"I came so far for beauty..."

"...I left so much behind. My patience and my family, my masterpiece unsigned." Recovering anorexic. Lovely to have met you. Truly. For a full introduction please select "Introduction" below. I'm afraid this box wasn't quite big enough. The moth doth quoth, what quoth the moth? Of warmth and shine, and a bright yellow line Wrapped in the finest of cloth.

[woozapooza]

This was in the library at my college.

[yourdelicatedarling]

[yourdelicatedarling]

I've got eggs in my hair and a plastic Marks & Spencer bag over my head.

Life is good. 

[yourdelicatedarling]

Please be okay x

I'll do my best 

[yourdelicatedarling]

I hope that you are okay my dear ＞.＜ sending some good vibes your way ~~~doodoodoodoodoo~~~~

Good vibes received! xx

[meeresstille]

by Louis Savage

[ruinedchildhood]

[sherlockspeare]

[memewhore]

[red-lipstick]

[yourdelicatedarling]

Tomasz Alen Kopera (b. 1976,Kozuchow, Poland) - Nebula-Sanctis      Paintings: Oil on Canvas

[the-unpopular-opinions]

I don’t understand the tumblr-wide obsession with lumpy-faced reptilian oatmeal men.

It baffles me just how many people think these men are the physical embodiment of sex. I know everybody has different tastes in what they find attractive, but I’d be willing to bet the majority of fans wouldn’t give any of these men a second-glance if they were just average, everyday guys walking down the street.

I’m starting to wonder if there’s some sort of tumblr-wide competition that I’m not aware of where everybody looks for the ugliest men in tv or film, then attempts to build the biggest fanbase for them.

[churchrat]

lumpy-faced reptilian oatmeal men

[lookatdatbobbeh]

Look, if I met a non-famous Mads Mikkelsen on the street I’d probably create a cult just to worship his cheekbones then and there. By the way, notice a trend in the men you’ve listed? They’re polite, elegant, suave, intelligent, well mannered, witty, fine spoken and occasionally, rather funny. THE MOST ABHORRENT QUALITIES A HUMAN MALE COULD POSSIBLY POSSESS HOW DARE ANYONE BE ATTRACTED TO THAT.  

[huggingthehorse-blog]

[jettsecret]

Diogenes was the shit.  He was easily one of the best philosophers ever.  He made himself the least wealthy person, hence living in a “Barrel”.  He also, upon seeing a child drinking from a river with his hands, smashed his only wooden bowl claiming to be “Bested by a child”.  He did public stunts to make a point towards customs and norms including eating in the marketplace in Athens which was generally not acceptable.  When Plato described humans as “Featherless Bipeds” he plucked a chicken and brought it to him, saying “here’s your man”.  Plato changed that description to “Featherless bipeds with arms”.   And here’s where it gets real. Diogenes the Cynic became well known all over.  In fact, Alexander the great, the one man who could have anyone killed just because, went out of his way to find him.  Upon meeting Diogenes, whom was laying on the ground, he said something to the extent of “Ah, the great Diogenes!  Is there anything that I, Alexander the Great, can do you?”.  Diogenes’ response was a crude “Yes, Get out of my sunlight.” But, however, Alexander came back another time, to find Diogenes sifting through a pile of bones.  Alex inquired “Diogenes, what are you doing sifting through that pile of bones?” Diogenes the Cynic responded “I’m trying to distinguish between the bones of your father, and that of a slave.  I cannot tell the difference.”  An insult that any man would want the other beheaded for indeed.  But no, not Alexander.   Alexander went on to later say that if he were not Alexander the Great, he would wish to be Diogenes. Dude’s a motherfuckingbadass.

[thisisliterallytemporary-deacti]

My new fav person. Ever.

[rko-mom]

Fucking greek philosophy man.  Just when you think you’ve reached the epitome of bullshit in the post derridic world, all you have to do is look back to the ancient Greeks and realize you have NOTHING on them.

[intrudaimpala-deactivated201406]

Why yes I would like to join Tumblr.

[whitmerule]

… I suddenly want to explain to everyone IT’S OKAY THEY’RE JUST REMOVING THE LITTLE GIRL’S EVIL CURSED SHOES.

[blergheois-deactivated20140604]

THE BEST PRO-ANA TIPS ON THE WEB!! 1) Turn off all the heat in your house and open the windows wide. Walk around in short sleeves and dip your fingers and toes in bowls of ice water every 10-15 minutes. This will do nothing to help you lose weight but it will help train you for the misery that anorexia brings in the form of being constantly cold. You are not allowed reprieve from this “feel the cold” stage as you will never be warm again until you recover. 2) Visit your hairdresser and ask her to pluck 25-50% of the hair from your head. While you’re at it ask her to over-process your hair with whatever chemicals she had on hand. If the over-processing makes you lose even more hair that’s even better. This step will get you used to the dry, brittle, falling out hair you’ll have once you’re nutrient deprived. 3) If you plan on purging you should visit your dentist and ask them to grind all the enamel off your teeth. While there also ask if they can pull out a couple of existing fillings. Your teeth will be wrecked soon anyway so you may as well get a head start and learn what it feels like to have super sensitive teeth once your enamel is gone. 4) Ignore all your friends. Don’t tell them why. Don’t do anything that would give them a chance to try and stop you from cutting them out. You will likely feel utterly miserable. Learn to expect that. You will feel miserable during every day of your eating disorder anyway. The loneliness is a key part of this misery. 5) If you’re in school you should throw away all your textbooks and order their equivalents in a foreign language. This stage will get you started on the cognitive difficulties you will suffer once malnutrition sets in. In a few months of anorexia you will feel like everything is in a foreign language anyway since you can’t read it because your malnourished brain has made you stupid. 6) If you have a job ask your boss to start withholding half your pay. With the amount of sick days you have once your e.d. is bad, you’re going to lose half of your pay anyway. This will help you get used to that. In 3 months you should quit your job with no backup plan. This will let you know what it feels like to be fired because your e.d. made you a lousy employee. 7) Throw away your calendar. Stop asking people their name. Leave your backpack and purse at home every time you go out. You need to learn what it’s like to live without a memory. As well as making you stupid malnutrition will rob you of your memory. Stand up every ten minutes to make sure you turned off the kettle/iron/tap. You know you are forgetful and you are anxious about that. Do this all day every day. You will soon forget why anyway as your memory becomes utterly useless. 8) Throw away all your moisturizer, body wash, anything that makes your skin soft and lovely. Like your hair you need to feel what it’s like for that to be dry and fragile. Think back to the last time you fell down a flight of stairs. With your malnourished body and skin you will feel like that every single day. You will wake up bruised and aching and scraped and you won’t know why. The answer is your e.d. The answer to all misery is your e.d. 9) Lock yourself in a dark room. Put up spotlights everywhere else in the house. Do not shower. Do not even wash your face. Play music that makes you sad. When it’s time for bed play a CD of a jackhammer. The ED will rob your ability to sleep well and you need to experience that. If all of this sounds like torture…it is. With this ED you will be sad, and scared, and panicked all the time. This emotional hell will rob you of the ability to do tasks as simple as brushing your teeth. 10) Write a list of every good thing you want out of life. Burn it. As long as you have an eating disorder that is all you will have. You will watch every good thing go up in smoke.

http://tinyurl.com/m2kbfnn (via suckitproana)

Seriously what it’s like. Hate pro ed.

(via dreamsofafreebird)

[shireensstormlandsmoved-deactiv]

Will Graham at the end of season 2, probably

[endoshan]

it was 2am and i suddenly remembered this post

[ahev]

highlight of my day