sanity is overrated anyway

call me junyu · he/him · 🇨🇳🇨🇦 · fanfiction author (/derogatory) · just an overall nerd

[youling-the-ghost]

obligatory intro post

(pfp credit goes to this picrew)

Hey there, the name's Junyu (jùn yù in pinyin in case anyone's curious about pronunciation). I talk about whatever thing I'm most interested in right now (currently it's Shoot from the Hip but it changes a lot). My time zone is EST/EDT.

I'm fluent in both English and Mandarin, but my Chinese texting is very awkward so I'm more comfortable communicating in English.

当然中文也不是不行哈哈，就是有股翻译味儿^^;

Here are some of my personal tags:

#junyu rambles

#junyu's fanfics

#junyu's photography

#junyu crochets

Also, just a quick warning, I'm an RPF writer. I don't post/promote any of my RPF works on this blog, but I might mention RPF in passing at times. Please just keep this in mind.

[youling-the-ghost]

I never understood why "41% of trans people commit suicide" became such a common transphobic talking point because I hear that and think "trans people deserve mental health support" not "transgenderism should be eradicated"

[incompententententen]

my favourite genre of sfth photo is Luke serving face and Tom just existing in the frame

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this one makes Tom look like a second head coming out of Luke's body

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this is actually pissing me off

chinese dub?? YOU MEAN THE ORIGINAL VERSION???

[youling-the-ghost]

BREAKING NEWS: Man with Disorder That Makes Social Interactions Hard shocked to find that social interactions are hard

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how do I explain to my partner that I call them "love" because of a british improv comedy group that I used to be hyperfixated on in high school

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so I've had a crush on my roommate for a couple months now. they're really pretty and we clicked almost instantly when we first met, so it was almost impossible to not fall for them. no biggie, I'll just pine for them until the end of time as I always do.

thing is, recently our messages have become quite...flirtatious? I don't just mean "oh their messages can be interpreted as romantic," I mean they've implied that they want to kiss me + hold my hand + cuddle with me + take me on dates. at a certain point I'm pretty sure we've both admitted that we have feelings for each other. neither of us have explicitly said anything yet because I think we're both too awkward to confess through text.

I may sound calm but I'm actually freaking out.

[youling-the-ghost]

update: said roommate and I are officially dating. it’s 3am and I’m kicking my feet and grinning in my room like an idiot.

[youling-the-ghost]

so I've had a crush on my roommate for a couple months now. they're really pretty and we clicked almost instantly when we first met, so it was almost impossible to not fall for them. no biggie, I'll just pine for them until the end of time as I always do.

thing is, recently our messages have become quite...flirtatious? I don't just mean "oh their messages can be interpreted as romantic," I mean they've implied that they want to kiss me + hold my hand + cuddle with me + take me on dates. at a certain point I'm pretty sure we've both admitted that we have feelings for each other. neither of us have explicitly said anything yet because I think we're both too awkward to confess through text.

I may sound calm but I'm actually freaking out.

[youling-the-ghost]

an irl friend of mine just sent me this instagram reel:

☆ marsi ☆ on Instagram: "mwahaha #neurodivergent #theplaugeround #rollfromthehipedit #neurodiversity @rollfromthehip"

38K likes, 110 comments - mothmans_gender on December 1, 2025: "mwahaha #neurodivergent #theplaugeround #rollfromthehipedit #neurodiversity

WITHOUT KNOWING THAT THEY JUST ACTIVATED A NEURON DEEPLY IMBEDDED SOMEWHERE IN MY BRAIN.

[youling-the-ghost]

Very very good luck on your evil algebra final tomorrow!! I've got 3 exams tomorrow so I shall be right there with you!

thank you so much!! currently studying and it's a nightmare hahaha- who knew being a math major meant doing so much math (ᵕ,—ᴗ—,)

3 exams in one day sounds brutal oml good luck!!!! let's suffer together (•̀ᴗ•́ )ゞ

[fanboyingoverdemigods]

[fruitcrocs-deactivated20240702]

not even fuckin risking it at this stage

[c-itylust-deactivated20200202]

hahhaha gOD DAMMIT

[gloopunknown]

i have two tests tomorrow i need this shit

[lasagnak11]

I don’t usually believe in this shit but I can’t take it with my grades anymore

[watashiwagarydesu-offical]

i have an exam tmrw. I need thi shit

[indigo-skies14]

boy do I need this in my DE algebra 2 and arguably more difficult, honors chemistry. And honestly studying is overrated i’d MUCH rather rely on a possibly magical pencil

[no-one-offical]

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[zeta-finnish]

Reblogging for the real ones. (those who apparently follow me, and mught need this)

[youling-the-ghost]

pLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE (I have an evil algebra final tomorrow)

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just saw someone on tiktok say "if it's canon don't change it" and I think we've genuinely lost the plot.

[youling-the-ghost]

happy birthday junyu!!

HI TYSMMM 🥹

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HEY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! <3

HI EMUUUU!!! TYSMM :D

[solo-walker]

Tumblr veterans! I'm currently trying to avoid spoilers for a piece of media, and my strategy of scrolling at lightning speed while screaming "AAAGH MY EYES" is getting harder and harder to successfully pull off.

Please tell me how I can block certain tags (and I hope it's possible to unblock them later???) and scroll in peace

[youling-the-ghost]

on the website it's settings -> content you see -> filtered tags

on mobile it's settings -> general/account settings -> filtering -> filtered tags

then just add the tags you want blocked!

(to unblock just delete the tag from your filtered tag list)

[red-the-spider]

REBLOG IF YOU WANT INBOX TRICK OR TREATERS

[youling-the-ghost]

the feeling when you're academic but not "get 100% on every test" academic but you're academic enough for your friends to give you weird looks when you say that you bombed a test (you got below an 80%) but you're not academic enough to understand the people who crash out over a 98% but people think you're really smart and you feel like a fraud because you're not actually smart