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my life has gotten exponentially better since I abandoned the “I was once a kid in AP programs and now I’m a subpar to average adult like the rest of the rabble, boohoo, woe is me” mindset and wholeheartedly adopted the fact that I’m a big loud dumbass and I’m going to make it everyone’s problem

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I just heard this woman say “you procrastinate because you are afraid of rejection. It’s a defense mechanism, you are trying to protect yourself without even trying.” and I think I just realized what was wrong with me.

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Yep, this is a very, very common reason for procrastinating. It’s also why procrastination, even though it’s often associated with laziness, is a fairly common trait in a lot of people with anxiety and perfectionism issues.

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I… I… oh…

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It is easier to deal with not completing something because you didn’t try to do it than to deal with trying to do it and failing to do it perfectly

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Well gosh that makes sense

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WHY THE FUCK DIDN’T SOMEONE TELL ME THIS SOONER?!?

If you dedicate your time to music, you're a musician. If you dedicate time to art, you're an artist. If you dedicate your time to a sport, you're an athlete. I've dedicate my time to aquiring money, land, and material possessions. What does that make me?

New servers just arrived while we're changing out batteries, so we're currently locked in a turf war over the single loading dock.

I accidentally ran my car into a big-ass metal door today, denting the door and running it off it's tracks. In an act of desperation, I decided to try hitting it from the other side to get the dent out...

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And it actually worked.

To say I'm surprised would be an understatement.

#i drew a comic to go with this #but it was so bad #i figured just a text description would be better.

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whole again

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There's a few things I've been really wanting to talk about, but I'm not sure what my motives are, and if they're selfish then I'd be betraying whoever trusted me enough to listen.

This is a metophore.

fuck emotions.

Today was more of the same

Wake up hella early, go to work, come home, take a nap, wake up, eat dinner, watch some Netflix, stay up way too late, go to bed.

It's my 'typical' schedule, and it's not bad, but there's not much room for productivity.

Oh, I did appoligise to a dude about a prank I pulled a month ago that kinda went too far. He doesn't totally hate me, so that's a new and welcome improvement.

I bought 4 more 32gal garbage cans today in an attempt to clean up the garbage that is my life. Hahaha.

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No but seriously, it did help. The D&D room and bathroom are now significantly cleaner. Oh and I cleaned that moldy pot that had been the stuff of nightmares for 4 months. It was so bad. *shudders*

I did nothing productive at all today. Just slept a lot and tried (and failed) to draw some deer butt. Oddly enough though, I don't regret wasting the entire day. That's probably thanks to the vodka. *Thumbs up sign" 👍👍👍

I made a command decision at work last week. Today I learned that it was the wrong decision and I royally fucked up. Not to say my job is in danger or anything, but they trust me a bit less now and that's the hardest thing to earn. Yeah, really feeling like shit.

That feeling that you fucked up but don't know how or what you did.

That.

Today I read. I like Hoid. I want to make his flute. This quote sums up my personality pretty nicely.

I spent all day experimenting with, discovering new features of, and studying up on lasers. It was fantastic. Most fun I've had in a while.

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