Ruined it ..
We were fine for a while just being friends, and I was okay with that as long as I didn't loose him from my life. I tried planning things so that he and I could hang out even with a group if friends and they never worked. Even invited him to my birthday party and he couldn't make it. Then the day before my birthday he had asked me what I was doing and I had told him that I was kicking it at home and that my parents just left. Why? And he didn't get back to me. In my head I was like what is going on? I texted one my best friends because at the time she was talking to his bestfriend, she didn't know either. He finally texted me back. He said, " do you wanna go bowling with me and (his bestfriend) and you can invite (my bestfriend)?" I told him I would but I don't have a ride.. He told me " please try this is my way of making it up to you for not being able to go to your birthday party" I was shocked, but so happy. I said let me ask (my bestfriend) I texted her and figured out a plan to go. When we got there they weren't there yet so we started a game. When they got there they didn't want to bowl so we finished our game and walked over to Starbucks after that we walked over to Ross and messed around in there. I said something and he was being rude so me and my bestfriend walked away and then they walked over to target and then we walked over to target he was still being rude but I believe that's how he gets when he's with his friends, which is annoying. We were okay for awhile as I decided to let it go. But then we all went home and I texted him thank you and he blew up on me and we argued .....again! I tried to make things better because I didn't want to wake up on my birthday in a crappy mood but he just stopped texting me. He didn't even tell me happy birthday or nothing the whole day I was upset the whole day and made my birthday miserable I wanted it to be over with. We didn't talk for days and it killed me we were finally okay and then this happens, I didn't do anything either..














