I'll Try To Step In Just In Time

Andrew Adonis. 17. Loner. Trapped.

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You don’t look happy.

Looks can be deceiving.

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Come Back To Me || Kellin & Andrew

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That was Andrew’s voice. It was strained, and not mention his eyes seemed to be flickering back and forth. That mean he as fighting harder. That Kellin’s words really were having an effect. The Beast in Kellin had long since subsided, he was no match for the boy who was already in control and his emotions were running on high. He could focus his entire attention on helping Andrew break down that last wall that had been erected between them. “Don’t be.” Kellin said quickly. He took hold of Andrew’s hands, not bothered by the claws or what the beast Andrew might do to his hands when he touched him. Kellin held them anyway, “Don’t be scared. This is just a stupid curse, curses can be broken. I said it Neverland, I’m never letting you go, got it? This guy’s just a big bully. Remember your first day of high school? And how I did everything in my power to get back at the idiots that tried to hurt you? This beast is just another bully. And I’ll do everything in my power to help you fight him away. Even if I have to succumb to the curse myself and fight him, I’ll do it. I love you, and I’d do anything for you.”

"I-It hurts Kellin..." Andrew repeated. He was fighting with himself, fighting for control, fighting against something angry and evil and utterly inhuman. And that thing was fighting back, hard. "It...it hurts so badly. M-Make it go away." That was all he wanted; all he wanted was for the pain and fear and sadness to go away and never return. It was the reason that he had given in in the first place. He had been promised that his fear would go away. And although his fear of Prince Adam had temporarily gone away, it was replaced with an even deeper fear: the fear of losing his humanity. When Kellin took his hands, the beast within began to fight back even more. But that simple touch had given Andrew some strength that was desperately needed. And when Kellin compared the beast within to just another bully, another jolt of strength seemed to come forward. Although the beast within was mocking Kellin inside of Andrew's mind saying 'Do it!' and 'Let him give in. Then you two will be together anyway.' Andrew was coming to the front, and as a result, kept silent. But when those three little words left Kellin's lips, Andrew automatically said, "I love you too, Kellin." the words giving him the strength to fight as hard as he could against the beast that had suppressed him. Not long after the words left Andrew's lips, his eyes faded back to their warm chocolate brown.

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Come Back To Me || Kellin & Andrew

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There it was again. That flash. He could scarcely imagine the mental war that was going on inside Andrew’s head as Kellin’s words met his ears. But in all of it, it seemed he was having something of an effect on him. But not enough yet to break him out of the curse entirely. He meant every word of what he said, but they weren’t words he was used to saying often. It went against his nature to be so open, and it made his stomach lurch just thinking about having to express himself like that, but he was more than willing if it meant saving Andrew. He blew out a breath, “The fact that you had to hypnotize me to make me honest just makes me a horrible person who really, really doesn’t deserve you. I’m the most selfish person in the world to hold on to you and keep you away from someone who probably deserves you more than me.” He ran his fingers through his hair, trying to form words, “But, I meant exactly what I said in Neverland. I don’t care what happens, there’s no way in hell, heaven, or anywhere in between I’m going to let what we have break. You mean to much to me for that.”

'There, he admitted it himself.' the wolf-like beast said in Andrew's mind. 'He's selfish. He doesn't deserve you.' But Andrew hadn't heard that part. He had heard what Kellin had said about Neverland, and as soon as the words left the older boy's lips, Andrew's mind immediately flicked back to the conversation that they had had in Neverland. Back in Neverland Kellin had said that once he had Andrew, he wasn't going to give him up. Ever. He hadn't pushed Andrew away when they had kissed. And their time together on the Jolly Roger was amazing, and the reason it had been amazing to Andrew was because he knew that he really loved Kellin, and that Kellin loved him just as much. Although the yellow was still there, once again it flickered, as if suddenly, he started to see what Kellin was saying was the truth. Although he knew that it was the truth, the beast within him wasn't about to let Kellin know that. But Kellin's words were weakening him, and the real Andrew, the true kind person that loved Kellin more than anything else in the world was starting to come back. "I..." Andrew said, his voice losing a bit of its malevolence. It was hard, very hard to speak when he was fighting against himself. All of his anger, all of his aggression, all of his fear...they were fighting to suppress him. "I-It h-hurts." He managed to choke out, although the beast was still mostly in control. "I-I'm scared."

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Come Back To Me || Kellin & Andrew

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Andrew came back. For the briefest of moments. Those deep brown eyes appeared, full of sorrow and pain. And fear. So much fear. Kellin reached out to him instinctively, wanting to yank him towards him and keep him away from the beast that was supressing him, “Andre—” He was cut off when the yellow eyes of the beast returned and he retracted his arms, not wanting to be caught by his claws. Kellin’s own anger was building up inside of him as he realized just how much this thing was scaring Andrew. It was forcing the beast in him to claw his way to the surface. And for a brief moment, his own eyes flashed, but as he had all this time he fought it back. Suddenly, he knew what he had to do. Emily came back because Kellin teased her to death, Evangeline came back because he used the right words to tap into her compassionate side. And to get Andrew? He had to target the part of him that was strong enough to beat this beast. And as much as didn’t want to admit to it, and as classicaly Disney cheesy it sounded, the strong part of Andrew was the love he had for Kellin. He swallowed hard, “You’re easy to beat. Because…Andrew loves me.” He laughed a little as the words left his mouth, “And no matter how scared he is or upset he is he’d take down anything that would get in between us. Especially if he knows that I love him too. More than anything in my life. And he does know that, you do know that, Andrew.”

