too hard to know

snork mimimi

[cityratcam]

Gazing into the Abyss Baltimore Harbor (Jan 2023, East Harbor, Baltimore MD)

Thoughts:

The water was so enchanting. It looked so unnatural, like it was a generated particle effect and not just real tangible water. This strange patch of harbor just seemed like more was behind it than the fish and lost scooters. Like a veil. Slow soothing undulations. I wanted to fall in and see where it led. It seemed bottomless.

All that said, It is also tooootally normal for me to deadass dissociate when I see the mmmmm worter.

[yoplaitstation]

i’ve been dealing with mystery joint pain and swelling for the better part of a year now and i’m coming off (i think) a really bad, long flare up rn and it’s crazy how genuinely euphoric I feel. Like oh my god I can write again! I can peel a cucumber! If i’m still feeling okay in a few days maybe I’ll crochet!

[nevver]

Alien kidnap club, Flying Saucer Digest

[nevver]

Wheel and call, cloud dreams all, Amalia Tsakiri

[talons-and-stucco]

Lets go All Over The Fucking Place with mama

[floridakilo]

i hate mental illness diagnosis. what happened to just being quirky and misunderstood

[h0ggtied]

being quirky don't get u tht Addy scrip !!

[floridakilo]

wait period i’m obsessed with you.

[nevver]

Summer constellations, Eli McMullen

[thingsfromthedirt]

[furryprovocateur]

how it feels to be 32

[nevver]

Behind the curtain, Shawn Huckins

[thingsfromthedirt]

[thingsfromthedirt]

[yoplaitstation]

a charming detail of my like is whenever i feel like shit ass nobody can figure out why but when i was diagnosed with cancer and diagnosed with cancer again and diagnosed with heart disease I felt fine. i think i should be more mentally ill.

[thestarpilot]

[loveridden1999]

the fetishization of the glorification of romanticism of generalized of sexualization of the normalised of the glamorization of the idealized of the

[mariqueenmaandigreznor-deactiva]

David Lynch shows off his Nine Inch Nails - The Downward Spiral CD

[despazito]

Gordon Ramsey finds tile smeared with doodoo on kitchen nightmares

[kitchen1]

I wish I took a better pic of this writing in a bar bathroom in toronto bc I think of it so often. Be So Completely Yourself That No One Is Attracted To You Or Wants To Employ You