Love me, Love me not

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[your-coquette]

⋆. 𐙚 𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚...˚

⭑A young girl trying to understand what's wrong with herself...ᐟ

⋆. 𐙚 𝘽𝙔𝙄 ˚

⋆˚꩜｡ This is a 'yanblr' + 'jiraiblr' + venting blog, remember this as you go through my blog. This is my safe space.

⋆˚꩜｡ Follow your own DNI's or I will block you as well.

⋆˚꩜｡ Yumeshipper! [I rarely mention it + selective sharing]

⋆˚꩜｡ No DNI , I BLOCK FREELY

⋆. 𐙚 Lovely Anons˚

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⋆. 𐙚 𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪...? ˚

ᯓ★ What’s your name or nickname?

╰┈➤ Roma - Yuki !

[ Toya and Kuro reserved to my F/P ]

ᯓ★ Where are you from?

╰┈➤ Uhm... I dont think I'm comfortable sharing that... But my timezone is GMT +1, take that as a hint.

ᯓ★ How old are you?

╰┈➤ Well Im a minor... Even tho i dont feel like i am.

ᯓ★Pronounce and sexuality?

╰┈➤ She/her, Straight yet really fond of QPR.

ᯓ★ What languages do you speak?

╰┈➤ English, French and Arabic. [I despise french with all my being]

ᯓ★ Are you more introverted or extroverted?

╰┈➤ I would say I'm ambivert... leaning on the introverted side.

ᯓ★ What do you suffer from exactly?

╰┈➤ I dont know what exactly, my parents never diagnosied me or whatever the word... But I'm indeed mentally ill.

ᯓ★ What are your hobbies?

╰┈➤ I do write and draw..read too... I guess those are my hobbies.

ᯓ★ What kind of music do you like?

╰┈➤ Vocaloid, Vocaloid, VOCALOID.

ᯓ★ Current intrest as in fandoms?

╰┈➤ Let see.... Fragmem, Twst, Pjsk, Gachiakuta, Hsr (not really but still), Hetalia.

ᯓ★ Do you have any fictionkin?

╰┈➤ Yes... Toya Aoyagi, Mafuyu Asahina and kurode are the main.

ᯓ★ Favorite food?

╰┈➤ I dont know, forgot.

ᯓ★ Favorite place you’ve been to?

╰┈➤ never left the house for 6 years, other than school. So none.

ᯓ★ Favorite color?

╰┈➤ ... I don't...know...

ᯓ★ Favorite season?

╰┈➤ I hate them all.

ᯓ★ A goal you have for the future?

╰┈➤ I dont know what, but... Nevermind...

⋆. 𐙚 𝙏𝙖𝙜 𝙈𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 ˚

‎ꫂ᭪݁ Just the regular... [Posts]

‎ꫂ᭪݁ It feels cold...again. [Vent]

‎ꫂ᭪݁ Things I found. [Reblogs]

‎ꫂ᭪݁ Closest to my heart. [Anything about Mutuals]

‎ꫂ᭪݁ Is this what I'm supposed to say? [Responding to ask]

‎ꫂ᭪݁ A shy visitor...? [Anonymous asks]

⋆. 𐙚 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙚 𝘾𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙩 ˚

Kurode Theme by @gwntlekiss and @shyehehe!!!

M/W: @gwntlekiss

[your-coquette]

Ive put something in my hair.

Something that will make my hair more softer bc my grandma said it is dry af

Well

I dont exaclty care what she does with my hair, it itchs a bit right now around the ears

But anything else is fine tho.

I dont know how to take care of my hair so having someone doing it for me brings me happiness!!

Also it makes me breautifull bc my hair is the only thing beautifull in me ngl

[your-coquette]

This is actually bad im losing connections even online-

What the actuall fuck is wrong with me

Why i cant keep a simple connection? I mean it is my fault, i shouldn't whine like a bitch over it

But still

[your-coquette]

...

Just coming to a sudden realisation.

How the fuck do i talk to my moot again???

Especially those i iused to talk to everyday, i cant bring myself to...

[Expection of nico aka @retrynowforme, boo aka @mizu-kox and amira @hope02heart ]

I feel too shy to go forward and talk to them... Uuuuugh i think being gone for so long was a bad idea even tho ik it was lowkey necessary...