Beast-Andrew briefly smiled as he caught the flash of yellow in Kellin's eyes. If only he could bring that out; if only he could intensify that anger. However, something stopped him. Kellin spoke again and this time, the beast inside couldn't help but mentally vomit. Love. Some said it was the most powerful feeling; others thought that it could even beat evil. But Andrew...well Andrew had a great amount of love for Kellin. Which was why the beast within knew that he would have to act fast. Quickly, he began to replay the argument from the other night over and over in Andrew's mind. 'He wasn't there for you,' the beast mentally snickered, 'he may say that he's sorry, but he knew how scared you were and yet he walked away in a fit of anger. But Reilly and I...we took away that fear. All he wants to do is to build you up so he can break you down again.' However, the Kellin's words still rung true in Andrew's mind. Kellin did love him; even if they fought, they still made up. Kellin had said that he loved him (and it wasn't the hypnosis talking, even if the hypnosis had helped the words break through) and soon enough...the yellow in Andrew's eyes flickered.

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Never thought I’d be happy to see this place again.

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I never thought I'd be happy too, either.

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Come Back To Me || Kellin & Andrew

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Kellin scoffed at the ‘improved’ part of his statement. He took a step back, words leaving him entirely for a moment. He was drained and tired from the world hopping, exhausted from the party, hurt by the hypnotism and scared for Evangeline’s life. But he also wanted his boyfriend back, “This probably won’t work, but I’ll say it anyway. The only reason you got into control was because I wasn’t there for Andrew…I was to pissed at him for the hypnotism. I felt like I couldn’t trust him, and then I left him alone and scared and subject to Reilly. And I feel horrible about that…I fucked up, this is my fault. But I want the real Andrew to know that I’m sorry, and that I trust him and I won’t leave his side again.” He crossed his arms over his chest, “And as a side not, you’re not an improvement on anything.”

As soon as the words hit Andrew's ears, his eyes faded from yellow back to their chocolate brown color. "K-Kellin?" He choked out, his voice trembling, but no longer holding the malicious tone that it had previously possessed. Kellin cared about him. Kellin wasn't going to break up with him. Mentally, he let out a sigh of relief. However, his eyes then returned back to the wolfish yellow and the beast residing within Andrew smirked. "You're going to have to do better than that to get rid of me."

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Come Back To Me || Kellin & Andrew

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Kellin had heard this line before from so many in the castle. And they could chose to believe they were still who they claimed to be, but he wasn’t buying it. As far as he was concerned, he’d met a different woman who was in Evangeline’s body. A different woman in Emily’s. And now someone else in Andrew, “You’re not Andrew. You look like him, you sound like him, but you’re not him.” What else could he say to him other than that? This wasn’t Andrew. It simply was not. No matter how he looked at him, this menacing creature wasn’t the Andrew he cared about. But at the same time, he was at a loss for how to get the real Andrew back and make this creature fade away.

Beast-Andrew simply shrugged off Kellin's comment. There was no way in hell the real Andrew was coming back. Not while the curse was in place. "I am Andrew." He stated simply. "A new and improved Andrew, actually." A smirk lighting up his lips, he revealed the sharp fangs inside of his mouth. "A more fearless version of the man I once was." The real Andrew flinched as the next words left his lips, although the beast within him chuckled, "You could be like that too, if you just let it happen."

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Oh yeah, good point.  

Also, I apologize for what 'e did earlier. 'e wasn't quite 'imself.

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Oh yeah…

Is he alright?

Yeah, 'e'll be fine. 'e's a bit traumatized by the whole 'bein' turned into a werewolf' situation, but I'm workin' on 'elpin' 'im through that.

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And why aren’t you resting, young man?

Andrew needs the rest more than I do.

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You never sleep, do you?

Oh, no, I do sleep. But after everythin' that Andrew went through, I figured I should give 'im some time to rest.

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*he walks around the park, whistling softly* I should probably be restin'...but I ain't.

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You were right.  This is easily the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

I told you so.

So...what do you want to do now?

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*he smirked, letting his own fangs show*  Better than I’ve felt in a while.  I really owe you for making me see the light.

*he puts a hand on Dean's shoulder* I knew you'd feel better once you let go.

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T-This is the spell talking.  Not you.

*he felt the instincts taking over, and he couldn’t control them any more.  He looked up at Andrew, his eyes slowly fading to yellow*  Well guess what, Andrew.  You win.  Congratulations.  *he felt like he had no choice, so he gave in, his eyes turning a golden yellow*

*he grins, exposing his fangs, as he sees Dean's eyes change color* Tell me, how do you feel now?

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Well then I hope this is over soon.

*Dean knew he couldn’t keep fighting the instinct for long*  How do I know you aren’t lying right now?  *his eyes flickered yellow for a second*

I used to think that way too, Dean. Before I gave in...I was terrified. But now...well now, I'm wondering what the hell I was so afraid of.

Because I'm your friend. And I've never lied to you before and I don't intend to start anytime soon. I'd say ask Bert...but well...he's been a bit AWOL. *he sees the change in Dean's eyes and smiles*

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Well I don’t like this you.

A-Are you sure?

Well too bad. For as long as we're like this, this is the me you'll be stuck with.

Of course. I'd never lie to you, Dean. You'll feel so much better after you stop fighting it.