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Your neighbor avocado

[yourfriendlyavocado]

Walang lawyer sa family namin. I'll be the first. Sa ngayon sobrang hirap. Wala kang mapagsabihan ng mga nasa isip mo kasi yung mga kasamahan mo sa bahay di din naman alam kung ano ang nararamdaman mo.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

Sobrang disappointment na sa sarili ang dinadanas ko sa ngayon Lord. Please help.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

You chose to have sex and be pregnant. You suffer the consequences. Dami mong hanash.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

JOB

I have been so frustrated with my life since the bar ended. Walang tumatawag sa mga inaapplyan ko, tapos mareremind pa ako ng mga questions and sagot ko nung bar. Sa religion din namin, bawal magtrabaho ng sabado so I had to turn down a lot of offers. Di ko kaya icompromise yung sabbath.

I just knelt down before a job interview yesterday and I was told na accepted na ako agad agad. Now, I am just waiting for the job offer.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

Girl, kung nag ask ako ng favor sayo, at least say no kung di pwede or gawa ka ng rason or whatever. Di yung iiwanan mo message ko on read as if may atraso ako sayo.

At least, I'll know na di ka pwede maging long time friend ko. Tapos life can be funny, in the future pag ikaw naman may favor sakin, iseseen lang din kita.

I'm a cancer, I remember things.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

Catching up with One Piece.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

For each passing day, my depression and anxiety gets worse.

No one calls me.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

4 AM.

I woke up at 4 AM today. Few days after the bar, I've been waking up at exactly 2:42 AM and cry the shit out of me while remembering my answers in the exam. They say that your mind is your greatest enemy during the deepest of the nights. I guess that's true.

At least today is much better. I woke up at 4 AM. I am hoping to be better in the next couple of days.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

He leaned on me right after I arrived from the last day of the bar. Maybe he can sense the stress, tiredness, anxiety and pressure I have been dealing with for the past months.

Honestly, if not for Uno, I wouldn't know how to maintain my mental health during the entire bar season.

I love this dog more than anything. And just the thought that he won't be able to stay with me for a very long time, destroys the fuck out of me.

[yourfriendlyavocado]

Dear November,

You have been great. You will always remind me of the greatest stepstone I have ever accomplished, regardless of whatever the Lord has planned.

Thank you, November.