lord's confessions★

creator of rllylazymadman

[rllylazymadman]

SH0WCAS3 ZODIACS

✦ well not exactly "showcase" rather than small sneak pic. Let me know what you think, and if

ℹ️ shall i make google doc with lore explained? Let me know ;)

Anyway, remember your sign in eye~

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[younglordd]

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ayo milky?? 🤨🤨🤨

and yes, third eye not reflecting the light for a reason.

[younglordd]

And yes, I understand that probably mixed few cultures into one, but hey! I'm a creative person give me some space bruh

And yes i made chimeras of all chimeras, especially Leo. Oh poor Leo they are defiantly a chimera.

Imagine people call Kasane Teto chimera because of some stupid lgbtq thing. lol they are stupid and better read myths and books :/

[younglordd]

you guys not posting cuz I feel so ill and unhealthy that I cant get the pen in hand and draw, and also... university thing need to prepare.

yea... im wasting all my energy either going outside or... making stuff for the university, and fun part? I prefer to just lay in bed cuz I have really low energy battery lately...

[younglordd]

я задумалась о кое чем.... тоесть о синдроме визуального снега.

один из видов визуального снега выглядит как-то так;

это единственный пример который прям описывает мое зрение на 99% (ну тоесть более правдоподобное)

и пока я сидела смотрела в стенку я тут резко вспомнила игру которая все еще популярна и ее одна из механик

(игра про зомби вирус где надо выявить если чел заболел или нет. и еще там стримеры есть лол)

одна из механик игры ты должен просмотреть кару глаза(или чет такое) и выявить вирус.

и вот.

я задумалась.... а что если глаз людей страдающие от визуального снега сформирован как раз таки за этим слоем?? знаю как тупо звучит но hear me out.

это моя теория. (а может кто-то другой тоже эту теорию выдвинул, простите я в интернете толком не сижу, я изолированный пиздец + плюс я не доктор науки)

ну вот, я думаю что floaters это на самом деле мутация этого слоя глаза.

из-за того что люди с визуальным снегом более чувствительны к свету эта кара на много толще и находится поверх самого зрачка дабы ослабить нагрузку.

floaters выглядят как микро-организмы, по этому когда человек с VSS смотрит в другую сторону, они сохраняют свою основную позицию хотя и могут чутка сдвинуться

[younglordd]

Seek (no) answers

Those who have seek the answers might as well drown in their own wisdom

Sometimes you wish to split it out, don't you? The thoughts? The same Pain perhaps?

I've got the same desire too but at times it feels like better to keep it all to yourself. Perhaps you're scared to share it with some other soul? It feels like you know too much. It feels like torture. You have no enemies to wish the same harm or the same pain you once put yourself through and even if you do, you wont.

And even now, with the pain in your glass you wont let it split out.

Imagine me having some real smart thoughts

And certain wisdom in my young age lol

Although I promised myself to keep them all deep inside sooooooo you will never know what keep torturing genuine like me 🫀

Yea kinda of vent with deeper meaning to it

[younglordd]

zodiacon sketches

* zodiacon sketches

just some sketches of zodiacs +plus children from the void. yes i'm merysue so what? i can explain anyway LL

but i prefer not to, perhaps i wish to keep all my world deep inside.

humanoid in eye mask - an actual figure in my dream, it look something between slight from grace and mystic flour cookie(i have no idea how my mind managed come to this oh welp)

as i remember they were assassin who works for gemini, and their main goal is 2 find children from the void, so i decided to add it to my gemini lore :p thanks brain

we rule over the void

AGL ( alt galaxy line)

so, from assassin to alt universe where gemini managed to get their hands on other children from the void ( human and fish-like ) the star eye thing already under the control of gemini, so that's why both fish and star possess same "parasite" device.

not like human, cuz i decided to make it more of a ear device instead of heavy two-circled-device

why ear device? -- you may ask. welp because look at both fish and star, their heads don't possess any other organ or something similar to ear, nose, etc.

although i might change it later, because i'm still working on with fish kid.

sketches

* sketches

yes, aries in cute costume with nebula sheeps :33

also, just a bit of cancer lore and anatomy explained.

you wont get their lore till i decide otherwise ☝️🧏‍♂️

[younglordd]

man this place is sooo boring what i even do in here....

[rllylazymadman]

LET ME SHINE LIKE GALAXIES DO!!

"bro so damn talented" i know, but what about you?

honestly i can agree with my parents about something, sometimes people already born talented or at least with certain world-view. which other wont understand or failed to do so.

but this word"special" actually annoyes me, because its such blurry word. some might think "woah this bro special", "their art have certain special details" "bro have certain special taste 2 music" so on.

[younglordd]

oi bro thats me

[younglordd]

« ★

my little twinkle star, I can see myself in thy glassy shards light is warm like a morning star.

I see nothing but myself and desire to keep you no matter what.

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[younglordd]

╰ ✦ ・⎯⎯・⎯⎯・SHOWCASE o.1.11

[ PARTLY DONE 13.5% of the game itself. a lot changes will be in the future. ]

I know nobody would follow or like my V.N. so, im uploading as archive footage for myself, and so... even when it be finished I might not upload it too, because... well im not even gonna try to get any audience, cuz I dont expect anything. I never expected any attention for my creative nature :p

[younglordd]

in vast universe

among many many passing stars, existed one

little star wander and wonder in vacuum, wanted to shine brighter and speak louder without having the ability to do so, rules are rules and little stars must follow.

and so, it have decided to dance alone, inside its own core. with its own world till it rot.

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[younglordd]

young lord confessions...

they told me im special, but I see nothing special in myself, the way I move the way I speak.

maybe i am special somewhere deep inside for nobody to see ★

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[younglordd]

man, decided to create separate blog cuz I dont want to vent in my main one. like bro. shut the fuck up and show more roblox art, not your whiny comments bruh