something ive been doing a lot recently has been making my angelself on picrew !! it may not be completely accurate but it's a nice way to See what i was once
something ive been doing a lot recently has been making my angelself on picrew !! it may not be completely accurate but it's a nice way to See what i was once
I've recently learned about angelkin and I think a lot of things that happen/ happened to me make sense now but I'm still not sure if I am angelkin or if they are coincidence is there any way to truly tell ?
i think it’s just about knowing, the same way you just know what your sexuality is. even if it takes time, you eventually figure it out, and even though it’s something internal and that there is no Test or Diagnoses for, you just know it to be true. i was hesitant to label myself as angelkin at first, since i didn’t have any memories or dreams like i’d seen so many people talk about, but everything i’d read about angelkin felt so comforting that i knew it was more than just “i like this”
you said there’s a lot of things that have happened and that are happening, and i would suggest listening to those things. there are so many things that i’ve experienced that i thought were coincidence, but when i look back now, i know that it was just that side of me, unrealized.
so trust yourself! trust your heart and your mind and your experiences, and be open to every possibility. and i am always here if you’d like to talk more
I’m part of a DID system, and our host is an angel. I just wanted to say- this blog makes him feel really amazing, even if he isn’t a “divine”/Christian angel. Keep doing what you’re doing, you’re amazing!
ohh my gosh, thank you so much ! i know this is a late response, but it took me so long to think of what to say..it’s an incredible honor to hear these kinds of words. thank you for trusting me with them, and i hope that i can continue to make him feel only good things
hey there, i've been questioning whether or not I'm angelkin and lately I've been really curious on finding my "angel name"? I read one of your other posts about how you found yours by reading through several lists but... how did you know that was the one? what if another angel already claimed that name, or is it possible that more than one angel can have the same name? is it also valid to create a name of your own? I've been very curious and confused about this. thanks!
honestly, i didn’t know how i’d Know which name was mine at first, too. i’d seen so many people who knew their name, and their appearance, and had so many memories and dreams of their previous life, so i was unsure if i was actually angelkin for a while since i didn’t have what they did. but i saw someone that recommended reading through lists of names, so i started there too. some of them were just lists of names by themselves and others were names and what that angel was in charge of/associated with. i like the latter better, personally!
i don’t know how others figured out their name, but for me, i physically felt it, just like i felt my wings for the first time. when i read a few names, i got a shiver all down my spine, but none of those felt like me, just like familiar faces. but then i got to theliel, and the chills just kept coming and i knew that was something more than familiar. so i looked it up and everyhing i read just fit who i am today. so i knew without a doubt that that was me
it’s super valid if someone already claimed that name! you—and they—could be shards, which is basically just one piece of an angel. this post explains shards a lot better though. and i also think it’s valid to create a name; i know someone that did that! but whatever feels like You, and whatever makes you feel happiest and most comfortable, is what you should go with. and i’m always here if you want or need to talk more, so feel free to shoot an ask or dm any time!
I want my loves to hold me, cradle me in their wings and tell me it's okay. But I've been forgotten and thrown out, and I worry I'll never see them again. I miss the both so much. I miss flying with them, feeling the wind brush past us, and listening to the birdsong of her forests and the bubbling of his rivers. I wonder if they mis me and my skies of dancing clouds and twinkling stars. I havent seen them in so long.
(@oculis-multarum) I always had dreams of flying when I was younger and even now I feel a weight on my back constantly. I miss my wings and eyes and halo. I miss my golden blood and pale skin. I have dreams of the fall I had, and im full of shame. I made a mistake, I just want forgiveness
hi i’m new to your blog, and i jus wanted to say i think it’s really cool! i’m jus a lil confused on what divine kin means an all that, is it ok if you explain? if not that’s cool too
thank you !! and if you’re divinekin, you’re just someone that kins a divine being ! i don’t know how much you already know about kinning in general so i’ll try to explain that too in a way that makes sense, and i hope it helps !
divine beings are commonly thought of as angels, demons and deities/gods, but i’ve also seen people count prophets, oracles and fae as divine. also, divine beings don’t have to belong to one certain religion (ie christian angels). some people may be a shard, which is basically just a piece of a divine being
kinning (both in my experience and from what i know from others) is either the way you relate to a character/person/being/etc or knowing that that is you or was you in a past life. the lines can blur between people and what counts as kinning, i may think that “i like x a lot, we have a b c in common so i kin them” but someone else might think “you need to have memories or dreams or something stronger than just ‘liking x’ to kin them”. but kinning is a very personal and intimate thing, and definitely a journey where you should trust your heart and head above all else
how do i become a angel? i really want to be a angelkin. but what is it that i have to learn, experience, and grow from to become an one?
