neurotic to the bone

kay. ♋ ☀️♏🌙♒↗

[churchrat]

Doing pretty great but also filled with wrath for every psychiatrist I’ve had since age 14 who didn’t just put me on lithium I mean Jesus Christ

[churchrat]

Missives from the last few months

[churchrat]

hi i hope you are doing better since last time ❤️ thinking of you

I really am. 1.5 years of stability under my belt, something that might be happy.

[churchrat]

Hi

[cithaerons]

i don’t think sex on tv is appropriate unless you see the cock otherwise it’s manipulating the viewer and basically gaslighting the audience

[tiltctrl]

What about violence in movies?

[cithaerons]

glad you asked. they also have to show cock.

[officialunitedstates]

what actually happened at dashcon to make it so awful? ive seen lots of stuff making fun of it and complaining, but nothing explaining why

It is one of the biggest errors in world history and here’s why:

Although starting in the middle of summer with a few small battles, it eventually dragged on for almost six months into a brutal winter

The Russians’ scorched earth policy surprised the French and made the French’s advances much more treacherous and costly

Napoleon’s thirst for a full victory was impossible to satisfy because the Russians refused to engage in any prolonged battles, instead wisely choosing to use guerrilla tactics to decimate an already broken, famished, and sickened French Army

Over 17,000 French troops lost their lives each month during the disastrous campaign

[shorthistorian]

Kink isn’t shameful because of the weird sex stuff. That part’s rad. It’s shameful because it is technically improv. 

[fzzzp]

a baby at work the other day gave me the meanest look i've ever seen as it got lifted out of a cesarean. 1 second old and already hating. you can't teach that.

[kuromi-hoemie]

[shirtsthatgohard]

[spiffybits357]

Reblog to put mutuals in the fish cube

[sparrowsfallingfromthesky]

me: yeah I'm pretty close to finishing this fic

the fic:

[radicarian]

it is past time we jettisoned the useless false dichotomy of introversion vs. extroversion and just accepted that everybody has a minimum amount of social interaction, failing which, they get really weird. and everybody has a maximum amount of social interaction, exceeding which, they get really weird. these levels are different for everyone, for a variety of reasons, and have no moral dimension. and that is all.

[mjalti]

why would you come to this club and just shoot Myers & Briggs like this

[masaotheheckindog]

they deserved it

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

“do you think you’ll still be writing fanfic when you’re 90?” yes, I do, and I hope AO3 is still here with me when I’m a 90 year old childless fanfic writer who writes slow burn dead dove do not eat dubcon gay sex enemies to lovers. next

[sacred-portal]

[mildmayfoxe]

i think if you’re feeling a certain kind of way and you know why you’re feeling it & you’ve done everything you can about the problem causing the feeling for the time being you should be able to go to your guardian angel and smile beatifically and say “i’ve done my feelings homework” and they smile beatifically back at you and say “alright my child” and they tap you on the head and you feel an immense sense of peace that washes through you and escapes as light from your fingertips and then you feel normal again

[churchrat]

Still completely unsure if I like my life but I’m at least gainfully employed and properly medicated

[churchrat]

we’re back to churchrat I had url dysphoria