroki and Bakugo are behind me trying stall time for Endeavor as well. While the few pro heroes that had accompanied us. We’re literal saints trying to protect all four of us during this entire mess. Once the mission was over I confront him and asked him why he’d be reckless and irresponsible with one of his interns. He went on this tangent on how I should’ve been grateful, I was vital to the group and being fill in for him. Wasn’t good enough of an explanation but at the time teenage me figured “ya know what I got compliment from number 1 hero, I’ll take it”

Ever since this whole ordeal I’ve had it out for Endeavor. And also cause Todoroki despises him just as much. Nonverbally exposing their family issues, I mean the TENSION is always high. Which is understandable considering the family dynamics aspects. Shoto rarely ever says anything to him, his only communication are him muttering to himself or glaring straight daggers at this man.

It’s awkward during hero patrol especially cause Endeavor doesn’t make much of an effort to connect with us even as just his interns. Deku and Bakugo pretend to not notice it they stay oblivious to most likely keep themselves sane like the rest of us. Todoroki will only converse with any of us if it’s secretive enough for Endeavor to not hear us.

We barely get any breaks, i remember specifically during summer break i was at the dormitory hanging out with Class A. We were all about to have dinner with Sato preparing his usual dishes including a summer special which was essentially dessert treats that were related to the summer theme. Everyone was pitching in and suggesting their own additional foods. When Bakugo, Deku, Todoroki and I randomly receive a notification about heading back to the agency. While it was late at night, we’re all staring at each other like

Like we did not wanna go back to that agency. Turns out it was night patrol for the remaining hours of the night. We missed out on our summer meal themed dinner with Class A. By the time we returned it was already morning. My only highlights of actually being apart of his agency is working along Hawks and Mirko from time to time.

Ya’ll i have so many other stories since I’ve been shifting there since 2021. I’ll definitely make a follow up to this post once I get the chance. But that’s all for now tootles<3

[yoko-suki]

My shift to Inuyasha that lasted a lot longer than I had planned 💮⛩🏮

When say that i wasn’t expecting to shift to Inuyasha for as long as did. I genuinely mean that, but given this method of realism of mentality that connects to the subconscious mind. (Connecting with my drs in a more specific manner that helps me ground myself that might explain why I was able to accomplish staying grounded. Given my track record of not staying concentrated enough to do it) . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

It’s just as I canonically would’ve expected it to be. I actually shifted to the events after the Final ACT events if any Inuyasha fans are reading this you’d probably understand what I’m referring.

I had stayed along side with Kaede. She sort became a parental figure for there and mentor in a sense. She’s just as wise upon her age as she seems in canon. A very nurturing spirit and quite experienced. She felt like a grandmother honestly our bond felt genuine even though we aren’t related.

My expectations were to be able to travel with Inuyasha, Kagome, Sango, Miroku and Shippo. Even though it had appeared that way for the months had remained there. They all went their separate ways afterwards. Shippo had entered the entrance exam and officially on his own journey.

Though we had heard from him, automatically there was barely much communication. Which was such a bummer since the other times I had shifted there he felt like such a kid brother to me. Rin however did stay with Kaede and I for a while after Sesshomaru made the conscious decision of leaving her where it was safest. His bond with her is so precious he mentioned after his long travelers and journey was over he’d come back for her.

He’d even bring her presents after returning from his travels with Inuyasha at times. I didn’t get to speak with him at all but he’s so majestic in person I was definitely gawking when I first saw him LMAOO I couldn’t even blame myself that man is gorgeous. Words genuinely cannot describe it. He honestly didn’t stick around he just seemed really introverted to me. Like he’ll talk but he’s not much for a full conversation lol

Sango and Miroku moved out of the village to another one to start their own family. Which I was genuinely happy for them. The only ones that had really remained was Inuyasha and Kagome after she had decided to stay in the Feudal Era though for privacy reasons they decided to remain in the village but no longer with Kaede. (Typical lover birds lol I had totally seen that coming too)

To be honest I felt there definitely more responsibilities there than i would’ve anticipated. I mean being considered an experienced individual there for my young adolescent age. I was expected to protect a majority of the villagers there. It was heavy burden sometimes even having high expectations of other causalities there because incidents involving threats and other circumstances of Feudal Japan and given how severity of each outcome.

During the nights I’d guard the villagers with my life practicing my abilities and sealing off the grounds with protective barriers for the most vulnerable. Also for Kagome’s sake since she had also become a target for demons there due to her secret abilities having relation to Kikyou’s.

It was overwhelming at times. Despite I had support from my friends there and even Kaede who was very patient with me and even taught me survival tactics of sufficiently maneuvering through enemy territories which usually involved bandits and demons. I was able to develop further as priestess there (I still wouldn’t even consider myself one but since my powers are more relate to the properties and abilities of one, I’ve been deemed as one in the village)

From the time I was there even becoming a care taker for the women in the village and even harvesting crops and specializing in herbs for the agriculture there. I had learned so much knowledge there I’d even consider myself an expert apothecary there as well. I was even a caretaker during Kagome’s labor process giving birth to Moraha.

Kaede and I being the labor caretakers we were the first two people to hear what name they picked for their daughter. Which was such an honor honestly I never thought I’d actually be there to witness in person. Inuyasha and Kagome even me acknowledged my efforts for being there for it, considering how long I had known them.

Given how long I stayed there, I could merely summarize everything from the shift that I experienced. If I was able to include everything that might actually take up six posts or even more. This was by far one of my favorite shifts from this year. ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧｡⋆

[yoko-suki]

As I see the beauty in my dr selves and identity is how I see my own beauty. They are a symbol of that beauty that I see in myself down to the imperfections to the flaws and my insecurities. I won’t erase them but embrace them because that’s who I am.

Scripting them out feels like erasing what it truly feels like to feel human instead of a false vision of myself that doesn’t exist. Flaws and imperfections are what make us human.