Hello there my dears!
First off all wanted you know guys I've created Ko-fi,
so evenn small support on there would be sooo much apreciated! ♥
Ko-fi
Secondo, I changed my rewards tiers on Patreon
so you can gain something by watching and suporting me there! ~
And they are like that (decided to write them here so you dont need go and click on link to see)
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Silver Reward
$1 or more per month
Access to Patreon WIP and Sketches.
Access to Patreon art.
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Bronz Reward $5 or more per month
Access to Patron WIP and Sketches.
Access to Patreon art.
Access to vote in poll, help decide the content!
Commission: free shading on Flat Colors option
You get a monthly two sketchs bust of your OC.
Get Patreon art in a monthly bundle.
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Silver Reward$10 or more per month
Access to Patron WIP and Sketches.
Access to Patreon art.
Access to vote in poll, help decide the content!
Commission: free from simple BG+free shading on flat colors option.
You get a monthly two sketchs halfbody of your OC
Access to NSFW versions.
Get Patreon art in a monthly bundle.
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Gold Reward$20 or more per month
Access to Patron WIP and Sketches.
Access to Patreon art.
Access to vote in poll, help decide the content!
Commission: free from any BG+free shading on flat colors+ free third additional character.
You get a monthly two sketchs fullbody of your OC
Access to monthly raffle.
25% discount on Commissions.
Get Patreon art in a monthly bundle.
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Diamond Reward$30 or more per month
Access to Patron WIP and Sketches.
Access to Patreon art.
Access to vote in poll, help decide the content!
Commission: free from any BG+free shading on flat colors+ free third additional character.
You get a monthly fullbody / full colors art of your one OC + one fullbody sketch of OC.
Get Patreon art in a monthly bundle. -------
BUT anywho!~
Oh hell I dont even know how to write it,
cose feeling like my stomach turning into big knot yay... OTZ
I never asked nor writed something similar to what im gonna do right now
so sorry IF it might sound odd and off as heck (imma bad with expersing myself )
But why did I created Ko-fi and Patreon for then? Well for the same reson why I have open commission.
Cose I have problems in my life, and thus with moneys.
Like hell anxiety and depression eating me for who knows how long and I try deal with it but
hell its hard, as we all know depression is a bi*ch.
Yet what started happening in my life lately give me even more almost chocking and dizzy feeling yay...
like others events in my past would't be enough tho OTL
Some of you might wonder "why not find job then, rather than asking people for support?"
OH sweetie believe me IM TRAYING all the time, but its hard as heck to do so.
Especialy if Im not in good position as my health is annoying itself and my language in the country im living now is kinda well fucked up and hard for me to keep up even if trying, my brain is like "noo you dont!" even if I dont have problems with others languages to learn that one is expection, have no idea whhhyyyy IEDJAIWH!!!
(who will hire you without good comunication hmm?)
As well my my mom is sick, mostly she need someone to stay with her as she can easy lost conclusion or get dizzy and fell, or simple something might happen to her heart ((she have heart disease and did haved sugery 2 years ago) thank godddess I can use my english when its related with hospitalisations or doctors in general ...))
OH yes not forget sociall fears im delling with for years yay,
Theres more resons for it why its hard for me to find job but hell...
And thus some may say "why not going back to your own country?"
No. One reson is my mom, here she have free medicaments and medical care with assurance, in my country she wont get it.
Second even If I would go there alone to work and tried support my parents from my country the wage money is so fucked up that it would be impossible, ba would be even impossible for myslef to make there decent living.
And the last might be "how should I know if its true what you saying, I dont know you and everyone can write what they want, and I dont want suport you"
Thats true and Im not forcing anyone to believe me.
Nor Im not forcing anyone o support me.
Nonethless what I wroted is true and its up to anyone to belive me and suport me or not.
Im sorry for not giving much details why things turned like that not another way but Its private for me and I dont feel comfortable with sharing much of it as its might open for me old wounds that I tried heal for so long,
but even so things that happen in that half year made me to writte at last bit of my problems and create Ko-fi and Patreon.
For those who willing to support me even a little, either way if its ko-fi, Patreon, commission I would be thankful so much!
That was the longest rand I ever wroted here, I think, so sorry for gramar mistakes haha...
Oh and Keran cigar is squished by Lynn, she hates when he smoke
