Little flower

twenty years gone by

[youforgotmenot]

I relapsed

[youforgotmenot]

I won’t apologize for my actions Because I spent a year suffering for what you wouldn’t do But now I’m the bad guy because I can’t love you back Sure, Two wrongs don’t make a right But we’re all about competition baby Who can suffer more? What abuse can we afflict on ourselves Just to show others the scars. Pity and loathing and words are all we have now

[boy-so-pale]

[evokesart]

[youforgotmenot]

Post meeting : " I'm looking forward to the shitty coffee they have there." It was just one of those things. Happy birthday March 23.

[wnq-writers]

I can’t understand how love became regret so quickly And that does not mean that I regret loving you I’m hoping that you haven’t grown to regret ever loving me either I just regret that we were not able to have that everlasting love That love we dreamed of The dreams you had about us that we talked about But those dreams faded away like every word I say That’s why these days I rather put all these words on paper Than waste them on a late night text that will get lost with the rest of them Text messages that don’t even warrant a response So I spend every night writing all these notes about you While I’m drinking alone nightly Surprisingly, it’s not the lowlight of my day I think it’ll help me get through these uneventful days of living Now every empty bottle of wine and whiskey I’m saving them and using each as vases I’m placing flowers in every bottle in honor of everyone I’ve letdown Maybe one day I’ll make a list and try to reach them all I’ll ask them for forgiveness or just do some catching up It’ll have to be on one of my better days When my anxiety isn’t working against me and my voice doesn’t shake

sunshinestateblues (via wnq-writers)

[redlipstickresurrected]

Derek Shockey (American, based Omaha, NE, USA) - Untitled  Paintings: Gouache

[youforgotmenot]

Never again will you be part of my art. Not for spite but because you are so God damn uninspiring.

[depeziduri]

[theunsentproject]

[youforgotmenot]

"watch your posture"

[youforgotmenot]

And I think of you in passing I'm sad that when i conjure up thoughts of you I cry in fear I remember reading your books, petting the notes you left on the corners Falling in love with you with each word Thinking that I knew you Then being wrapped up in your arms and suddenly being strangled By control and guilt My wings getting bent into thinking this is how it's supposed to be I miss missing you I'm happy I know, but I wish I didn't You scare me. I never want to think of you again I hate this.

[youforgotmenot]

Should I have stayed? Forgiven it all once more? After having moving on, Trying to forget All of it There's a special place And I'm hoping it's not the case That you think I've held onto something That really means nothing Other than that I'd rather forget After living with someone, yes I do regret Love has never left me Even after it's proven to let me down

[youforgotmenot]

We call out to each other in the tiniest of ways. A tribute to all that has been. I'm crying at work again.

[youforgotmenot]

Perhaps it's the bad relationships or the sting of first love washing over me again, but I miss you desperately. Coming up on five years and I don't think I've ever missed you more. Belated happy hippie birthday.

[youforgotmenot]

Note; if a girl falls down help her get back up. If she is too drunk to even walk and falls down, do not mount her, hump her, take off her underwear, and insert your hand inside her vagina.  - survivor of Brock Turner's rape. Not victim I feel this passage is important. It speaks volumes. Human decency to this level has no grey area.

[youforgotmenot]

Never a cultural justification for dehumanizing another human being.