I should probrally man up and start connection all over again bc waiting for them to notice would never happen.

Hell even when im online im the one who does the first move...

I should stfu.

[your-coquette]

I should start using my own tags....

Ehe!!

And make some for my closest moots too... But i never seem to find idea into naming people what the hell-

Anyways

Closest moots

Yall know yourself

I love you all yall are in my heart.

[your-coquette]

twin shiiit i have relatives over and i can't use my phone for a while now- i promise i'll return with more asks when they're gone. um tell me abt some random things now- stuff that happened to you, or any interesting thing from a fandom idk -🍵

Ehehe!!

Dw!! Im currently trying to fry my brain into remembering any facts about and post it every day!!

I have bad memory and i genuinly dont know what i like or dislike about myself so ye...

Bear with me....

ANYWAY SURVIVE SURVIVE!!

Ik how that suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks... I havent experiemced that for such a long time tho so yk...

[your-coquette]

Uuuh first fun fact.

I love blood and anything gory.

Hell i even use my writting skills and train myself to write about it! But i cant exactly hand a full video about those stuff... Ii mean i can handle it if it animate it and all but that it!!

I also like scars as much as i dont cut myself since in my house everyone is observant af so i can exactly pick up a knife and do that... [I stopped and kept myself clean for a long while now, Yippie!!]

But if anyone else were to have those scares I would ultimatly think they are atttractive af and if my partener have those scares wether they are old or new i would kiss every and each one of them!!

I think that weird of me but that just how I am

[Im still trying to feel comfortable talking about myself and all in here... Idk i only share one aspect of my life here which my struggles and love for my moots ig.... Bear with me!!]

[your-coquette]

I thought i posted something yesterday night...

Guess they didnt load or somthing...

Welp, Im planing to post abouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut

Uhm

Facts about myself?

Ye!!

Better than let this acc rot with nothing, plus i wonder do people even the real me? As in the person behind the screen or just about the struggles i tend to share?

[your-coquette]

hey i'm still alive! i deactivated my account for some time to focus on studying but i'm back i missed you^^ i will send smth from an ask game you reblogged later -🍵

Wha

Holy shi

I never would have guessed u would still send me something....

BUT HEEEEEEEEEEEEEY ANONIE!!

I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK ON YOUR STUDIES AND EXAMS!!!

IM MANEFASTING FROM YOUR SUCCESS

Ehehheeh

[your-coquette]

Dont wanna post, dont wanna do anything to this blog

life is too normal and i got nothing to do or talk about

i guess ill just, do everything i wanred to do when i couldnt...

[kairithemang0-fm]

Reblog if you're transmasc, support trans men, or want a chocolate chip cookie

[your-coquette]

I should seek help, genuine help.

[your-coquette]

Is my dear and squishable mootie free now🥹🥹

Now exam

No work

Mootie

🥹

Your dear and squishibale is imdeed free

No exam, no work, nothing

Just kazing around and drawing and playing visual novels [currently playing dont eat the cashier] and shishi

Idk what i should do in this blog... So imma just do whatever im fw ig..?

[your-coquette]

we haven 't interacted in ages also my tumblr decided to unfollow you for no reason T_T how were your um exams and everything ?

They were good!!!

Im currently just learning to improve my art and watch everything i missed last month!!

[your-coquette]

TOYA TOYA I STARTED WATCHING FRAGARIA MEMORIES BUT IDK IF I SHOULD WATCH IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER OR SOMETHING I NEED HELP WITH THE WATCH ORDER IVE WATCHED EP.1 OF THE RED BOUQUET TOT

OH MY GOD-

WAI WAI WAI WAI WAIT

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

YES!!

Watch the red bouqet then blue bouquet then noire bouquet.

Then when you finish with that

Watch the first arc of the disappearance of hello kitty then the sec arc!!!

Ehehehheheheheheehehe

[your-coquette]

A wise one once said "jirai landmine? Chai tea."

MY ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE

And damn, wait

CHAI TEA???

UR JUST SAYING TEA TEA

Wtf is wrong with you!!!

Oki since you are my rose im letting pass....

[your-coquette]

These days i cant bring myself to be active in any platfrom

Like my social battery is so low tthe only thing i like to do and enjoy to do is

Drawing, learning how to improve my art and watch layze.

Ye....