first of all, i’m sorry for the late response—i was struggling on how to answer this as i’m not sure i (or anyone, really) is qualified to ask what i think you’re asking.
i may be interpreting your question wrong, but to me it sounds like you’re trying to force yourself to be something that you’re not. and i don’t mean this in a gatekeeping sort of way, but to me, kinning isn’t something you can force. to me, it’s something you either are or aren’t. i showed my friend (who is also an angel) this and they said that while they take angelkin more seriously than their other kins, that you should do what makes you happy.
but anyway, for your second question, when i was first figuring everything out, i read a lot of posts from other angels. it didn’t feel like a chore or anything because it was something i felt connected to, but i know i was just reading and reading whatever i could find for months before coming to terms with what i was. i also looked at a lot of lists of angel names and researched individual angels that felt familiar to me. what i had to learn was to just accept and listen to what my heart was telling me. it seems like an easy thing to say, but it took so long for me to learn it. but the heart knows what it wants and needs, and the rest will eventually follow
I am a Seraph and I used to love someone, that I was convinced was my soulmate, turns out all they did was stealing my heart, crushed it, broke it and they never gave it back to me... But the worst thing is that they also left with my wings, I am now traumatized, I am scared to fall for someone, I am scared to love again
i am a demon dating an angel, and every day i’m still in awe at how kind and selfless he is to everyone. i tell him that it’s okay if he wants to put himself first, but he never does that (if he was to actually be in danger, i’d do everything i can to stop him of course). even though we live far from each other, i can feel the holiness in his voice and it almost makes me feel holy too. when he’s happy, he smiles scrunching his eyes and it’s like he’s glowing. i’m really so in love with him
i haven’t forgotten about this blog, angel! i just like to post my own thoughts as they come so that it feels more genuine rather than sticking to a certain schedule. i will try to post more though, and i have a few asks to answer too !
Hello sweet angel, how and when did you realize that you are an angel? It's such a pleasure to read your blog and found out that an angel was behind it ♡
hello angel and thank you for your kind words ! this got kind of long, but i hope it'll be a worthwhile read ♡
i talked about it a little bit here, but it was probably a two years long journey. someone i was dating at the time told me they were angelkin—which i thought was funny, because my petname of choice before they told me was angel because of how..gentle and warm and light they are. i didn’t know much about kinning at the time, but after they told me, i started looking it up and following angelkin blogs so i’d know more about it and be closer to them. for a long time after that i’d show them all of my favorite posts, to the point that they and many of my other friends started to ask me if i was angelkin too.
i’d always say no, that i just loved reading about it, that yes it really, really resonated with me, but i had no memories or dreams or feelings of phantom wings like i’d seen so many angels post about. none of them really believed me, especially not rae, the angel i was dating.
what changed my mind and made me start thinking that i was an angel too was the next time i went on a roller coaster—this one, to be exact. i’d never felt more at peace than i did during that brief pause before falling, and as i got off the ride, i suddenly knew on an instinctive level that i’d done that before, flew high just to let myself fall.
for the next few months after that it was coming to terms with myself that maybe i was an angel, and rethinking what i already knew. the biggest thing i was concerned about was that i didn’t have any dreams or memories; i thought that maybe i was faking it because i didn’t. i was also worried to tell my friends, even if i had no real reason to worry. it wasn’t until i felt my wings for the first time that i accepted it, and it was another few weeks before i started to tell people. it was nerve-wracking every time, but everyone pretty much had the same reaction and response of “well, duh”
i’d read that some people found out who they were by reading lists of angel names, so that’s what i did next, noting which names i got a chill when reading. none of them felt like me though, just familiar, so i kept searching until i finally found out who i was.
looking back now, there were a lot of things that should’ve told me i was an angel: my love of roller coasters since childhood (apparently even as a kid, when i was still too short to even ride the “big kid rides”, i’d still beg my mom to ride them. the first time she let me ride one, she was worried that i’d be scared, but i loved it), my love of heights, the way all of my favorite childhood books had something to do with angels. the way everyone always calls me angel and tells me how gentle my aura/energy is. there’s a lot of little things, but it didn’t add up until recently, but it’s been a rather worthwhile journey, i think !
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