Oopsies 🤷🏻‍♂️

Naahhhhhh

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You know, I was still checking in. I still wish the best. But after the text from your mom, obviously I wasn't going to interact with you against her wishes. As much as it sucks. And it does, a lot. Just know that I'm always still thinking about you, about places we've been and times we've had. As bittersweet as it's all come to be. I never thought it would end up like this. I never wanted it to be like this. So genuinely, I'm sorry. And I love

[youcouldntmakemeifyoutried]

Yeah you know that's not what it is. It's never been that. And you know that. Or at least you should by now. Not a single part of any of our interactions have been "easy"

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Oof

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Yeah that would be how I break my hand

[youcouldntmakemeifyoutried]

Ah yes, this time last year I was at readymed documenting injuries in case I had to go to court 😂

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🤷‍♂️

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Like for instance, one of my favorites was that time you sat on my face and my shirt somehow ended up completely drenched. Like everywhere. 🤷‍♂️ that was a fun one

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And on top of all of that, been thinking waaaaayyyy too much about doing dirty things to you

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It might just be

clear, simple, and plain

well that's just fine, that's just one of my names

[youcouldntmakemeifyoutried]

Okay. So then bye? Like, right. I didn't give any fucks. Right. My "safe space" is where I've gotten used, cheated on, and beaten. Right. I keep coming back to do all the things YOU'VE actually done to me? Right.

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I told you when I stopped making the effort, all the effort would stop. But hey, I'm genuinely glad, and proud for you.

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Funny how that works

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Three weeks. Just three weeks, and I'm out of here. About. Fucking. Time

[hornypornyandcorny]

me, masturbating to the thought of us fucking? more likely than you’d think

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Well maybe sometime in September I guess

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And yet here you are, still listening to it 🤷🏻‍♂️

[youcouldntmakemeifyoutried]

You know what? Fuck it. I miss you. I miss you a lot. Idk how you don't see that I do. I'm always the one to initiate anything, but that's irrelevant. I'm saying it. Where's the stenographer? I'm going on the official record; I do miss you. I do still love you. Whatever that's supposed to do. But it's a thing